1307 Woven Happiness
Today, Xia Xin was obviously a little absent-minded, sent Xiaoxuan downstairs, and left directly, which naturally made Zhu Xiaoxuan feel strange.
"Of course, it's not just here, there's a lot of other places......"
Because he has been paying attention to Xia Xin, no matter how Xia Xin pretends to be, he can't escape the eyes of Zhu Xiaoxuan, who really cares about him.
Zhu Xiaoxuan clearly felt the irritability, worry, fear, and uneasiness in Xia Xin's heart.
Xia Xin's eyes widened suddenly, he didn't know that he still had this habit, but then, he remembered what Bai Yu said, and lowered his gaze with some guilt,
Bai Yu's words had a great impact on Xia Xin,
made Xia Xin feel disheartened that he shouldn't hurt anyone anymore, and it was time to make everything clear.
It's time for everyone to realize how bad and bad the real Xia Xin is.
After a while, Xia Xincai plucked up his courage, raised his gaze, looked at Zhu Xiaoxuan, and said with a wry smile, "Xiaoxuan, I, am not as good as you think, no, it's actually much worse than you think,"
Zhu Xiaoxuan just looked at Xia Xin like this, and said with a slight smile, "Wetness is good or bad for Xiaoxuan, only Xiaoxuan is qualified to evaluate,"
Xia Xin smiled bitterly, looked up at the starry sky, and muttered, "I, I'm actually very bad, I say that I don't want to hurt anyone, in fact, I'm doing something to hurt everyone,"
"Yes," Zhu Xiaoxuan's beautiful eyes were crooked, and she smiled faintly, "I don't know who the wet hurt me, but it definitely didn't hurt me,"
"I, actually, it's very bad, I deliberately concealed it, and deceived you, I ......"
Zhu Xiaoxuan stretched out her right hand and gently touched Xia Xin's lips with her fingers, preventing Xia Xin from saying any more.
Then, he grabbed Xia Xin's hand, put it on his chest, and smiled gently and brightly, "It didn't hurt Xiaoxuan, just sitting on the side of the quiet road with Shihu, looking at the stars, chatting about the sky, the excited mood at the moment, and the excited heartbeat, all of which made people feel like they were going to fly, and they only felt full of happiness, I don't know if Shihu hurt other people, but for Xiaoxuan, absolutely not, so, there is no need to blame yourself for this, sad,"
Xia Xin's lips trembled, and he clearly felt a strong sense of care and worry from Zhu Xiaoxuan's words and gentle eyes.
"That's just because...... You don't know, but I'm actually ......."
"Wet, you're wrong,"
Zhu Xiaoxuan looked at Xia Xin with a little naughty and happy eyes, and said eloquently, "Concealment and deception will not hurt others, is there any better harm than lies and sweet love words, the so-called harm to others is after the lie is exposed, for example, if you continue to talk about it, you will really hurt Xiaoxuan, wet, do you want to hurt Xiaoxuan?"
"I, I don't want to ......, but ......"
Xia Xin didn't want to hurt anyone, but if he continued like this, one day, he would hurt even more......
"Wet, you still don't understand, didn't I say it, you didn't hurt me, and you didn't hurt anyone,"
As long as she saw Xia Xin's sad and self-blaming expression, Zhu Xiaoxuan was also very sad and sad, she wanted to see Xia Xin's smile, just as Xia Xin also wanted to see his smile, Zhu Xiaoxuan felt that as long as Xia Xin was happy, she would feel happier,
Zhu Xiaoxuan gently grabbed Xia Xin's hand and pressed it hard into her chest, "I don't know what Wet is hiding or deceiving, but Xiaoxuan's excited heartbeat at the moment, with Nuan Nuan's body, can't you feel it wet, Xiaoxuan is very happy, very happy, as long as the two of them are together, such a simple look at the stars and talk, it makes people feel very happy, even if my mouth can lie, but my body will not deceive people,"
"Wetness didn't hurt Xiaoxuan, it's better to say that it makes Xiaoxuan very happy, very happy," Zhu Xiaoxuan said this, her beautiful eyes were filled with some moist mist, which were the innocent tears of the girl, the most beautiful and romantic light reflected in the moonlight, and it was also the most fragile and moving light in the world.
"The so-called deception, only from the moment it is exposed, will it really become a bad word, to hurt others, I don't want to hurt Xiaoxuan,"
"......" In the face of the innocent tears, Xia Xin was completely speechless, let alone refused, he could only nod woodenly, he definitely didn't want to hurt Xiaoxuan,
Suddenly, Zhu Xiaoxuan showed a simple and happy smile, stretched out her little hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said with a smile, "So, if it is because of wet concealment and deception of Xiaoxuan, that Xiaoxuan feels so happy, please be wet, take responsibility, weave this lie, deceive Xiaoxuan's life well, and never let this bubble be punctured, then it will not hurt Xiaoxuan at all,"
Lies do not hurt others, only a momentary lie that is punctured will hurt others.
And permanent, long enough to deceive her life's lies, it will not hurt anyone, and even, it will become a beautiful fairy tale,
This is Xiaoxuan's gentleness,
It sounds strange, a bit like sophistry, but it's true.
At least, for the person concerned, if you spend your whole life weaving a lie and surrounding people in happiness, isn't it a wonderful thing, why debunk it?
Zhu Xiaoxuan said faintly, "I think, wet is too strict with herself, always thinking, to do the most correct thing, always thinking, can't make the slightest mistake, to do good things, can't do anything bad, for this, often carry a strong sense of guilt,"
"This is very strange, because in the history of mankind, is there really a person who always does the right thing, is there really a person who never makes mistakes, is there such a person, to put it disrespectfully, even if we call him a Confucian saint, how many mistakes have he made in his life, the saint is still like this, wet, do you have higher requirements for yourself than the saint?"
Xia Xin's guilt stems from his excessively high requirements for himself, he is always strict with himself and lenient with others.
"Wet said, I feel very bad, only this, I dare to loudly refute Wet, if wet is also very bad, in this world, there are no good people, yes, there is no one, there is absolutely no kind of good people that wet imagined, never make mistakes, do the right thing, good people, no matter what, I can bet, there is absolutely no such person,"
“……”
Xia Xin was silent,
He felt it, Xiaoxuan's gentleness, Xiaoxuan was deliberately helping him release his guilt, so that he didn't have to feel guilty, and faced life with peace of mind, although ...... There are sophistic suspicions, but it also contains Xiaoxuan's full tenderness and care,
"I don't know how other people are, but Xiaoxuan sometimes feels that she is very bad, bad-hearted, very cunning, and very greedy, but as long as she thinks of being wet, she feels that it doesn't matter, even if it is a little wrong or a little bad, what will happen?"
"Wet, we are all young, to put it irresponsibly, we still have a lot of time, in this time, do it right, that's life, do it wrong, that's called youth,"
Zhu Xiaoxuan didn't like to see Xia Xin's guilt-filled look, even if he accompanied Xia Xin to become bad, he also hoped that Xia Xin could be happy.
"Love is right, it is life, love is wrong, it is youth,"
Xia Xin smiled bitterly, "It feels like it's a very cunning statement,"
Zhu Xiaoxuan smiled, "Yes, this is the words that Xiaoxuan carried a strong sense of guilt in the past, and then used it to comfort herself, but it is actually of no use to me,"
Xia Xin was puzzled, "Then how did you do it?"
"I usually put wet and another thing that makes me guilty on the scale, to see which side is more important, and then, I will find that there is no comparison at all, in Xiaoxuan's heart, even if he gives Archimedes a fulcrum, he can't pry the wet weight on the other side of the scale, so the matter on the other side is suddenly not so important,"
While speaking, Zhu Xiaoxuan leaned towards Xia Xin, her arms like water snakes gently wrapped around Xia Xin's neck, the two looked at each other less than a fist away, their lips were very close, Xia Xin, who was close, could clearly smell the perfume on Zhu Xiaoxuan's body, and the seductive girlish fragrance emanating from the pink lips,
"Why does Wet ask himself not to make mistakes, even if he makes some mistakes, what will happen, Sage Kong excludes dissidents, kills opponents, controls power, beats disciples, despises girls, laborers, and producers, and at the same time, in order to seek power, go through the back door of sluts, even if he makes so many mistakes, Wet, do you want to be more powerful than a saint?"
“…… Of course, no, "Xia Xin, for his own requirements, it is indeed very harsh,
"So, it's wet, no one doesn't make mistakes, it's okay to make some mistakes," Zhu Xiaoxuan said Ying Ying smiled, "It's the dead of night now, and there's no one nearby, it's wet, don't you want to make some mistakes, ...... with Xiaoxuan." When the time comes, Xiaoxuan can accompany Shihu to confess to God, listen to the holy scriptures together, and then purify under the holy light,"
"However, Xiaoxuan may go to hell, even so, Xiaoxuan has no regrets, now I am surrounded by a full sense of happiness, even if I don't know what this happiness is made of, I am willing to be in the wet weaving happiness, quiet until I die, wet, willing to take responsibility, to weave a lifetime of happiness,"
At the end, the voice was getting softer and softer, softer and softer, light and inaudible,
The beautiful eyes trembled slightly, and then slowly closed,
The lips of the two have been gently pressed together, Xia Xin's slightly cold lips and Zhu Xiaoxuan's fiery lips complement each other.
Xia Xin didn't know whether he took the initiative or Xiaoxuan took the initiative, he only knew that now he only had two choices, either to expose the lie and hurt Xiaoxuan, or to take responsibility and weave a lie that deceived Xiaoxuan for a lifetime, and this lie would not hurt anyone.
Xiaoxuan's gentleness made the contradictions and guilt in his heart all release through the lips connected by the two......
Xia Xin felt that Bai Yu was not wrong, and Xiaoxuan was not wrong, if it wasn't for being delayed by herself, Xiaoxuan would probably be the gentlest and kindest girl in the world......