Chapter 1305: Family Affection
Probably, the quarrel between elementary school students is like the two of them are now.
With a red face and a thick neck, his eyes were staring, and he had a louder voice than anyone, and he no longer had the usual gentleness, humility and calmness.
Both of them were a little excited.
Bai Yu just looked at Xia Xin and smashed his mobile phone, the blood mixed parts were scattered, his eyes remained unchanged, and he sneered, "In the final analysis, I still don't dare, don't you?" ”
“…… What's the matter with you? ”
"Because you don't dare, you're afraid, you're not afraid of death, you're not afraid of other difficulties, you're not afraid of other frame-ups, but you're afraid of losing, because you've lost the most important thing, you've tasted that pain, so you're afraid, you don't dare to let yourself lose anything, you don't dare to let the current balance be broken, you don't dare to let anyone disappear in your life, so you don't dare to do anything at all."
“…… Heh, what's the matter with you pretending to know me very well? “
"It's not that I know you, it's that psychologists know about you, and I have deliberately, consulted your situation in detail."
Bai Yu Zhengse said, "Because I thought you were the kind of person who was kind of flowery and playing with feelings, but later I found out that it was not, because you don't want a girl's body, and you don't need their money, let alone take advantage of others, and then, this makes me very incomprehensible about the current situation, what kind of person are you, so, I specially asked a top psychologist to consult your situation, your matter, is the most special!" ”
"Oh, psychologist, then I'd like to hear how well I know me." Xia Xin sneered.
Bai Yu also caught fire, "I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it." ”
"Then you might as well give it a try." Xia Xin was-for-tat.
Then, Bai Yu had a cold face and slowly narrated, "Your situation is not playing with feelings, you are just, you don't want to hurt others at the same time, but you are afraid of losing, which is related to your past experience." ”
"Because you have no parents since you were a child, you have never felt the warmth of family affection, and you have never tasted the feeling of being loved and cared for by others, which is the most common problem of orphans, lack of love."
"Therefore, you crave love, just like in a single-parent family, the party lacking the mother will crave maternal love, and the party lacking the father will crave fatherly love, which is the most normal emotion for human beings, no one, a person comes to this world, a person survives, even animals, will remember their parents."
"It's a pity that you don't, so you crave that feeling of being loved from the bottom of your heart, no matter what kind of love it is, you are greedy for it, you enjoy it, the feeling of being loved, no matter who it is, as long as you love you."
"It's a pity that others give you, that's the love of love, not the love of family, your heart is actually very clear, even so, you also enjoy the feeling of being loved, you are afraid of losing this feeling, I am not you, this kind of psychological problem, probably has something to do with your cruel life in the past, as if abandoned by this world."
That's right, while lacking love, Xia Xin was also abandoned by the whole world, how he came over for so many years, only Xia Ye was clear, it was Xia Ye who supported him all the way, so he would say that Xia Ye was all he had.
Xia Xinda longed for love and family affection from the bottom of his heart, until he finally discovered that Xia Ye was not his sister, the brother and sister he fantasized about turned out to be an illusion, and he didn't have that kind of family affection for a long time.
That's why he couldn't bear the blow and fainted.
Moreover, the departure of night and night, this blow was too big for him, directly destroying his entire world and making his whole person fall into the bottomless abyss.
If it wasn't for Leng Xueyu to pull him up......
Bai Yu continued, "I don't mean to blame you, these are the original words of the psychologist, it's a pity, you don't have the opportunity to get family affection, let alone enjoy the feeling of being loved and cared for by your parents, so, even if it's the love of love, you will be greedy to enjoy this feeling of being loved." ”
"At the same time, you yourself will also try to reciprocate this love, because, in the bottom of your heart, you are a feeling-heavy, gentle and kind person, and you will repay the emotions given to you by others, even if it is the love given to you by anyone, however, the problem is that what you return is the love of family, not the love of love!"
"Yes, it's the same with any girl, you enjoy the feeling of being loved by the other person, and at the same time reciprocate the other person, return the affection of the family, you enjoy this feeling, and you are afraid of any loss."
"Just like at the airport, I was there, I felt that since you came, Shu Yuewu would also stay, but she still left, she was too proud, because she already understood that you didn't report your expectations from the beginning, and gradually responded to each other's feelings in the end, what you gave was only family love, not love love, which was unacceptable to her proud her."
Bai Yu said this, looked directly into Xia Xin's eyes and said, "Is what I said wrong?" ”
Xia Xin's breathing became rapid, his chest rose and fell, he gritted his teeth, and stared at Bai Yu deadly.
In fact, Xia Xin also has a little feeling in his heart, he knows that he longs to be loved by his parents, longs to enjoy the care of his parents, and longs for the feeling of being coquettish in his parents' arms.
Even if he was taught by his father and nagged by his mother, that was what he longed for, plain, warm, ordinary, and a life with a family.
However, he didn't.
Never.
He is dissatisfied that all children have parents, relatives, parents take out to play, relatives give New Year's money, parents help tidy up the room, help him count down, relatives visit to help say a few nice words, and then ridicule a few words, this year has grown taller again, it's time to find a girlfriend.
He will not taste these things, and the statute of limitations is forever, it is his life.
When other families gather in front of the Christmas tree, he can only wander alone in the cold wind and rain on Christmas night, running for tomorrow's livelihood.
When others were happy to give New Year's money, he could only go hungry, go to cheap work, and suffer from the boss's eyes at the same time, just for the meager salary in his hand, to take care of himself and his sister, and not to starve and freeze tonight.
On a rainy day, other people's children have parents, or drive, or ride a bicycle to pick up their baby children home, holding other children and saying tenderly and caringly, "Hungry, frozen, come to my mother's arms, come to my father's car", Xia Xin can only be alone in the heavy rain, walking alone in the cold joint, although it is lively, but it has nothing to do with him, the excitement is someone else's, he has nothing, only the cold rain, penetrating his clothes, and his soul.
He also hated and hated it, but night after night, he gave him the embrace and warmth of family affection.
He reluctantly accepted it.
Therefore, he especially wants to form a new family with Leng Xueyu and have a few children, he longs for the embrace of family affection.
To put it bluntly, he is just an ordinary child, an ordinary orphan who lacks love, and has a strong desire for family affection.
But he hid it well, he pretended to be strong, and he wouldn't let anyone find out.
But this can't be hidden from the eyes of the top psychologist.
Xia Xin is strong and fragile, he is strong and dares to face all difficulties and obstacles, dares to fight against the injustice of life, and at the same time, he is also fragile and vulnerable in spirit.
Bai Yu continued, "I'm not qualified to care about other people's affairs, let alone other people's feelings, I'm just from the perspective of friends, and also from the perspective of Xue Tong, to admonish you, you can't go on like this, there are girls, what is for you is love, not family affection, and you, without authorization, take this relationship as family affection, you are deceiving other people at the same time, you are also deceiving yourself, and hurting yourself, and the people around you." ”
"You're enough, I don't."
"You have, maybe, you didn't even notice it yourself, it is precisely because I know what kind of person you are, I will come to tell you this, if it is someone else, I don't bother to tell him at all."
“…… Don't act like you know me well. ”
"And how much do you know about yourself?"
"At least more than you!"
Xia Xin didn't expect that while he was shouting, he was actually angry and had already made a move, Bai Yu could easily contact Leng Xueyu, which made him very unhappy, and now Bai Yu actually came to educate him, which made him even more angry, and that fist couldn't help but sweep over.
Bai Yu also subconsciously counterattacked, stretched out his hand, and a sword pointed like thunder and lightning.
The two of them were knocked away by each other's strength at the same time, and they hit the railing behind them, and they both knocked the railing out of the air with two "clangs", because they both ate each other, and both of them fell from the second floor with unbalanced bodies.
White Feather did a backflip in mid-air, and then fell to the ground with a "bang".
Xia Xin stretched out his hand and pushed against the wall, and with that force, he slid out of the ground slightly for more than a meter, stopped his figure, half-squatted on the ground, and then slowly stood up.
Bai Yu's body trembled, he vomited, and hurriedly reached out to cover his lips, eating Li Lianxing so many times as if he was fine, and when he spread his hand again, he found that his palms were already full of blood.
The corners of Xia Xin's mouth also overflowed with some blood, and at the same time, he found that after being hit in the chest, his strength was actually scattered, and the fist he clenched was also powerless, just one moment, it was difficult for him to exert any more strength.
He wanted to say something, but the commotion was so great that the two fell from the upper floor, which immediately caught the attention of the clerk.
The manager also hurriedly ran over to check on the injuries of the two, and even the middle-aged and obese shopkeeper in his 40s hurriedly ran over.
Looking at the railing upstairs, and then at the injuries of the two of them, he asked anxiously, "What's the matter, what's the matter, is the railing broken, did you fall, are you both seriously injured, you are vomiting blood, my God, I'll call the doctor, I'll call the doctor right away, damn, I'll let those bastards, don't cut corners on the building, get me such a railing, I can't spare them, I'll call you a doctor right away." ”
"No need."
Xia Xin and Bai Yu replied at the same time.
"It's not a big deal." Bai Yu said.
"I'm fine, it's fine." Xia Xin replied.
"See a doctor, you must see a doctor, don't leave any internal injuries, it's all my fault." The shopkeeper looked remorseful and apologetic.
This is going to make the two break the news, he cut corners, the railing is not strong, and he almost fell to death, he can close the door in the future, especially this kind of news spreads very quickly among college students.
Xia Xin naturally understands the boss's thoughts, in a university town, word of mouth is the most important thing.
Xia Xin shook his head and said gently, "It's okay, I accidentally fell off by myself." ”
Bai Yu also replied, "I looked at the scenery and didn't pay attention to falling down." ”
Neither of them meant to hold the innocent boss responsible.
The middle-aged boss was immediately moved, "Good people, both of you are good people, I'm in for a treat tonight, don't be polite to me, you guys, don't really need to see a doctor?" ”