Have you ever experienced loneliness, have you experienced the invisible barrier between appearance and God, have you experienced cold violence?

Ji Shaoyu was deeply aware of it during that period of time. After Hongxin became the class leader, he quickly got along with his classmates with his cheerful and humorous personality, and on the contrary, Ji Shaoyu's unsophisticated style and eclectic personality in addition to studying well, as well as immature work methods, became everyone's laughing stock.

For example, poor hygiene, forgetting to be on duty, not knowing how to do exercises, and not knowing how to be polite. And once during self-study, Ji Shaoyu gave a lecture to the back seat, and Ye Hongxin told him to shut up.

Originally, there was nothing wrong with discipline, but Ji Shaoyu felt that a person who counted down in the exam relied on small reports and was a squad leader who dared to show off his might.

Ji Shaoyu's voice was louder, and after speaking, he talked to the people around him and made everyone laugh, and he was even happier when he saw Hongxin's anger.

Hongxin added fuel to the fire and told the teacher that Ji Shaoyu had made small mistakes, and the teacher criticized him fiercely.

The contradiction between the two children later evolved to the point that Ji Shaoyu always rushed to answer in front of Ye Hongxin in class, and in a math class, Ye Hongxin just finished answering Ji Shaoyu and hit another,

"Really will," Hongxin said,

"I will, you won't," Shaoyu said. Hongxin was angry that Ji Shaoyu always made it difficult for everyone to make it difficult for him, so he began to give Ji Shaoyu nicknames, make fun of him, and spread the stupid things about Ji Shaoyu's past with his classmates.

Although Ji Shaoyu also talked about Hongxin villain with his classmates and expressed his dissatisfaction, at that age, the child still knew the sophistication of people, and Hongxin was the class leader and had good popularity, Ji Shaoyu was isolated.

Because of his anger, Ji Shaoyu changed from a shy boy to a stick, anyway, you also make fun of me with him, I was called a nickname like a fool when I studied well, and even once in front of the head teacher, Hongxin made Ji Shaoyu's excessive jokes, then I disrupted the classroom discipline and deliberately made mistakes to discredit the class.

The vindictiveness of the two children, the negligence of the head teacher, felt that Ji Shaoyu's heart was big and did not explain, to Shaoyu would never deliberately go against the class order because of ridicule, he was already on the opposite side.

Although the ridiculous vindictiveness, Shaoyu's deliberate mistakes, and mischievous behavior are all trivial things that cannot attract attention, but how many stumbling teenagers start from being isolated to being antagonistic.

Hongxin's friendship with Ji Shaoyu, the teasing of his classmates, and his rumors

"Allusions to the past", how can it not be an invisible knife, Shaoyu with a big heart is not stupid, he is deeply disgusted, the past friendship between the two made Shaoyu, a kind boy, not tell the teacher, and his dull personality for more than ten years has made this boy who has no scheming have nowhere to go.

(How similar is the workplace game for adults, three years old looks old, and many things are reflected from childhood.)

This is probably the reason why people with high IQ and low EQ are always planted in the hands of people with high EQ and low IQ. Imagine the coaxing of classmates when these happened, the teacher's trust in Hongxin, the selection of the class leader and the follow-up explanation, which is not indispensable.

And when everyone laughed at Ji Shaoyu, how did these young and ignorant classmates form the values of being the same as the class leader.

If there is a person in class 17 who can be friends with Ji Shaoyu, how can he get tired of this class and this learning environment.

Ji Shaoyu was in a daze in the corridor again after class that day, watching Li Yao and Brother Qun come back from smoking in the toilet and say hello.

He now feels that these two are stronger than Hongxin, although the teacher of class 18 told Ji Shaoyu to stay away from Li Yao, saying that Li Yao is still a bad habit if he fights and does not study, and he is afraid that Shaoyu will learn badly.

Ji Shaoyu was surprised that the teacher would also say this about the students in his class, on the contrary, he thought that these people were at least more jealous than Hongxin and the previous ones who were well-behaved on the surface and secretly competed with each other

"Good students" are real and get along more. (In fact, the group that enters the society is clean and indisputable, but as an educator, don't label students too early, at least in society, things should not be flooded on campus.)

Ji Shaoyu suddenly felt someone put his hands on his shoulders, he thought that Li Yao was teasing it again, but when he turned around, it was a junior high school classmate - Yang Si.

"Lao Ji, in class 17, I haven't seen you for a long time."

"What about you, what class are you in?" Ji Shaoyu felt that Yang Si was very happy.

"I'm in class 8, I heard that you did well in the exam, and the grade list looks at you to be in the top 100, and you are still so good at this point, how can you learn." As soon as Ji Shaoyu heard the results, he remembered the matter of the squad leader.

"Come on, don't mention it, what about you?"

"I did well in the exam, but I couldn't get out, and I studied too well." Yang Si saw that Ji Shaoyu's face was not good, so he asked in a low voice: "Hey, Lao Ji, I heard from my old classmates that you were isolated in class 17, and the class leader is still a Hongxin from the previous school!" ”

"Well, villain, there are many good students here, and they are also bad." Ji Shaoyu was angry when he mentioned it.

"That's too much, see if you don't talk honestly and bully, it's all from a school, our school is not good, this person is not good, and there are few people who should take care of each other, how can this be like this, my class is just me in a 18 middle school, and I still do it in a mixed class?" Ji Shaoyu didn't speak, and thought to himself: I'm so bad, this classmate who is worse than me goes to another class to be the class leader, I don't have anything to do, I am isolated and passed on by the circle of old classmates, which makes people laugh on their faces!

Yang Si seemed to finish speaking, and left separately. Ji Shaoyu looked at its back and thought about his sentence, "Look at me as a bully."

I suddenly remembered my mother's sentence "Don't make trouble, be honest."

“。 Later, Ji Shaoyu helped a friend take care of a child, and when he told the child about people, he took Yang Si's behavior as an example and asked: "Are his words for me?"

"Yes!

"Is he my friend, then?"

"Sort it off

"The little girl, who is only 11 years old, has a face full of affirmation and confidence." No.

“

"Why?"

"Because he's just talking!"

"I don't understand." Ji Shaoyu smiled, what he didn't say in his heart was

"Actually, those words are provoking, showing off, and ridiculing, if Yang Si is really a friend, he will say it in front of Ye Hongxin." But Ji Shaoyu saw that the kid replied with a trusting expression, and he really didn't want to say it. But he was right.

"I won't listen to you, I'm going to play the Fruit Man game."

“

"That phrase is, 'Look at me as a bully'!

Ji Shaoyu smiled. And Yang Si has no way of thinking, Ji Shaoyu at that time reminded him of that sentence, and he doubted his mother's words for the first time when he didn't study much. Will honest learning and boring reading really pay off, will it be appreciated? This sentence is inconsistent with the results of so many years of bowing your head and learning on your own! Ji Shaoyu scratched the glass of the window a few times with his hand, and his thoughts were dragged back by the class bell, but the seed was planted in his heart, and the next encounter incident made the seed germinate.