After Ji Shaoyu came back from military training, he began to study and live, Li Yao and Li Guangqun were next door, and sometimes when they met, they would say a few words to each other.

Ji Shaoyu is not as interested in the new environment as other freshmen, nor is he like some students who fight and fall in love, and they are young and excited in the new environment.

Ji Shaoyu has only one thought, he got good results in the midterm exam, and he also experienced what it was like to be a class cadre, and he was afraid that he would not be among the best in this provincial key school, so he studied late at night every day, and even talked about mathematics, physics and chemistry in his dreams.

The midterm exam came as scheduled, Ji Shaoyu was nervous after answering the questions, he had never been so worried about his grades, and at the same time he also had his own arrogance, he wanted to see if he was worse than those who were promoted in good junior high school.

In the days leading up to the results, he had even dreamed of nightmares, and he could remember those days long, long later, because it was the first time he tried to do something.

When heard

When "Ji Shaoyu" won the first place, he first calmed down, and then laughed immodestly in front of his teachers and classmates.

He didn't notice anything, let alone the envy and jealousy in the eyes of his old classmate Ye Hongxin, he was straightforward by nature and just wanted to express his excitement, he didn't know how many people who didn't take the test were angry because of his happiness that day, after all, at that age, children already had scheming.

(Think about how long you haven't expressed your emotions directly, in the workplace, in society we have pretended to be too long and too long, because in the early days of the campus we have learned too many things that should not be on campus, Shen Cheng full routine, how different.)

In the afternoon of the next day, a class meeting was held, and the good ones were praised and rewarded, and the selection of class cadres was also discussed. Ji Shaoyu's heart was excited, and his chest was raised higher.

The fifth of his nine subject classes at the same table became the class representative, then he must be the class leader first, isn't it the deputy class, I can also go home and say, I have never been a big official since I was a child.

Ji Shaoyu even thought about how to manage the class after becoming the class leader. (Adults imagine the excitement before you are promoted) We all know that the truth is the most tricky, the beautiful female teacher said that the class leader was served by Ji Shaoyu's old classmate Ye Hongxin, and the deputy class was served by a girl, and Ji Shaoyu was not even the team leader who received homework.

For the first time, the teenager felt aggrieved, deceited, and angry so strongly.

"The sky was very blue that day, the sun was very sunny, and the faces of my classmates seemed to be full of ridicule for me, it was the first time I saw a beautiful female teacher so lowly, and it was the first time I felt that I was so sassy." Ji Shaoyu said later.

That day was undoubtedly a cloudy day for Ji Shaoyu. He didn't listen to a word in the rest of the lessons, he was originally a boy who was not good at expressing himself, let alone venting.

He really wanted to understand why, and said that he would score according to his grades, but I didn't even have a sesame position in the first place.

That day, Ji Shaoyu didn't know how he moved home, as if his body was navigating automatically. In the past, many teachers said that they were not suitable for managing classmates and not suitable for class cadres, Ji Shaoyu wondered if this teacher would think the same way, he called his mother and told his mother to ask the teacher why he didn't let him be a class cadre.

Waited a while

"Shaoyu, you chose a class today, your teacher said that you did well in the exam and continued to work hard, but after observing your performance during this period of time, plus the old classmates reported that you were more casual, I felt that you were not suitable, so there was no you. Shaoyu, you will be satisfied with your mother if you take the exam, we are not appropriate, it will affect your learning. ”

"Hmm." Ji Shaoyu hung up the phone. It's that I'm not suitable, just because you feel it, just because I have a big heart, you have arranged all the previous studies, I don't arrange it first, you talk to a lot of people for fear that they will be unhappy, you bully me because of my old classmates' words, and you don't even tell me an explanation.

Ji Shaoyu's crazy resentment and dissatisfaction broke out all at once, and he walked around the house for a while

"Not suitable", for a moment

"Sue me", for a moment

"I'm not suitable for so many years, will you give me a chance?" A while

"Ye Hongxin platoon 37 is he, and he still goes to say bad things about me villain"...... After muttering to himself for a while, Ji Shaoyu picked up the LCD TV and smashed it on the ground, "Knock."

A fist smashed on the wall, blood dripped down little by little, and Ji Shaoyu's heart became cold little by little...... Ji Shaoyu sat on the side of the road, watching the cars coming and going, he took out the cigarette he had just bought and lit it, and through the mist, he thought of what had happened so far. He thought of those who worked in the class in the past, one not only had good grades and was sensible for the teacher to like, the other was not too good and could be clever, and some were not studying, especially mixed with classmates, and they were afraid to be a member of the disciplinary committee, but those who studied quietly were always ignored or even ridiculed. For the first time, he doubted his mother's words and tried to learn well. "It's so difficult that people who are cadres are born to be cadres, why don't I fight or even give me a chance, my old classmates who have been friends for several years say bad things about me at the teacher.

Ji Shaoyu asked himself, he was in the same mood at this time as he was before he went to Shijiazhuang that day. Just imagine, not to mention a child, we as adults will be helpless when facing people who are not as good as us but are above us for various reasons. And what child has never been a leader once in their school life? Ji Shaoyu thought angrily: I don't care if others recognize me or not. Ye Hongxin, that dog-like villain, I won't be his squad leader. I'd rather not be a good student than listen to him anyway. Ji Shaoyu's decision triggered a series of butterfly effects that he couldn't predict himself, but the turning point started from that day, who would have thought that more than a year later, 101 would have one less good student, and there would be more Shenbei Xiaoyu in the Shencheng Youth Circle. In other words, don't many big things in our lives start with small things?