After solving the mystery of 418, and then contacting Yisha's abnormal behavior, Xia Xin also learned another thing by the way.

That is, Yisha...... Pregnant.

Yes, he now finally understood what Yisha meant at that time.

The first thing he remembered was that on the night he went to the beach house, he was planted with a strawberry around his neck, which has always been a mystery in Xia Xin's life.

He had no idea who had grown the strawberry.

It was the most wronged time he was to be executed in public even though he had done nothing.

Now, after vaguely recalling the events of 418, his subconscious is gradually revival.

He finally remembered that that night, he was successively tossed by Xia Shiqi, Zhu Xiaoxuan, Leng Xuetong, and Yisha, a total of 4 people.

However, it wasn't 4 that night, it was 5 times.

Xia Xin guessed that Yisha came for the first time to talk about the two of them 418 and the follow-up, but she couldn't open her mouth, and then went back.

Then I was in a daze, as if I was about to fall asleep,...... Yisha came again after everyone had fallen asleep.

Xia Xin finally remembered.

Yisha came to the couch and sat down, sitting next to her.

Because I was very tired at the time, I just had a little impression in a daze, and I felt that there was someone around me, but I didn't know who it was.

Now that I think about it, the picture suddenly becomes clearer.

Sasha sat next to her with a sad face, the moonlight pouring down on her little face as white as snow, and the intellectual and elegant beautiful little face was full of melancholy that could not be dissolved.

Xia Xin vaguely recalled what Yisha said at that time.

"Xiaoxin, I'm pregnant,...... But don't worry, it's not yours. ”

“……”

"I didn't wake up like this, it looks like I'm really asleep."

"You slept soundly, I haven't had a good night's sleep in days."

"What should I do?"

"Xiaoxin, what should we do, do we want to beat it, or do we have to ...... I'm so scared, I've never been so messy. ”

"You're not as good as a beast, just turn around and forget what you've done,...... In fact, it's better to forget, otherwise, for both of us, the world will probably become hell. ”

"This is something that no one will allow."

"How could this happen,...... Speaking of which, it's still not good for you. ”

"But you bastard...... I slept soundly. ”

"Forget it, after all, you are a child, I am a mature adult, I can bear this little thing myself."

“…… In fact, the last sentence is a lie, and I can't bear it at all. ”

"I ...... I don't know what to do, I almost don't know what to do now or what to do in the future, I've never been so messy, haven't I...... It's better to go abroad and hide. ”

“……”

That night, Sasha said a lot, Xia Xin recalled in a daze, and many of them couldn't be remembered.

I remember the last sentence clearly.

Yisha may have said that she was tired and wanted to go back to sleep, walked a few steps, came back again, and said angrily, "I'm so angry, why am I worried about dying, but you sleep so happily, carefree sleep, it's obviously what I should do." ”

"Hmph, you don't make me feel better, and I don't let you feel better."

Then Yisha squatted down, leaned to her face, and bit her neck......

It was a petty angry prank.

That guy also pretended to be okay to help find trouble.

Women are actors!

With Xia Xin's memories, the insoluble mystery of the seaside has finally been solved.

Then, Xia Xin discovered that Yisha had actually hinted at herself.

That is when the two of them went to a nearby town to buy swimwear with Chu He and Teacher Chu.

In order to make Teacher Chu, who was chasing her, die, Yisha pretended to say that she had it.

In order to pretend to be an image point, Yisha retched several times, Xia Xin thought that she was so talented in acting, and she acted so realistically.

Looking back now, I realized that it was not a fake vomit, but a real vomit.

Xia Xin understood.

At that time, Sasha also glanced at herself, thinking that she was trying to let herself cooperate with the acting, but now that she thinks about it, she understands the true meaning of that meaningful look.

Sasha actually wanted to say that she really had it, and she wanted to ask herself, "What to do"?

Xia Xin gradually understood Yisha's complicated feelings at that time.

At the same time, he also figured out another point, and figured out another hint from Yisha.

At that time, Yisha patted his head 3 times, 2 times before entering the door, and 1 time after going out, at that time, he felt that Yisha's eyes seemed to contain an indescribable melancholy, and he thought that she was worried about Teacher Na Chu.

Actually, Sasha means...... The Bodhi Patriarch who imitated Journey to the West knocked on Sun Wukong's three times.

But she didn't dare to knock on it, she was in a contradictory state of wanting to let herself know, but not wanting to let herself.

She was a little afraid that she would know, but she wanted to know that she was just a little woman and that she needed her help.

So, she hesitated and used such a vague way.

Learn the way of Journey to the West, and then - follow the fate!

Xia Xin clearly remembered that he still had a sentence in his heart at that time, should this person be the Bodhi Patriarch, and he always patted me on the head.

Is it possible for me to go to her in the middle of the night?

In fact, if you think about it carefully, you also know that Sasha usually ...... I almost don't pat myself on the head.

Only that time I took it, 3 times in a row.

And then...... She didn't lock the door that night, she waited for herself alone, alone, for a long time......

Xia Xin could imagine Yisha sitting on the bed alone, hugging her curled legs, bathed in the cold moonlight, looking forward to the door and looking at the door in fear.

In fact, she really wanted to go to her, listen to her, listen to her complaints, and share her pain with her.

However, I obviously thought of Journey to the West at that time, and I still complained in my heart, but I still missed that night.

Xia Xin's eyes seemed to appear again in front of him, Yisha's sad and desperate gaze that night, and the tears that flowed in the dark.

She must have waited a long time before finally despairing......

I didn't have a past!

She can only keep this secret alone, bear the pain alone, and endure the grief alone.

Obviously, she didn't do anything wrong......

Obviously, it's all my fault......

But in the end, it became all her to bear.

How could there be, such an unfair thing.

After all, she chose not to say anything and bear it silently.

Later, she actually had two outbursts with obvious signs.

Once, when she was eating at home, she couldn't help but retch, and at that time she only thought she had a bad stomach.

One was the last time the people in the room got together to watch a movie, the day before Sasha left.

She vomited after eating ice cream.

The state has become more and more obvious, and she can't hide it anymore.

Xia Xin clearly remembered that several people watched the big bad movie "Journey to the West", and he complained that the actor had one expression from beginning to end.

Then at the end of the movie, the four of them entered the KFC, and Sasha grabbed ice cream with night after night.

I also vomited.

At that time, Sasha's explanation was that this was the sequelae of the movie, and she wanted to vomit when it was ugly.

What a ridiculous reason!

And at that time, I actually believed it.

Convinced?

Believe!

I'm stupider than a pig, so I believe it?

It was the last and only group photo of the four of them.

It was a photo of Sasha's strong request.

I see!

She wants to keep the good memories of the four of them together and keep them for collection!

Because, she will never come back.

She wants to hide that incident for the rest of her life.

Then the next day, when I opened the door to her room, she was gone.

She left the photo of the four of them together, and flew to distant England in a plane.

Xia Xin made a phone call in a hurry.

Yisha only had a few words in her phone, but her tone revealed a bit of strange hoarseness, and then immediately hung up the phone.

Originally...... She cried!

Just like that, a person who has no heart and lungs, who either sleeps lying down all day long, or watches TV on his stomach, and never wants to work, turns out to cry......

Xia Xin could even imagine Yisha alone, with red eyes, sitting on the plane seat crying, desperately wiping her tears with a tissue.

She was lonely and helpless.

Only one person can leave......

One man's Britain!

A lonely journey alone!

A person's pain is borne by her alone!

There is no farewell from anyone, no words of goodness!

Until the end, she chose not to say anything.

Just as she said to herself that night.

Because, she is a mature adult!

This little pain is enough for adults to bear alone!

“……”

Thinking of the pain, harshness, and strange indifference of others after Yisha, Xia Xin's eyes moistened suddenly......

"That...... Stupid, what are you talking about, what are you like an adult? ”

"People who don't work all day, are lazy, grab snacks and eat every night, lie on the sofa, can't drag it, and don't do housework...... Where the hell does it look like an adult? ”

"Why, why...... It's just at this time that I look like an adult...... A sucker! ”