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"It doesn't matter if you want to make something stupid all of a sudden,...... Why are you stunned, since you don't speak, so be it, goodbye. ”

Wu Baiyun asked a few words vigilantly, seeing that Xia Xin was still sitting on the edge of the bathtub in a daze and didn't speak, she didn't bother to care, and hurriedly managed to escape first, so as not to be caught by Xia Xin again.

Xia Xin was alone in the bathroom for a while, then slowly stood up and came to the living room step by step.

He subconsciously set his eyes on the sofa in the living room, in the past, he could often see Yisha's lazy figure on the sofa, because Yisha's body curve is too sultry, although Xia Xin said that he didn't care on the surface, but when he walked over, he often couldn't help but glance at the delicate undulating figure.

Then, Leng Xue Hitomi will occasionally sit on the single sofa next to her, maybe watching TV or reading a book.

Then, he and Yeye may sit on the single sofa on the other side, sit on their lap every night, and the four of them are in the living room together, watching TV happily.

However, when was the last time the four of them were together in the living room?

Xia Xindu almost couldn't remember.

It's obviously a very familiar and warm scene, but it feels so strange,...... Is it because you feel that it will never happen again, so there is a faint effect in your heart?

Xia Xin didn't dare to look at it anymore, he came to the balcony step by step.

The warm winter sun sprinkled on his face, but it didn't bring him the slightest warmth.

At this time, Xia Xin's mood was complicated and cold.

It's as if a ...... suddenly fell from the sky A great disaster, and this disaster is unknowingly caused by oneself.

He was guilty and sad, regretful and self-blaming, worried about Yisha and worried about the future.

For the future of all......

He finally understood the meaning of what Huang Yue, Sato's new English teacher, had said.

"Everyone's life is composed of many mistakes and a small number of successes, only the loser will feel too many mistakes, and the winner will only remember the feeling of success, because the mistakes you made, what your failure is not important, and no one will remember, people will only remember the moment of your success."

Xia Xin only thought that this was ordinary at the time, and Yisha used herself as an elder to encourage herself, but now she understands.

What this really means.

"Everyone's life is made up of many mistakes and a small number of successes", that is, everyone will make mistakes, which is inevitable.

"Only the loser will feel too much about the mistake, and the winner will only remember the feeling of success," that is, only the loser will indulge in the past mistakes, and the winner will only set off towards success, and there is also a time when he thinks of the "mistake" of the two of them one day, hoping that he will not sink, not guilty, and not go to her, just forget it as a mistake.

The words are also full of the meaning of hoping that your life can move towards success and the light.

Then comes the last sentence, "It doesn't matter what your failures are because of the mistakes you made, and no one will remember them, people will only remember the moments of your success." ”

What this really means is that Yisha has forgotten the past, forgotten that night, and will never mention it again, I hope Xia Xin himself will forget, I hope Xia Xin's life can be successful, and use success to make people remember, of course, Yisha will also remember and bless him.

That's the real meaning of this passage.

And not some famous aphorisms.

It's funny that I didn't think about it at all.

For a moment, Xia Xin felt that he was simply the stupidest, dirtiest, most shameless, most obscene and most despicable person in the world.

He didn't know how long it had been, until Xia Wanwan's faint words sounded behind him, "Young Master, it's time to eat, you've been standing here for three hours." ”

"Really......"

"Young Master, what are you thinking?"

"I probably ...... I want to jump from here, but it's a pity that I can't fall to the third floor. ”

Xia Wanwan paused and replied, "...... Is the young master telling a joke? Wan Wan can't be ridiculous. ”

"Joke?"

Xia Xin smiled bitterly, "Yes, I'm really a joke, until today, I didn't find out that the other 3 people living in this house were actually forced away by me, and I actually acted like a nobody, shamelessly doing ......."

Xia Xin didn't say any more.

Now that he thinks about it, he realizes that Ye Ye, Yisha, and Xue Tong all left because of their own mistakes.

"I don't know what the young master has gone through, or what he has discovered?"

Xia Wanwan used her always extremely rational thinking, or she looked rational on the surface, but in fact, she always stood in Xia Xin's perspective and tried her best to favor Xia Xin's perceptual thinking and answered, "The young master wants to live an ordinary life, wants to go back to the past days, and now finds that because of the wrong things he did, it is the reason for the separation of the people in this house, and he is the culprit, so he blames himself, this is what it means." ”

Yisha, Leng Xuetong, Ye Ye, Xia Wanwan naturally knows.

"Although I don't know what the young master has gone through, Wan Wan just wants to ask, are the other three people in this room dead?"

“…… Of course not. ”

"So, since the young master lost it, wouldn't it be good for the young master to find it back by himself, do his own things, and find the things he lost, isn't this the truth?"

“……”

These words made Xia Xin stunned.

It's really a simple truth.

He reacted at once, and he was a little panicked because he was too shocked by what had happened in the past.

Isn't it decided a long time ago to get all the people back?

Now I just have strengthened my resolve.

What remains to be done has not changed.

The only thing that has changed is probably on the side of the snow pupil,...... I guess I'll have to crack the washboard on my knees at that time.

"You're right."

Xia Xin turned around at this time, looked at Xia Wanwan with a bitter face, and said, "I...... I know why the water turns black. ”

“……”

Xia Wanwan keenly felt from Xia Xin's eyes that it was not something that made her happy.

"Once, I took the wrong medicine,...... I really took the wrong medicine, drank a lot of alcohol, and then I didn't even know about it, and I ...... with Sasha."

Xia Wanwan didn't show the slightest shock, her beautiful little face was still so calm, and her crystal eyes flashed with wisdom, "I have guessed several possibilities, the young master will definitely not lie to me, since even the young master himself doesn't know, I think the possibility of drunken fragmentation is the greatest." ”

"But if you analyze it carefully, she didn't expose this matter, nor did she tell you, she chose to hide it and leave, not to say that she likes you, at least she has a young master in her heart, and she is worried about the young master, as long as there are still feelings, in fact, it is very simple to recover it."

"I can tell the young master for sure that a woman who has changed her heart can't be kept, and a woman who hasn't changed her heart is usually very soft-hearted, and you will find that her heart is softer than her body."

Xia Wanwan herself is the most experienced in this.

These words also made Xia Xin feel a little more relieved.

Xia Xin said in a somewhat dry tone, "Yes, maybe I have children, no, calculate the time, there should be a month or two to be born." ”

Xia Xin's words finally shocked Xia Wanwan, but she immediately covered up the past and analyzed rationally, "That's simpler, a woman with a child is even softer, she doesn't think about herself, she will think about the child." ”

Although her words were calm, even Xia Wanwan could barely hide the surprise in her heart.

seems to be rational, but in fact, they only analyze the good side of Xia Xin, because she must make Xia Xin calm and not have any frustrated and discouraged thoughts, and for this reason, she herself can't show the slightest abnormality.

"Yes, you're right," Xia Xin said and looked at the sky in the distance, "It's just that you don't understand my feelings, I don't talk about my own past mistakes, just talk about the future, I have always ...... is to treat her as a relative, a beautiful and talented sister, and occasionally make mistakes, but when she should be reliable, she is still very reliable. ”

"When I was confused and hesitant, she also encouraged me many times, and some of her words, I didn't understand at the time, and then there were many things, after thinking deeply, I found that it made sense, I regarded her as an elder in life, maybe not respectful on the surface, in fact, I respect her very much in my heart, and I like her very much."

Xia Wanwan paused and said, "So what the young master means is that because you respect her very much and treat her as a sister, you don't think about it in that way, so you agree to let her marry someone else with your child, right?" ”

Xia Wanwan's words hit the core of the problem.

Xia Xin stretched out his hand and swiped in mid-air almost without thinking, "It's impossible." ”

These words made Xia Wanwan laugh suddenly, "So young master, since you have decided, what are you still worried about?" ”

“……”

Xia Xin found with a blank face that he was still in a complicated mood just now, and after chatting with Xia Wanwan, he didn't seem to be so depressed.

It was as if the path of progress appeared again in front of me, forcing me to keep going......

It feels a little incredible, but it's just that amazing.

Xia Wanwan showed a bright and gentle smile and said, "So, young master, is it time to eat, everyone is waiting for you, we still have a lot to do, and we are still very busy in the future, especially you are needed!" ”

“…… You're right, eat! ”

( Night Supergod )