Series 2
I know that I hurt myself, and it makes you sad, heartbroken, and scared more than you hurt.
I also know that people who don't love everything are very insecure.
I also know that being indifferent to all things, but loving you, seems to be affectionate, but in fact makes you feel even less responsible and responsible.
No sense of security, lack of responsibility, lack of sense of responsibility = no future in sight.
If you love each other, you want to have a future and stay together.
I'm sorry for keeping you disappointed, and I know I was wrong.
I always remember you once said to me, no matter what kind of trouble we get in the future, no matter what kind of quarrel we make in the future, how do you delete me and ignore me, and after a while I will take the initiative to find you, I tell you very firmly that I will definitely go to you, even if I go to your house to find you, I will go.
You asked me, what if I went to your house and couldn't find you? I said I'd go all over the world and eventually find you.
You ask me again, what if I have a new boyfriend?
I said I'll wait for you to break up, unless you get married, I'll keep waiting, but baby, if you really want to get married and abandon me, there really won't be me in this world, and you won't be able to find it anymore.
I remember those words all along.
It doesn't matter how far you go, no matter how gratuitous the world is, no matter what happens.
I will be gentle, learn self-love and love, and always be behind her.
I will try to love the whole world for you.
It takes a little time to change, and apathy to blessing requires some adjustment.
Give me some time and I will change and always love you and give you a future.
I don't know what's wrong with you, you have such a big opinion of me.
I didn't do anything you said you didn't like or forbidden.
You always think I'm going to pit you.
There are so many people in the fourth, but I don't have so many people to talk nonsense.
I didn't say how many people were three or four.
Just those few times when I hate or have opinions.
Not a few, just say two.
One Zhang Zhiqiang, one happy.
Anyway, the one in the back is casual, and the one in front is all those few words in front of him, die farther away, don't poke your eyes, if you get angry, you get that kind of thing.
I want to eat him when I see him.
After so many years, no matter who is with me, I have never cheated anyone.
Everyone was detained for a few days, and the day in the detention center was harmless and had no effect.
As for you, anyway, I feel that you have a big opinion of me, and I think there is something wrong with my character.
Anyway, no matter what, what do you think, that's it, I won't be sorry for you, I won't do anything sorry for you, I have a clear conscience and be willing for everything you have paid and done.
I really tried to explain a lot, even when we were together.
Every time you explain, you always feel that I am talking about the truth, and then you don't recognize that the three views are inconsistent, and then you don't talk about it, and you end up with nothing.
I was helpless.
Let's move on.
I witnessed my mother's madness, and the desire to escape came to me.
I had only been out of the darkness for a few months, and I was really scared to witness or experience the darkness again.
But her constant messages warmed me, moved me warmly, and even wanted to be hugged tightly by her, and I was afraid of the future.
I'm afraid we don't have a future.
The long-distance relationship lacks a sense of security, and it is more sensitive to true feelings.
I remember that after this incident, when my family asked me about my relationship, I said that I decided to marry you in the future.
I still remember that feeling of determination and happiness at the beginning.
I know you said you have a lot of male friends, tell me not to think about it.
I know you need to do business, you need a lot of intersections.
But I just want to selfishly occupy all your beauty because of love, I just want you to be my little princess.
Of course, I have no doubt about you.
When I first started, I knew you had a good relationship with your big brother.
But how good he is in your mouth, in fact, a girl praises another boy in front of her boyfriend how good, any boy will have a sense of crisis.
This is the norm, not a pathology.
Actually, I didn't have any hostility towards him at first.
In fact, it was only that night when you went out for a drink and dressed up, and he confessed to you, and then you got slightly drunk, that I became hostile to him.
And I don't like what he said.
Ah Qing, when you came back to the dormitory that night and made a video call with me, you actually revealed your true character.
I haven't gotten angry yet, and you're going to get angry first.
It turns out that you have a strong personality, but you are gentle in front of me.
But I didn't expect you to cry on the phone that night after a big fight.
You said you were willing to give up all relationships for me.
In fact, how can I be willing to give up all relationships for me, I just want you to reject all ambiguity for me, when someone pursues you, you can firmly tell him that you have a crush.
It's a pity that that night was across the screen after all, otherwise I would definitely hug you and kiss you, telling you that you are also my strongest choice, and I am willing to give up everything I have for you.
When you came back, I really felt a strong sense of love.
It's just that every time we have a problem with the way we express it.
I've always misunderstood you, but you've done everything you can to find time to be with me.
And I always hear half of you, think that we have less time together, and then start to be disappointed, angry, and in a bad mood.
I'm actually a person with a very bad temper, and everyone in the circle knows that I couldn't correct it in time at the beginning, and I gave you too much bad temper, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you.
But I've also done a lot of things you can't see.
In fact, after you went back to school, my QQ and WeChat friends were deleted again.
I deleted all the girls who had an abnormal relationship before.
I said that I found a very good girl, she was very good to me, and I loved her very much, and I was going to marry her, and I would not contact her in the future, and I didn't want to ruin my relationship with her because of this.
Whether you believe it or not, I'm always the boy with all eyes on you.
Actually, I'm really happy to be with you, those sweet smiles.
We were all childish in front of each other, but we didn't express our love in the same way.
The thing about your driver's license test at that time was indeed a misunderstanding.
But I didn't mean to get angry.
I really hate that person, I don't like any of the people in Class 4, it can be referred to as a grudge, we have fought too much with Class 4.
At that time, I really sent that message, you know that we were all happy and happy a few days ago, there was no quarrel, and we were very happy every day?
Actually, I don't care if you talk to my enemy or something, I know that you are what I love me.
It's just that it's too painful to wait for you to come back the next day, and in the end she sent her to him.
I thought to myself, I'll give you the taxi money, I've been waiting for you for a day, and you're still shopping with that little B cub, and when you come back, you want to pull over and hug and ask you what's going on.
Then you arrived, and I saw your tiredness and dustiness, and I saw your unhappiness.
Then I wanted to pull you over and hug you, but that damn door was bad, it hit you, you got angry, shook me off and left.
I'm so sad, I just think I've been waiting for you for a day, and I'm jealous, I hug you and dump me.
It's uncomfortable, it's very uncomfortable.
I just don't want to speak, you should always notice that I'm in a bad mood, come and coax me, and then I'll hug you again.
Then I slept in bed, didn't play with my phone, and was so unhappy and put on a sad look.
As a result, you didn't talk to me, you didn't coax me, you swiped Douyin to chat, washed your hair, and hummed a little song.
Okay, when I started scrolling Tik Tok, I thought you should come over and coax me, but as a result, you went to the mirror to get it after brushing, and I thought it was time to come and talk to me after I finished it, so I went to send a message again.
I couldn't take it anymore and then we got into a fight.
In the end, you burst into tears, and then I hugged you and said a lot.
I remember that it was the first time I knelt for a girl, and the boy never knelt, and it seemed that the kneeling elders were very old, and it was a long time ago.
It's also the first time to kiss your jiojio, I remember that you were very happy when you recorded the video, and you were very happy when you took pictures, and everyone was very happy and happy.
I remember we had a lot of heartfelt words at that time.
When I was in Golden Phoenix, you said to me, no matter what kind of trouble we get in the future, no matter what kind of quarrel we make in the future, how do you delete me and ignore me, and I will take the initiative to find you after a while, I will tell you very firmly that I will definitely go to you, even if I go to your house to find you, I will go.
You asked me what if I went to your house and couldn't find you? I said I'd search the world and eventually find you.
What if you have a new boyfriend, you ask me?
I said I'll wait for you to break up, unless you get married, I'll keep waiting, but baby, if you really want to get married and abandon me, there will really be no me in this world, and you won't be able to find it anymore.
You said you'd come back to me as long as I was willing to wait.
I don't know if you remember these words.
In fact, I also know why every time I go too far, I become more and more alienated.
You once said to me that I hurt myself more than it hurts you.
I know you don't want to cross paths with me, because you don't want to be heartbroken, you don't want to be sad, you don't want to be sad, and you don't want to see me hurt myself.
All you ask for is to let me know that I love myself.
I know you're still angry.
I know you still hate me for those actions.
I know you're bad.
But I think, the two of us.
What I need to learn is to love.
And what you need to learn is to enjoy being loved.
The words you say when you're fierce are always stinging, but no matter how much you push me away, I won't leave.
I will always wait for you, just like the words I said to you back then, the things I promised.
I wanted to make an official announcement from the beginning, and then it really happened, so I'm really happy.
I'm bad-tempered, but I didn't mean it at first, I didn't treat other people to you after all, even if I was wrong, I didn't mean to, I'm sorry, but I don't deserve to die because of that.
Later, every time I said that everyone would change it, I changed it, and I was very good for a while, but unfortunately every time there was a disagreement, you always said that the three views were inconsistent, which made me feel that I was so far away from you.
Once when I asked you if you would change it, baby, you told me I wouldn't change it, why should you change it.
I know I should let you, I know I should accommodate you and spoil you, but unfortunately I want everyone to be more suitable for each other.
I never understand what girls think, because even if I have been a scumbag for a while, I haven't licked anyone, to speculate on any girl's heart, every time you ask me to guess, in fact, I can't guess, but I feel uneasy, if everyone says it, it would be great.
I don't know who can understand what you're thinking in a relationship that hasn't known each other for a few years, I haven't met such a person at the beginning, and I won't meet them again in the future.
People say that if you don't say one and don't ask, the relationship will become weaker and weaker, and the relationship will die.
One doesn't say it, the other doesn't understand, the contradiction is getting bigger and bigger, it's true.
I knew I had all the bad things, but after the separation, I still did so much, silently.
You see, everyone doesn't have to do anything anymore when they break up, and they don't give anymore, but I still give.
When I was separated from you, you said that you would find someone who understood your strength, but in fact, it was not that you didn't understand, feelings are a matter of two people, and one person may not be able to maintain a scale.
Maybe you don't think I'm that person.
In fact, I've been sad when you changed the wallpaper, and when you said that sweet love was your turn, it had already been.
I'm asleep, and as long as my phone vibrates, I'll see if you're sending a message.
As they say, wipe your hands clean and reply to your messages in the shower.
I'm a boy with eyes full of you.
I know that I may be getting tired of it, and I will gradually become cold and have a bad attitude.
I also know that I shouldn't be stalked.
I know that I shouldn't be so humble in love.
Do licking dogs because you love me, I love you, so I'm willing to lick you.
In the end, I finally made a one-sided licking dog.
It's not bad.
Just want you to be nice to me.
These days are very uncomfortable, nose hurts, there is always blood in the throat, it hurts, and then I have a bad cold.
I said I miss you, what's the use of you asking me.
It's really useless, our relationship is already like this.
In this relationship, I love too humblely.
Thank you.
Taught me a lot.
It turns out that I love you is my business, it has nothing to do with you, how I treat you is my business, why do you have to be good to me if I am good to you haha.
It's been half a year since the message was left behind.
I'm gone, I hope that without me, you will be happy and find the person you think understands your strength and truly loves you.
You told me before that the one who was really leaving, there were no storms and thunders, no signs.
Actually, I got it, just like this time, I was really calm.
Surrender you to the vast sea of people, there will always be someone who will take good care of you, and you will take care of yourself.
I'm gone, and I'll turn into stars in the sky looking at you and blessing you.
When I made this decision, I read our chat history from cover to cover, crying from twelve to five twenty.
You're good, I'm not the one you want.
It's good to have you in the world.
It's a pity that neither you nor the world love me very much.
I also finally understood that a person who has enough scum wants to settle down with someone for a lifetime, and is destined to a cycle of cause and effect, which is to repay the debts of the year.
I'm sorry, but I was naïve.
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