Originally, seeing Yisha stop moving, the supervising woman was ready to discipline her, but when she looked at Yisha's sight, she was also shocked.

She has seen countless knights, but she has never seen a knight who can cry. this

He froze in place, forgetting what to do.

Should I go up and comfort me, or should I pretend I didn't see it, so as not to disgrace Mr. Knight? this

It's a serious problem. self

I have gone up to comfort him, but what if it is thankless. self

He pretended not to see it, what if people asked why he ignored him?

Surveillance women are very entangled. Good

In, when he was entangled, someone blocked the trouble for her, and Yisha took the initiative to stand up and walk towards Xia Xin.

The inspector decided not to care about Yisha, but Quan Dang didn't see it, the two obviously knew each other. memory

Sha was quite calm, she came to Xia Xin step by step, glanced at Xia Xin lightly, and said softly, "Follow me." "Yes

Then he took the lead and walked out.

Xia Xin also followed behind, and followed Yisha around the river until he walked to the other side of the palace before stopping. memory

Sha looked at Xia Xin, who was in tears, touched her pocket, handed over a tissue and said, "It's been so long, why are you still so useless." ”“

Because...... I'm not a good person. ”

Xia Xin wanted to smile hard, but he couldn't laugh at all, because the chilblains on Yisha's little hand who took the tissue made him unable to laugh at all.

Yisha glanced at Xia Xin, then turned her gaze to the river, and said lightly, "How did you come here?" ”

"This is probably the guidance of fate, fate always likes to play late, fortunately, he didn't let me be absent." “

...... "Imitation."

The Buddha sensed that Xia Xin was looking at his hand, and Yisha subconsciously retracted her hand behind her and dodged to prevent Xia Xin from staring.

"Don't let gloves be worn...... I'm afraid that I won't be able to wash it clean. ”“

……”

Xia Xin asked and answered himself, but Yisha did not answer. while

When the peach blossoms on people's faces are red, I can't imagine that when I say goodbye, things are already wrong.

"I ......"

Xia Xin found that his voice was a little choked, and hurriedly closed his voice.

That's ugly.

He hoped that the two would meet again and look good. memory

Sha said softly, "I heard that you became a young master, and I thought you could stabilize your focus." ”

"Even if I become the emperor, I'm still me, I thought I was strong enough, but I didn't expect to cry." “

It's nothing, you've always been more emotional, I know, it's not a shame. ”“

Yes, I actually thought a lot about it on the way here. "Summer

"I've thought about all the situations when we meet again, probably on a cozy afternoon, when I see you elegantly drinking coffee with one hand, reading a book, and then seeing me coming, and being startled. ”

"Maybe it's at a snowy airport where you suddenly appear and startle me, or where is the school, and after a search, I find you lazy in the classroom, lazy napping."

"Or ......"

There are so many, too many, I have thought about it, I want to ask you, how are you doing, are you alone, do you have friends, do you do research, do you work hard, do you adapt to the food here, do you sleep well, do you want to go home and enjoy the life of being served, etc., etc., I really ...... Thinks a lot. "Remember

Sha's eyes moistened, too, "I know that you have always been a careful, gentle child. ”

"But now, there's no need to ask, nothing ...... No need to ask. ”

Xia Xin shook his head lightly, and then smiled hard, "Sasha, don't cry, don't worry, I won't embarrass you, and I won't yell and go crazy like before, I know that it will only make you more uncomfortable, I won't do stupid things, so don't cry, I won't let you cry, not now, not in the future." ”

"......" this

It was the first time in Yisha's life that she saw a boy crying like this, and then told herself not to cry.

And Xia Xin's words also made her worry gradually let go.

"You...... Really grew up. ”“

Well, because not long ago, someone taught me how to be a human being, and just thinking about my own ways like a child will not work in this world, but will cause trouble for everyone. ”

Xia Xin said in a calm tone, "I know, where I am standing now, I also know that my current strength is completely insignificant, words without strength, just like a dog barking on the side of the road, no one will care, it will only hurt myself, and it will hurt the people who care about me." "Remember

Sha's eyes twitched, and her lips trembled and she said, "...... You, don't say that. ”

She found that Xia Xin had really grown up.

What she didn't know was that Xia Xin had really grown up at this moment.

He finally understood what Xia Chaozong wanted to tell him, what was the fulcrum that supported his faith and supported his world. he

The world is no longer snowy, there are houses, people, laughter, and many people in the world......

His world is inviolable! that

That's what he's really going to do. summer

Xin neither shouted nor shouted, he tried very hard to calm himself and communicate with Yisha, he suppressed his urge to hug Yisha very hard, he used extremely tenacious perseverance to control the words that were in his mouth, and wanted to bring Yisha back. he

I can't say it, and I can't say it.

Because he can't take it away. this

It's the world! remnant

Cool world!

He can no longer be as self-conscious as before, he has to think from the perspective of the whole world, from the same height as those people.

In this way, the solution to the problem can be derived.

This is not what adults call steadiness, or compromise! No

！ summer

New will not compromise!

Never! summer

Shin neither apologized nor asked about the past, because now is not the time to talk about this. “

Sasha, I actually have a lot of things to say to you, but it's useless to say it now, and you won't listen, so please give me a little time. ”

Because Xia Xin understands how naïve and ridiculous it is to say those empty and pale words now, it is just to make the hearts of those who care about it ache and make the enemy laugh out of their big teeth with nothing. “

Please give me a few days, I will ......, and I will certainly not embarrass you anymore, and I will not let you suffer again. ”

Xia Xin needs to build a world of his own, a world that gives Yisha peace of mind, safety and ease.

He found himself, the strongest, and the greatest faith, or rather, faith.

This faith brooks no defilement. summer

Xin really wanted to hug Yisha again, feel her body temperature and heartbeat, and tell her that he would definitely protect her, but Xia Xin suppressed his desire.

Not enough! this

It's not enough! he

's gaze swept over a soldier in the distance who had been monitoring this side, monitoring Yisha, and he didn't have to guess who he knew who the other party was and who sent him to monitor. see

Sasha was still cramped and uneasy, looking left and right, looking again, with a worried and anxious look between her eyebrows, Xia Xin decided to tell a lie. Yes

He has told countless lies in his life, but this is the only one he thinks is the most worthwhile.

"I'm on good terms with Xue Hitomi, you should know."

"En......" Yisha agreed softly.

I told her about us, 1510. ”

"Ah, you......" Yisha was surprised and didn't know what to say, "Are you stupid or not, with Xue Hitomi's clean personality, she will ......"

Leave me, no, you think too much, Xue Tong punished me for kneeling for 3 days, saying that it was all my fault that I lost you, so let me come over and tell you that we will always be a family, and you are also her relatives, forever. ”

"Is this, Xue Hitomi said?"

With Yisha's understanding of Leng Xuetong, she didn't believe it a little, but she believed it a little. summer

Xin smiled, "Of course she said it, she also said, she never blamed you, she only blamed me for beating me, it's okay, I'm used to being beaten anyway, I know Xue Hitomi's temper, just go back and coax, so you don't need to worry about me." ”“

You ......" Yisha was a little speechless for a while. summer

Xin knew what Yisha was most worried about, so he dispelled the worries in her heart first.

As for their own sins, now is not the time to pursue them.

Xia Xin smiled and said, "There are many things to talk about later, you can rest assured, don't cry, I won't do anything to make you embarrassed, let alone let others hurt you." ”“

......" Yisha did not speak.

She felt that although the man in front of her was crying, he was no longer the immature boy he used to be. at

After a pause, Xia Xin asked, "Sasha, do you have something you want to say to me, or something you want me to do?" "Remember

Sha just wanted to speak, but Xia Xinying added, "Except for returning to China, don't worry, when I finish my own business, I will go back." "Remember

Sha glanced at Xia Xin deeply and said, "You really ...... It's not the same as before, and now you're a little more reassuring,...... Then you, be careful yourself. ”

"Well, I'm not going to do stupid things again, never."

Because the only people who are hurt by their own affairs are their own relatives.

The two looked at each other for a long time. summer

Shin finally whispered, "Then I'll go first." ”

"Yes." follow

As Yisha's words fell, Xia Xin resolutely turned around and left, without saying a word.

Not to mention that he wanted to take Yisha back, he was afraid that Yisha would think too much and do something stupid. appear

In, not yet the time, since

I still want to bear with it!

Xia Xin clenched his fists tightly and chose to return the same way, as long as he knew that she was here, it was enough to know that she was here, and the rest was up to him...... he

Although the surface is calm, the heart has already burned a monstrous fire, and this fire has a tendency to burn out a hole in this day. summer

Xin has been walking quickly to a poplar tree by the lake, and a sentence suddenly came from behind the tree, "Oh, I've seen women crying a lot, men crying like this, I've seen it for the first time, it's still a young master, ahhahaha, it's really laughing at me, it's too ugly." "Male

The person with bright green hair was so bored leaning on the poplar tree and drinking wine, and when he turned his head, he saw Xia Xin, then smiled and said with a Chinese, "I'm sorry, so you're here, I'm really sorry, I'm not targeting you, I said it...... It's all the crumbs like you all over the world. ”

Xia Xin had only heard this voice once, but he remembered that Xia Xin didn't need to turn his head to know who the other party was.

He just looked ahead and asked with a blank face, "Answer me a question, Sasha...... The child in her belly, did she shed it herself, or did she ......""

Oh, what do you think? ”

The man had an interested expression, tilted his head, and squinted at Xia Xin. “

Which one do you think? Do you think that stupid woman can't bear to do anything to her child? Do you know what ignorant and stupid expectations she has every day when she touches her belly, and I don't listen to half of a hundred words, and every day I always say that I want to give birth to a little girl as cute as that night, and say that someone will play with her in the future, even if she is lonely and old, she is not afraid, she will have a little cute, that is her small, and it is also her greatest wish. ”“

Foolish and unrealistic wishes will come to an end one day......"

When the man said this, his eyes widened and he laughed strangely. “

Have you ever seen a woman with a big belly, flying out of the third floor, yes, yes, look at that clock tower, the one on your right, count from the bottom, count one, two, three, the height of the third window. ”“

A kick in the stomach, a 'bang' from the third floor crashed through the railing and flew out, and a 'bang' fell to the ground, that scene was beautiful. ”

"Have you seen it?" “

That man, just like a sandbag, smashed down, especially the blood, dyed the green grass underneath, into a red grass, I don't know how spectacular and bright, you should really go and see, that grass is still red, I think, it must look beautiful. ”

“……”

Every time the other party said a word, Xia Xin's fists clenched a little, making a few bones cracking, and in the end, his nails were already embedded in the flesh, blood was constantly dripping from his clenched hands, and his eyes were even more tearful looking ahead......"

You think that's the most painful thing? No, no, no, that's light. ”

The man laughed, "The most painful thing is that her organs were seriously damaged by that kick, so serious that it cannot be repaired, and she will never be able to get pregnant for the rest of her life, that is, her stupid and unrealistic desire to have a baby and accompany her cannot be realized." ”“

It can never be! No one wants a woman who can't have children, her whole life is over......"

"......" with

As the man's words fell, Xia Xin couldn't bear it anymore, and smashed his fist under the poplar tree next to him, shaking the whole tree, which also made his whole hand blurry and deformed......