Chapter 1716 - It's Too Useless

"How...... Possible. ”

Xia Xin's heartbeat suddenly accelerated by several points, and his gaze seemed to be frozen, fixed on the other party's back.

The extremely familiar back gradually coincided with the beautiful figure in the memory.

One fifteen and ten, without any flaws, coincided together.

Although, her slightly curly hair is no longer loose, probably for fear of affecting the washing clothes that lean forward and bend her body, so she can only be tied up and tied behind her.

Although, she also changed her clothes, from the previous professional suit, or loose long skirt, to the current plain yellow fleece, although there is a little fur on the collar, but I don't know where it is produced inferior products, a lot of hair is gray, curly, it looks quite old, and I can't see any warmth effect.

At the bottom was a pair of green trousers, which were a little short, because she straddled her legs in front of the footbasin, causing the small half of her calves to be exposed, which in this cold winter, this gap could make her cold from her legs to her head.

She also wore an old dress around her waist, which looked like other old-fashioned women, and looked like it was for warmth.

This is a completely different dress from before, but, even if you change your hairstyle, even if you change your dress, just a back is enough, and it is enough for Xia Xin to recognize her.

Xia Xin was still praying in his heart, there was such a one-in-10,000 chance that it was just a person with a similar temperament and body shape, but he was wrong, how could Sasha fall here to suffer so much, he must have admitted his mistake.

However, after he slowly moved his steps, took a few steps to the right, and saw the other party's side face, Xia Xin didn't even have the last trace of luck.

It's her, yes!

The figure I saw a few days ago was also her!

Because the gap between clothes is too big, I instinctively ignore each other's clothes, I don't want to memorize, I don't want to think deeply.

Because that's terrible.

But now, the reality is here, teach him a lesson!

A bloody lesson.

Xia Xin clearly understands how Yisha has lived in the past six months!

It is here, in this dark water room, under the supervision of the daily work, in the place where there is no light, with his own hands, over and over again, washing all kinds of men and women's clothes, washing other people's sheets, quilts, curtains, etc.

Without a day of rest, he was spurned and despised and scourged by the overseers.

It doesn't matter if it's hot or cold! It doesn't matter if it's winter or summer!

Day after day, I live a life of hard work like a cow and a horse.

What the hell is this...... What kind of life it is?

This is completely different from what Xia Xin expected.

Obviously, with Sasha's knowledge, Sasha's education, and Sasha's talent, it shouldn't be like this!

That's not how it shouldn't be......

No......

Xia Xin was already shocked and didn't know what to do and what action to do.

He had forgotten what he was supposed to say and think.

Is this Sasha's life for the past six months?

Is this the harm done to Sasha because of his own fault?

Xia Xin just looked at it, and instantly recalled the bits and pieces of getting along with Yisha in the past.

Yisha is confused, and she will forget to open her mouth when she drinks water in a daze.

She is lazy, lazy and can always see her lying on the sofa motionless, like a hibernating chrysalis, even a few steps to the kitchen have to do it for herself, preferring to wait for herself to come back hungry, get her something from the kitchen to eat, all day long only shouting that she is hungry, to eat snacks, snacks to feed herself.

She wanted to eat a grape and peel it herself, and then stuff the flesh in her mouth.

But she is also very smart, many times when she is confused, she guides herself, and when she is lonely and helpless, she will also be like a gentle sister, tolerate herself and help herself.

Outside, she is intellectually elegant, liked by most teachers and students, and at home she will be lazy, pretend to sleep, play tricks, and always have to be on duty for her.

Xia Xin likes the past life, playful, warm, and beautiful.

What he remembers most clearly is that Yisha always mutters that one day, she will marry into a wealthy family, be a rich young grandmother, live a life of stretching out her hands with clothes every day, and opening her mouth for food, she can open her mouth to eat, she will never use chopsticks to pick up vegetables, if it weren't for the fact that no one else can replace her to go to the toilet, she can stay on the sofa for three days and three nights without moving, this is her ideal life in the future.

Sasha always smiled and narrowed her eyes, and said proudly that she would be a rich young grandmother in the future, and she would have to have more than a dozen maids to serve her, and she would not do anything for the rest of her life, but only enjoy happiness.

Xia Xin will complain on the side, just that you are like a social moth at home every day, it is strange that someone is willing to marry you, which rich family wants you to be a social moth.

Xia Xin always taught Ye Ye that she must not be infected by Sasha's decadent atmosphere, and she will become a waste like her when she grows up.

In fact, Xia Xin knows in his heart that Yisha is beautiful and beautiful, intellectual and elegant, and he doesn't know how many people chase her, and even, he knows that Yisha is above the rich young grandmother, and what she pursues more is someone she likes.

He just habitually complains about Yisha, he hopes that Yisha will grow more, be diligent, and work harder.

At that time, the two were still innocent and simple, yearning for an infinitely better future......

Looking back now, Xia Xin still feels that his past life is as beautiful as a dream, ignorant and innocent, but very beautiful, and he is very happy every day.

Then, the dream shattered.

That beautiful fantasy crackled like a mirror.

It was as if there was a demon's arm that tore apart Xia Xin's imagination in the past and presented the bloody reality in front of him.

The lazy, confused, daydreaming Sasha, the kind, elegant, and intellectual, because of her own relationship, because of her own fault, is now sitting on a small stool in front of her eyes, wearing a coarse cloth clothes, with hands that are red from the cold and a little frostbite, scrubbing the clothes back and forth over and over again.

Over and over again, it hit Xia Xin's heart......

Looking at the white, smooth, slender and smooth little hands like beautiful jade in the past, which became as red as they are now, and they also had chilblains, Xia Xin's heart was like a knife.

Every scrubbing was like a dagger stabbing into Xia Xin's heart, and then red blood flowed out......

Yisha will no longer be tired, will not be lazy anymore, and has no time to look forward to a better future life, she is like an ordinary cleaning woman, washing clothes again and again, just after washing the basin, she was handed a bunch of clothes, as if there is no end of clothes.

When she was tired, she reached out and wiped the sweat from her forehead with her arm.

I'm thirsty, I don't have anything to drink, it's working time, and the routine here is very clear, and there is no room for sloppiness.

Xia Xin never dreamed that the intellectual, elegant Sasha would have to endure such a tiring life like a vulgar woman in the market, doing tiring cattle and horse work, and becoming a filthy woman who even the doorman discriminated against.

Xia Xin was shocked!

Shocked, they forgot what to do, just stood there motionless, watching Yisha scrub the laundry back and forth one after another.

Countless thoughts flashed through his mind, and he had never thought so much as he did now.

He thought many, many things, from his own faults.

From Yisha's loneliness, helplessness, and can only endure the pain alone, from her past, countless times she wanted to tell herself, and she was afraid of hurting herself, from her last choice to bear silently, after the last family reunion, the next morning when no one saw her off, hurried to the airport, from she only dared to cry silently alone, leave alone, and bear all the pain alone......

And then here, forced to do this cow and horse-like thing, to become a filthy woman in people's mouths......

She endured all of this alone.

Yes, she didn't tell herself anything, she endured it all on her own.

Xia Xin remembered a mantra that Yisha often put on her lips.

"Because I'm already a mature and stable adult!"

Such a life?

Is that it, my lord?

It's all my fault, but I don't say a word, and I bear the pain alone, is this an adult?

After being away for so long, even if it's a phone call, is this an adult?

"Because, you're still a kid." Xia Xin remembered this sentence that Yisha often said to herself.

Therefore, she chose to bear everything and chose to endure everything.

Xia Xin didn't know that after seeing others stuffing the first pile of clothes into Yisha's bucket, Yisha was still silently washing, his eyes were moist all of a sudden......

Even if he was hit by a truck, even if he was broken by someone, even if he was trampled under his feet, even if he was almost cut off, even if he endured endless pain, Xia Xin never shed a single tear.

But at this moment, tears just silently slid down his cheeks......

Xia Xin craned his neck slightly, trying to suppress the tears that almost burst out of his eyes, but it was useless, and his world gradually changed from clarity to blur......

Blurred world.

His world!

He didn't dare to think about how Yisha had endured it silently for so long, how he had to adapt from his lazy and confused appearance before to the conscientious and lazy appearance he is now, and he definitely endured a hundred times the pain of a thousand times......

What a pain it is!

Then, in Xia Xin's blurred vision, Yisha was tired and panting again, and then wiped the sweat on her forehead with her arm, and found a strange figure in the corner of her inadvertent eye.

Her movements also stopped suddenly.

For a long time, she only raised her gaze with difficulty, and slowly, she met Xia Xin's gaze.

“……”

The sudden appearance of Xia Xin's figure shocked Yisha, and her eyes widened in disbelief for a moment!

And Yisha's pale, haggard, much thinner face than in the past, made Xia Xin's tears burst in an instant, covering all his sight!

"You're right, I'm really just a kid, and I'm still crying! It's, it's so useless! ”