"Don't, look at me like that......"

I don't want to remember how many times I've gone back in time. However, even as I tried to escape from reality, the time displayed on my phone screen reminded me that today is Wednesday, August 19th. Time, another day less.

One morning self-study I was in a trance, torn between helping Chen Yaofei and ignoring Chen Yaofei's request for help, so that I was still standing on the podium in a daze at the beginning of the first class. I didn't come back from the fugue on my own, but Xiao Cai pulled me along.

"Classmate, what's wrong with you, you're not feeling well?" Xiao Cai asked me.

"He was in a daze all morning self-study. The talkative Xu Yan replied to Mr. Cai first.

Xiao Cai listened to Xu Yan's words and asked me, "Classmate, do you have anything on your mind?"

Looking at Xiao Cai's kind face, I really wanted to vomit, but then I replied hastily: "Teacher Cai, I'm fine." ”

In the morning geography class, Xiao Cai "took care" of me very much. Because he asked me questions openly and secretly, I didn't even have the free time to think about something else to deal with my "choice hesitancy".

"Xiao Cai, can you stop holding me all the time?" I complained to Xiao Cai, who had forgotten my identity, to Xiao Cai who had just asked me a question.

"Ah, well, I'm sorry. Xiao Cai apologized honestly, lowered his head and turned away.

At first, I didn't care about complaining about Xiao Cai, but when I held up my chin and continued to think about things, the girls in the class threw reproachful glances at me. At the age of twenty-eight, I wouldn't care about the resentful gaze of the little girl's family, but I thought about it, if Xiao Cai lost his confidence as a teacher because of my complaints, wouldn't the education world lose a rising star? In short, I can't let Xiao Cai give up on his goal of becoming a qualified people's teacher.

"Xiao Cai!" I jerked to my feet.

"Huh?" Mr. Cai turned his head in confusion.

The flow of time in the classroom slowed down, and everything seemed to stand still. I could feel the strange stares of the boys and girls in the class, almost focused on me.

"You ......"

"Me?"

"You, you must not give up on your dream of being a teacher. ”

"Ah, okay. Xiao Cai straightened his glasses and nodded at me.

"Well, that's it. "My mind went blank and I sat down.

"Yi Jia and classmates, don't give up your dreams. ”

I couldn't help but sneer and replied to Xiao Cai: "I don't have any dreams, they were shattered a few years ago." ”

After speaking, I felt the strange gazes of my classmates and Xiao Cai. I looked around and everyone was really looking at me.

"I still have to have a dream, what if it comes true?" said Mr. Cai with a smile.

My dream is unattainable. It was because I couldn't do it that I had the hope of going back to the past and trying to change my future. Now, I'm being dragged into a strange time loop - I don't know if it's a time loop or not. Is it because of me, or because of Chen Yaofei? It's because of Chen Yaofei, and it's all because he killed people by mistake. The gods want me to save Chen Yaofei, so how can I save a sinner?

"Yi Jia and classmates, if you have anything on your mind, you can ...... after class" Xiao Cai couldn't go on.

"Rest assured, Xiao Cai. It's not me who has something wrong now, it's another little red guy. ”

"Huh?"

I waved my hand to say no more. If the two of us continue to talk like this, and when the girls know that this is Mr. Cai's class, it may be the last two classes he has in our school, I will not be regarded as a shameful person by the girls in the class and even Chen Shu. Speaking of which, what is Chen Shu doing?

In the classroom, Xiao Cai lectured on a tour, and most of the girls stared at his face that was more handsome than me with a student atmosphere. Chen Shu, who was sitting on the upper right side of Han Yue, was still wearing his hair loose today. Her side face was white and soft, and the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, as if she admired Xiao Cai's lecture style. She held her chin in her hand, and her eyes sparkled like jewels - Chen Shu's whole person was like a star in the sky, shining. Chen Shu, shouldn't she be a fairy in the world? I still remember that I once wrote such a play, but in the end I never finished it. If a director takes a fancy to Chen Shu and asks her to perform with my script, I will definitely ask the director to give Chen Shu the role of fairy.

The bell for the end of class shattered my illusions. I wanted to sit on a chair and watch Xiao Cai on the podium leave the classroom like this. Wudi, a sense of loss that I might never see Xiao Cai again sprouted in my mind, and I immediately ran to the podium and inserted myself into the girls.

"Yi Jiahe, what are you doing?" the fierce Pan Yilian stared at me viciously.

I ignored Pan Yilian's question and called Teacher Cai. Xiao Cai turned his head, and the innocent look in his eyes reflected in my mind through his black-rimmed glasses made me speechless for a moment.

"Yi Jia and classmates, what's wrong?"

"That...... Come back often when you have time......"

Xiao Cai nodded.

There's still a lot I want to say to him. If you can, I hope we can be friends – not as students and teachers, but as fellow members of society.

The bell rang for Chinese class, and Xiao Cai probably wouldn't be back in our class. A sense of melancholy gathered in my heart and lingered for a long time, so I hardly listened to what Hong Hong was saying in a Chinese class. But nine times out of ten, I've heard it a few times.

"Yi Jiahe, how do I feel that you are preoccupied today?" In the cafeteria, Qian Jianwen, who was more careful than Wang, noticed that I was unusual.

"You won't understand. ”

"If you don't say it, of course we won't understand. Wang Qiang said.

I put down my chopsticks and wondered whether I should tell the two of them about Chen Yaofei. In the end, I decided to tell both of them, but hide some facts: "You say, if your friends are guilty of murder, how can you help them?"

"Persuade them to turn themselves in. Qian Jianwen said.

"Help them escape. Wang Qiang said.

Qian Jianwen's eyes widened at Wang Qiang, which made Wang Qiang, who was handing the rice into his mouth, stunned.

"Suppose there is some force majeure now that gives you the ability to stop your friends from committing murderous sins, what should you do?" I asked them.

"What does force majeure mean?" asked Qian Jianwen.

"That's it...... Hey, Yi Jiahe, why are you asking us this kind of question? It has something to do with your heart?" Qian Jianwen asked me.

I looked down and thought for a moment, then replied, "Actually, I'm writing a play, and it involves such a plot, so ......"

"Are you writing a play?" Qian Jianwen asked me excitedly.

"Yes, yes. Hit a bottleneck, so ......"

"Okay, you let me think about it first. Qian Jianwen sat upright in his seat, closed his eyes and fell into thought. This kid's heart isn't bad. Could it be that there is something wrong with my original memory?

"How about trying to isolate the hero from the person he killed by mistake?"

I have thought of what Qian Jianwen said a long time ago. I was expecting a more clever way to save Chen Yaofei from his misery, but now it seems that it's just that, otherwise what else can I do. Separating the two is also a good measure.

"It's a really good idea. Thank you, Qian Jianwen. "I thank Qian Jianwen.

After declining Wang Qiang and Qian Jianwen's invitations, I came to the platform to wait for Chen Yaofei. Just like that day, Chen Yaofei appeared at the staircase of our building and walked towards the teaching building opposite with his head down.

"Hey, Chen Yaofei, don't always keep your head down when walking, be careful of flying from above. ”

Chen Yaofei, who noticed me, changed his dull expression and walked towards me with a silly smile.

"You, you remember my name. The big boy stroked the back of his head and said to me.

I waved Chen Yaofei to come to my side. When he came to me, I asked him, "Chen Yaofei, what do you think of school life?"

"That's good. ”

I didn't look at him and told him how I felt: "I don't like school life. ”

"Ah, why?"

"The tense learning atmosphere leads to a lack of human feelings, and there is even a lack of formal bullying hidden in interpersonal relationships. What I want is a moving chapter of happy learning and helping each other grow together, not the outward manifestation of hypocrisy like today. ”

Chen Yaofei was silent.

"Anyway, we got to know each other, if anything doesn't go your way, be sure to tell me. ”

Chen Yaofei remained silent.

"Why don't you speak?" I turned my head and saw Chen Yaofei standing in place with a blank expression.

"Ah," Chen Yaofei came back to his senses and touched the back of his head, "I'm sorry, I didn't hear what you said." ”

This kid ...... He should be rescued, or he won't be able to return to the mature state he was in when he regained his memory......

"Don't look at me like that. ”

"What?"

As if I had been woken up by cold water, I hurriedly covered it up: "It's nothing. ”

Today I brought a flute, but I didn't play it on the platform. For Chen Yaofei, it must not matter whether I play the flute or not.

At the end of the English class, Wang Qiang came over and asked me a lot of questions. Maybe I shouldn't have told him the answer in advance, so that he would be ashamed to be asked by Ye Ling. Who told the elders to take more care of the juniors, not to mention that the current Wang Qiang has no grievances with me, and I will have a bad conscience if I don't help him.

It's all because of Wang Qiang's questioning, I forgot to ask him to send a message to Yu Zhifu, so in history class, poor Yu Zhifu was criticized by Gao Jiali. In normal times, the accumulation of knowledge is very important. This can be regarded as a motto that I gave to Yu Zhifu as an elder.

In the middle of the night, in a fierce battle with the biological clock, I won. With my hands on my drooping eyelids, I looked out the window. Rain mixed with strong winds swept in. I had the foresight to close the window, for if I opened the window in the face of such a strong wind, the papers in the room would have been blown away, and I would have to clean it up.

After about ten minutes, I climbed into the bed and fell asleep.

"Ding-dong-ding-dong......" I wanted to drop the alarm clock like that, but it was my phone, and I couldn't do it.

Even though I don't drink, I feel like I'm in a post-hangover state. Shaking my head and dazed, I walked into the bathroom and poured some cold water on my face. A spirit, sleepless. However, after arriving at the school and entering the classroom, drowsiness suddenly hit and I couldn't stop it. Being treated unfairly, I was involved in an alternative time loop and couldn't suggest to Gao Jiali to change my reading every day, so I finished my self-study early, and I didn't know what I was reading.

One thing I remember was that Li Teng and Zhao Bohao in Class 12 would fight after the self-study on Thursday, August 20. Unfortunately, as soon as the morning self-study was over, I ran into the hallway and the two of them had already started fighting. I wanted to stop them, but I couldn't help them with my heavy eyelids, and I would inevitably be involved.

Lonely, scary. Lonely, hateful. Lonely and wanting to destroy everything. Be alone, devour, devour, devour. In the darkness of the eternal day, struggling painfully—unable to live, unable to die. "Yi Jiahe, the unforgivable man. "What crime have I committed?" "Who did I kill?" people, murderers, people who are not understood, people who are abandoned by you, people who are lonely. "Who, who exactly?

"Your homeroom teacher, Gao Jiali!"

Looking up in a daze, there was a fierce Gao Jiali in front of him.

"Gao, Teacher Gao!"

"Yi Jiahe, didn't you sleep enough last night?"

"Mr. Gao, it may be because the weather is cloudy and the temperature changes greatly, and my body is difficult to adapt to this change, and I am a little tired. "Witty as I am.

"Are you feeling unwell? Do you want me to call your parents and ask them to take you to the hospital?"

"Thank you, Mr. Gao, for your kindness. I'm much better now, it's fine. I pretended to be calm and smiled and thanked Gao Jiali.

Even if she "escaped death", she couldn't escape the fate of being a thorn in Gao Jiali's eyes. Although it was uncomfortable to be stared at by Gao Jiali, it was at least better than her calling my parents to school - God knows if Gao Jiali would really call my parents.

"You escaped death today, it's amazing. At the dinner table, Xiao Hui said, his face full of admiration.

"Actually, I didn't sleep well last night...... Alas, I was awakened by Gao Jiali like that, and my appetite was gone. "I poked my plate with my chopsticks.

"Come, give me your chopsticks. ”

"What are you doing?" I asked Xiao Hui.

"I'll give you sweet and sour pork ribs, and I'll be refreshed after eating sweet and sour. "I forgot about it.

Accepting Xiao Hui's kindness, my mood brightened. It seems that Xiao Hui's sweet and sour pork ribs still have a miraculous effect on relieving worries.

As far back as I can remember, Chen Yaofei was not in the boys' dormitory at noon on Thursday. There was no reason to go to the boys' dormitory with Xiao Hui, so I walked towards the teaching building. This time, I didn't follow the previous route, but went to the front of the school building first. Coincidentally, I met Chen Yaofei this time.

"Ah Fei, thank you for the treat. "It's Ma Chao!

The four people in front of me, especially Chen Yaofei, didn't notice me, so I deliberately pulled over and continued walking.

"No, it's nothing. Chen Yaofei, who was walking behind the three of them, sighed in a low voice.

"Then I'll leave you with lunch tomorrow, haha. "I finally know why Chen Yaofei wanted to kill Ma Chao.

Chen Yaofei was silent.

"Brother Ma is joking. Isn't it, Brother Ma?" said the thin man he saw in bedroom 205.

Ma Chao suddenly stopped and stared at the thin man expressionlessly. A second later, Ma Chao smiled, patted Chen Yaofei on the shoulder, and said, "Of course it's a joke." Chen Yaofei is our own person, how can I always ask him to have a treat. You say don't you?"

"Yes, yes, yes......" The next few people echoed one after another.

If the school is a small society, then Ma Chao is the most shameful kind of person I hate in this small society.

Looking at the respectful Chen Yaofei walking behind the three of them towards the classroom of the third class of science, I felt a sense of resentment in my heart. This indignation is not only directed at Ma Chao, but also at Chen Yaofei.

At night, warm winds gust, which seems to indicate that tomorrow will be a hot sunny day. In order not to get my underwear soaked with sweat, I was ready. Blown by the gentle night breeze, I personally felt the blessings that nature has brought to human beings. I longed for this moment to be eternal, so that I wouldn't have to worry about the coming tomorrow.

"Separating the two of them will definitely prevent Chen Yaofei from falling into an alternative time loop again, and I can also free myself from the tasks assigned by the gods and truly change the past to create a beautiful future of my own. ”

Friday, August 21. Like a warrior stepping into battle, I began this fateful day.

As the saying goes, the hero is sad to pass the beauty pass. When the bell rang for the fourth class in the morning, I naturally asked Chen Shu to have lunch with me according to the vested strategy.

"Chen Shu, I want to tell you something. I said this before Chen Shu could open his mouth.

"Ah, good. ”

"I like you. "Confess immediately.

Time stops flowing. I looked at Chen Shu, and Chen Shu looked at me. The two of us didn't move, we didn't even blink our eyelids.

"What?" Chen Shu asked me.

"I said, I like you. Can I have a relationship with you?"

"I'm sorry, I don't like you. "When it comes to feelings, I've always been categorically rejected.

Since high school, how many times have I confessed, how many times have I been rejected, how many times have I gone on blind dates, and how many times have I been disliked. Do I still have to persevere, you say? I'm so scarred that it's almost time to forget why I'm going to confess.

Chen Shu finished lunch and left me alone. There is no sense of loss, after all, after many confession failures, even if there is hope, it will not immediately turn into despair.

"Do you really have to change the way of confession? Alas, is it so difficult to want someone who loves you and can make yourself devote your life to it?"

Chen Shu's rejection of my heart is a sign of a nightmare. This time it was a different dream from the last time, but it was the same dream as yesterday: the past was repeated over and over again, there was no hope, only despair. "It's all his fault. Why should I save someone like him? I am not qualified to save him, and he is not worthy of my salvation. However...... "I can't give him up." His hope is me, and I am his future. I will save him, I will save him from fire and water, I will save him from danger. I'm going to save him!"

When I woke up, the class bell rang, and Gao Jiali was already standing on the podium to see everyone.

I was devastated by the feeling of depression from the nightmare. Gao Jiali, who noticed my strange appearance, shouted at me to get up and answer the question, and mocked me with yesterday's events when I covered my head and said nothing.

"Teacher Gao, I'm sorry, can you just leave me like this, I won't affect the classroom discipline. ”

I didn't look up at Gao Jiali's expression, but her "sit down" signal that she agreed to my plea.

At the end of the two history lessons, Gao Jiali came to me. At this time, I was lying on the table, and it was not until Gao Jiali called me that I remembered that I should tell Gao Jiali about the evening self-study tonight.

"Evening self-study? What are you doing with this late self-study? Go home after school." ”

"No," I said to her, standing up and looking at her squarely, "I must attend today's evening self-study." ”

After my repeated pleas, Gao Jiali agreed.

"The teacher will check the evening self-study, and once you are found lying on the desk, you will definitely have to deduct the discipline score of our class. ”

"Teacher Gao, don't worry, I won't lie on the table when I study at night. ”

Gao Jiali nodded and turned to leave, and suddenly she thought of something, and turned back to me and said, "You can't lie on the table in the English class later." ”

"Yes. ”

Actually, I didn't lie on my desk in Gao Jiali's history class. It's just that I look like a bad student dozing off with my head down. In fact, I didn't really listen to much of the content – my mind was full of trying to isolate Chen Yaofei and Ma Chao.

After school, I went to the playground. Chen Yaofei, who didn't know that he was about to commit a mortal crime, was playing football and sweating. While he didn't notice me, I turned around and went to the dormitory to wait for my classmates.

"Yi Jiahe, have you had dinner?" asked Wang Qiang, who entered the bedroom first.

"I've eaten it. "I lied.

"What are you doing in our dormitory?" Zhang Tao asked me.

"He's going to study on his own today. Wang Qiang understood Zhang Tao's question as why I was in the dormitory when I was supposed to go home from school.

"Is He Guangzheng here?" I asked.

"Here he is, in his own bedroom. Are you looking for him?" said Wang Qiang.

I nodded, got up and went to dormitory 305, where I saw He Guangzheng just taking off his school uniform and short sleeves.

"He Guangzheng, do you have a handheld game console?"

He Guangzheng frowned and replied to me, "Yes." What's wrong?"

"Can you lend me?"

He Guangzheng smiled and said, "Yes." But you can only play in our dorm. ”

"I've got to get it out. "I'll be honest.

"What are you going to do with it?" He Guangzheng frowned again, and there was still a hint of hostility in his tone.

I replied to him, "Give the console to another person." ”

"No, I can't. He Guangzheng's tone was resolute.

"What if I have to borrow me?" I was not to be outdone.

He Guangzheng stopped shaking his clothes, probably wondering if I would take the game console from him.

"Why do you have to take him out? I don't want you to play, can't you play here? Or you can call that man into our dormitory. ”

He Guang is a good boy, and he is still willing to lend me under my coercion. However, I don't have that much time, and it is imperative to isolate Chen Yaofei and Ma Chao.

I took out the 500 yuan I had prepared and put it in front of He Guangzheng, and said to him: "This money is used as a deposit, and you can lend me the handheld game console." ”

"It's not a question of money or not, it's ......"

"Please, He Guangzheng. ”

Probably impressed by my attitude, He Guangzheng sighed, threw off the short sleeves of the school uniform, and went to his cabinet to help me get his handheld game console. At this moment, Xiao Hui and Wang Qiang entered the door.

"Wow, what's wrong with you, look at me together. Am I handsome?" said Wang Qiang.

"You ask him. Lou Guohua put on his clothes and replied to Wang Qiang.

Taking out the handheld game console in the cabinet, He Guangzheng handed it to me: "Don't break it, especially the game files inside, don't delete it." ”

"Okay," I took the console, but I can't guarantee that I can return the console to Ho Guangzheng in good condition, "This money is for you." ”

"No, I don't. Just don't break it for me. He Guang was back to his bed and getting dressed, and his expression told me that he was extremely reluctant.

"Hui, there's something I want you to help with. I turned to Xiao Hui.

He Guangzheng turned his head to look at us suspiciously. I told Xiao Hui, who was also puzzled, about the content of the task: "As soon as the self-study is over tonight, I will accompany you to the dormitory of the third class of science." I'll tell you about the target person, you bring this console to him and play with him. Remember, you must not let him leave his own dormitory, not a single step. "Boys at this age are easily attracted to game consoles. Even if Ma Chao is not interested in game consoles - "If the other party is tired of playing games and wants to leave the dormitory, you tell him that as long as he does not leave the dormitory before ten o'clock, you will give him the two hundred and fifty yuan." ”

Xiao Hui's eyes widened and he looked straight at the two 100 yuan and 1 50 yuan in my hand, and asked me for a long time, "Why did you give him money?"

"Confidential. I took out the phone in my bag and entered Xiao Hui's phone number. Xiao Hui's mobile phone rang from the next bedroom.

"Wow, I forgot to turn down my phone's ringtone—"

I grabbed Xiao Hui and said to him, "You don't have to go, I'll fight." "I ended the call, and the phone next door rang.

"How do you know my phone number?"

Instead of answering Xiao Hui's question, I said to him, "Hui, if the target person leaves the dormitory or if something unusual happens to him, you can contact me immediately on your mobile phone." ”

Xiao Hui was dumbfounded, then nodded violently.

After assigning the task, I left the dormitory and went to the next floor, citing the reason that "it's almost time, I'm going back to the classroom". In bedroom 208, diagonally opposite bedroom 205, Ma Chao was lying shirtless on the bed playing with his mobile phone. The bastard didn't know his death was imminent. Thinking back to his arrogant appearance, I can't wait to leave it alone. However, if I let it go, Chen Yaofei and I will probably go back to the past again.

"If you do too much injustice, you will kill yourself, be careful of karma, Ma Chao. Muttering to Ma Chao, I left the boys' dormitory.

At the end of the evening self-study, the program begins.

First of all, I took Xiao Hui to the front of bedroom 208. After I told Xiao Hui who Ma Chao was, I handed over the hidden handheld game console to Xiao Hui. Xiao Hui took He Guangzheng's game console and the 250 yuan I gave him earlier into the 208 dormitory. Since Xiao Hui often mingles with students from other classes, it is not difficult for him to deal with the interpersonal relationships of students in different classes. Next I went to bedroom 205, but Chen Yaofei was not there.

"Who are you?" asked the thin man who could only command.

Ignoring his questioning, I went to the passage and waited for Chen Yaofei. After a while, Chen Yaofei came back with his dormitory master. I pulled out my phone in my pants pocket to check the time: there was plenty of time.

"Yi Jia ......"

Confirming that Xiao Hui was going smoothly, I grabbed Chen Yaofei's arm and pulled him out of the boys' dormitory and back to the front of the teaching building without waiting for Chen Yaofei to say hello.

"You, what are you pulling me here?" Chen Yaofei rubbed his arm, although there was a look of confusion, but there was no anger.

I looked in the direction of the dormitory, and no one came back.

At this moment, there are still students coming out of the school building. Unable to bear the slightest influence, I grabbed Chen Yaofei's arm again and pulled him all the way to the back of the gymnasium. The playground is closed and inaccessible at night, so there should be no students coming here at this time.

I pulled out my phone to check the time, and it was 9:45 in five minutes.

"Yi Jiahe, can you tell me what you are pulling me here for?" Chen Yaofei touched the back of his head and asked me with a smirk.

"Be by my side and don't leave me. I grabbed his arm and waited, hopeful.

One minute, two minutes...... Needless to say, Ma Chao, there is not even a figure behind the gymnasium.

"Great, really great!" I couldn't help but cheer, turned around and told Chen Yaofei, "We're finally out of damn reincarnation!"

Chen Yaofei smiled slightly and pushed my hand down. With this look, he is undoubtedly Chen Yaofei who has recovered his memory.

"We succeeded. I said excitedly.

"We didn't succeed. Chen Yaofei said melancholy.

"Huh?"

Chen Yaofei looked up at the sky, and the sky was full of stars. A crystal teardrop slid down his cheek and fell to the concrete floor without a trace.

"I'm sorry, Yi Jiahe, you have worked hard for me in vain, but I can't break this terrible nightmare for you. ”

"What are you talking about?" I took out my phone and planned to show it to Chen Yaofei, "Chen Yaofei, look, it's all ...... now"

The phone rings.

"Hey ......"

"Yi Jiahe, I'm Xiao Hui. It's terrible, Ma Chao is dead!"

"Hey, Ma Chao...... Dead?No, no, no, you must be mistaken, how could Ma Chao die? After all...... Chen Yaofei, who would kill him, was standing in front of my eyes, how could he push Ma Chao against the wall and knock him to death.

"Really. He clutched his throat after drinking the water, and then collapsed and did not move. Probably, maybe he was poisoned......"

"Poisoned?" lowered his hand, and the phone unconsciously slipped and fell to the ground.

Chen Yaofei looked down at me and said to me: "More than three hundred and sixty times, it seems that there have been dozens of poisonings. I'm not worried about being discovered, but I just want Ma Chao to be able to understand my pain—apathy is the most effective chronic poison in this world. Every day and every night, I was infused with such poison by my classmates until I went crazy......"

"Don't be kidding!" I pushed Chen Yaofei violently, but he stood on his heels in time and didn't fall, "Poisoning? Is this what people do? Yes, they oppress you, you do have the qualifications to resist, but you don't have the qualifications to kill! There are so many people in this world who are oppressed by people who are also born as human beings, and if you are oppressed like this, you will start to kill with intent, and this world will already have a sea of corpses and blood!"

"I'm sorry ......"

Suppressed emotions erupted like a torrent, and I forgot my reason and poured out my dissatisfaction: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you'll just say I'm sorry! Live cowardly, and then become a sinner with a reputation for eternity." Chen Yaofei, you are a coward, a scumbag who is not even as good as a scumbag like Ma Chao! I, I am really funny, doing things for the sake of a god who has not appeared until now, thinking that in this way I can change the past and create a better future?"

Letting go of the hand covering my face, my anger rushed to Chen Yaofei again: "You are just like them, you are playing tricks on me! I think so much about you, I work so hard for you, but you, like the people in Class 10, didn't come to help me when I was depressed." Why didn't you come to help me? The results of the college entrance examination, the bright future? Are these more important than saving a person? It is you, it is you who have forced me to this point where life is worse than death!"

The brain cooled down and came back to his senses, and Chen Yaofei, who was pushed to the ground by me, propped himself up and lay on his back, pouring out his sorrow with teary eyes.

"I said, don't look at me like that!"

My sanity was invaded by a strange beast, and I swung my fist at Chen Yaofei, who fell to the ground. Chen Yaofei didn't hide, and I didn't do it.

"Why, it's not you who died?" these were the last words I said to Chen Yaofei before the darkness engulfed us. Take a hundred plating and read the latest chapter of "Don't Forget the Blessing and Misfortune of the Past Book House" for free for the first time.