That, that, suddenly said that my parents were too busy to take care of myself, so I felt very lonely, and I couldn't become friends with my classmates or anything...... Wouldn't it be too vulgar to be considered playing the emotional card?

Hmm, bothered......

In short, Lord Gods, please don't hate me, let me have someone who can always be with me—friends or relatives...... Strangers, too.

When she was ten years old, Ran Xuerou watched the "shooting stars" in the night sky pass by and made a wish to the gods.

Her wish is simple, she just wants someone to accompany her.

It's a pity that she didn't know that the so-called "meteor" was just a plane with flashing lights.

So after four years, there was no progress on her wishes.

Ran Xuerou is fourteen years old, and life is still the same.

Seeing that Area C is becoming more and more prosperous and the flow of customers is increasing, the parents of the girl, as always, want to use the advantages of their aborigines to make a fortune. Their longing began to shine many years ago, and it is still full of vitality until now.

They sold clothes and shoes, but unfortunately, because of their eagerness for quick success, they collected at a low price and sold at a high price, and in the end no one cared about them;

They have made snacks and opened restaurants, but in the small alley, many people do this, and the competitiveness is too great, and as a result, they are not satisfied with the general income, so they terminate the business;

They sold souvenirs at sky-high prices, deceived outsiders, and were later reported, and all the money they earned was compensated.

Because they were too anxious to become rich, because they were too anxious to get out of poverty, the parents did their best. In the end, they let their family have a bad reputation.

Slowly, Ran Xuerou's family became more and more struggling.

All three want to keep this home, but the rights they have are targeted by some powerful people.

The greedy gaze of the shopping mall predators has firmly locked on the land where the aborigines live. As a result, the family that was more miserable reluctantly collected money and left, and personally allowed their original home to be razed to the ground by the demolition machine.

The Qiaolouyuan District has changed from 300 households to 200 households, and now, there are only 100 households left.

Is it to get a good compensation and leave home, or to stubbornly stay, be put in all kinds of small shoes, and be impoverished?

Actually, it's not hard to choose.

Ran Xuerou was not very troubled, looking at her anxious parents, pacing in the house every day, she felt that her home was much more lively.

That's right?

I don't know when the girl's wish has become inhumane to outsiders.

In school, Ran Xuerou sat silently in the corner.

Young and enthusiastic teenagers, if they want to make friends, it is actually very simple. However, if you miss the opportunity because of your initial shyness, you may not have the courage to speak up again.

It's precisely because of this that the girl who is worried that the situation in her family will be known by others, and then she will be hated, has lost the initiative.

Ran Xuerou looks pretty good, but she doesn't know how to dress up, and she is very easy to be shy and withdrawn, girls feel that she is tricky, and it is impossible for boys to pull down their faces and take the initiative to make friends. As a result, there is no hope of making friends passively.

Hmph, it's great to have friends? I can live a good life alone!

The girl was not convinced, and stubbornly and worked hard to live in the schoolyard. She is like a grass in the corner of the campus playground, no matter how little rain and dew, no matter how weak the light is, but after all, she slowly grows up.

However, Ran Xuerou had to admit that when she was sick and in a bad mood, she still hoped that someone would come and talk to her. Even if the other party is out of sympathy, even if the other party is pitying her, she will definitely be extremely happy.

But no, not a single one.

At this time, the girl has another wish - when she goes to high school, she will have the courage to make friends!

Even if her face is blushing like a big apple, redder than a watermelon, she will, definitely, must say her heart well.

Ran Xuerou secretly made up her mind.

From time to time, she went to see the high school in the district: the score required for a high school is relatively high, and a simple fool like her has a problem in her studies and can't find anyone to answer it, how can she go to that kind of school? Therefore, she set her own volunteer as the second high school in Area C.

Sometimes, it's a boring after-school day, sometimes, it's a weekend that no one cares about, and sometimes, it's a long vacation that is too idle and moldy - often at this time, she will go to hang out next to the second high school.

The more she went, she had a sense of intimacy with every flower, grass, brick and tile there.

She thought that if she lost her memory one day and couldn't say the name of the second high, she would probably be able to tell the scenery here.

She likes to watch the students come out in groups of two or three like little adults after school, and then walk into the snack bar and coffee house, talking about their experiences;

She prefers to watch the weekends of the second high school in Area C - the school does not require it, and students can come to school on Saturdays and Sundays. Some guys, in order to be able to play with friends, or meet the opposite sex they like, come all the way to school. Ran Xuerou is particularly envious of their behavior of acting for others, well, there is a smell of fetters;

She especially likes to go to the second high school during the summer and winter vacations. Anyway, this kind of time is super boring, and you can walk into the school and see the scenery inside without being watched by so many people. Even though the doors of each class are locked, the girl is satisfied to wander around the big playground and watch the nets on the basketball hoop swing in the wind.

Because of these, she has the illusion that she is also a member.

If, if that thing hadn't happened, maybe her wish would have come true-

Walked into high school, lived bravely, and then, there were many, many friends and girlfriends: friends would go to the cafeteria with her for lunch, and girlfriends would always tease her with some boys, saying, "I think whoever likes you, he always secretly looks at you......"

Unfortunately, there are no ifs.

The girl's parents, in the end, couldn't bear the pressure and were ready to sell the ownership of their house.

Luckily, given that District C is more prosperous than before, they got a good sum of money. On the way back after the transaction was completed, the two were in the middle of the endless traffic, driving the second-hand broken car they bought, while happily discussing how to use the money.

Unfortunately, negligence allowed the father to make a driving error, and the aging parts of the car left them with no chance of remedy.

The result was obvious - the car crashed and people died.

After Ran Xuerou learned the news, she thought so for the first time - oops, the two of them, from life to death, are inseparable from money for the rest of their lives.

Is it at fault with the parents? No.

They want to make a lot of money, so that their daughter can have a free life in the future. This is their dream.

Ran Xuerou said when she was very young, "I don't want to live a good life, I just want my parents to spend more time with me." ”

At that time, their answer, the girl still remembers - "You are still young, you don't understand, when you grow up, you will understand our painstaking efforts." ”

Is it big now? But Ran Xuerou still doesn't understand. Probably because she's not old enough.

But girl, she won't say anything like that again. You think, everyone has their own dreams, and "living a rich life with their daughter" should be the dream of parents.

She can't selfishly refute other people's wishes because of her own wishes, right?

A long time ago, Ran Xuerou's wish became small, and now, she has shrunk her existence into an insignificant piece of the desert.

Anyway, no one cares about me anymore, so let's go to the river and be with the fish!

When she was just in junior high school, Ran Xuerou heard that the ice cream in Linjiangqiao was delicious, and although she couldn't go with her friends, she was alone and ate all kinds of flavors.

Occasionally, she would take an ice cream and watch the river flow eastward by the bridge, so she knew that the river was very deep and cold.

On this day, after eating ice cream by the Linjiang Bridge, she jumped off the bridge without any fear.

"Hey! What are you doing! Wait, wait! ”

But the girl never expected that the owner of an unfamiliar voice wanted to reach out and hold her.

"Poof—"

In the end, the two fell into the river together.