Ran Xuerou died twice (medium)

Based on the cold river water, the girl realized that she was being embraced, and she was hugged tightly.

The warmth of zero distance is really, too hot, so that a girl who has not felt this way for a long, long time can't adapt to it in a short time.

She struggled to open her eyes in the water, and vaguely saw a teenager who was still trying to drag her to the riverbank, even though she was choking on water.

Really, if you can't swim, don't be stupid enough to jump down and save people. Are you stupid?

Ran Xuerou was helpless, and even her desire to die was completely destroyed.

There's no way, you can't let this innocent guy die with me, right?

In swimming lessons, no one chats with her, and the girl can't be lazy, so her swimming skills are not bad.

Anyway, after some effort, the two climbed onto the shore wet.

"It's too terrible, I'm definitely going to learn to swim in the future......"

The young man's heart palpitated, as if he was muttering something in pieces.

Oops, you're a fool.

Ran Xuerou wanted to say what she was feeling at the moment, but unfortunately, it was too difficult for her to communicate skillfully or something all at once. So she, hooking her head, didn't spit out a word.

The unknown boy reacted and said angrily, "Hey, you're so young...... It's so cute, why look for a short look? I won't forgive you if you don't explain it properly! ”

The hair on his forehead was twisted into a strand of water, and he looked rather embarrassed. In this way, the teenager who looks a little gloomy is even more terrifying.

But strangely, the girl was not afraid at all.

Who are you, and why are you nosy? Why should I explain it to you—Ran Xuerou hadn't thought about it at all.

Because, in such a long sentence, she only heard the word "cute".

I said, you're too boring, there are so many positive words to describe girls in the world, why, do you use the word cute?

Did you know that cuteness is not only used to describe the appearance of people or things, it also has the original meaning of "lovable and likable"?

The girl's head was lowered, and her hair covered her little face, so that her expression was hidden in the darkness.

If you're like this, you'll make me misunderstood, and I'm also a girl who will be liked by someone. If I don't have it in the end, I will be hurt several times more in my heart......

So please, don't say that, okay?

Seeing that the girl was not only silent, but also looked depressed, the young man suddenly lost his temper. After all, no one wants to live anymore, and the mood at the moment must be terrible, so what do you blame.

"My name is Jiang Tian, I live in the third street of the L district, if you have any difficulties, you can come to me." The young man's face was embarrassed, and he touched the back of his head and said, "Well, it should be your reward for saving my life." ”

Ahem, it's really embarrassing, saving people is being saved, is there anything more embarrassing in the world?

After saying that, he was about to leave, but the girl grabbed him.

"Please...... Please, give me a reason to live. ”

The girl raised her head suddenly, and there was a little light in the center of her lifeless eyes, as if she was expecting something.

Jiang Tian was stunned.

He was only fifteen years old, and although everyone said that he was a little more mature than ordinary people, he still couldn't express his opinion when he suddenly said that the heavy topic of "living" was still not available.

"Just ...... For me? Jiang Tian hesitated and said.

"Huh?"

Xiaoxue couldn't figure out what he was talking about.

Seeing this, the young man waved his hand again and again, "Ah, don't get me wrong, I mean - I took my life to save you, although the process was a bit funny, but as a result, weren't you saved?" So, let's live for my efforts......"

"Uh, wouldn't that be a bit cheeky to say that?"

The boy scratched his cheek with his fingers, a little shy.

This guy seems to be really troubled.

If...... I mean, if I have the chance to meet her again in the future, I must help her find the meaning of life.

Well, decided.

Jiang Tian wrote down this promise with his subconscious.

As for the girl, she began to wonder about another question - was it worth it to live for this stranger?

"Is it worth it?"

She was silent for a long time before she muttered. When I looked up again, I found that the boy was gone.

"Is it worth it?"

The girl, who was obsessed with this question, forgot that she was by the river. She stupidly turned around and wanted to leave, but as a result, she fell into the river again.

This time, she didn't float.

……

It has been said that a person dies three times in his lifetime:

The first time was when he stopped breathing and his heart was stopping, and it was biologically confirmed that he was dead and that he had lost the ability to think.

The second time, when he was buried, people came to his funeral and remembered his past and life, and then in society he died, and there would be no place for him in the living world.

The third time is when the last person in the world remembers him and forgets him, then he can be regarded as truly dead, dead forever.

……

After Ran Xuerou's death, the dark god who had lived in the river for a long time appeared, preserving her mind and soul.

Hmm, in this case, does it count as a death once?

The girl doesn't pay much attention to the question of life and death, and after she got an inexplicable system, she didn't rush to upgrade, and still thought about the question of whether it was worth it to live for a teenager all day long.

Even if a certain god repeatedly stated that Ran Xuerou died once and no longer belonged to this world, but only to her, the girl still went her own way.

Later, in the small circle of the dark gods, the girl also had the title of "the laziest servant".

The girl's thinking is two years.

It's been two years, and she still hasn't found the answer.

Because she was dead, she slowly forgot the memories of her past life. She forgot her home that might have been demolished, she forgot the high school she had been dreaming about, she forgot the smell of ice cream, she forgot her sadness.

All she could think of was a teenager.

It's been two years, and she's been promoted to ten levels. As soon as the rank mission was completed, she felt that she might not be able to stay in the world of the dark gods any longer.

[Rank Quest (Rank)] For an hour, no longer think about "him" (except for the sleeping time).

[Quest Reward] Forced to link with the opponent at the first level.

"Huh?"

Ran Xuerou was dumbfounded.

If you don't want that guy, what should you do? It's not that she boasts, this kind of thing, let alone an hour, even a minute, a second, she can't do it.

At this time, even if she is stupid, she finally realizes that it is not worth it at all, she seems to be the only one now, right?

"I'm going out to him."

She made a request to her gods.

"To complete the mission? Okay, but you have to remember that you have lost your existence because of death, and if you are too far away from me, you can only survive for three days at most with the divine power I gave you, so come back quickly. ”

The dark god actually likes this stupid servant.

Therefore, she did not tell the girl about the bet contract about the superior goddess of love not long ago.

Even if she knew that winning the other party would bring a lot of benefits to her, the median god; Even if she knew that the girl who had long had a bond with the teenager would have an advantage—but she was distressed by the girl who might be abandoned again.

So she didn't say-

Even if she knew that the girl was walking towards that fate, she couldn't change it.