Chapter 119: A Sad Misunderstanding
Everyone knows about it. Anything is said in private.
"The drunkard doesn't mean to drink, this is killing chickens and monkeys, right?"
"A female official can't steal anyone's limelight, and some people are jealous?"
"Who said you can't steal the limelight? You didn't see a dead palace maid, the prince was busy with something. People are red!"
"Shhh ”
"The emperor has asked, and it is enough to save face. ”
"No, although there is no foundation, people can reach the sky. The speaker pointed upwards with his hand.
Later, these people not only said it behind their backs, but even deliberately said these words when they 'passed' in front of Yu Die'er, which made people feel quite good to listen to.
"It can be regarded as affectionate and righteous, and I don't hesitate to sue the emperor for the sake of a servant. ”
"I don't think I pay much attention to the servant girl with such fanfare, in order to show myself. ”
Yu Die'er was indifferent to these rumors, everything seemed less important than the death of the autumn warbler, although sometimes these discussions made her feel a kind of uneasiness, and always felt that these words were deliberately spread by someone, as if she was a frog boiling in warm water, and I don't know when, the seemingly peaceful environment around her will suddenly boil, it will be hot, and it will swallow her like a flame. And she didn't know anything about the person who lit the fire.
The uproar, in Haoyue Zhai, the little eunuch who served Hetai also heard about it, but looking at the prince's face black in the past few days, as if a wash could wash out a basin of ink, he didn't dare to mention it.
Since that day, Hetai saw the scene he didn't want to see, so he went to the criminal department every day to go out early and return late to deal with official business, and he didn't want to go back to the palace as if he was evading. I've heard about Su Guifei and Hebi, and I'm very surprised by what they do, it's too stupid!
Isn't it death to curse the emperor and hide the dragon robe privately?
However, when he thinks of what Hebi did to Fluttershy, he has no sympathy for them at all, and he doesn't bother to delve into anything, he just thinks that this is not bad, but it relieves the anger in his heart, otherwise he would live next to each other all day, and he would have to control the idea of beating him up every time he sees him, which is also uncomfortable.
There are a lot of things in the Criminal Department, big and small cases, and strange motives for killing, and he is a little suspicious of life when he sees those individual cases. Or because he solved the assassin case, Qian Shilang admired him, and some things that did not need Shangshu to make decisions were also used to make him decide. And after contacting the emperor's secret guard this time, he was glad that Feng Chi and Feng Che's actions were preempted by the assassins that day.
According to his observations, the martial arts of those secret guards are not under the two of them, and their whereabouts are very secretive. It's just strange that where do these secret guards stay in the palace on weekdays? Are they scattered and hidden among the minions, waiting for the emperor's summons, or are they collectively hidden in a certain courtyard? It is not known, in this operation, many of their own people are involved, I don't know if the emperor will feel that he is too full of wings and embankment himself.
So as soon as the action passed, he let his people disappear and stay away for a while, and indirectly took the initiative to tell the emperor that some friends with personal friendship participated in this time, and he had already been dismissed. I hope the emperor won't pay too much attention. It's just that the king has always been suspicious and small-minded, and he has to guard against it. Even Cui Li didn't let him stay in Haoyuezhai, and rushed to the temporary residence outside the palace to go to medicine.
Cui Li has no opinion on this, he is also bored in the palace, how can there be fun outside the palace.
So in the past few days, people have not been idle, their brains have not been idle, they have done a lot, and they have thought a lot. There is less anger.
And he had been angry for a few days, but he himself felt that it was unnecessary, and he thought, could it be that Fluttershy is poisoned again?
When he thought about it, he relieved himself a little, and when he saw the little eunuch standing beside him, he asked casually: "What do you mean when you say that a woman is hugging a man?"
It's like looking for an excuse.
The little eunuch was a little confused, the prince had been silent for the past few days, and today he suddenly took the initiative to talk to himself. But he didn't know what the prince meant by asking. After thinking about it, he said cautiously: "The slave doesn't understand these things, so he doesn't dare to talk nonsense." ”
"Say whatever you want, and I don't blame you for saying something wrong. Hetai urged.
"The slave felt that since they were hugging each other, they should be good. "The little eunuch is obedient, and he can say whatever he wants.
Then I saw that the prince's face was even darker. But I didn't get angry.
I heard the prince ask: "What if you hold it in public?"
What Hetai can't accept is that he wants to hold you and sneak a little bit, he can see it in public, and others will naturally see it, so he feels that he won't be able to see people in the future!
Because in his heart, Fluttershy is his. What's even more frustrating is that he actually left, and he didn't even have the courage to step forward.
This time, the little eunuch did not hesitate and blurted out: "That's shameless." ”
"Nonsense!" Hetai shouted in a deep voice. The little eunuch was frightened.
Didn't you say that you didn't blame yourself? I was still angry, and it seemed that I couldn't fully believe my master's words, because I was too tender.
The little eunuch thought sullenly, originally, the one who hugged and hugged should be in the house, in front of the public, it's not shameless, what is it!
But then he didn't think so anymore, what the prince said was right, he was talking nonsense. Because he suddenly remembered that once he saw the emperor and a concubine in the garden and hugged him. Can you say that the emperor is shameless? Isn't it the sin of the Nine Clans?
Instantly frightened into a sweat, I only felt that it was really what the prince said was right, but I didn't dare to talk nonsense anymore.
Hetai didn't know what the little eunuch was thinking, and when he saw that his face suddenly turned pale, he drove him out. Let him breathe.
Although he is indifferent on the surface, he is sympathetic to his minions.
I flipped through the book and tried to calm down, but all that appeared on the paper were the shadows of fish and butterflies. The one who has no conscience, she hasn't shown up for so many days, she doesn't feel it at all, and she didn't say that she came to Haoyuezhai to see herself. Or are people talking to the prince, you and me?
No, you can't cheapen them!
As if finding a valid reason, he got up and went to Ximian Palace.
Yu Die'er was guarding the medicine furnace in a daze, and the little eunuch came, saying that the King of Jinyang was coming, and Yu Die'er wanted to say no, but that person followed the little eunuch, and he came in with his feet, and coaxed the little eunuch away with a wave of his hand. He was dressed in a dark brocade robe, and his long hair was buttoned with a silver crown, and he was handsome. He sat next to Yu Die'er, didn't talk much, and accompanied her in a daze.
Yu Die'er suppressed the complicated emotions in her heart and said softly: "The prince is here, is there anything wrong?"
Hetai was displeased, and said angrily: "Can't you come if it's okay?" This king just wants to come, it's okay, can't you?" The childlike unreasonableness between the words made Yu Die'er stunned for a while.
At this time, I looked at her head-on, and found that she had changed a little, there was no laughter in her water-like eyes, no drama, no liveliness, just a long worry, and the heavy green shadow under her eyes, obviously not sleeping well.
He thought she would be proud, but he never thought it would be like this. I guessed in my heart that Concubine Rou was making things difficult for her again?
"How are you doing these days?" said Hetai, who was a little speechless.
"Okay, how can it be?" she asked rhetorically, somewhat silently.
"In a few days, it will be the prince's wedding, and the palace will be happy. He said tentatively.
She lowered her eyelids and didn't answer.
Seeing this, Hetai guessed that she was so bad because the prince was about to get married and was sad. There was a cold anger in his heart, and he said slowly: "Is it so sad?
There was temptation and hesitation in his expression.
But when these words fell into the ears of Yu Die'er, she was stunned, because it meant something different to her, thinking that she was talking about the death of the autumn warbler.
She thought that Hetai already knew, although it was just a little palace maid, but after all, the emperor intervened, and the Sentencing Department re-investigated it with great fanfare, and the gossip in the palace was so violent. How could it not be known?
I only felt that my eyes seemed to be stabbed by something, and I was instantly uncomfortable, and my eyes were white and blurry, because of his attitude, she thought he was different, although he looked more indifferent than anyone else, but she felt that he was more human than anyone else. But now it seems that he was wrong, everything was wrong, he actually said that his sadness was not worth it, and his words were so ridiculous, like a knife cutting her heart.
She was a little annoyed, and stood up, "Shouldn't I be sad? I'm sad, and I think it's worth it, and you won't know what she means to me, where she is in my heart." Yu Die'er's eyes were full of tears, and her mind flashed the joy of the autumn warbler around her, and the desperation to protect herself in the face of Linlang, that scene can never be erased. But it can't be reproduced.
It was very sad, but she didn't want to cry in front of him, she used to, because in her heart, he was different, she could let herself take off all her disguises, she didn't have to hide anything, she didn't have to pretend to be anything, but now, he was no different from others. So she raised her head, and then raised it, and forced the tears back into her eyes, not letting them fall, and trying to maintain a reluctant smile on her face. It's just that the smile looks so poignant.
"Do you think it's worth it? Do you think you shouldn't be sad? It's because you don't have a heart, you don't have love, you haven't experienced this kind of loss, it's an eternal loss, an eternal loss. She began to speak quietly, but behind her uncontrollable hoarseness was heartbroken. "Lost forever!" she muttered, slumping down.
Hetai's heart fell silent in the venting of her words. The little thoughts and expectations when she came also died, thinking that she would cover up, thinking that she would justify, thinking that she would ...... But it's better not to see each other, it's better to stay in the hysterical fantasy of that hug, and you can find some excuses and reasons for yourself to explain that hug.
It's better than hearing her say it with your own ears!