"Is he so important to you?" he asked, grimly.

Naturally, it is important, although she is just a palace maid, but she is doing her best to protect herself, she herself is just a little girl, but whenever she faces a crisis, she will always rush out without scruples, sometimes, Yu Dieer herself does not understand, why is the autumn warbler so good to herself?

If she had treated herself a little badly, maybe she wouldn't have been so sad and would have been better. I failed to protect her well, ignored her, and let her die so inexplicably. She hates! she hates so much! she hates the murderer, and she hates herself. If I could control her more strictly and not allow her to leave without permission, maybe this would not have happened.

But Hetai actually felt that she shouldn't be sad, and even thought that a palace maid didn't matter? She suddenly felt that Hetai was very hateful, and she was no longer the Hetai she thought she was. Suddenly I felt that the painstaking and affection for him in the past was not worth it!

"If I can do it all over again, I will do my best to keep her, it's all my fault, it's my negligence. It's all my fault. She muttered to herself, apologized, blamed herself, buried her face between her knees, and was in great pain.

Hetai couldn't hear her whispering to herself, but looking at her state, his heart was cold.

Does she still need to force herself? Her heart is towards the prince, she has never been on her side, everything in the past few days is just her own illusion, it is her wandering, now, is her real thoughts, the prince's wedding is coming, she is reluctant to lose him. She regretted her previous estrangement. So that day? Was it her retention, or was it an agreement between them?

His heart was cold and painful, and he no longer had the strength to delve deeper.

Hetai returned to Haoyuezhai, and the sound of jade falling to the ground and shattering came from the hall that the people below only heard, and gradually the sound of fragments rolling down. Then there was a terrible silence.

The small incense burner in the hall burned precious incense, the wisps of wisps, the light smoke as thin as the mist slowly drifted in the depths of the palace, he leaned on the carved chair and closed his eyes, the light smoke brushed over his face, as if condensed in the center of the eyebrows, and like the dark clouds in the heart, solidified and not dispersed.

Seeing her grieve for another man made his heart feel terrible. But there is nowhere to vent this discomfort, accuse her? But he is still reluctant, and he is afraid of forcing her farther. Besides, she has the right to like it, so what qualifications does she have to stop it?

She once resolutely rejected her overtures, it turned out that it was not as she said, she felt that she was not worthy of her identity, but that the person she wanted to marry was not herself.

He reminisced about all these days, letting his thoughts wash over him. Her crying, her laughter, her occasional naughtiness and narrowness, the wanton intimacy between her words when she was inadvertent, the smile and joy that suddenly contained in her eyebrows, and the tenderness that flashed in her eyes when she occasionally looked at herself.

There is warmth, there is loss, and until now there is heartache.

Everything is a dream, and suddenly you have to order yourself to wake up, and you can't resist in the slightest.

Hetai sat like this for several hours, the sky changed from light to dark, from dark to bright, there was already some light leaking in from the carved window, the wind blew the trees and flowers in the courtyard, and the leaves made a soft sound, like a light rain.

The minions also waited outside the door with a heart, not knowing what was happening, not daring to ask, not daring to disturb.

His personal eunuch has been accompanied since childhood, and he has a deep affection for his master, so he can't wait after all, so he gently opens the door and goes in, quietly moves the incense burner on the desk to the windowsill, opens the small window, and the breeze slowly pours in, making people sober.

It worked, and Hetai opened his eyes, and there was tiredness in his voice, "What time is it?"

The eunuch said softly: "If you return to the master, it's a moment." ”

He looked outside, got up and said, "Change your clothes, it's time to go to court." ”

The eunuch waited for him to change his clothes, and brought him a calm mint chrysanthemum tea. Hetai drank it slowly, and it was useless to have breakfast, so he left.

Yu Die'er didn't care about his departure, and went out listening to the footsteps, but was just silent.

She was also hurt in her heart, because she felt that he was also affectionate, and suddenly felt that she was too greedy and wanted to get warmth from him. She suddenly realized that her occasional dependence and tenderness on Hetai was a little infatuated and sincere, or was it just a momentary infatuation, or the guilt of a previous life.

Looking down at his plain white and unadorned nails, there was a paleness. It's not that she doesn't want to ignore him, but she wants to argue with him-for-tat about whether she should be sad about the death of a palace maid? It's good to think it's worth it.

At dinner time, Jin Song came in and invited her to dinner.

Yu Die'er looked at Jin Song and smiled inexplicably: "Little Jinzi, I'm stupid, don't I? I actually expect some pure warmth and love in the palace, and I expect it from the people who are high." ”

Jin Song pondered for a moment, and said slowly for a long time, "Master, this is not stupid, this is heavy love, this is rare!"

She got up, and the corners of her skirt swirled up, like incomplete petals on the ground.

eating, her favorite thing also became tasteless, and she hastily used two bites and asked someone to take it down.

The moon rose, just a silver hook, slender like a woman's eyebrows. Yu Butterfly sat by the window, quietly looking at the flowers bathed in the moonlight outside the window, everything is so quiet, so beautiful! Unfortunately, these flowers are so fashionable, if it is a storm, it will be destroyed by the wind and rain, and like most people, they are always fragile and unable to withstand a wind and rain.

The self that thinks it is strong is actually fragile and vulnerable.

The beautiful scenery is also sad in her eyes. It was also difficult to sleep, so I went out of the dormitory and walked around the backyard in the shallow light. She has to hold on, the Sentencing Division is still investigating, the murderer has not been caught yet, and she must not fall now.

After Concubine Zhuang's case was solved, Prince Hui seemed to have restrained a lot, and took the initiative to enter the palace to talk to the emperor about the big wedding that would be held soon.

There are so many things going on in the palace, and it is good to have a happy event. This palace in the province is lifeless.

Concubine Rou's hanging heart also fell, and she pulled the prince's arm, "Now that Yan'er is about to get married, I can finally reassure my mother." "There is a little sorrow and love in his eyes.

"As the mother concubine wishes, the son is worthy of the twenty years of nurturing the mother. The prince said coldly, which should have been a word of thanks, but Concubine Rou was palpitating, "Yan'er?"

The prince gave her a complicated look, and just left silently. Concubine Liurou looked at his back, her eyes flickering uneasy.

Time passed quietly and silently, and it was already a day when I closed my eyes and opened my eyes.

In the past few days, the palace has been filled with a peaceful and joyful atmosphere, and the lights are arranged everywhere, and the momentum is huge. The Imperial Dining Room is already starting to prepare a menu for the wedding reception, preparing some scarce ingredients.

Yu Die'er still couldn't move to send meals to the emperor and the queen mother every day, but before leaving, she didn't forget to quietly ask Gonggong Yu about the progress and news of the investigation of the case by the Sentencing Division.

"As soon as there is news, the minion will inform the lord. Grandpa Yu said so every time.

Watching her walk away with light steps, her figure was obviously thin, and she lost her brilliance.

Gonggong Yu sighed, alas, and turned back to the hall. He thought that it was rare for Yu Die'er to have this kind of thought for a servant girl, so why torture herself like this.

Hetai was about to be sent to the north, and when he heard that there was some chaos there, the emperor considered it again and again, and ordered him to go with a civil official in the court to deal with it. Maybe it's because he's the only one who can rest assured right now. It will take at least ten days and a half to go this time, and the prince's wedding banquet will not be able to catch up.

Anyway, he may not want to participate, but it may be a long time. He didn't feel very worried about Yu Die'er, although he was angry with her, although he was sad in his heart, but after all, he was thinking about her and wanted to see him again before leaving.

So, this afternoon, he came shamelessly again. At least that's what he himself thinks.

People don't want to see him, and he has to make do with it, isn't it just shameless? But at this time, he can't care so much. If he is in the palace, it doesn't matter if he has been angry for a while, but now that he has to travel far away, he is still afraid in his heart, don't be ruthless, the girl really has something with the prince, so what can I do? Compared to this, what is the face? What is the face!

He stood in the courtyard and waited for the eunuch to go to Tongyu, this was the first time he was so polite and knew the rules. He just wanted to see her well and say a few words.

She wanted to order the eunuch to send him away, but she wanted to use his personality, but he didn't want to go, and the eunuch couldn't catch up. I didn't want to invite him in, so I got up and walked out, and saw if he had anything else to say, and let him go.

The sun was bright at noon, and the sunlight shone on people's eyes, and their clothes were also fainted.

Yu Die'er came out of the house and saw him at a glance, and for a moment she only felt dazzling, but she couldn't tell whether it was the sun or him! 'The formation.

He didn't care, and said: "The emperor sent an errand, it may take a year and a half to go, and I want to come and see you before leaving." There was a hint of longing and reluctance in his voice.

He deliberately said for a long time, wanting to see her reaction, and also hoping to get her attention.

A year and a half, what kind of errand has been going for so long? She didn't believe it.

"Is it an errand?" she teased.

She made a rare joke.

Hetai's throat tightened, as if he was a little out of breath. Such words will make him laugh angrily. It's a shame that she came up with it.

He snorted angrily, but his eyes, which were not angry at all, betrayed him. The king who can't see enough is on her.

Why did she suddenly lose so much weight?Hetai's eyes were worried, "The food didn't eat well??Who did you want to make so sad and uncomfortable?"

In a word, it seems to be a pair of hands, grabbing Yu Die'er's heart fiercely, rubbing and twisting. Yes, if the autumn warbler is here, it must be sad, and the adults don't eat, how can this be good? She specified that it was a rush to turn around.

She stood stunned, unable to take a step to escape.