Chapter 170: The Only Light and the Prayer of the Heart
At the end of the performance, there was no cheering or silence, and the audience began to applaud as some stumbling applause rang out.
As originally expected, Luo Tianshu's youthful performance did not reach such a high level of victory, and he failed, completely failed.
Bowing mechanically and turning around, Luo Tianshu left the stage in silence, and when he returned to the backstage to pack up his things, he naturally received strange eyes from everyone.
They didn't know why such an "outlier" would come to the competition, and mocking laughter and disdainful disparagement spread throughout the competition area for a while.
Walking step by step through this world that did not belong to him, Luo Tianshu couldn't help but show a self-deprecating smile on his mouth.
Ahhh Haha,Could it be that I'm looking forward to the plot of some hot-blooded hero? Work hard for the people you care about.,The hero who finally creates a miracle.。
This kind of plot doesn't suit me at all.,Didn't you say it all at the beginning.,It's a big lie that can't be realized.,So,Disappointment or something.,It should never appear in my relationship, right?
Besides, didn't you know it from the beginning?
I'm not the protagonist at all.
Ignoring the rumors around him, Luo Tianshu continued to walk forward, because it was a break time, so he unexpectedly met the judges who came to him, and naturally heard those unexpected discussions.
"So, Mr. Nakajima, this is a blasphemy against music!"
"That's right, that level is an insult to us!"
"Hey, Shibata! Front! ”
"Ah......h
Sure enough, the moment they saw Luo Tianshu, the judges discussed a lot quieter.
Unlike the unsuspecting contestants, they know exactly what's going on behind the scenes of the guy in front of them.
It's barely okay to chew your tongue secretly, and in front of him, I'm afraid no one dares to say anything.
The person who walked in the front was the chief judge this time, Nakajima Harano, when he was face to face with Luo Tianshu, the eyes of the two met for a moment, he stopped, and wanted to say something, but found that Luo Tianshu didn't care about his appearance at all, and he didn't even move his eyes when he passed by.
Unlike the judges who stopped, Luo Tianshu walked straight past them and disappeared at the end of the corridor.
Perhaps the air pressure around Luo Tianshu was terrifyingly low just now, and it wasn't until his figure disappeared for a while that those young judges asked with trepidation:
"Mr. Nakajima, what do you think?"
After staring at the young man silently for a while, Nakajima said:
"As far as the performance itself is concerned, it really doesn't work."
"That's it."
"Sure enough, Mr. Nakajima thinks so too."
For a while, the judges all showed a sigh of relief, and with the leader, they had the confidence to make some more remarks.
It's just that they didn't notice that after saying that, Nakajima's gaze moved to the place where Luo Tianshu disappeared and added in a whisper:
"Except for that heart."
Unlike the young jurors, who focus on the performance itself, he can feel the difference in the performance, and more often he will appreciate the works of the contestants from the perspective of an audience, but as a judge, he must judge according to the established rules.
It's just that he didn't say this, not because he himself had any special thoughts, but because he saw many things in the eyes of the golden boy, and he knew that the other party didn't need such things.
Even if it is an evaluation based on facts, it is just an unnecessary pity for Luo Tianshu.
Changing out of the suit that he had never used to, Luo Tianshu left the venue unhurriedly, but what he didn't expect was that the dead fish eye of Biqigu was still waiting at the door.
"It's over?"
"You're really idle."
“......”
The complaining without warning made Bi Qigu stiffen, although he didn't want to admit it, but he really didn't have any other arrangements today, because he didn't go back because he was troublesome, he was really idle.
He was thinking of standing up from the stone steps on the side of the road, but he found that Luo Tianshu came over and sat directly next to him, so that Biqigu gave up the intention of standing up for the time being.
"How's the game going?"
"That."
With his hands behind his back, Luo Tianshu looked up at the lofty blue sky, and said lightly:
"Lost."
"That's right."
Lost, these two words can represent too many things, don't explore the deep meaning behind these two words, and simply consider the surface meaning, that is, Luo Tianshu did not win.
This is also a matter of course, although everyone is praying that he will win, but this is just an expectation that comes from his own emotions, similar to praying for a rainstorm in the weather under a clear sky, there is not much hope.
Everyone also knows that it is impossible to surpass those violinists who have been practicing for many years in less than two months of study.
It's just that when people's inexplicable expectations are not rewarded, they will bring strange losses.
However, it is no longer necessary to think about the occurrence of this situation, and it is more important to think about the meaning behind all this.
For Lowe, losing this game means something that is linked to his actions during this time......
No, forget it.
This is the first time, Hikiya doesn't want to think about the meaning behind things, it's not absolutely rational that he has something similar to emotion, it's just that he simply thinks that going on like this will cause unnecessary trouble.
Or maybe not.
"Are you going back?"
Hikiya asks the main question, and to be honest, it doesn't make as much sense to speculate as much as this one.
After all, it is more important to observe the actual development of the event than the origin of the event.
"yes, do you want to go back?"
Muttering to himself, Luo Tianshu looked at the spotless clear sky and seemed to be a little distracted.
On windless days, the thoughts that couldn't be taken away locked Luo Tianshu's brain like rattan, and he couldn't escape from the chaotic thoughts, so he could only find a way to vent these in some way.
"Biqigu, do you believe that there is a real thing in a lie?"
"Huh?"
Raising his eyebrows in surprise, Biqigu asked:
"You should ask Hiratsuka-sensei this kind of question, right?"
"Ahh
Luo Tianshu said to himself, and didn't seem to pay attention to Bi Qi Gu's appearance, no, it should be said that he didn't care about Bi Qi Gu's answer from the beginning.
He just wanted to say it.
"Even if it's just a little bit, even if it's just a little bit, the real thing is the real thing."
“......”
Biqigu, who didn't understand the inside story, had no way to respond to Luo Tianshu, all he could choose was to listen silently.
"But will the real thing under the lies be cheaper in value than in the ordinary situation?"
"It's just your opinion, isn't it?"
"yes, but I don't think so, it's not cheap, it's more precious."
As if replying to Biqigu's question, Luo Tianshu said:
"Wouldn't that kind of gold on the beach, if found, be more precious than ordinary gold?"
"In that case, why are you still here?"
Bi Qigu asked puzzledly, since Luo Tianshu understood everything, why did he choose to escape himself at the last moment?
"Just waiting."
"Huh?"
Looking at the sky, Luo Tianshu, who never looked away for a moment, said indifferently:
"It's that kind of waiting mood, I want to feel it again, it's almost like that."
As he spoke, Luo Tianshu showed a smile of unknown meaning, as if relieved, as if he smiled bitterly.
"Ha, it turns out that this feeling is not comfortable at all."
“......”
Buzz - Buzz - Buzz -
"Your phone?"
"Ah, it looks like it's coming."
Took out his mobile phone that he had just turned on, ignoring those missed calls, Luo Tianshu stared at the call reminder on his phone, is it under the snow?
"Yo, under the snow."
“..... Ha. ”
Perhaps he didn't expect Luo Tianshu to have such a spirit, and he was silent for a while under the snow on the other side of the phone, and let out a soft sigh.
"I don't want to ask where you've been now."
"Hey, so what's the matter?"
Maybe she felt that Luo Tianshu and someone had a momentary coincidence, and the urge to hang up the phone under the snow, but in the end she gave up, and after a moment of silence, she said slowly:
“...... Just now, Miyazono-san's surgery was over. ”
"I know, what is the result?"
“......”
Maybe he didn't understand why Luo Tianshu could be so calm, or that he didn't know how to speak in the face of such a simple face.
There is no way to guess Luo Tianshu's heart, and the only thing she can choose is to abandon the small loss in her heart and convey the facts calmly.
Secretly sighed under the snow and said slowly:
"Miyazono-san's Surgery ......"
The moment he opened his mouth under the snow, Luo Tianshu seemed to feel the stillness of time, and he could clearly feel his heartbeat accelerating to a terrifying level.
The moment she heard the answer from her mouth, the windless days seemed to be coming to an end, and Luo Tianshu knew for the first time at this time that he could blow his heart and the wind.