Chapter 169: The Absolutely Unattainable Big Lie and the Opening
"Next up was the fourteenth contestant, who performed "The Most Precious Treasure."
As the words announced by the host fell, Luo Tianshu, who was holding a violin, walked out of the backstage step by step, and at the same time, there was naturally a little riot among the judges in the audience.
"Is that him? The son of the Luo family. ”
"He has no experience in playing in competitions, does he?"
"So, he's here to play?"
"What to do? Mr. Nakajima? ”
As he spoke, the eyes of the judges moved to the middle-aged man sitting in the chief position, and they only heard him say unhurriedly:
"It's good to give a normal grade."
"Well, but, Mr. Nakajima, he's ......"
"I know."
Nakajima didn't hesitate to interrupt the young judge's words:
"Don't worry, I'll take the responsibility, you just have to score as usual."
"Okay, okay!"
Naturally, the turmoil in the audience did not escape Luo Tianshu's eyes, but at this time, he didn't care much about these, or rather, he never cared about them.
After putting on an unsuitable suit, putting on a serious look, and receiving encouraging applause from the audience, he began his own performance.
"The Most Precious Treasure", this is a piece of music jointly produced by Kaoru and Yono, but basically Kaoru is responsible for composing the music, Yono is responsible for polishing, and in general it is Kaoru's personal work.
The overall style of the song is slightly bland, with few major ups and downs, and the characteristics of this piece are reflected in this bland whole.
Relaxation and warmth are the main tone of the song, which also belongs to the scope that Luo Tianshu, as a beginner, can play better.
Only when playing can Luo Tianshu really feel how much effort Kaoru has put into this piece, and I am afraid this is one of the reasons why she must participate.
The theme in the name of the song is, treasures, at the very beginning, Luo Tianshu had heard Kaoru play this piece once, and at that time he could really feel that for Kaoru, the so-called treasures should be memories.
Laughing together, facing together, working together memories, everything turned into a special emotion contained in the music.
Luo Tianshu fell into memories while playing, and he began to try to play the way Kaoru said, following his heart, obeying his instincts, giving everything to his own heart, and guiding the rhythm of his body by emotion.
Luo Tianshu slowly closed his eyes during the performance, and handed everything over to the body's memory, and now, the duet of memory and reality is about to officially begin.
Both the audience and the judges were disappointed by the jerky and immature performance, but at the same time, a special feeling began to spread in their hearts little by little.
It was as if what I heard at this time was not the performance of a newcomer, but the voice of a storyteller.
At this moment, Luo Tianshu is both a performer and an audience, he plays his own tunes and listens to the stories told by Kaoru.
I vaguely remember that it all started with that lie, the golden girl confessed to him, that was the beginning of all stories, maybe he paid attention to this special girl from that time.
It was the girl's first confession, and his first confession.
Since then, the long line of fate has connected them, and this girl named Kaoru Miyazono has been constantly appearing in his world.
With the recovery of his memory a little bit, the girl has also changed from a cute junior to an important person, but neither he nor she has any intention of revealing all these secrets.
That was the original lie, the key to maintaining the bond between the two, a lie is not the same as a mistake, it is just a lack of truth.
That's why Luo Tianshu will dedicate a big lie as the end of this beautiful memory at the end.
As the only person who had last seen Kaoru the night before the operation, Luo Tianshu knew that this girl was not as strong as she appeared, she was afraid, in fear, in fear of that unequal fate.
No one can face the fate of death without care, and leave their lives to the judgment of probability or something, which is simply unacceptable, is it?
So at the end, Kaoru took his hand, and until now, Kaoru's words are still echoing in his ears.
"Don't go!"
In the cold ward, the golden girl with tears on her face pleaded:
“...... I know, if one day the seniors leave, then they will never see each other again, I don't want that future, so please stay by my side all the time......"
The weak words accompanied by Kaoru's sincere emotions made Luo Tianshu unable to just walk away, he tried to calm Kaoru's mood, but he didn't know what to say.
Kaoru's fragile eyes no longer hit his psychological defense line all the time, just like back then, Luo Tianshu's choice could only tell a compromise lie.
Luo Tianshu was afraid of the girl's begging gaze, afraid of the girl's dependence, he didn't have the determination to take that responsibility, he couldn't say to this girl who was about to collapse, "You will definitely be fine".
However, even if all that was left in his mind at the moment was the idea of escaping from here, his body was like frozen and could no longer move for half a minute.
He couldn't give the girl what she wanted, but even then he couldn't run away, he had been a coward countless times before and now.
Only this time, he hoped to be able to face his true heart, but at this moment, he couldn't do anything substantial, so he could only pin everything on lies.
This story, which begins with a lie, ends with a lie.
"Don't worry, Kaoru, I'm not going anywhere."
As if the fear had disappeared like this, Kaoru held Luo Tianshu's hand tightly, as if trying to grasp the faint light of hope, and asked anxiously:
"Really?"
"Hmm."
"Really, really?"
"Really."
Holding Kaoru's hand with his backhand, Luo Tianshu said softly:
"Don't worry, I'll always be with you."
"It's true, Senpai, right? Definitely not leaving, right? Definitely going to be there with me, right? ”
"Well, I promise."
Luo Tianshu made a promise, but he knew.
That is, the big lie that is absolutely unattainable.
Kaoru, I'm really sorry I lied to you, but I have to.
It's raining heavily in your world, and when I look at you soaking wet and still smiling, I know that the wings you have are different.
It was a wing with the most beautiful color in the world.
You know you're crying, you know you've forgotten how to flap your wings, and you still dream of flying.
You were so beautiful, you gave me those wings, and replaced them with my wings that were as filthy as dirty rags, and from then on, I knew I was going to fly.
Because this is your dream that pins my hopes on me, I have to do it until the end of my life.
That's why I'm lying.
A lie is not an escape, but a necessary path to a dream called a miracle, and only those who try to try to approach the great lie that is absolutely unattainable can surely hold on to the treasure called the truth.
The most precious treasure.
Forgive me, Kaoru, this is the last time.