"Enough is enough.. I've had enough.." Gosh muttered to herself, not asking for the opinions of the other two people in the space, she pressed the sensor door on the second floor of the lab, and walked straight away, leaving without looking back.

disappeared in front of He Yusheng and Tong Yaoyao's field of vision.

“...”

The air was awkwardly silent, He Yusheng looked at Tong Yaoyao who was just trying to chase after him in front of him, before the person called Sister Xi entered the door of the inner one second, Tong Yaoyao walked towards her, and the next second she still maintained her forward movement in the face of this narrow passage leading to the second gate of the laboratory, and could only stop stiffly in place.

Tong Yaoyao's body, looking from behind, still seemed to be trembling slightly, compared to the previous emotional outburst, screaming and waving her body movements as much as she could, she had already controlled herself a lot.

"Tong Yaoyao..."He Yusheng tried to shout in a worried tone in his voice.

And Tong Yaoyao's back looked very stiff, and she didn't turn her head at all.

He Yusheng seemed to be afraid that she would suddenly disappear in front of his eyes without any surprise like the person named Sister Xi. Who knows if there will be a hidden door in front of her that suddenly opens and closes quickly, completely isolating others from the outside, and there is no way to stop it...

Thinking of this, He Yusheng shouted and ran quickly towards her, "Tong Yaoyao! You're all right?! ...”

Tong Yaoyao didn't have any answer at all, just stood in front of her,

When He Yusheng came to her, although she didn't cry like before, now on her originally unusually cheerful and lively face, there was only Mu Ne at the moment, her eyes were still red and swollen, and her eyes seemed to be out of control.

“... Are you okay? He Yusheng could only repeat anxiously on the side,

“... Yes? Hearing the words in front of her, Tong Yaoyao seemed to wake up from something, glanced at He Yusheng in a trance, her eyes became gray again, and she replied completely absent-mindedly, "... I'm fine.."

As soon as he spoke, his legs moved forward and the whole person fell weakly, if it weren't for He Yusheng's quick movements and quick eyes and hands that hooked half of her shoulders, otherwise she would have fallen to the ground with a thud at this time.

The fright of almost falling seemed to sober her up a little,

"It's just. . . The body seems to be a little weak.." As soon as he finished speaking, he was exposed by himself, and at this moment, half of his body was supported by the other party, and Tong Yaoyao's face flashed with embarrassment, "Trouble.. Help me move to the side... I'll just take a little rest..."

It took a lot of effort to modify He Yusheng's memory before, and just now it took a lot of physical strength to suppress the abnormality in his body, plus he ran with all his strength to catch up with He Yusheng's footsteps, and now he was surrounded by great emotions and used all his strength to vent, and at this moment he came back to his senses and found out.. This indisputable body can't even support itself....

Tong Yaoyao leaned against the wall and sat slowly on the ground with He Yusheng's support and help.

"I said," Seeing that Tong Yaoyao was silent and silent, and didn't speak, He Yusheng was upset for her for the various situations just now, and said, "That, the woman named Sister Xi is really too much, how can I treat you like this, it's so arrogant..."

"It's okay..."

What is surprising is that Tong Yaoyao did not count the other party's various crimes as she imagined, and she was very unconvinced and angrily denounced with herself, the person named Sister Xi.

"Sister Xi.." Tong Yaoyao's bright eyes looked gray, and the empty voice could no longer feel anger and sadness, calmly it seemed that only her weak body remained, and suddenly she inadvertently changed her words, "No... Senior Gosh, she's right.."

"What does she know, don't listen to her." He said in a hurry.

"The seniors are already E-ranked, and she can't be wrong." But Tong Yaoyao firmly helped the other party speak.

"It's okay, isn't it E? ... I'm sure you can too.." This humble and arrogant attitude is really unpleasant... He Yusheng took her words and said.

In his opinion, Tong Yaoyao has just not received a rating for the time being, and the worst grade is only F, although he has no knowledge, He Yusheng still knows that there is only a line between the letter F and E. In her opinion, it is not a big deal, he believes that as long as Tong Yaoyao works hard, he will be able to catch up soon.

Tong Yaoyao seemed to be very surprised when she looked at her and spoke, and her eyes were full of disbelief and surprise.

But those glittering stars disappeared from her eyes in a moment,

"It's simply impossible.." She withdrew the glance she had given to him.

What do you know.. Tong Yaoyao's eyes were only more gloomy and desperate, and she covered her ears and screamed silently.

"I am. . . Useless people!!! ”

Tong Yaoyao only had a bleak and self-deprecating smile on her face.

Empty smiles echoed in the empty corridors, empty shells shattered to hold the empty heart.

Faced with Tong Yaoyao saying the four words that described herself, He Yusheng felt an indescribable tingling pain in his heart, yes... Useless people..... What qualifications do you have to preach to others, and what rights, positions, and qualifications do you have... What about comforting her? ...

Why do I want to live.. Seem.. I can never escape these four words,

"Useless Man"

So embarrassed... So decadent .. of Gou alive...

I don't even dare to face my own bad life...

What is dignity ... What is honor and pride ...

"I don't know anything about it, and I don't have it."

Looking at Gosh's kind of lofty and unquestionable... Full of great arrogance and authority...

Although I hate it,

She can insult and belittle others like this...

But I have to admit that in fact, there is more than hatred in my heart...

In fact, there is envy and jealousy...

"I'm not convinced."

I'm really not convinced!!

Unwilling to !!

Why? Why can't I live like her...

But..

I'm not a genius... There is no eye-popping background either... I don't even have any knowledge.

In this cruel society...

Even the most basic dignity cannot be maintained in order to live... There is no choice in the face of money...

didn't realize all of this,

I have always lived in ignorance like this.

In fact

Myself.

There is almost no value or meaning in this world...

Ultimately..

Who doesn't aspire to be that kind of person?

Since I was a child, I have dreamed of countless flowers and lights, and I have been surrounded by countless applause and recognition????

"I also want to do something great, amazing."

But

What to do???

What do you have to do????

I already have nothing, what can I take out to get something else....

You know, there is not the slightest possibility of living in the world where I want to live....

"Me."

"Not even for a second..."

"I've never done it before... When you're not a useless person for even a second!!!!!!!!

In the small space of these two doors, darkness surrounded them silently,

silent

silent

There was silence in disappointment, and then it exploded in silence.

After a while, He Yusheng got up and left in the outer door that automatically sensed the inside.

Only one person was left silent under the sensor light, and the light source that disappeared in a moment was surrounded by darkness again.

Tong Yaoyao was just stunned, no matter how bright or dark, no matter who left, no matter what happened, there was no reaction at all.

She felt like a worm,

So weak and powerless,

The head is buried deep between the legs,

It's like being deep in the earth;

Wrap your arms around yourself,

Wrapped legs and shoulders,

It's like being surrounded by warmth from your mother's arms.

I feel suffocated in the dark,

Tong Yaoyao lowered her head and hugged herself with her two slender legs,

looks like a cone,

I want to avoid all the stress and pain of the outside world.

Like a human chrysalis,

Hoisted by his own petard.

Quietly, immersed in your own darkness, unable to see a single light outside.

"But..."

「... Who is it?"

"Who... I'm gently knocking on my shell."

Is it a delusion...

Regardless of asking..

She chose to ignore the small anomaly,

But the tiny beating still persists, and keeps beating,

It seems to have been going on for a long time, and it's still banging...

Tong Yaoyao couldn't help it, and if she beat it again, she was about to be knocked out of the bulge on her head.

It's sad not to see anyone else..

I actually knocked on others!!

Tong Yaoyao came out full of anger,

It's like a small insect that sticks out of its shell and looks at it before it hatches.

A metal cup dangled in front of me,

Outside this closed metal door, the sunlight outside is so dazzling...

"It's your favorite mint water."

The boy stood inside the door, his eyes bathed in the sunlight outside the door.

I don't know if it's an illusion,

That seemed to be the first time she saw He Yusheng who had been so gloomy since he began,

He smiled.