Seeing that Tong Yaoyao finally raised her head, He Yusheng stopped holding the metal cup and gently knocked on the top of her head and called out to her.

He Yusheng no longer used to hold Tong Yaoyao's tag card with one hand to sense that the metal door was constantly closing, because he felt that in this closed and small space, the two people were too stuffy to breathe inside, and they couldn't ventilate, and they were thinking about exhausting.

If it is dark in this small and sealed space, it is easy for people to have negative emotions. Although it doesn't matter, in order to save electricity at home, he doesn't even turn on the lights when he goes to the toilet almost at night. However, Tong Yaoyao was motionless inside, silent, lonely, women did not move, how dare men move?

If you don't move like this, there is no sound, why do you want to estimate that the sensor light will not light up, so he keeps opening the sensor door to let the sunlight in, after all, sunlight is also light, and the slightly hot temperature makes people feel warm.

He Yusheng felt that Tong Yaoyao needed this at this time. Because since the appearance of the woman Gao Xi, she has begun to change like a seedling.

Seeing Tong Yaoyao looking at herself, why didn't she take her card and open the door repeatedly, after all... I'm a little afraid that Tong Yaoyao thinks that her behavior is too strange...

I don't know why He Yusheng always has an inexplicable fear when he sees Tong Yaoyao, although Tong Yaoyao has not had any abnormalities and no strangeness since they met, she is a very lively, kind to others, but why is she always a little scared when she sees her... Obviously it's just a girl, and he's still a big boy, so why can't he attribute this feeling of fear to fear.

"What are you looking at..."He Yusheng asked curiously, handing over the water in his hand, because he saw Tong Yaoyao's eyes glazed at this time, and he looked surprised when he opened his mouth.

You see, no matter how wide this mouth is, it's about to drool... Tut-tut, this girl really doesn't know if it's too good in character, doesn't care about the image or lacks roots, I really don't understand her, why do you want to think like this in my heart.

"Ahhh It's okay..."Tong Yaoyao calmed down after hearing He Yusheng's words, and then stopped freezing her surprised expression and returned to normal.

To be honest, I don't know if it's true or not, when she saw He Xiangsheng laughing, Tong Yaoyao was a little frightened, and even suspected that it was an illusion.

At that moment, all the sunlight filled the room, bathing a teenager in the sun.

made Tong Yaoyao suddenly feel that the sun was just right that summer.

Hey?.. That's not right...

Oh, my God!!.. Tong Yaoyao.. You must be crazy!!.. It must be because you read too many youth novels when you were a student and didn't have a good relationship that you can feel this kind of brain-made picture... It's such a sin to indulge in this!! You don't have such a thing as a girl's heart.. You must wake up!! ...

After her heart was turned upside down, her villain grabbed her head in the psychological world, ran around and beat all the frantically to tell herself that she had no girl's heart for a long time, Tong Yaoyao vaguely recovered her usual mentality, and temporarily left behind the pain of constant self-denial.

"What are you doing, you drink it." He Yusheng was urging on the side.

"Oh.." Hearing this, Tong Yaoyao gently picked up the cup, and slowly handed it to her mouth absentmindedly, thinking about the scene just now.

Though.. I don't know if he's really laughing or if he's hallucinating, but to be honest... Although、Although、Why do you want to grow more ordinary and ordinary,I don't know if it's the role of the sun...

But when I smiled softly at myself... It feels like time is forbidden, and my heart stops beating for it... Even when I was in pain and sorrow, I felt like I had been soothed, and I couldn't scruple about it... It's like being saved...

"Poof!!!!!!"

Tong Yaoyao squirted out as soon as she took a sip, and she couldn't help but shout loudly.

"It's fundamental! It's not thin! Lotus! Water! ”

Grunting her tongue, she looked angrily at the person in front of her who had just handed her this strange glass of water, who must have just tried the strangest taste in the world.

"Oh... That's right.." He Yusheng didn't seem guilty at all, but said as a matter of course, "That's almond avocado banana mint water..."

Look... Tong Yaoyao, you must have had extremely serious hallucinations... There will be such a strange reverie!

Seeing that He Yusheng had made himself such unpalatable water, and he looked like nothing had happened, He Yusheng's face quickly deteriorated extremely ugly in Tong Yaoyao's heart.

"You... Why do you want to make such a strange thing for me to drink!! "The strange smell just ran down the tongue, and now there is a strange smell in the mouth, this taste is really outrageous, is this still a glass of water... It's like a couple of slugs wriggling in their mouths and extending into their esophagus... Tong Yaoyao pointed at He Yusheng with trembling fingers, this strange experience made her whole body chill, and she couldn't even say anything else to question this murderer who killed her taste buds.

"Isn't it hard to drink..."He Yusheng seemed a little embarrassed, with a questioning brow.

Tong Yaoyao heard these completely irresponsible words, if it weren't for the current physical overdraft, she would immediately accumulate her strength and put it down with a love blasting hammer, but she heard He Yusheng explain anxiously: "Because those added fruits are rich in dopamine!! Dopamine promotes the regulatory system..."

"It will provide the human body with the message of happiness and joy...", she heard He Yusheng mutter, "actually... I just want to make you happy.."

The hammer in his hand was slowly released...

"If it's hard to drink, don't drink it." He said with a little worry in his tone, and stretched out a hand to the cup, "Give it to me, I'll pour it..."

"Hmm!" A loud voice came from Tong Yaoyao's mouth,

"Tong Yaoyao, what are you doing?" He Yusheng exclaimed.

In front of He Yusheng, she suddenly lifted the whole cup upside down, and the strangely colored liquid suddenly tumbled, and a thin layer of grease flashed on it, all of which were frantically poured into her mouth.

Tong Yaoyao's throat continued to flow down, a drum and a piece, a moment of effort.. So he drank the full cup of liquid.

"Ahh Doesn't it taste very good..."He Yusheng couldn't help but feel a surge in his self-confidence in the face of such a drastic move by the water boy Yaoyao who he was about to dump, "It's okay. Drink slowly! Don't worry, it's not enough for me to make you another drink..."

"Hmm! Not! Not! When Tong Yaoyao heard this, her whole person puffed up excitedly, and the last mouthful of water had not yet been swallowed, and the whole person was eager to rush up and die with He Yusheng, but her body still did not recover, and she just looked like she was not threatening at all, waving her limbs indiscriminately...

"Wow wow... You're so happy... So I'll match you every day? He Yusheng couldn't help but ask with joy when he saw Tong Yaoyao so strong.

“... Hmmm! Tong Yaoyao looked at He Yusheng, and the reaction to this was very strong, she was simply grateful, and she seemed to dance excitedly.

But He Yusheng suddenly seemed to think of something, and paused for a moment. With a big wave of his hand, he said to Tong Yaoyao very generously, "Forget it.. Just go back and give you the recipe... You can drink as much as you want..."

"Uh-huh. That's great! Finally saved, from the daily taste destruction drink to being relieved all of a sudden, don't touch this thing again, Tong Yaoyao swallowed this last sip of water in one breath and cheered.

"Then can you describe the taste?" Master He asked with joy and anticipation.

Looking at the glimmer of hope in the eyes of this usually extremely gloomy person, how can he bear to let people tell the truth...

"Hmmm! Well! Tong Yaoyao's face flashed with a mysterious expression, and she nodded frantically.

Very good! Even if you have just drunk the liquid, it will flow from your mouth to your throat like a live hairtail fish and straight into your stomach; You Tong Yaoyao didn't tell him half a lie at all! No case of hurting anyone! It was a very happy solution to this matter! Tong Yaoyao secretly comforted her conscience and her tongue that had just tasted the taste.

"By the way, did you just make this on purpose? It shouldn't be," Tong Yaoyao smiled ugly. I'm trying to change the subject.

"Ahh Just now.." He Yusheng slowed down after speaking, "I just went to the toilet, and it was the water that I poured for you on the way back..."

"Oh . . . I see.." Tong Yaoyao's guilt for lying in her heart didn't seem to be so heavy, and she thought that she was deliberately taking care of herself to reconcile such strange water.

Compared with Tong Yaoyao, who was relieved of her guilt, she was relieved, while He Yusheng began to feel a little apprehensive in her heart, because he knew that he was lying.

When he just went out, his heart was also very heavy,

"Useless man", these four words are too apt for him.

It's like a fixed label attached to his body,

The naked truth was deeply revealed, and his sensitive nerve endings were stinged.

"Humility, fear, fear, jealousy, disappointment, doubt, anger, hatred, sorrow"

He is reluctant to face up to what he is hiding, and he is unwilling to face everything he may be about to face.

made him feel that even if he was standing neatly dressed in a seemingly terrible company, he couldn't get rid of his ugly and pathetic body, his miserable and tiny life.

- I just want to escape from the place I have come to now, from this place, from this company, from this "point".

"Just get out of this spot."

"You can run away at any time now"

"If you run away, you won't feel it anymore."

But the words "useless people",

It's like a "point" on his body, and this "point" he can't get rid of.

Until he gets rid of the status quo of all this, it seems that no matter where he flees,

Continue to start how to live another form,

It's just a change of soup but not a change of medicine, a symptom but not a root cause.

"As long as you escape from this point and the essence does not change, unless you die, everything is just a different manifestation."

So much for.

"Do you see that? Can you see clearly? What did you see?"

A cage of ashes,

There seemed to be only discarded garbage piled up in his cheap private room, and flying insects were fluttering around in sight.

"The origin, everything is as if it was at the original point, there is no movement at all."

All I have is what I already have,

"Nothing"

All I know is what I already know.

"Nothing is known"

It's always just that one point.

"Point"

"What about the change that is said to be good? How can you change if you don't act?"

On the way back to the laboratory, on the long passage, he thought for a long time.

I had planned to escape from here, but now I'm determined to come back.

thought about it for so long, and he finally just figured it out a little,

"The status quo is bad enough."

So no matter how much you complain and how much you indulge in pain, you can't change it at all.

But it's better to try to change than not to change...

"It can't get any worse than that."

So instead of being afraid of failure, it's better to give it a go.

For him, defeat was just an excuse to cover up his cowardice and weakness.

"Will it be more failures?"

Let's try it out.

Try to make a change.

Go get whatever you want.

"From the very beginning, I never had the luxury of working for this company and completely changing my life."

As long as you get compensation,

If you use the compensation of 1,000 yuan, you can fight for the rent for the whole month of next month.

Then you have a whole month to free up and no longer have to worry about running around for rent.

"Compared to something like honor or pride, it still grows for a lifetime, and you can slowly find it for the rest of your life."

Then, after finding a regular hourly job that goes every day, you can get paid for meals every day.

Normal start to eat, normal start to work, normal start to rest, normal start to life....

I don't want to live as long as I used to.

"For me, picking up the broken dignity with my own hands is the most important thing at this moment."

Maybe a change would be a good idea.

Even if it fails, it doesn't matter, it's a good turn for life.

After all, opportunities are earned by oneself.

Just go for it.

"Even a useless person can live with dignity."

These thoughts flickered in his mind, and He Yusheng's heart was like secretly carrying a seed of hope that sprouted.

He has never been a high-minded person, and the long-term hardships have made him cultivate that everything is achieved step by step according to the minimum requirements.

Don't dare to have any extravagant thoughts or extravagant hopes.

If you can fulfill these tiniest wishes, you will be satisfied.

At this moment, his current situation is still a useless person,

It seems to have not changed, but it seems to have changed;

He's still the same person who doesn't care about things casually as long as he lives.

The only change,

It's that the requirements for survival have changed,

- It is not just from the shell, the flesh can survive on the edge of life.

"What do you want to live, why do you want to live, what's wrong with you? Why haven't you spoken for so long..."Tong Yaoyao looked at He Yusheng, who had not moved for a long time, and asked anxiously.

"It's okay, I'm fine."

You know, the compensation is still waiting for Lao Tzu!!