Chapter 42: Discouraged and Despairing
Back at home, it was already dark. At this time, the angry heart tore open the door and shouted loudly, "Old witch, is supper ready?" I'm starving! ”
As soon as I heard that Anger was coming back in the house, I immediately greeted him, but I saw Anger empty-handed, and his face immediately darkened. He said angrily: "Are you embarrassed to bring me dinner, I'm still waiting for you to come back from hunting and get the prey to exchange?" What about prey? ”
At the mention of prey, the anger in his heart did not come to him, and he said angrily: "I originally caught a rabbit." ”
Before he could finish speaking, he interjected, "Which rabbit?" ”
Angry and impatient: "Don't interject, I haven't finished talking yet!" On the way home, a passer-by on horseback said he wanted to buy my rabbit, and then snatched it away without me noticing, so I had to go home empty-handed. ”
Annoyed absent-mindedly said, "Are you finished?" Let's make it up! ”
Angry and angry: "Am I lying like I'm lying? Everything I said was true. ”
Annoyed sarcastically: "Then do you want me to say that you are smart or praise you for being stupid?" ”
Angry knew that Annoyance was laughing at him, but he didn't want to quarrel with her because of this, and his stomach was growling, so he could only swallow his anger and say, "Can you speak without thorns?" ”
Annoyed and angry, he said, "Am I talking with?" You said you wouldn't chase the horse rider when he robbed your rabbit? A sucker! ”
"You're stupid! He's riding a horse, do you think I can catch up? Fury explained.
Annoyance pressed step by step: "Didn't you say that you would wear Yang in a hundred steps?" Why didn't you think to shoot his horse down with your bow and arrows? ”
"Do you think I don't want to, but when I took out my bow and arrows and was about to shoot, the man on horseback was gone." ”
"What a wreck, you just gave him the rabbit for nothing?" Annoyed and unrelenting.
"If not, do you have any other way?" Angry argued.
"Then even if the rabbit is robbed, won't you go back hunting? Don't you know that there is no rice to cook at home? Annoyance began to cry and said with a sad face.
"Of course I know, but..."Before the angry heart finished speaking, he grabbed the words and accused: "I know that there is no rice, then you are embarrassed to return empty-handed, do you want our mother to starve and not survive?" ”
Angry could only say helplessly: "It was too late at that time, and I couldn't help it!"
"It's an excuse, it's really useless, and we're all going to starve to death if we want to get your prey." After saying that, he burst into tears.
Angry at her, he said helplessly: "Are you reasonable?" You don't want to think about my situation at that time, I wanted to fight a wild boar, but I didn't expect to provoke it, that guy chased me like crazy, trying to knock me to death, you said how dangerous I was at that time! It's too late to escape, so why still want to hunt? ”
Annoyed and dissatisfied, he said: "Why is it that every time you can't hit your prey, the excuse is a different version?" Yesterday you said that you hit a tiger and were almost eaten, today you said that you were almost killed by a wild boar, will you say that you were knocked unconscious by a rabbit, and it was already night when you woke up? ”
Angry and helplessly explained: "Don't you trust me so much, okay? This time I really got you right..."Before Anger could finish explaining, Annoyance interjected again: "Then you mean to say that yesterday's incident was fake Luo?" ”
"Yes," the anger made the annoyance dizzy, and then he immediately changed his words, "No, it was true yesterday!" ”
I didn't want to listen to his explanation anymore, and cried: "Alas, why did I have no eyes in the first place, which one I didn't choose, but I married a useless rice bucket like you!" ”
Angry was not accustomed to the annoying and unreasonable trouble, and said angrily: "I must have been blind at the beginning, so I would pick an endless long-tongued woman like you, what a family misfortune." ”
Annoying listened to the angry rebuttal, and cried even more, crying and accusing: "You don't have the ability to blame me yourself, you don't have any self-knowledge, if I were you, I would just take a piece of tofu and kill me." ”
Seeing that she not only pretended to be pitiful, but also taught herself a lesson with words, she said with great anger: "You are not qualified to criticize me, you dare to speak ill of me again, be careful that I beat you." ”
Annoyance is not a fuel-efficient lamp, and immediately responded: "You're going to hit me, okay, you fight!" As he spoke, he stretched his head in front of the angry heart, deliberately provoked the anger, and then provoked: "I'm not afraid of you!" It's the puppy that doesn't dare to hit. ”
In the face of annoyance, Nuxin was like a bomb that had been detonated this time, and he was furious, clenched his fists and hit Annoyance fiercely. Annoyed by the punch, she took a few steps back, and she roared in pain, she was not easy to provoke, and it was very appropriate to describe her as good. Soon, she fought back and pounced on the angry heart. Of course, Anger will not sit still, punching and kicking her in return. In this way, they tore each other apart.
What a tragedy for an unfortunate family! They would rather fight to the death hungry than stop and think of a solution to the problem.
The frustration in the house has become accustomed to this, and I thought that they would just beat you to the death as before, and finally come out to clean up the mess. When the two sides were fighting, she never dared to come out to put out the fire, otherwise, she might have become cannon fodder and a victim of the family war. But this time she really couldn't stand it, she had been living in the abyss of fear and pain, none of her parents had ever cared for and cared for her, they were all self-caring, and they often quarreled over trivial things, and sometimes, as now, even fought and fought, she had long despaired of life.
How she longs to have a happy and warm home like other children of the same age, where parents are not noisy but can love each other a little more and understand each other. But this can only be a luxury, and her parents may never be able to do it.
This time, she let it go, and she could no longer endure this mental torture that was worse than death. I saw her rush out of the room and shout at her parents: "Can you stop arguing and fighting, I'm really fed up with your torture, this family doesn't have a trace of warm care, I don't want to live like this anymore." ”
Angry was taken aback by his daughter's sudden move, but he still refused to bow his head and admit his mistake, but said even more angrily: "Are you tired of this little brute, you dare to teach you a lesson, if you don't want to live such a life, then you will get out of here, if anyone is willing to take you in, you will go to someone's house to live, if you are not hungry, you have two meals, you don't know whether oil is expensive or rice is expensive." ”
After hearing this, she was even more heartbroken, and rushed out of the door without looking back, there was nothing worth her affection for in this home, the world was so ruthless and indifferent to her, she had never cared for her, nor cherished her, nor was there anything worthy of her nostalgia. Unable to find the reason and courage to live, she finds herself a burden to her parents and an outcast of the world.
She ran and ran, I don't know how long, and when you stopped to catch her breath, she found that her stomach was screaming with hunger, and her body was tired from exhaustion, and she felt very, very tired. So, she walked to a street corner with her head bowed and squatted down, and wept silently and sadly alone, not far away, the cold wind blew the yellow leaves off the ground, and the bare branches made her unable to see signs of life and hope, and the world around her was full of darkness and fear. In this way, the tired sleepiness began to slowly hit her, and the discouraged heart fell asleep unconsciously. But unexpectedly, it was this sleep that became a long sleep, and she never woke up again.
Hunger, melancholy, sadness, fear and despair came at her together, and when all these bad emotions were at the same time, you can imagine how much pressure Discouragement had to bear in her heart at that time, and her young mind could not withstand such pressure after all, so that this invisible pressure finally completely destroyed this weak woman as young as a flower, and the fiery flower of life withered and withered.
By the time the discouraged parents notice something is wrong and go out to look for her, it's too late. There is nothing more mourning than the death of the heart, and the death of the heart means that you have lost confidence in life, so that all your thoughts are lost, and all you see will be despair, and you will have nothing to love. At this time, death, I am afraid, is the only relief. And the discouragement left the heart like this.