8. Moving
Su Ran looked at every scene and object in the house and felt extremely nostalgic and reluctant, when he moved, Song Hao found a big car, Su Ran smiled wryly, and said: I actually don't have so many things, why bother to mobilize the people. Song Hao grinned: I'm afraid that my Jetta car won't fit, so I'll find a buddy's car to pull goods. Song Hao moved things down from the fourth floor one by one, and waited for him and Su Ran to finish moving the last piece of luggage. Su Ran stood downstairs and looked at the window on the fourth floor where he had lived, he had lived here with Shao Yajun for several years, thinking of the roar of the train every night, and felt that the whole building was trembling. Shao Yajun and her have too many memories in this dilapidated old building. She felt a slight pain in the depths of her heart. Song Hao looked at her and shouted: Su Ran, hurry up and get in the car, don't stand in a daze, it's cold outside, get in the car, Su Ran got in the car. smiled at Song Hao, and then said: Let's go, Song Hao.
When he returned to his small courtyard with Song Hao, several tenants at home greeted him warmly when they saw Song Hao. The room is about forty square meters, there is a separate kitchen in the house, kitchen utensils and tableware are readily available, there is a bathroom, and the towels and bath towels in the bathroom are all new. She thought it was all bought by Song Hao in advance. The house was very warm, the floor was warm, the house was very warm, and after entering the house, she took off her coat, a wide knitted sweater inside, and jeans underneath. I wore a pair of casual shoes with cotton. She said: Song Hao, this house is really directly checked in, you are ready for everything, usually so rough, this time you are really careful, thank you. Song Hao smiled and said: "I have many advantages, you slowly find out, don't be so polite, you can come to me to ask for knowledge, I have a room next to you, you can come to visit after you clean up, I specially vacant this room for you, I just want you to be closer to me, haha." After speaking, he remembered something, and then said: "Su Ran, your little Mulan is still downstairs with you, I'll find a guy from the game hall to ride back for you, don't ride to work in the future, the weather is warm and I want to ride again, now I can send you every day." Su Ran thought for a while and said, "It's still early, I'll go out, you don't need to send me, I'll take the bus, what should you be busy with." Song Hao was about to open his mouth and say to send her, seeing that she didn't want to let her send it, he would let her go.
She took the bus to the parking place of the old building, rode Xiao Mulan straight to the store where she bought the car, parked the car at the door, and asked: Is the boss there? The guy came out and asked: Hello, are you repairing a car or buying a car? Su Ran said: I want to sell the car, I bought it at your house, I have an invoice, I have been riding it for nearly three years, the car is in good condition, how much is it? The guy looked at the car, and he did ride it with love. But when he opened his mouth, he said: 400 yuan! Su Ran sneered and said: It's really ruthless, the motorcycle that was more than 5,000 yuan when I bought it is now giving me 400 yuan. The boss said at the counter: Six hundred, if you want to sell it, put it here. Su Ran could give more if she bargained again, she didn't bother to say it. Pick up six hundred dollars and leave. This little Mulan carries Shao Yajun through the streets and alleys every day, so I will deal with it, goodbye, little Mulan, goodbye, Yajun.
Shao Yajun didn't call, she sometimes thought about riding Xiao Mulan to the gate of the Cultural Palace after work, and then suddenly realized that Shao Yajun had left. Little Mulan has also been sold. At such a young age, she has quickly married and had children, she thought to herself, this is not a bad thing for Shao Yajun, there is no need to crawl in society, let alone fight in the workplace. Isn't there an old saying that it's better to marry well than to do well, this is not a good destination for her, she just got too deep into the play by herself and couldn't get out.
When she went back at night, Song Hao saw her and asked: Where is your motorcycle? She said, "It's sold, six hundred dollars." He smiled self-deprecatingly. Song Hao glanced at her and said, "Sell it, just sell it, just be happy." ”
She still goes to work step by step, but she doesn't have the passion she used to have, and she is indifferent to everything. Without Mulan, she takes the bus to work every day, wakes up a little earlier than usual, and it is not as convenient as before to visit customers. She doesn't even want to wear high heels anymore when she walks, but a suit and trousers with casual shoes are really the most ridiculous outfit. She suddenly lost her enthusiasm for her work, she lost her enthusiasm for everything. Sometimes when she sees a customer, she sees that the other party's mouth keeps moving, but she doesn't hear what the other party is saying, she can't concentrate, and the whole person is depressed.
Sometimes she goes back to her parents to see them, but she doesn't talk much. Mother asked with concern: What's wrong with you, Xiao Ran, the mood is not right, if you have anything, you can say that if the work is not going well, you can not do it, this time your parents will not talk about you. Su Ran said softly: I moved, I went to Song Hao's small courtyard, he left me a vacant room, and he helped me move. Mother Su sighed and said: Song Hao, this child is good, and he has been taking care of you so much all these years. What about Yajun, did you move with you? Su Ran said: She left and went back to get married. Su Mu said: You are married at such a young age, you are still here, you should think about your own affairs, Yajun is a good girl! Obviously, Su Ran's mother never realized the strange relationship between her daughter and Yajun. Father Su smiled and said: Your mother and I have been waiting for you to find a partner quickly, and we are waiting for you to get married and give you the passbook, but when you buy a house, you can make some efforts. How long do you want us to wait, old girl!
Song Hao was very happy in the game hall, sitting in front of the computer every day and humming a little song, thinking that Su Ran could move to her every day, and he was extremely happy. He called all the women he had occasionally looked for once or twice before, asking them not to look for him again in the future, and he stopped playing. After driving back in the evening, he bought some fruits and snacks for Su Ran, and when he got home, the lights in Su Ran's house were still on, he knocked on the door and went in, and put things on the coffee table. Su Ran said: "Don't keep buying things here, I can't remember to eat." Song Hao smiled and said: You can't remember to eat, but I have to remember to buy, save when you want to eat it.
Shao Yajun is at her mother-in-law's house and has no friends. There was no one to talk to, she wanted to call Su Ran several times and gave up, she chose a way of life, and gave up another way of life. My mother-in-law stewed chicken soup many times in a row. She wanted to vomit when she drank it, but she was embarrassed to say that she secretly threw the chicken into the trash can and was found by her mother-in-law who cleaned up. The mother-in-law said a little unhappily: Yajun, pregnant people drink more chicken soup to make up, if you don't like to eat, you can tell me, this is a specially bought local chicken, expensive, what a waste of things! Shao Yajun whispered: I'm sick when I eat greasy now. Just eat some clear soup noodles, no meat or anything. The mother-in-law said again: Then where is it, I can't treat my grandson in your belly badly, you see that you are thin now, you have to eat some if you can't eat, even if you vomit, you can absorb some. Shao Yajun stopped talking, turned his head and stopped looking at her. Pick up a book and read it. When her mother-in-law saw her reading a book, she said: How can a pregnant person always stare at a book, how ruined his eyes. She put the book down and silently returned to her room.
In the spring of the following year, when Su Ran proposed her resignation to the company's leaders, the leaders talked to her for a long time to keep her. She still left resolutely, and the leader regretted it in every way. When she returned to her lodgings, she felt that she had been sleepless lately, and that she had been drowsy. She turned off the lights and slept until she was woken up by Song Hao's knock on the door. Song Haojin said with a smile: I called you at the door, and I heard the phone ringing in the house, so I knocked on the door, you are really good, go to bed so early. She rubbed her eyes and said, "What time is it?" Song Hao said: Half past eight in the evening. She counted her fingers and said, "Oh, I slept for five hours." Song Hao, I resigned, I feel very tired, I don't want to go to work anymore, I want to take a break for a while. Song Hao smiled and said: It's okay to resign, it's time to rest. Song Hao said: Let's travel, it's spring, go out for a walk. Let's go to Suzhou. Su Ran nodded and said: Okay, whatever you want, you can go anywhere.
Song Hao took Su Ran on the train to Suzhou together. Suzhou is so beautiful, with clear water and blue sky, and pleasant scenery. There's a hint of moisture in the air. He took Su Ran to all the shops selling national costumes on the street, selling ancient fans and all kinds of silk scarves. Su Ran was wearing a silk scarf in a national costume, and his hair was scattered. Song Hao smiled and said: It's still like this, the hair is scattered and looks good, it's so beautiful. Su Ran smiled and didn't speak. They (they) tasted the local snacks, and Song Hao said while eating: It's delicious, Su Ran, you see, the scenery here is picturesque, and the four seasons are like spring. It's good for us to live here. Su Ran smiled and said, "Beauty is indeed beautiful, but I don't plan to live here." It's a good place to relax. "He (she) is playing in the river in a small boat, and those buildings that are suitable for the past and the present are fascinating. Stayed in an inn built by the lake at night, the decoration style has no traces of modern style at all, very original town. Even this inn is like a fantasy utopia. Song Hao said: Open two, or one. Listen to you. Su Ran said: One room, it's the tourist season, and we can also chat, it's best to have two beds in one room.
As Su Ran said, one room has two beds. Exceptionally cosy room, the smell of sandalwood in the room calms the mood. The two changed their pajamas separately and finished washing. They all sat up against the head of the bed. Su Ran got up and poured water into Song Hao's cup and poured it for himself. Su Ran spoke first: I have never seen her for the first time, and I can't tell this feeling myself, but I like to be with her, no matter what I do, as long as I am with her, I am very happy. Her smile, her bowing and looking back all made me dream. I understand that I can't get out on my own, and I may just be a hurried passer-by in her life, a little light in her ignorant years. And she will never be in my heart. You are good to me, I understand, moved. But I can't do what I do to her, you know? Song Hao listened quietly, and then said: "I understand, I don't mind, I just feel sorry for you, I feel very uncomfortable watching you get drunk, struggling, and collapse step by step." "He sat down, took her hand, and put it in the position of his heart, can you feel it?