5. Confusion
Su Ran's life is still like a desperate Saburo, working tirelessly to overcome one difficulty after another. The Xiao Han incident passed, and everything returned to calm. Su Ran sometimes reflects on whether he has overprotected Shao Yajun. And Shao Yajun seemed to have suddenly awakened, she felt that she was not an instinctive rejection of a man like Su Ran, if she met a man who was good to her like Su Ran did to her, she would be acceptable, she had never entered a period of confusion, she was twenty years old, and she had not been in contact with any boy before Su Ran. Su Ran acted as the enlightenment teacher of her spiritual world, she relied on her, followed her footsteps, with her by her side, her heart was down-to-earth and stable, she was no longer lonely, no longer alone. Xiao Han's appearance broke this peace, and a certain consciousness of her revived, but she also knew that Xiao Han was not her beloved. met in the Cultural Palace, and the two never said hello again, and a few days later, a sexy and enchanting woman appeared next to Xiao Han. She and Su Ran still lived every day as if nothing had happened.
Su Ran was busy in the company, and Song Hao was waiting for her downstairs. Song Hao smiled at her and said, "Let's go, Su Ran, get in the car, let's go find a place to talk, and eat something by the way at noon." Su Ran said: "I still have to go to the customer, another day?" Song Hao said: "Don't delay your business, just the time for a meal." ”
Su Ran got into the car, Song Hao found a restaurant, and Su Ran sat down by the window. She asked, "You didn't sleep last night, why did you have a scruffy beard, and your spirit is not very good." Song Hao squeezed out a little smile and said: "Su Ran, I just couldn't sleep and drink some wine last night, so I was in a bad mood today, I repeatedly thought last night that we had known each other for so long, and your attitude towards me had always been thought to be my problem, but I suddenly realized that it was your problem." Do you find a psychiatrist? Su Ran smiled heartily: "What kind of wind are you smoking, which psychiatrist am I looking for, I'm very good." Song Hao carefully organized the language in his heart, and said: "Su Ran, you and Shao Yajun are inseparable every day, live together, she makes friends, you open people's heads, this is not normal, do you realize." Su Ran sat up straight: "If she makes friends who are worth interacting with, I won't interfere, she's too simple, I'm protecting her." Song Hao fell into silence, and then said: "Don't forget that you are also a girl, you will get married, have children, and enter the family in the future." You can't protect her all the time, she'll grow gradually. Su Ran didn't speak after hearing this. After a while, he said to himself: This tea has too many tea leaves today, it's too bitter.
In the evening, Su Ran went to the Cultural Palace to pick up Shao Yajun, Shao Yajun walked towards her with a smile, her hair was blown around by the breeze, and her white skirt made her skin whiter and whiter. She got into the car and put her arms around her waist, leaned on her back and said, "Tomorrow my mother will come here to see me, I often tell my mother about you, and she wants to see you too." Su Ran smiled and said, "Okay, let her stay with us for a few days and take her around to play."
The two went to the supermarket at the door to buy vegetables, and Shao Yajun carefully picked seasonal vegetables, fruits, meat and fish. At the beginning of the year, Su Ran bought a freezer, and sometimes he could eat for several days when he bought more vegetables, which was much more convenient. After going back, Su Ran and Shao Yajun were in the kitchen together, Shao Yajun chose vegetables and washed vegetables. Washing dishes, Su Ran chopping vegetables, cooking, the two of them talked and laughed, Su Ran glanced at Shao Yajun who lowered his head to wash vegetables from time to time, and his heart was so warm. Suddenly said: "Yajun, if you are no longer by my side one day, will I be lonely and old?" Shao Yajun looked up at her, she didn't know how to answer the question. She wanted to say, I'll always be there for you, just like now, but she didn't. Su Ran was so good to her that she wiped her hands and hugged her from behind.
Shao Yajun's mother arrived and brought them a lot of delicious food. Her mother looked young, had long hair, was haphazardly tied back her head, and dressed modestly. Su Ran saw her greet affectionately, Shao Yajun's mother said: Thank you for taking care of Yajun, this is her first job, I really don't feel at ease when she is alone outside, thank you. Su Ran smiled and said: Auntie is too polite. Shao's mother took Shao Yajun's hand, looked at her lovingly, and said, "The girl looks very good, and I feel at ease when I see that you are all good", Shao Yajun smiled sweetly. Su Ran cooked in the evening, finished eating, and cleaned up. The living room is an old-fashioned folding sofa, and Su Ran said, "Yajun, you and your aunt sleep in the bed, and I sleep on the sofa." Shao's mother said, "Then what's the matter, I'll sleep on the sofa, and you two will sleep on the bed." Su Ran said: "How can I let you sleep on the sofa, and as he spoke, he hugged a quilt and put it on the sofa." ”
The next day happened to be Saturday, I went to the company to order a little and came back, and Shao Yajun took Shao Mu to go around the big and small attractions in the city, Su Ran introduced Shao Mu like a tour guide, Shao Mu kept saying: "Su Ran, your eloquence is really good, you can be a tour guide." Su Ran said: "I was born in this small city, and I am very familiar with every grass and tree, because I am familiar with it, so I understand." Shao Yajun held her mother's arm, and Su Ran took pictures of their mother and daughter all the way.
Shao's mother left on Monday, and her life went on as planned. Every day, after Su Ran was busy with all the things at hand, he would ride Xiao Mulan to the Cultural Palace and go back with Shao Yajun. And Song Hao still calls every day, and every time he says she listens. After they went back, when they didn't go out, Su Ran copied the album, and Shao Yajun looked at the book quietly. Even if the two didn't speak, they occasionally looked up at each other and smiled, it was so quiet and peaceful.
This year, they were together. At the end of the year, the company's art show, Su Ran also had a program, she sang an old song, "I only care about you", Shao Yajun was in the audience, listening to Su Ran singing emotionally "Let time go by, I only care about you...". Her eyes had been staring at herself, looking at each other as if she had a thousand words. After singing the thunderous applause backstage, Song Hao was also offstage, listening to Su Ran's affectionate singing, he wished that this song was sung to himself. He has been waiting for her, hoping that she will accept herself, but she is as unbreakable as a hard rock with gender mistaste, and maybe what you can't get will always be the best. He is a man, he needs the comfort of women, and there will be women around him, which is the comfort of his flesh. For him, Su Ran is a yearning for his wife, a kind of spiritual attachment. After the end, Song Hao stepped forward to greet Su Ran and Shao Yajun: "Let's have a meal together." Su Ran looked at Shao Yajun, and then nodded.
When they arrived at the hotel, the three of them sat down, Su Ran and Shao Yajun sat side by side, and Song Hao sat opposite them, sometimes smiling and sometimes whispering. Song Hao poured them a brewed jasmine tea, the aroma was overflowing, Song Hao took a sip and said: "Su Ran, it's too noisy for you to live there, I used to say that you should move over, maybe you weren't familiar at that time, you refused, we have known each other for almost two years now, we should be able to rest assured." I have a good environment there and convenient transportation, so I have not rented one yet, but I keep it for you. Su Ran smiled and said, "Song Hao, you said it a year ago, and I refused." I received your kindness, but I'm used to living there, the building is old, you don't know that I am nostalgic for the old." He asked Shao Yajun, "Yajun, what do you think, do you want to move?" Shao Yajun said shyly: "I listen to Su Ran, she can live wherever she wants." After saying that, the two looked at each other and smiled. Song Hao looked at Su Ran and said: "Su Ran, the three of us are here today, I want to say, I have been waiting for you, I have always kept your place in my heart, I don't care what your emotional outlook is, I believe that anything can be changed, one day Yajun will always be married, just sooner or later, you also have to be a wife and a mother." Shao Yajun became cramped and a little embarrassed. Su Ran looked at Shao Yajun, and then said to Song Hao unashamedly: "Can you not meet and talk about this, and in front of Yajun, can you have a quiet meal." Besides, you're not idle, don't you have a woman by your side from time to time. Song Hao wanted to explain and closed his mouth again. Several people fell silent and bowed their heads to eat.
After that, Song Hao just called her every day, and Su Ran also habitually sent him delicious food made by his mother, even if she didn't talk about love, Song Hao's affection for her was incomparable to anyone. She sometimes sees young and beautiful girls looking for him, lying next to him and watching him play games, he saw Su Ran coming over and pushing away the woman who was sticking to him, the woman's eyebrows were horizontal, and she said, "What are you pushing, why didn't you push me in bed last night." Song Hao glanced at her and said, "I'm not happy to throw the new mobile phone and necklace I bought on the table, and I'll give you a discount." The woman scolded Song Hao with her bag on her back, "Stupid, don't look for me in the future" and turned her head and left. Su Ran smiled disapprovingly.
The principal came, talked to Shao Yajun, and began to say some polite words, asking how the students were recently, whether she was in a good state recently, and so on. After that, somehow talked about Su Ran, principal: Yajun, you are considered to have grown up under my watch, you have been well-behaved and obedient since you were a child, and you are deferent to your elders. Su Ran is a very good girl, and she works hard and hard. Does she have a boyfriend, she doesn't seem to be small, right? Shao Yajun said: "She is almost twenty-five years old, her mind is all about work, and she has no friends. The headmaster continued, "I am relieved that you live with her every day. Next year, next year one of my distant nephews will come back from other places, I will introduce you to each other, the family is our hometown, is an only child, and he also bought a house in the city, he himself opened a store selling department stores in Qinghai, at first he worked there, and then found that there are many Tibetans in Qinghai, and they are not short of money, so he asked his parents to help open a store, in addition to department stores and seafood. Business is also good, the kid has a very smart brain, he will come back in mid-May next year, and you will see you then. His name is Chen Lang, and he is three years older than you. Your personality is not as hot as Su Ran, you can break through in society, and when you meet a good boy when you are old, marriage can also make you grow. Shao Yajun listened quietly and didn't say a word. The principal finally asked: What do you think? Shao Yajun nodded and said, "Okay, listen to you." ”
Before Su Ran and Shao Yajun did not appear in Chen Lang, the two of them resumed their original happy time, and Su Ran never took Shao Yajun and Song Hao to meet again. The days passed, every day, Su Ran went to work, got off work, the Cultural Palace, and home. Then he took Shao Yajun through the streets and alleys, and walked to every corner of the town. When it is in season, she will take Shao Yajun to the mall, and the two of them will buy two sets of clothes that fit, and Su Ran will take the list and settle the account in advance. Shao Yajun is a person who has no pursuit of clothing, jewelry, and cosmetics, she does not like luxury, often white shirts, over-the-knee skirts, or white shirts, jeans, she has a soft spot for white. She doesn't remember any celebrities and is face blind. She doesn't watch variety shows, she doesn't like gossip, and her personality is as quiet as a lake. She said softly: Why did you settle the account, she calculated the price of the blouse and pants, and handed the money to Su Ran. Su Ran smiled and didn't answer. said: "Give it to you, you can take it, my income this year is not bad." Shao Yajun blushed and said, "It's not easy for you all day long, it's so hard in the wind and rain every day, you have to take it, you usually pay for eating and buying vegetables." Besides, the choices are all casual clothes, and I can pay for them myself. Su Ran had no choice but to take the money and laugh it.
There are also two or three good girls in a department in Su Ran's company, who can talk to each other. often ride together to make appointments with customers, they help each other at work, they can't see through her private life, the whole company knows that there is a Song Hao, and even more knows that she has an inseparable Shao Yajun who lives together, and often ridicules Shao Yajun as her little girlfriend, and they all know that he is lukewarm to Song Hao, but people are heart-to-heart for her. The male colleagues in the company chatted privately, Su Ran and we worked together to fight for customers, grab resources, and work was called a passionate, and I had never seen her bow her eyebrows to any man. This is a woman like a man!
In mid-May of the following year, Chen Lang returned, and his appearance broke Su Ran's peaceful life. When the principal brought this Chen Lang, Shao Yajun had not yet finished class, waiting for Shao Yajun to leave class. Seeing Chen Lang in the reception room, Chen Lang quickly stood up and greeted her, saying, "Hello, my name is Chen Lang." Shao Yajun said shyly: "Hello, my name is Shao Yajun." Shao Yajun looked at the man in front of him, he was of medium height, he looked strong, with big eyes, long eyelashes, and his skin was that kind of wheat color, not white, but it looked healthy. Chen Lang saw that Shao Yajun was a little restrained. said: "I heard my uncle often mention you, saying that you are a very good girl, dedicated to your work, and very sunny and kind in life. Shao Yajun smiled shyly. He whispered, "I always hear the principal talk about you, saying that when boys at this age were playing, you started your business." He smiled, the tiger teeth were exposed, and his facial features were vivid, and he continued: I was really not used to going to Qinghai when I first went to Qinghai, and people who first went there would have altitude sickness, and then I slowly got used to it for a long time, and then I found that there were business opportunities there, and the people there were simple, and people were not short of money, and sometimes they had to run far to buy things, so I planned to sell department stores and seafood there, and told my parents that they (she) were very supportive. I used my savings and my parents' financial support to open a shop, and the business was so good that I couldn't do it alone, so I asked my parents to help me too. After he finished speaking, he looked at Shao Yajun, Shao Yajun just smiled and listened, nodding from time to time. He is very satisfied with Shao Yajun, she meets all the aesthetics of women in his heart, gentle, dignified, like Qingshui Hibiscus. Shao Yajun was not good at words, and after listening to him, he said: "You are still quite down-to-earth and capable." Chen Lang was very good at talking, chatted for a long time, and talked very happily, until Su Ran's little Mulan stopped at the door. The students were all picked up by their families one after another, Shao Yajun hadn't come out yet, she dialed the phone, and the last ones who came out were Shao Yajun and the boy named Chen Lang.