4. Estrangement
Winter has passed, spring has come, everything has recovered, people have taken off their thick cotton clothes, and there are more people outside with their children to play in the square or park, and spring has filled people with vitality and hope. Su Ran was still dressed in a professional suit, riding Xiao Mulan and taking Shao Yajun to his parents' house for dinner, and as soon as he entered the door, his mother greeted him affectionately: Yajun, Xiao Ran has been talking about you all day long, and I finally saw you, what a quiet child! Shao Yajun greeted shyly: Hello aunt, hello uncle. The four of them sat around and ate happily, Su Ran kept putting vegetables for Shao Yajun, and said in his mouth: "My mother's cooking skills are good, you eat this crispy meat, and this, eat more." Shao Yajun nodded with a shallow smile. Su Ran's mother said: "Yajun, this child is well-behaved at a glance, unlike us Xiao Ran who has been like a tomboy since he was a child, if I have a son, I have to make you a daughter-in-law!" Father Su couldn't help but smile on the side: "You want your son to go crazy, Yajun, this kid looks steady and delicate." Shao Yajun smiled shyly, talking and laughing during the banquet, it was really like a family, Su Ran's heart was warm. After eating, the two entered Su Ran's small bedroom, although Su Ran rarely came back to live, but the room was cleaned up by Su's mother and kept in order. Su Ran put her arms around Shao Yajun's neck and sat together looking at the photos of her from childhood to adulthood, Shao Yajun couldn't help but smile when she saw the photos when she was a child, with a resolute expression, her lips pursed slightly, and her hair was a boy's short hair. I couldn't help whispering: You really looked like a boy when you were a child, and you looked like you. Su Ran said with a smile: "I didn't grow long hair until I was eighteen years old, and it was only under the persuasion of my mother that I kept it, and I said that I would look for my mother-in-law in a few years when I was older, and I should have a girl, haha," Su Ran said: "When I was in school, there were no boys chasing me, I always fought with them, called me brothers, and they didn't treat me as a girl. Shao Yajun said with a smile: "I am a good student in school, a good child in the eyes of my parents, never get into trouble, do not spend money indiscriminately, follow the rules, do everything seriously, when the boy chases me when I am older, I am avoiding rejection, studying with my head stuffy, not communicating with boys, since I was a child, my mother said that I should be like a girl, and I can't pull and pull with boys." Maybe I'm late to the ropes and slow to get emotional. Although I studied very hard, I was not admitted to university, and I became a mental arithmetic teacher by mistake, but I am very satisfied, I am very happy with my children, and I have met you, we have endless topics to talk about, sympathize with each other, and complement each other's personalities. After hearing this, Su Ran put his arm around her shoulders and said: It's good to have you!
Usually, after Su Ran is busy with work, it has become a fixed habit for her to ride Xiao Mulan to pick up Shao Yajun, and Song Hao will often go to see her, and then she is not as stubborn as last year, saying that she will be given enough time to accept him. She doesn't hate Song Hao, including his lack of love in childhood, the absence of his parents, all of which make her sympathetic, sometimes her mother does something delicious, she will also use a lunch box to send Song Hao to the game hall, and she doesn't stay and leaves, and she never transitions to the level of love for him.
Sometimes Song Hao would drive far away at the door of her company to watch her ride away in the dust, and he would sometimes stop near the Cultural Palace, watching Su Ran carry Shao Yajun out of the Cultural Palace, Shao Yajun leaned his head on Su Ran, hugged Su Ran with both hands, his long hair fluttered in the wind, and both of them smiled so sweetly. That kind of laughter, Su Ran has never smiled at herself. Feeling a little tingling in his heart, he felt a trace of trance in his heart, and a thought flashed and disappeared in an instant. He interrupted his ridiculous thoughts again, thinking that he was thinking too much.
When Su Ran was resting in Shao Yajun, after the morning meeting, she basically took her to every corner of the town in the afternoon, and all the attractions they went to took a lot of group photos, the background photo in Su Ran's QQ is a group photo of the two, and the album is the imprint of every place the two have been. They would sit in a park for a long time, quietly watching the uncles and aunts of the ticket friends singing, and judging the clothes of the women who passed by. Sometimes I will buy tickets to enter the attractions in the city, the buildings inside have gone through thousands of years of changes in the times, and they are basically built later, but the antique charm is still there, as if in that ancient era, there are not too many tourists, and sometimes the tour guide will explain to the people. Su Ran and Shao Yajun listened attentively word by word not far from the side, and the two would say their own opinions to each other after listening. At that time, Su Ran bought a Samsung camera of more than 1,000 yuan, and the two took pictures while walking, and the camera later recorded all the moments of their lives. They stayed for an afternoon, and in Su Ran's words, they wanted to see the ticket money back. Every street and alley in the city, I walked together, and all the snacks were tasted. They will go to the night market together at night to buy cheap and exquisite gadgets, she sometimes has a whim to paint Shao Yajun a thick makeup at night, and her hair is made strange, and then she takes a picture with a camera, and after the shooting, she will say seriously: "Yajun, you are really not suitable for makeup, your face is like a hibiscus out of water, and you will be different when you put on makeup, haha." Shao Yajun pretended to be angry and said: "It's not that you have made me unrecognizable." After washing and lying down, Su Ran hugged her waist and fell asleep. At night, accompanied by the sound of rumbling trains from time to time, although it is noisy, I am really reluctant to move after living for so long.
Su Ran's business ability has also been continuously improved, and the department manager will perform her every morning meeting and let her speak on stage. Her eloquence and her character have become more and more stable in the company's experience, and the youth period has gradually faded. She thinks that face is sometimes not so important, she can now bring new people, Mo Bai, sweep the building, shopping malls, hypermarkets, and clothing wholesale markets have become her battlefields. She firmly believes that no matter how many times she refuses, if she persists, there will always be a time for success.
When Shao Yajun told Su Ran that a boy was chasing her, she was stunned. Su Ran asked: Who is it and how did you meet? Shao Yajun said: "I opened a Latin dance studio upstairs in the Cultural Palace, because they are all in the same courtyard, I often see them, so he asked me to call and I couldn't refuse, so I gave it to him, and then in the past few days, he has frequently called, sent messages, and always ordered meals to be delivered." After listening to this, Su Ran obviously said unpleasantly: "The man who teaches dancing is more enchanting than the woman, and he feels frivolous when he thinks about it, how can you call someone casually, you don't know how that person is, he just looks at you as simple." Shao Yajun saw that she was not pleased, and hurriedly said: "It's all in the same courtyard, I will give you the phone if you want it, and I will point him out to you tomorrow when you go to the Cultural Palace." ”
The next day, Su Ran finished the matter at hand and hurried to the Cultural Palace, when Shao Yajun pointed out the Latin dance teacher to her, she looked at him scrutinically, tall and thin, with fair skin that made many women embarrassed, and the most obvious figure was the buttocks wrapped in the leggings, and the thin single eyelid. looks like a proper Korean version of a handsome guy. Su Ran thought to himself that he hated men wearing leggings the most. turned his head and teased Shao Yajun: "It's really white and beautiful"! Shao Yajun patted her gently: Your mouth is really unforgiving. I didn't expect him to come over after a while. also carried a bag of fruits, smiled and said to Shao Yajun: "Buy you some seasonal fruits, eat more fruits and have better skin", his voice is very masculine, not at all girly. Shao Yajun didn't answer, looked at him and said, "This is Su Ran, my friend, and you don't have to break the bank." He smiled and said: "My name is Xiao Han, it's a pleasure to meet you, I've been here for two months, and I've been on the city's local TV dance program and won awards before, but I love dance, so I opened a dance studio", Su Ran also gave him a smile: "I, Su Ran, work in Shanda." Xiao Han said: "Actually, I often see you coming to pick up Yajun, but you haven't spoken closely." After Xiao Han said hello, he insisted on putting down the fruit and left.
Almost every day, Shao Yajun has to see Xiao Han, and he can't turn a blind eye, so he inevitably greets him every day. When it was time to get off work, he would ask her out for dinner again, but she mostly refused. When Xiao Han is not in class, he wears very decent clothes. Every day, Su Ran would come to pick up Shao Yajun, and when Xiao Mulan arrived in the courtyard, she saw Xiao Han chattering crookedly beside Shao Yajun again, and her heart was not very happy, Xiao Han was a prodigal son in her heart, she shouted from afar: Yajun, let's go home and cook hot pot! Xiao Han nodded to her, and she nodded too. He said to Shao Yajun: "How do I feel that she is in charge of you!" ”
Su Ran was busy until late, and a customer in the suburbs signed an order, and she ran before and after, the bank, the company, and the customer's home. When everything was done and it was past Shao Yajun's time to get off work, the Cultural Palace was empty. She called Shao Yajun: "Yajun, where are you, have you gone back by yourself?" Shao Yajun on the other end of the phone said: "Eat with Xiao Han, on Renmin Road, a Sichuan restaurant, we have been here." Su Ran concealed his unhappiness and said softly: "Then you come back early after eating, and I will pick you up after eating." Shao Yajun on the other end of the phone said: I know. Su Ran ate hastily by herself, watching a movie on the computer while waiting for her to come back, she felt that time had passed so long, since she met Shao Yajun, this was the first time she went out alone with a man, she was not at ease, she felt that Shao Yajun had no ability to protect herself at all, and the outside world was dirty. Waiting was a torturous thing, and she fidgeted. Texted her, "Haven't you finished eating so late, but don't drink, usually you get dizzy when you drink, I'm worried about you." The text message didn't go back, and she was nervous. She couldn't watch what was going on in the movie at all, she couldn't help but go downstairs and ride directly to Shao Yajun's place to eat, but she didn't see Shao Yajun. She panicked even more, and dialed Shao Yajun's phone again, but no one answered the phone, she dialed more than 20 times in a row, and the phone finally got through, and she was relieved. She asked angrily: Where are you, I don't reply to text messages, and you don't answer the phone calls, what's the matter with you! The voice on the other side of the phone was very noisy, Shao Yajun's voice raised a lot and said: "In the candy KTV, the music inside is too noisy, and I didn't hear the sound of the mobile phone." I drank some wine and was dizzy. Su Ran said, "You wait, I'll go find you." Which room? 310, okay, wait for me. Xiao Han hung up the phone and said: "Are you your best friend or your mother, don't care so much, interfere with your life, she has a problem with her sexual orientation"! As he spoke, he hugged Shao Yajun into his arms, but Shao Yajun pushed him but couldn't push him, and said in his mouth, "Don't say Su Ran, she's the best for me, don't." Xiao Han's original intention was to finish eating, singing, and take Shao Yajun, who was overwhelmed by alcohol, back to his residence after singing, but he forgot that there was also a Su Ran. Xiao Han poured her another glass of wine, brought it to her mouth, and whispered in her ear: "Yajun, I liked you the first time I saw you, my mind is full of your shadow, I want to be with you, I will accompany you in the future, you can't live with Su Ran all the time, isn't that normal?" Shao Yajun's face was flushed, slightly drunk, and his ears were itchy by his breath. Xiao Han kissed Shao Yajun directly, Shao Yajun resisted at first, but then she felt like an electric current surging into her brain, numb and crispy, Xiao Han is a veteran in the love field, and her skills in picking up girls are quite good. The hand lost the strength to resist. When Su Ran pushed open the door and saw this scene, he dragged Shao Yajun away, took a bottle of beer and poured it directly on Xiao Han's head. Xiao Han was stunned, relieved himself and shouted at Su Ran: What are you doing, what are you crazy about! Su Ran: You took Yajun to KTV at night, drunk her, and took advantage of her, you will stay away in the future! Xiao Han was also angry: "Who are you, you care about her normal relationship between men and women, it's you who is abnormal." It is normal for men and women to hug, kiss, and sleep. Su Ran said: "You are talking nonsense, will normal interactions get the other party drunk, a daring thing!" Shao Yajun dragged Su Ran with a red face and said, "Let's go back, don't make any noise, don't make any noise." Su Ran helped Shao Yajun to leave, and Xiao Han was also angry: "Who are you scolding, your mouth is not dry and clean, don't think that you are a woman, I will not smoke you." He dragged Shao Yajun with the intention of drinking and didn't let her go. Su Ran's phone rang non-stop, it was all Song Hao's call, she hung up the phone, thinking that she still didn't let Song Hao come over, his temper was so hot, it was better not to come. Su Ran said: "If you don't let go, I'll call the police," Xiao Han said disdainfully: "The police care about men and women falling in love, they are not so idle," Su Ran took a wine bottle from the side and opened Xiao Han's head in a hurry, his hand was released, and the blood remained. Shao Yajun was frightened, and the wine woke up suddenly, took Su Ran's phone and dialed Song Hao, crying and saying, "Candy 310, Su Ran is fighting with others." Su Ran glanced at her, why did she call him. The waiter called the police, and when Song Hao arrived, the police car also came. Xiao Han went to bandage the wound, but fortunately there was no major problem. All three were taken to the police station, where they were taken for writing and questioning separately. Song Hao also drove to the police station with the police car, but could only wait outside. The police reprimanded several people and said: This Su Ran wants to write a letter of repentance and apologize deeply to the other party. Then bear all the medical expenses of the other party. And you, a boy, know that it's not right for other little girls to drink too much to drink and drink people, although love is free to talk about, but you can't lose your proportion. Then all kinds of criticism and education, it was almost dawn when he came out of the police station, Song Hao waited, and when he saw Su, he grabbed him, "Didn't you always say that I don't want me to be impulsive, how did you get on the platform, okay with you, learn to open people's heads, I respect you as a man", after saying teasingly, Chong Su Ran clenched his fists. Su Ran couldn't help but be happy, "At this time, I still joked, I really have you." Shao Yajun lowered his head and whispered with tears: "It's all my fault for this, if I don't go out, there will be nothing left." Su Ran comforted her in turn, isn't it okay. After coming out of the police station, Xiao Han was completely drunk, and felt that he would not look up and look down in the future, this city is so big, and he asked for enough medical expenses. I thought that I would never provoke Shao Yajun again in the future, and I thought that it was not worth soaking a girl's head and opening a scoop.
Song Hao sent the two back, it was dawn, the two of them lay down without saying anything, they each turned around and went to sleep, this was the first silence between the two people.