Chapter 15 Cutting is continuous, and the rationalization is chaotic

I think it was the second biggest time in my life, the first time I found out I was a girl.

"What do you say?" I'm sure I heard it right, but I feel the need to make sure again.

"I said I was originally a lace. What's wrong, what's the problem? The young lady looked calm.

"No, nothing."

What's the problem? Isn't there a problem? Such a domineering young lady, even if you are not lace, you can break many girls into lace.

And to be honest, I don't really have any dislikes for this kind of thing. To put it simply, I don't support or oppose it, and I'm certainly not either.

"Why don't you speak, could it be that you are actually too?" The young lady's voice became much softer, and it was much closer, and I could even feel the heat of her snort.

"No, I'm not." I felt a slight burn on my face.

Why are you hot? Obviously I'm not lace. That's right, yes, I understand, it's because although I am a girl on the outside, I am a boy on the inside. That's why it feels so unnatural, it must be like this.

The young lady leaned closer: "Isn't it?" Then why are you blushing like this? As she spoke, the young lady poked my cheek with her finger.

I couldn't sit still anymore and jumped up all of a sudden: "That, I'll go, um......"

What are you going to do? Don't crash my brain right now, give me an excuse.

"Forget it, I won't tease you. Look at the way you're fussing, as far as that? The young lady looked a little unhappy.

I smiled awkwardly and reached out and scratched my hair. But as soon as I scratched it, I immediately stopped. I'm a girl now, but why can't I remember this all the time, and unconsciously make some reactions that are basically only available to boys.

Fortunately, the young lady didn't notice my actions, and at this moment, she was pouting slightly, not knowing what to think again.

I didn't think the young lady was pretty before, but now I want to take back the preface. If there is a boy who knows this young lady deeply, there should be a great possibility that he will be fascinated by her, which should be regarded as a kind of beauty.

But it's a pity, the young lady is a lace.

I hesitated, walked back to the young lady and sat down: "That, sister......"

"Stop, stop, don't call me sister, it sounds like the female characters in some unpopular TV series call each other, it's not ugly. You don't know my name yet, my name is Cao Rui, two years older than you, just call me Sister Xiaorui. The young lady interrupted me.

"Okay. That, Sister Rui, why are you a lace? ”

Ah, seriously, who's going to slap me in the face. Why do I always ask such stupid questions?

Miss Xiaorui didn't seem to be angry, and looked at her as if she was thinking carefully about how to answer my question: "Well, it's easy to say, and it's troublesome to say." Let me ask you a question first, do you have a boyfriend? ”

Does this need to be asked? Of course, no. Not before, not now, and not in the future. But does this question have anything to do with whether she is lace or not?

"I don't have a boyfriend now, but if I'm in love, I've talked about it." I think I'm pretty good.

When you ask me if I have a boyfriend, you're actually concerned about my relationship. If I answered like this, firstly, I didn't lie, secondly, I concealed the fact that I was a boy, and thirdly, I gave the young lady an answer. It's really me, my brain is still spinning quite fast.

"Have you ever been in love? That's easy to explain. At this age, you must have experienced it, right? The young lady's face suddenly showed a slightly evil smile.

What to do? What am I going to do? Answer truthfully? But when it comes to asking me this question, it's clear that I was the first to ask the question.

"Not to the end." I muttered.

Oh my God, I actually said it. Ah, what did I do? I actually said such a thing to Miss Lace! Wrong! Wait a minute, I'm a girl now, so it doesn't seem to matter if I tell her, right? It doesn't matter! It's impossible for even girlfriends to discuss such a private topic, right? Even if it's discussed, it won't be so straightforward, right?

"Well, you're just like me. In that case, I think you should be able to understand it too. I still liked him at the time, but it was terrifying, what do you think? The young lady's voice became quieter and quieter.

Wait, what did Miss Xiaorui say? What do I hear? Is this the explanation for her becoming a lace? I seem. But what does this mean exactly?

Oh, I see, I see. But then again, horror? As for this point?

I subconsciously looked down.

"What are you doing with your head down? You can't have it. Miss Xiaorui couldn't help but laugh.

"Ahaha, yes, I can't have it either."

No way? The impossible is impossible!

I see, Miss Xiaorui wasn't actually lace at first, but she just got the kind of "male phobia" that I thought would only exist in fantasy worlds.

I don't know why, I suddenly felt that the boyfriend of the young lady was very pitiful. After all, I've also experienced being called a timeout in a pinch, so I can more or less understand his mood at the time.

Maybe she hasn't completely let go of herself in front of me, and since then, Miss Xiaorui has never mentioned that she is lace.

The time that follows can be said to be mixed with joy and regret. After all, he told his secret, and the distance between the young lady and me was invisibly pulled in a lot. The two of them enjoyed all the rides in Water World together.

For the first time in my life, I felt that it was really nice to be a girl, to be able to play so intimately with my little sister.

Damn! Why do I have such negative thoughts. Why can't you be more positive, vow to become a boy and then use your charm to straighten Miss Xiaorui?

Happy times are always short-lived, and originally I came to this water world to verify whether I really became a girl, and the fun was just incidental.

I've had enough fun, I'm tired, and it's time to think about the question I would have thought about avoiding before, and that is how I can get back to where I was.

Back in the familiar dressing room, I had already dressed, but Miss Xiaorui was still taking care of herself slowly, and Miss Xiaorui's mother, the aunt I had seen before, had already left impatiently.

"By the way, let's leave a contact information." Miss Xiaorui said to me as she put something on her eyebrows.

"Huh?" I was a little surprised.

"What? Don't want to? Don't worry, I'm not going to shoot at you. Miss Xiaorui continued to paint her eyebrows.

I'm not worried that you won't be able to make a move on me, or I'm a little worried that you won't be more accurate with me. Only this time, I didn't turn back into a boy halfway, but if we meet again next time, I'm really not sure what kind of attitude I will face you.

Forget it, there's no need to be so entangled. Let's talk about it then, the young lady is good, even if she makes a short-term friend.

"I didn't say I didn't want to, I was just a little tired, and I didn't react for a while. How to add you? Mobile phone number or? I said as I took my phone.

"Mobile phone number, I've bound the rest with my mobile phone number, you can find it. My phone number is ......"

However, I didn't listen to the numbers reported by the young lady at all, because I saw that Lu Haoran made more than 50 phone calls to me, as well as a lot of text messages.

I didn't rush to call back, but read the message he sent first. So much information is the same, it's a link to a website, and it looks like a link to a post in our school.

What is Lu Haoran sending me this for?

Oh no, this can't be a post about me, right?