Text/@盛秋冄

I like to watch the glittering screen while the single loops, the head rests on the warm pillows, and the time that seems to stretch infinitely, I will remember that I was on a journey.

The time of dreaming together seems to be stretched, like a romantic slitting of the wrists, watching the blood leave their bodies little by little, powerless to recover.

Do you leave home with such feelings?

Maybe you will feel that leaving is a relief, but after a long time, you will find helplessly, the farther you go, the easier it is to recall the clear temperature and throbbing emotions in your home.

You keep reminding yourself that you are leaving to forget, so you are very focused on the scenery outside your window.

To be honest, I don't want to record this text at all.

Remember, don't use your camera to record the scenery when you travel in the future, and don't focus on taking pictures and forget to enjoy the scenery.

Because only by embracing the scenery with your eyes, hands, and all your senses can you truly feel joy.

There should be many predecessors who said these words, but the descendants still can't escape the temptation of the camera.

Is it true that photographs are much more reliable than memories?

I can't reproduce how I felt at the time, I just honestly recorded how I felt when I saw my child who had left home. Maybe much later, when you sort through your memories, you will suddenly realize that you miss us so much.

In fact, at the same time, we are also hopelessly missing you.

These thoughts have been gradually boiled into a pot of porridge by time, sealing the throats of our villagers night and night.

There is no computer, no Internet, but I hope you can open the window every day and see the rising sun.

When eating, hopefully you'll be reminded of someone's love of making scrambled eggs with tomatoes that someone loves to eat.

Before going to bed at night, I hope you will hold a heavy novel and lie in bed and read it seriously.

When you are outside, you should be aware of the rain in time, and then find a place to shelter yourself, I hope you like to see the rain slide down the tip of the umbrella, short but beautiful.

Maybe after a long time you will find another landscape that you love and will no longer let you fall into nightmares.

You can do it. I once believed that the darkness in each of our eyes was our insistence on waiting for each other.

I don't even know what I like, but I won't forget you, and that's something I can boast about.

When you've been away for several light years, you get out of the car in a place that looks like our hometown, blowing the wind and watching a lot of people come and go.

Remember, don't speculate about their destination, just watch them away.

Leaving home is not a betrayal.

It's like if you have worked hard to take a long-distance bus, and after getting off the bus, you find that you don't like the scenery of this place, can you blame the car?

It's like when you thought you had embarked on a good journey, but you found that your destination disappointed you, and you can only regret that you forgot where the end was.

And like that, you get it, so you get off.

But dear passengers, I still wish you a pleasant journey.

Maybe the moment you embark on the journey home, you will understand that the things you deliberately pursue are often not in your hands, and the things you deliberately avoid are often impossible to avoid.

Remember that you are not moving away from a familiar family in order to lose something, but you want to be in an unfamiliar environment and acknowledge that you can.

If you don't know why you're leaving, be prepared to wait and the journey will tell you what you want.

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