Text/Qiu Yingluo

It's been three years, even though I have long forgotten what day we met, I can still feel the fragile and warm feelings slightly, and the feelings that are guarded in the palm of my hand.

Because of you, I came into contact with Station B, because of you, I entered the second dimension, and because of you, I fell in love with the East. What I once despised, what I didn't touch, what I hated, all became warm and kind because of you. We are friends who talk about everything, and we are lovers like glue.

Externally, I call you a little boyfriend, you are smaller than me, smarter than me, taller than me, heavier than me, whiter than me. In the past, I always thought that my boyfriend had to be 3 years older than me, but you, who are one year younger than me, are too like an uncle, but you are always attacking my heart.

The autumn wind blew on my cheeks, the maple leaves slowly fell to the ground, and one day, I finally realized that, yes, my heart was stolen by him. This heart thief...... Your words, your appearance, all come to my mind. I feel as if the whole world is you...... "I want you to ......" Gradually, I look for you more often than you look for me. Whenever you suddenly ignore me, suddenly don't reply to me, my heart beats like a young deer, don't you like me? Do you know I like you and avoid me? Do you already have a girl you like? All sorts of doubts came to my mind. I am always confused and puzzled...... Until you appear, all these doubts instantly turn into a plate of scattered sand. You are a god-like being, in my heart. I feel completely controlled by you, all the time, every minute, deep and unable to extricate myself. I was about to be swallowed by the black hole, but my mouth shouted, "Iwantyou!"

November 11, 2012 was a day I will never forget. That day, I confessed. I cursed in my heart: Why is it the rhythm of chasing backwards again......!! It's too much to breathe! We had known each other for about a year at the time, and I hadn't liked someone for that long.

"I like you, let's be together"

“......”

"Break up tomorrow!"

"Okay"

It seems like it's forced, you promised, we're together, well, we're together. I smiled happily. After November 11, no one mentioned the breakup. You like me too.

"Do you like me? ~”

"I like it."

"Then you say I like you."

"I like you" [Full screenshot!] This thing is underwhelming]

"Really~I like you too~"

“......”

We were as sweet as newlyweds, and I spent the day immersed in the honey pool, greedily sucking the honey. We greet the rising sun every day and miss in the night. You take care of me in every detail...... With you, it's very secure.

Gradually, the love cooled down, gradually, there was no frequent contact, I don't know when, it seems that there is no more like you in my world...... It's true...... Alienated.

Is it really going to end......

There are more people who care about me, take care of me, gradually heal my wounds, and replace you. You deliberately ignore me and alienate me. We're all running away from each other, all the time ...... are all running away......

It's time to let go.

"Do you like me or not?"

"Why ask such a question..."

......

"Can you tell me the answer?"

"Can I be silent?"

"Can When I'm Dead"

......

"I hope it's lovers, but I respect you"

"If you want to end, I have no objection"

......

"We're more like good friends now!!"

"If only you didn't have to be sad"

"Well, I won't, you say, answer"

"Engine Oil"

"Hmm"

......

A breakup is not the end, but a new beginning.

I hope you can be happy.

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