This time I ran home, in addition to meeting Lao Xie and Han Jingjing, there was another person I had a special meeting, and that was my mother.

Only mothers are good in the world, and mothers are like treasures. A motherless child is like a grass, where to find happiness without his mother's arms.

My mom left home when I was 10 years old, and I'm 28 years old, and I haven't seen her for 18 years.

Without her news, without her news, even the memories she gave me before are slowly eroding.

The only thing that impressed me was that the day before she left, it was raining heavily in the sky, my mother came to pick me up from school, and our mother and son held umbrellas, walking on the country road with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and my mother kept talking to me, all of which were admonishments: Ah Shao, take care of yourself more in the future, don't run to the river to play on rainy days; Ah Shao, your father has a bad temper, don't always talk back to her; Ah Shao, you have to study hard in the future and don't do bad things.

At that time, I was innocent, holding my mother's hand tightly, and promised her one by one.

It wasn't until I came home from school at noon the next day, I opened the door and saw Lao Xie squatting on the ground alone and smoking, spilling cigarette butts on the ground. kept patting Lao Xie with his trembling little hand, and let out a mournful wail: It's all you, everything is you, you know that you drink and gamble and beat your mother, you know that it makes her sad and sad, and you know that for yourself, even my mother and I didn't take care of it......

Lao Xie also cried, hugging me and crying.

Migratory birds are reluctant to migrate, and family affection is most afraid of parting.

After my mother left, there was no smell of home at home.

Lao Xie broke the jar and fell, and he was negative and depraved all day long. The temper is big, there are many complaints, and the people are wasted.

The upper beam is not correct and the lower beam is crooked, so I will come along.

Causing trouble, shouting and killing, I feel that the world owes me.

When we were growing up, we always waded through the muddy water, and we couldn't see the clarity.

We begin to shut up our hearts, and shut ourselves up from selfishness, self-hatred, self-abandonment, and self-abandonment.

After my mother was gone, we missed her for a while, and then began to forget about her as we drifted away, like a kite with a broken string, and we never remembered where it flew again.

This is true a year later, and it is true many years later.

If it weren't for me Xie Boy going to run away today, maybe I wouldn't miss my mother so much. I want to see my mother.

Be a blessing in disguise!

I have to go to my mom, and I'll see you again.

I found Lao Xie and had a showdown with him, saying, "Dad, what's wrong with us all these years, why did we forget about her after Mom left, and didn't follow her to find out, why are we so selfish and ruthless?" ”

Lao Xie took a cigarette in his mouth and said casually: "Stinky cub, after so many years, why are you mentioning her?" No one came back to see you, they don't want us anymore, why are you talking about people? ”

When I heard this, I angrily kicked a table with my foot and said, "What if people are in trouble? Why can't we understand her? ”

Lao Xie was stunned for a long time and said, "Understand! ”

I said, "Yes." So we have to understand people, and even find people, ask clearly? ”

Lao Xie stopped talking, and continued to smoke one cigarette after another.

After being silent for a long time, he said in shock: "Your mother, I actually bought it!" ”

When one stone stirs up a thousand waves, all the lakes will no longer remain calm.

When he was young, Lao Xie was also a ruffian, smoking, drinking, gambling and playing everything, although he had no ability, but he was very free and easy. The motorcycle puller in our town is a celebrity, a talker, a singer, a humorous person, and everyone likes to ride his motorcycle.

My mom was dragged home by his motorcycle to be his wife.

Lao Xie was able to start a family and start a business, and it became news. Everyone is boasting that Lao Xie is capable, a rotten gangster who is a hanger can also coax a woman from other places home, and the girl is not bad, which shows that Lao Xie is still a person with some ability.

Of course Lao Xie was happy, but he bragged when he met people, and he was proud for several years.

However, no one thought that since Lao Xie had left such a hand, he would do bad things that would only be done by ruffians.

No wonder, when I was a child, I never saw my mother's family, I only knew that she would sometimes look into the distance for a long time and secretly shed tears; No wonder, when I was a child, Lao Xie watched my mother so closely, and he scolded and called back and forth as if he had found a maid and came back; These memories of the past came flooding back to my heart, and I gritted my teeth at Lao Xie.

I grabbed Lao Xie's hand and walked outside: "Let's go to the police station, I want to report you for abducting and trafficking women?" ”

Lao Xie trembled and broke away from my hand, walked into the room, and left Zhen Zhen with words: "You stinky cub bastard, don't you want your father if your wings are hard?" When I was as old as you, I was a second-rate child every day, whose girl would follow me! If I hadn't bought a wife at that time, how could I have this home now, how could I have a stinky cub like you! ”

What Lao Xie said is also reasonable, and he also has his hardships and originality.

Why don't I understand him?

In the evening.

I made two dishes and called Lao Xie to come down for dinner, he hid in the room today and didn't come down for a day, was he hurt by my words?

I went to knock on Lao Xie's room with self-reproach.

Lao Xie sat quietly on the edge of the bed alone, holding a small yellowed photo in his hand, looking at the photo again and again with red eyes, falling into bursts of regret and sad memories.

I saw it, and I was quite distressed. I took down his photo and looked at it, it was a photo of my mother, in the photo, my mother's delicate face, with two small pigtails, her eyes were very clear, and she looked so virtuous and gentle. Deepening the longing for her in my heart, I patted Lao Xie on the shoulder and said, "Dad, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done this to you today!" ”

Lao Xie rubbed his eyes and said word by word: "Actually, what you said is right! After all these years, I'm quite sorry for your mother. I'm too selfish and narrow-minded. It's so young that you don't have a mother. ”

My eyes moistened, and I said, "Is it too late to find her now?" ”

Lao Xie said sadly: "Find! How do we find it? All these years have passed? Back then, after I bought your mother as my wife from the second-tier dealer, I have always taken a close watch on her, and I don't care where she comes from? Where is home? ”

There are many selfish reasons for love, and Lao Xie's love also has his reasons.

I said, "Then you've been together for more than ten years, so there will be some clues from my mother's hometown?" ”

Lao Xie said: "She told me before. But at that time, as soon as she said that I thought she was going to run away, I beat and scolded her, so I didn't remember what she said at that time. ”

I thought for a moment and said, "Do you know the second dealer before?" ”

When Lao Xie heard this, he suddenly pondered for a long time, and was very reluctant to speak: "Know, know!" He was a brother that your dad dated in his early years, but he had already broken up. It's called cowhide four, and it specializes in dry fishing. Then, suddenly, he took my hand and said, "But don't go to him." I don't want to see him in my life! ”

Now that I got some clues, I cheered up and said, "Why don't you look for him, maybe if we find him, we'll have a clue about my mother?" Tell me, where is that cowhide four now?! ”

Lao Xie said indignantly: "I broke off my friendship with him." The devil knows where he died, and he said that if you don't go to someone's house, don't go, obedient!"

I stubbornly said, "I don't!" This time I'm going to find my mother anyway, if you don't tell me the news of the cowhide, I'll inquire myself. ”

He slammed the door shut and rushed outside.

I really want to see my mother at this moment, and the roots of that family affection are connected by blood.

At ten o'clock in the evening, I rode the Jialing motorcycle that Lao Xie had been riding for more than ten years and drove to Meicheng with a wild ride.

I found out the news of Cowhide Four from Avanti, who was developing a gallery on the west side of Meicheng West Wind Road.

Zephyr Road is a famous road in the city, why is it famous? Red light district!

Whether it's from other places or locals, those who can't resist their inner impulses will come here to play. Therefore, there are really many large and small hair salons here, and each hair salon has orange lights on, and there are hair salon girls sitting in threes, threes, twos, or girls or young women.

The familiar smell of the red light district, the smell of hormones.

There are too many hair salons, and it is not easy to find the hair salon of Niu Pi Si at once, but fortunately, Niu Pi Si is a more or less famous person. It shouldn't be hard to find him. After casually inquiring, I found the hair salon of Cowhide Four, the fourth brother hair salon.

What a storefront with the taste of rivers and lakes!

Cowhide 4 is a man in his fifties, with long hair, tall and thin, a handsome and white face, wearing a leather jacket and leggings, plus a pair of shiny pointed scalp shoes, like a duck who has returned from Hong Kong public relations, a middle-aged and elderly duck.

At this moment, he was blowing cowhide in front of the four bewitching little girls in the store: "Dad, I am, there were so many girls who liked me back then, they all had to follow me, and even a Hong Kong female star followed me!" ”

One of the beauties smiled and said, "Daddy, you can blow it!" ”

Niu Pi Si can really blow: "You don't believe it when you say it!" When I was young, I was a great character, not only handsome and dashing, but also good kung fu, strong skills, and professional pile drivers! I don't know how many girls have been sent to my arms?

The other beauty laughed for a long time and said, "Then you big villain, there must be a lot of illegitimate children outside?" ”

The cowhide blew up to the sky, and he said, "Of course." This cannon of mine is not an aircraft cannon, but an anti-aircraft gun. Hey. ”

The four beauties laughed for a long time at the four cowhides, and one of the beauties suddenly said in surprise: "The fourth brother is really right, and there is really a person like your son who is looking for you." ”

When I looked at Cowhide Sisi, I was stunned.

Between us, whether it is between our expressions and gestures, it seems that we are destined in the dark, since there is a bit of similarity.

The moment Niu Pisi saw me, he was very embarrassed and said, "Little brother, what are you doing in my shop?" ”

I looked at him for a while before I came to my senses and said, "Want to ask the fourth brother for some news?" ”

Cowhide put his arm around my shoulders and said, "Then find a place to sit!" ”

As soon as we left, the four girls were left laughing for a long time.

The night breeze blows, and the sadness is not finished.

I rode a motorcycle to carry the cowhide four to the Meijiang River, sat on the river, rode the cool breeze, and watched the river wander quietly. didn't have a lot to hide his knots, and told Niu Pi Si what had happened.

Niu Pisi listened, couldn't speak for a long time, squatted on the ground, and sighed: "I didn't expect things to turn out like this!" ”

Caught in deep self-blame and memories, back then Niu Pisi and Lao Xie were also good brothers who came out to mix with society, unlike Lao Xie who had no money to use to ride motorcycles to make a living, he liked to make a living by deceiving women, and deceived them from far away. After that, they were asked to go to work in a hair salon, or they would introduce girls to remote places or sell them to other people's wives if they didn't work. Ah Shao's mother was abducted and deceived by Niu Pi Si, and she had been following Niu Pi Si at that time, and she was deeply in love. However, Niu Pisi insisted that she go to work in the hair salon shop to make money for him, of course Ah Shao's mother refused, one day he was drunk, thinking about raising a woman who only eats and does not do anything, and repaired Ah Shao's mother well, and her heart is ruthless, and she is ready to send it to the field to sell. It just so happened that when he met Lao Xie and was worried about marrying his wife, he asked Niu Pi Si to get a girl for him every day, and Niu Pi Si thought about it, so he sold Ah Shao's mother to Lao Xie, and symbolically charged a little fee. At that time, he also solemnly told Lao Xie: You have thought it through, don't blame my brother in the future!

Some stories are not recalled, as if the cold wind blows.

Of course, I didn't know about their past, so I stubbornly said, "Just make a mess, sooner or later I will get off the horse and ask about the future." So, before I run away, my biggest wish is to see my mother, and I also hope that my fourth brother can help me."

Niu Pisi suppressed the pain in his heart, patted me on the shoulder, and said apologetically: "Ah Shao, in fact, I'm quite sorry for your family." I'm a bastard, you must hate me! It stands to reason that you should clean me up today! Why are you so calm? ”

I smiled bitterly and said, "Why bother! If you don't sell girls to my dad, you won't have me, and I won't be able to sit with you and talk today. Since many things are predestined, we have to go along with it. ”

Niu Pi Si was moved, really moved.

I haven't been so touched in the past few decades, maybe my heart was too black before, so black that I became a devil in the dark; The heart is too ruthless, so ruthless that it is more vicious and cruel than the wolves in the north.

He was very relieved to find that the child in front of him was so affectionate, righteous and sensible.

The fourth brother of the cowhide, who will never shed tears for the rest of his life, left tears in his eyes and said, "I will tell you the clues to find your mother!"

I hugged Niu Pisi and said, "Thank you, fourth brother!" ”

Niu Pisi wiped his tears and said: "Your mother is from Qixia Town, Guangxi, I met her from Shenzhen and tricked her back to Meicheng." If you want to find her, you can go to Qixia Town, her surname is Liu, and her full name should be Liu Fang. ”

The river flows slowly at night, and the flow is inexhaustible.

After I rode a motorcycle and sent Niu Pi Si back to his shop, Niu Pi Si chased him out again: "Ah Shao, can I help you solve the problem of your running away?" ”

I waved my hand and said, "There are ebb and flow in life, and one person does things by one." Why bother people? And we don't know each other well, we have a heart! ”

Niu Pisi was choked by me, his heart was extremely tingling, and he slowly said: "Then after you find your mother, help me say sorry?" ”

I glanced up at him, and at the moment of eye contact, a sour feeling suddenly welled up in my heart, and said, "No need! You should be a good person in the future, this kind of stealing chickens and dogs to force girls to do things they don't want to do, do less. It's a lot of grades, so let's get some virtue for yourself! ”

With a bang, I put the gas pedal hard and rushed towards the way home like crazy.

Along the way, I couldn't help but shed tears and scattered with the wind.