When I was a child, I was always so loving, and my heart was full of love!

You can have a crush on a lot of girls.,Sometimes good-looking teachers will also reverie.。 Peeking at a pictorial novel in class, the budding desire for the girl in the outside world can turn over the river and the sea and the mountains and crack. After class, I waited for my sister to get out of school, even though I was told by the teacher how many times I had a special hobby and interest in women, I was happy and proud.

This time I ran home, thinking about not knowing when I would come back, my heart is entangled, reluctant, and melancholy.

Especially if I come back from this runaway, if I don't come back again.

In addition to my parents being the people I care about the most, Han Jingjing is also the person I remember the most.

Han Jingjing is a girl who I have admired and had a crush and even crazy since I was a child, in addition to being beautiful and sensible, she has nothing to say, but also full of freshness and refinement.

She reads so well, and she is very obedient, and she smiles at everyone, as if she is a fairy in spring. I would always go to wait for her after school, send her home in the name of the United States, and along the way, my eyebrows fluttered and I came into heat, making faces and telling jokes to make her laugh and brag to make her laugh.

She has such a beautiful heart, and she is full of beauty in everything. didn't dislike me for being a second-rate son, didn't spurn my cranky and attempted thief guts, he always cared about me: Ah Shao, you don't fight! Ah Shao, you don't want to cause trouble! Ah Shao, it's good for you to read more books.

She is so pure and praised, at that time, the girl was either tattooed and smoked or liked to sit on the rotten boy's motorcycle, or she was rebellious and invincible in love, and countless word of mouth were spread; And Han Jingjing is out of the mud without staining, pure and good, very sensible, untouched, quiet as beautiful as the clouds in the sky.

All along, I have been silently paying attention to her, I have been obscene with her in the dead of night, I am fantasizing about her and my story, and I can't hold back the fire in my heart.

Every teenager will protect a goddess, and she is my goddess.

When I saw Han Jingjing again, everything was so fateful.

She is already a teacher in the experimental middle school in the city, the kind of teaching and educating people. When it appeared in front of my eyes, it was the same as when I was a child, it was still so fresh and refined, elegant and beautiful. Without any worldly changes, leaving behind all the most beautiful purity.

Han Jingjing looked at me for a while, and said happily: "Ah Shao, haven't seen you for a long time?" ”

I also hummed with mixed feelings: "Jingjing, long time no see!" “

Long time no see, really long time no see!

Before I finished junior high school, I went to mix in society, and on the day I left school, Han Jingjing specially found me and said Ah Shao, you can't be so playful and foolish, you have to take the right path. I didn't care to tell Han Jingjing that reading is not for me, how boring it is, staying at school for a day and causing trouble for fear that people will find the school to come to school and be beaten after school, or, in class, either sleep lewd or wander away; And I just like the feeling of mixing, and that feeling is full of freedom and pursuit. Anyway, I talked a lot, and in the end, Han Jingjing cried away, so sad and sad, and dropped a sentence: Xie Shao, you are hopeless, I hate you, and I will never see you again.

Since then, whether I have been out in the bloody rain, or wandering around, even if I have a stable job after a few years, I really have never seen Han Jingjing again, and I don't have the courage to go to her.

I don't know what the reason is, is it because of the irritation she said to me when I was a child, or is it because I didn't listen to her and lived up to the regrets she left behind, so I blamed myself so much that I didn't dare to see him.

When the bell rang, the children rushed out of the school and rushed home.

Han Jingjing and I walked, walked.

Han Jingjing still likes to hold the textbook and maintain the appearance of her youth, and said, "Ah Shao, I haven't seen you for so many years, are you doing well?" “

I was a little nervous, and I replied, "Jingjing, my old man said that you became a teacher in a school in the city and taught a lot of bad students, so he told me to come and visit you anyway." “

The hospitality of visiting is the same as running a business.

Han Jingjing smiled and said, "Ah Shao, you are still so cute!" Uncle, how are you doing? I visited him a few times after you went out and fooled around, and he was a lot of reluctance and worry about you at that time. ”

I didn't expect Han Jingjing to be so good. Since he visited my father, but the old man has always refused to tell me, is it stupid to buy a horse, he knows about research and research, and forgot to tell me such a great news.

Hanging down his feet, the sad wind blows south.

I scratched my head and replied embarrassedly: "Jingjing, you have a heart!" “

Han Jingjing said: "Later, I also heard that Xie Shao was still good, he was fooling around outside for a while, he went outside to find a stable job, got down-to-earth, and bought a car to pull the wind back." I think that's pretty good, Ah Shao, I'm happy for you. “

My goddess is just a good heart, and she has been thinking about me!

I joked: "I'm afraid that if I don't keep my feet on the ground, I won't dare to see you in my life." “

Han Jingjing blushed and said complainingly, "But you can't think like that." It doesn't matter what happens to you, we were good friends when we were kids, and we'll be good friends when we grow up. You had a stable job at that time, why didn't you dare to come to see me? You are such a face-loving person, why don't you come to pick me up for a ride after you change the car?"

I couldn't speak for a long time. Yes. When I changed my mind, it was for Han Jingjing not to disappoint her again; When I was doing things in a down-to-earth manner, I also thought about Han Jingjing, and I wanted her to impress me; But when life is a little better, how many times have I wanted to go back to her, and the courage to muster up is gone.

We are really like a child trapped by a heavy rain, I am obviously not afraid of the rain, but in order not to let you catch a cold, so I will never dare to hold your hand and run under the heavy rain.

BABY, you're the only one for me

Both worlds are deformed

It's easier said than done

Make sure you're the only one for me

Say I love you to the phone alone

I love you so much

In a good music restaurant, Han Jingjing and I sat opposite each other, and the song "The One" by Wang Leehom played in the restaurant added to the romantic atmosphere.

I said, "It's good to see you like this now, the profession of teacher is quite suitable for girls, teaching and educating people, and everyone praises you." “

Han Jingjing took a sip of water and said, "It's pretty good." I found that every time I change a student's bad or bad points, I have a kind of joy of success! Moreover, there are so many problem students now, so we as teachers should be more careful and attentive to educate students? “

I used to be a troubled student, and now I'm a troubled youth. Why didn't you meet such a caring beautiful teacher when you were young? He said, "Yes." Children are the flowers of the motherland, like Teacher Han, to help children grow up healthily and not follow crooked ways, that is a cause worthy of praise. ”

Han Jingjing was amused by me and said, "After being out of society for so long, my eloquence is good." Let's talk about you, what's going on in the future, and you're working steadily? ”

I laughed and said, "That's not boring." I think I have to find something to do, right? It just so happened that I was lucky, I met a good food company owner, helped him drive the delivery start, and finally he asked me to help him run the business, and slowly reused me. ”

Han Jingjing was very happy to hear this, and put her hand on her cheek and said: "So, you are actually very smart, you can do things so well, if you put your mind to reading at that time, you might become a professor." ”

I teased, "Look at you, now that you are a teacher's tone, you are also teaching the tone of the students." ”

Han Jingjing smiled and said, "How can there be? ”

After the meal, the music melody is still so warm.

I couldn't hold back what I wanted to ask, and said, "Jingjing, you have a boyfriend now, right?" ”

The air froze in an instant, and the music seemed to be cassette-

Han Jingjing blushed, like a transparent apple, and thought for a long time before she slowly spoke: "No! ”

In an instant, I was as happy as if I had hit five million two-color balls, and I couldn't suppress my inner joy and said, "Really! ”

Han Jingjing nodded, looked at me deeply, and drank water nervously.

After I was happy, that remorse came out again. I knew this, why did I have a stable job, and I still think about WeChat every day about people nearby, QQ and strangers as friends, or go to the bar to soak girls, and play that kind of nihilistic love! Why don't you go to find such a good girl in front of you and start our happy and long-lasting love?

Since the last meeting is goodbye after running away, that taste can be described as indescribable.

I'm just a rotten person, a rotten person who can't be saved!