The night of the city is too beautiful, so beautiful that you can't see the stars and moon, so beautiful that you can't see the lonely back, so beautiful that you can't see the greed of desire.

At the beginning of the day, the traffic was busy.

I drove the Ford Mustang along the endless green city boulevard.

The feeling is called a comfort, and it is comfortable.

At the age of 28, I have a small career in this big city and my work is going well. is handsome and chic, although he can't afford to buy a house, he at least has a sports car of more than 400,000 yuan, a job with a stable monthly income of 20,000 or 30,000 yuan, a group of brothers and friends, and more than N girlfriends.

The days are in full swing.

How nice it would be if it didn't happen!

Half a month ago, Song Xiaojun, a good brother for many years, came to me in the middle of the night, and at my house, Putong knelt in front of me, begging me: "Ah Shao, help me, help me no matter what, my factory needs about 800,000 yuan to turn around this time."

I was surprised, "Why do you want so much?" ”

Song Xiaojun cried: "Ah Shao, if this turnaround is not opened, my factory will be finished, and I will have nothing." You really have to help me figure out a way this time, I will probably take about ten days to pay this money, and I can pay you back in ten days. ”

I hurriedly helped him up and comforted, "Okay! Good!! Will I do my best to help you? ”

I know Song Xiaojun, a brother, after all, I've known each other for so long. Our friendship is also precious, along the way we trust each other and help each other to support each other, and he is quite sad to open this factory, often running around for cash flow, mourning.

And these days, it's not easy to borrow money. So, I didn't help him less.

Because, bro.

Song Xiaojun asked for more this time, 800,000, which is not a small amount. In the past, I usually asked for about 100,000 yuan to turn around, but I didn't expect to ask for so much this time. But seeing that he was anxious, lonely and helpless, with a handful of snot and tears, and thinking of so many years of brotherly friendship, I gritted my teeth and decided to help him and scraped together enough 800,000 yuan for him. However, in order to make up the 800,000, I worked hard and desperately.

First of all, I have a stable job, I am the regional manager of a food company, and I am responsible for the company's final payment collection, but this time I did not hand it over and embezzled 300,000 public funds, and then, with my years of stable work, I went to a credit company to borrow 300,000 yuan, and finally mortgaged the car 200,000 yuan. All of them were given to Song Xiaojun without pulling a penny. comforted himself and said, he will use ten days to help him get through the difficulties, and he can't let his brother die without saving him.

Because, he is my brother Xie Shao.

What happened next was the unexpected.

Like the wind, it blew and did not come back.

Song Xiaojun, my brother who has been friends for many years, disappeared the next day after I got the money, and ran away.

At that moment, I was in a state of misery, not a taste. I don't understand what he meant by doing this, and I don't understand how he looked at him like this in the first place to help him, and finally ended up dying on his own.

800,000 is not a small number, it is really not a small number.

Moreover, I embezzled public funds, mortgaged cars, and even borrowed usury from him.

Is it worth it for the sake of affection?

For the first time in my life, I carried a black pot! Black black and black!

After secretly scolding Song Xiaojun countless times, thinking about the current situation, how can he pay back the 800,000?

It's definitely not going to be back for a while, and it's going to be repaid.

What about 100,000? What to do?

If the embezzlement of public funds is not repaid in time, it doesn't matter if the job can be kept or not, the unit has to go to the police to report the case and notify the family to publish the report to the public, and detain me first and then review and then tried; If the credit is not repaid in time, the credit company will not blow up your phone and dig three feet into the ground to find you, and then go to the court to sue you and pull you into the blacklist; The one who mortgaged the car, thinking about his majesty, couldn't get his sister's car back, those cute girls who had a crush on me complained about their eyes, and their hearts were cold.

It hurts to understand!

At this time, five words flashed in my mind: get off the horse and ask about the future!

It's really a last resort, and it means to run away.

In the city, it was raining slightly.

It's like crying for someone and saying goodbye to whom.

I ran, I really ran.

Ran silently, ran without notifying anyone, ran inexplicably, ran as a matter of course.

Run......

Where did it go?

At the time, I really didn't know where to go.

Because it was the first time to run away so formally, I didn't have any experience or actual combat experience. So, I cringed and got on the bus to my hometown.

Meicheng, love your hometown.

Eat the water here and grow up, see the girls here mature, and become famous with the philistines here.

Running back here is not to return to the hometown, not to revisit the old land, but to run here.

At this time, I suddenly wanted to go to see my old father at home, because I grew up with him. My mom divorced my dad when I was 10 years old, and I haven't seen him since.

When I got to the door of my house, I had mixed feelings.

When I went back before, it was all beautiful. Turn the car stereo to the maximum, which is much louder than the funeral song of the rural funeral team, and I have to let the family know that the Xie family's son Xie Shao is back, Ah Shao is back, and he is driving a thunderous sports car.

It's back this time in a much more low-key way.

Pushing open the door of the house, my father was holding a book and a magnifying glass, studying the horse newspaper. He glanced up at me, and then quietly lowered his head and began to study. I also knew that I couldn't disturb him to make a fortune at this time, so I returned to my room, lay on the bed, looked at the yellowing poster of the old boy on the bed, and hummed the song of the old boy in my mouth:

It's you and I can't find it

Desperate attitude

People are in danger

You're always there

It's me too much to know

Morality is your guide

Tomorrow is coming

You are the one who makes me proud

I don't know how long I slept, but my dad came over and called me to eat.

At the dinner table, my father first sighed and complained that he had missed the special code in the last issue, and then he cared about me: "Ah Shao, why didn't your chicken bus come back this time?" ”

I stopped talking, thought for a moment and said, "The car is going to be maintained." ”

Dad glanced at me, smiled and said, "Every time I come back, it's a big bang, this time I come back so well-behaved, is there something wrong?" ”

I quickly took a few bites of rice and said, "Nonsense! Nothing. He put down the chopsticks and slipped out.

In the town, there are many acquaintances.

I walked around in a chic manner, greeting me no less.

At my age, many aspiring young people work outside, and many unemployed young people come back to the town because they can't get along outside, and I'm a wonder now. Running away!

I went to the V8 bar in town, which has been open for more than ten years, and it was a familiar taste and familiar environment, and it was really exciting. It's just that I found that there are a lot of students playing here, and they have a lot of fun. Just as I was trying to blend in, someone tapped me on the shoulder. When I looked up, it was the bar owner Avanti. I hugged him warmly, with tears in my eyes: "Brother Fan, long time no see!" ”

Avanti grew up watching us, the big brother of the previous generation, who is famous in our place. He took me to the corner of the bar, ordered me a few dozen beers, and drank them. Concerned asked: "Ah Shao, I haven't seen you for a long time, I heard people outside say that you kid is a good thief." ”

I laughed dryly and said, "Why! It's hard to mix with society. The urban routine is deep, so it is better to go back to the countryside. So I still envy Brother Fan, you are free and carefree in this small place. ”

Avanti laughed and said, "Come, drink one!" It's not easy anywhere! ”

When I drank a lot and my stomach was up, I told Avanti about my heart without reservation.

Avanti listened, and since he said disdainfully, "What do I think is a big deal?" In the past few years, there have been more people who have run away, and there are no more than you, and there are many less of you. ”

I said, "Feng Shui takes turns, and it's my turn to get off the horse and ask about the future this time." ”

Avanti said, "Which one of them who came out and mixed up has not run away?" I also came back from running away for a while in my early years, isn't it good now? So it's okay, I want to open some. After speaking, he took a pen and wrote a note to me, patted me on the shoulder and said, "This is a good place to run, and there is also a contact information, and you can contact me if you have nowhere to run."

I rejoiced and carefully kept the note.

Dismount and ask about the future, it is best to run somewhere to run.