295, abuse becomes love.

The courtyard is quiet, and the room is equally quiet.

Except for some necessary furniture, the whole room seems to be empty and simple, like a retreat.

Xinghuan looked at the beautiful woman who sat silently and allowed the maid to comb her hair as white as snow, and recalled the memories from the female black-clothed man of the Blue Dragon Society.

You forget that she knows her life experience, but she doesn't know it in detail, while the woman in black knows it in detail.

It was on the birthday of King Zhennan, a bad fate happened...

On that day, the current emperor came to celebrate his birthday, but when he saw You Wang's mother, he finally couldn't hold back the longing and infatuation in his heart, and used force.

He is the emperor, and the whole world and the country belong to him.

If he can't even have the woman he loves, he can't possess it, then this emperor of his can't do it.

Caixia didn't like him, and eventually got married, and he couldn't change it.

But he is not reconciled, since he is destined not to have it, then he can only go too far.

Because then at least he could have had it, possessed it.

He won the country, but lost the beauty.

Since you lose, you can't lose all the time.

That night, King Zhennan was drunk.

That night, Caixia was helpless and made compromises.

That night, the current emperor tossed and turned all night to enjoy himself.

After that night, there was Youmon.

Forget!

Forget everything that happened that night, forget what you don't want to remember.

However, how can it be forgotten.

Every time she sees Youyue, Caixia will think of that night.

Therefore, she doesn't like to see You Forget, and even if she does, she is always expressionless.

Even since she was a child, You Forget was bullied and wronged, she never helped a single cent, just like treating a stranger, as if You Forget was not born to her.

You forgot that she never got a little love, only indifference and ruthlessness.

You Forget is very eager to get her love, even if it's just a little, just a small compliment.

To this end, You Forget works hard.

However, in the end, it was still indifference.

No matter how well You Forget did, she was indifferent and turned a blind eye.

You don't understand why, until I learn about my background, I understand everything...

Who is to blame?

Emperor? Rosy clouds? Or do you forget?

There is no absolute right or wrong in this world...

Coming back from his thoughts, Xinghuan came behind Caixia with a gentle smile on his face, and took the strands of white hair and crystal clear jade comb from the maid.

Seeing this, the maid withdrew with interest.

Such a scene often happens, in order to behave well and please Caixia, you forget to learn to groom women, pull hair, thrush...

But it didn't work...

Slowly combing the white hair in his hand, Xinghuan sighed silently in his heart.

Originally, the beautiful woman's hair in front of her was jet black and beautiful, but the reason why it turned white was because of the departure of her son and the serious illness of her husband.

Such a blow, let's ask which woman can bear it.

And he sighed because he had thought about it and found something.

All the sons of King Zhennan were killed by him...

You Forget was the last one, and he died at his hands as well.

If the king of Zhennan didn't have an illegitimate child outside, there was no doubt that he would have cut off his children and grandchildren...

used to be a joke when I talked to Chaser, but I didn't expect it to happen now.

In this regard, he was very helpless.

Originally, the beautiful woman's room was not what it is today.

Now, in despair, she returned to her original heart and cultivated the Tao.

She used to be a disciple of Cihang Jingzhai, but after marrying, she could only leave the sect according to the rules of the sect.

Now that her son has passed away and her husband is sick in bed, she has not lived long, and she has found that only Tao has always been by her side and has never left.

Except for the Tao, she has no place to put her heart anymore...

Silent room.

Xinghuan felt the smooth white hair in his hand, combed it slowly, and said softly: "Mother, the child is going to go on a long trip." ”

Sitting upright, Caixia quietly looked at You Forget in the mirror, and said in a cold tone: "Go ahead." ”

For some reason, she suddenly felt that something was missing from You in the mirror, and she became a little unfamiliar.

Flesh and blood are heart-to-heart, especially forgetting that as his biological child, how can she not feel it.

Previously, the feeling would have been light, but it wasn't for nothing.

Now that she had resumed her monastic path, her senses were undoubtedly sharper.

You Forget has changed, although her appearance, words and deeds are exactly the same, but the inside has changed, and it has become very strange to her, as if there is another person hidden under this skin.

Feeling that there is no such connection between flesh and blood can only mean one thing.

The one standing behind her now is not her child.

If not, then where is her last child?

You Forget behind you, who is your real identity?

After thinking about it, she didn't break it.

Although she didn't like You Forget, she didn't want the palace to be occupied and used by some people with bad intentions.

Xinghuan didn't know that the first time she saw Caixia, a beautiful woman, she was seen to be true or false.

But even if he knew, he probably wouldn't care.

After combing his white hair, Xinghuan continued to play the role of a child who longed for his mother's love, knelt down beside Caixia on one knee, held the pair of plain hands, and said, "Mother, I will soon be able to avenge my eldest brother." ”

You forgot to want to kill him, not only because of his sister-in-law Xuefei, but also because of his mother Caixia.

Letting Su hand be held, Caixia closed her eyes.

Seeing this, Xinghuan put his cheeks on the pair of plain hands and gently pillowed on the slender legs wrapped in a long skirt.

You forget to be longing for motherly love, really longing, longing to the point of madness.

He has been with his mother day and night since he was a child, but he has never been able to get his mother's love, which makes him not crazy.

Fatherly love is strict, motherly love is kind.

However, in your life, there is only harshness, indifference, but no kindness...

In silence, Caixia's hand slowly brushed Xinghuan's cheeks.

There is no trace of a human skin mask, there is no trace of any dress-up, everything is very real.

Could it be that she felt that something was wrong?

After a long time, Xinghuan felt that it was almost over, so he got up and reluctantly said, "Mother, the child is gone." ”

Caixia was indifferent and ignored it.

Turning around and taking two steps, Xinghuan paused, suddenly closed his eyes, and his mood was completely silent in the state of mind that he had forgotten.

Thinking about what You Forget, who longs for maternal love and longs for madness, will do at this moment.

In fact, he knew what Youwang would do.

Because since growing up, every time I see Caixia, You Forget will first be gentle, and then ask crazy questions.

Mood swings before and after, the difference is huge.

He knew what to do, but he couldn't feel that mood for a while, and it was difficult to do it.

So, he must now deeply understand the feeling of forgetting.

Thankfully, it's not that hard.

After a few breaths, Xinghuan opened his eyes again.

At this moment, his eyes were already full of madness, resentment, anger, grievance...

It's like being a child.

Turning around suddenly, Xinghuan muttered, "Why, why don't you even look at me." ”

"Why did you do this to me, mother, I am your child, what did I do wrong."

Trying to suppress the urge to question loudly full of anger and wanting to question loudly, Xinghuan's voice trembled slightly, and he said gently: "Answer me, okay?" ”