296, the obsession of forgetting.

Caixia's eyes were still lightly closed, and she said lightly: "You should go." ”

Xinghuan came to Caixia, put his hands on the delicate cheeks, and said softly: "Look at me, take a good look at me, just take a look." ”

After a pause, Caixia opened her extremely cold eyes.

got all the memories of You Forget, and Xinghuan naturally experienced You Forget's desire for mother's love.

If Caixia doesn't look at it, it's okay, Xinghuan can only go crazy for a while at most, and then leave helplessly.

But Caixia looked at it.

Seeing this, Xinghuan, who had been completely silent in You Forget's mood, suddenly became even more angry.

Because there was not the slightest emotion in those eyes, cold, unforgiving, as if looking at a stranger.

I have lived with an indifferent mother for more than 20 years, but I have never received the slightest bit of maternal love.

Therefore, there is something wrong with the psychology of You Forget.

In order to get mother's love, You Forget will be crazy, and once crazy, what will you do?

There is only one purpose in pursuing the root cause.

You forget to want love, a mother's love.

However, Caixia didn't give it.

Since he didn't give it, You Forget could only take the initiative to ask for it.

However, how can mother's love be obtained on the initiative?

You forget that as long as there is love, as long as it comes from the love of the mother, any love can be...

Taking a deep breath, Xinghuan returned to Caixia, leaned on the fragrant shoulder, looked at the two people in the mirror, slowly stroked the delicate face, and said softly: "Mother, do you remember the events of that night again." ”

Ever since he learned about his background, he has forgotten to do it every time.

Caixia didn't pretend to be colorful, and You forgot to use the events of that night to stimulate the other party.

Sure enough, a ray of pain flashed in Caixia's eyes, and she said coldly: "Enough!" ”

Xinghuan chuckled, picked up an eyebrow pencil and gently drew willow eyebrows for the beautiful woman in the mirror, and said slowly: "Mother, I really want to know what happened that night, why did you agree to his rudeness, if you resist, you will definitely be able to prevent this from happening, in that case I will not be born, you and I will not be in pain, right?" ”

Caixia's proud jade peak, which belongs only to mature beauties, rises and falls, and almost wants to break out of her clothes.

The willow eyebrows are drawn, slender, elegant, and beautiful.

Putting down the eyebrow pencil, Xinghuan said softly: "Could it be that my mother has him in my heart?" ”

Caixia suddenly got up and looked at Xinghuan, and said indifferently: "Get out." ”

Xinghuan has fallen in love too deeply, and the feelings that you have forgotten are too deep.

Smiling slightly, he suddenly stepped forward and took the beautiful woman in front of him in his arms, quietly experiencing that strange feeling, full of attachment and obsession, and said: "Why does my mother keep running away and dare not face it, it must be in my heart, right?" ”

Looking at the angry appearance of the woman in his arms, he was inexplicably in a good mood and very happy.

At this moment, Caixia has also abandoned the inexplicable strangeness in her heart, and involuntarily regards the You Forget in front of her as her own biological child.

Slowly stroking Xinghuan's head, Caixia didn't remain indifferent after all, her tone relaxed, and said, "I don't blame you, it's all my mother's fault." ”

Xinghuan let go of the beautiful woman and said softly: "Don't blame the mother, it's the child who is not good enough to make the mother like it." ”

Caixia sighed lightly and said, "Silly boy." ”

Xing laughed, laughing like a child.

In the silent hug, the two looked at each other.

Caixia was quietly looking at Xinghuan, and Xinghuan was also quietly looking at Caixia.

The inner emotions gradually subsided, and reason returned.

Silently, Xinghuan withdrew from You Forget's state of mind and recovered his original heart.

And Caixia suddenly thought, if the child in front of her is fake, then what about her real child?

What if, You Forget, too, is dead?

She suddenly began to regret it, regretting that she had never given You a little love.

People always wait until they lose to regret it and wake up.

However, by then it was too late...

In silence, Caixia saw the true feelings in the eyes close to her, and saw the love that belonged to You Wang.

But suddenly, everything was gone.

Although those eyes were still clear and bright, and there was still emotion, she felt strange again.

In an instant, she came back to her senses, and anger and weakness suddenly surged in her heart.

This is not her son, it must not be.

Xinghuan had been looking at those beautiful eyes and had seen the changes, but he didn't understand why...

Looking at each other, the distance between the two seemed to be pulled by an invisible force, getting closer and closer.

It wasn't until they could clearly feel each other's breathing that they stopped.

Because by this time, both of them had regained their consciousness.

It was a tacit understanding, and the two did not move.

Caixia was hesitating and struggling inwardly, whether to expose it now and ask where her child was.

Xinghuan is experiencing the residual state of mind and the past of Youyou.

The secret of his life makes him helpless.

has a biological mother, but has never received maternal love.

The girl she loves is married to her eldest brother and can't have it.

Actually, You Forget is a very sad person, because he has nothing and never gets what he wants.

Does the throne matter?

In fact, You Forget doesn't care at all.

The reason why he wants to earn the throne is because he wants to do a little better and work harder, hoping that his mother can see and get the maternal love he wants.

From childhood to adulthood, everything he did was to gain his mother's approval, and later, there was another Xue Fei.

You forget that he is a poor man, a poor man who has nothing to hate.

He shouldn't have come to this world, so he wouldn't have lived so painfully.

In You Forget's memory, Xinghuan saw You Forget's childhood.

At that time, You Forget watched his mother smile and pamper his eldest brother, and he was very envious.

So, in order to get his mother's smile, he went into the barren mountains and forests alone with his small body, picking a kind of daffodil with nine petals, which he knew from his subordinates.

That kind of daffodil only grows in sparsely populated places, and it is beautiful when it opens.

You Forget's luck was good, and he finally managed to find the daffodil.

However, the daffodils have not yet bloomed.

So, You forgot to stay in the barren mountains and forests for a night, waiting for the flowers to bloom.

When he returned to the palace in despair, and happily placed the daffodils in front of his mother, his mother only glanced at them and ignored them.

At that time, he was just a child...

Later, in order to make his mother smile and please her, he went to the beach to look for pearls...

Countless times between life and death, he survived with tenacity.

However, he failed again and again, suffered blows again and again, and faced his indifferent mother again and again.

Later, he found that his eldest brother had grown up and done great things.

After every success, my mother would encourage, reward, rejoice, and laugh.

So, he began to learn to do great things like his eldest brother, and quickly matured and grew up.

All this is just so that his mother can look at him more and smile at him once, just once.

He doesn't ask for hugs, he doesn't ask for encouragement, he doesn't ask for praise...

He really didn't ask for much...

However, no matter how well he did, he still didn't get a smile from his mother, and he was still indifferent.

The father is only stern, and the mother is only indifferent.

He was tired, really tired at times.

He cried quietly countless times, and gradually, the tears dried up...

It's hard, it's really hard...

Inexplicably, Xinghuan once again involuntarily fell silent in You Forget's state of mind, slowly knelt down, and hugged Caixia's legs.

In the corners of his eyes, tears slowly fell, and he murmured softly: "Mother..."

Tears are the last tears of forgetfulness, the tears after death.

In some ways, Xinghuan is not the same as You Forget...

At this moment, Caixia suddenly saw the real You Forget, and felt the feeling of being connected by flesh and blood.

Sitting down slowly, she hugged Xinghuan and said softly for the first time: "Forget your child, my mother is sorry for you..."

Looking up, Xinghuan looked at Caixia and said, "Mother, can you smile at the child once?" ”

As if she had a premonition of something, Caixia couldn't help but shake her head slightly.

Xinghuan's eyes were full of pleading and expectation.

Eventually, Caixia smiled.

Seeing this, a look of satisfaction appeared in Xinghuan's eyes.

In an instant, the last obsession of You Forget completely disappeared.

Caixia's heart swelled with heart-rending pain, her moving eyes were full of dead silence, and two lines of tears slipped down.

Now, she really has nothing left......

Closing his eyes, Xinghuan sighed in his heart......