The scene of the battle seemed to appear in front of his eyes again, accompanied by the brilliance of blood and intestines splashing, and the hard iron seemed to be able to easily tear through the heavy armor, making the red blood inside so clear, splashing on his face, making it seem as if he could never forget the bright red stained with sin. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

When those things echoed in my mind again, what kind of emotions were there, whether it was disdain for those orcs, or anger against an unexpected human race, the red internal organs seemed to be stirred into pieces, and then accompanied by the strong wind on my face, making me feel as if I didn't dare to wipe it when I stood there.

Maybe that roar is still in the ears and constantly recalled, but with the adrenaline secretion gradually calming down, what is left, maybe only sitting there with cold hands, paralyzing himself over and over again in his heart, and constantly hoping that he doesn't have to care, maybe if he had a pack of cigarettes in his hand, I'm afraid he would have been smoked back and forth.

It is true that I know that I am not a real soldier, I don't have to comfort myself like a killing machine, and I will get used to it one day, but the kind of desolate world that accompanies it, and the devastated world, how can people calm down, how fragile people are, and any little injury can make a life completely away from me.

"What if...... If...... How nice it would be that there were no divisions and wars in this world. ”

"Child, it is impossible to be free from disagreements and wars in the four seasons where people walk." An old voice sounded in my ears like this, accompanied by the strong smell of tobacco, which made me almost out of breath, but no matter how I tried to struggle, I did find that I was really a little physically exhausted, and I didn't know what happened to my body.

"Ah......h

But when he saw the black shadow, he finally walked towards him, and then said slowly: "Child, are you ......awake?"

I couldn't see what kind of expression was looking at me, but I could tell that it was someone with a reliable demeanor.

"Where am I?"

I put my hands on my head hard, but I felt desolate, as if I couldn't remember anything.

In a cold and damp place, I didn't know where I was lying, but I just looked at the heavy forest outside, and let myself know that it might be in a cave next to a certain forest, as for where it was.

Hehe...... I'm afraid I'll never know where this is.

"In a sense, it doesn't matter where you are, because life between heaven and earth, wandering on the four seas, and being able to step on the earth, has actually proved that your question is meaningless, not to mention that like you, where your home is, is it really that important?" The old voice spoke again, and he reached out and took out a bowl and something that seemed to be a steamed bun from one place.

He gently handed it to me in his hand, but he didn't say that he wanted to take care of the patient.

I struggled to get up, almost exhausted all my strength, slowly took over the two things, looked at it, probably something that could be eaten, but there was no doubt, I started to eat directly, holding the bowl in one hand I don't know what, I don't know what the strange smell of soup is, and it starts to swallow the steamed bun into my mouth one by one.

"Huh...... You're not a picky eater,......" he said, with a very intriguing smile in his mouth, and then said slowly, "Aren't you afraid that I will drug you inside?" ”

As I drank the soup, I suddenly heard this sentence, and then slowly recovered a little strength from the hot soup and said: "In that case, it would be more convenient for you to cut me directly, and find a random place in this wilderness and throw it, and if it is not good, it will directly strangle me...... Or ......" seems to have suddenly thought of something, and some messy pictures seem to come to mind, and I am a little uncomfortable.

Then he seemed to be silent for a long time, and finally said a word, and said to this person: "Actually, you just drugged me, and I want to thank you, at least you gave me a bowl of rice to eat before drugged, this is benevolence and righteousness, and you can't forget it." ”

"Benevolence?" The person on the other side seemed surprised, but he didn't expect me to say such an irrelevant word.

This couldn't help but make the person on the other side stunned, the cold made my skin start to become so wrinkled, but I don't know why, I still want to say, the sky may be visible with a light glance, but the dim dark clouds seem to cover the sky.

"People wander in this world, and it seems that there is a spacious world everywhere, but in fact there is no place for me, even if the world is all high-rise buildings, so what? What does that have to do with me? This is a more sad thing, because the world is so big, but there is no place for me, benevolence and righteousness seem to be weak, but it can make only those who remain dead ignite the hope of life, but even if this hope disappears, there is no need to grieve, Confucius said: 'It is okay to die at night. ’”

"Is it okay to die at night?" The man obviously wanted to think about such a thing, but he didn't understand what the sentence was about.

I just stared at myself blankly, so that I didn't know what was going on, just looked at the bowl of porridge in my hand, and then said, as if this bowl of porridge could contain something.

"Yes, at least let me see what the warmth is like when I am dying, that is already a great thing, cough cough ......" Maybe he was a little anxious to drink, and he choked on the porridge all of a sudden.

The wind blew on his body, and he was not covered with anything decent, only a torn cotton coat on it, and the strong wind that came in through the hole made him shiver a little.

However, the heat emanating from that bowl of porridge seemed to become stronger because of it.

"Huh...... You're a funny guy......"

I shook my head, not wanting to say anything about it, just slowly licking the rice that had just been splashed on my arm because of the choking.

The autumn wind is still blowing, and the breath of winter is coming.

Maybe it's not the summer season anymore, but the unique humidity seems to make me wonder what to say again.

It is a throbbing hidden in the bottom of the heart, which is difficult to calm.

There is still a big mountain in front of me, and I am overwhelmed.

Or maybe you're too weak to change anything, or it's fate.

The sunset or the rain, is there really only such sadness in your life?

Is there really nothing I can do?

However, such feelings may not stop at such caves.

In a distant city, the huge city walls surround the whole city, revealing a particularly majestic feeling, and on the black brick city wall that is eight feet high, a man is holding a letter in his hand and looking into the distance.

The contents of the letter made his heart ache and seemed to be unchangeable.

"Dear Commander, dear Commander.

I arrived at the designated location you mentioned yesterday, and found no trace of the orcs, but found something strange, although I will not understand it for a while, but it seems to have something to do with what the nobles said, and I know that this is not my main task, and I will continue to go south.

Your men on the sixteenth. ”

He was covered with a white armor and a round hat on his head, and his hair seemed to dance with the wind.

"My lord, the orc army is already on the opposite side of Farland City." A person just looked at the person in front of him and said.

The man didn't know what kind of expression it was, the muscles on his face slowly wrinkled, and he couldn't tell if he was angry, but he didn't know what he was thinking about with the letter in his hand.

"I know, I see ......" His eyes looked into the distance, at the black lines that slowly turned around.

"The King's Council has ordered you to stay there and defend the city of Fran." The soldier said this, but he did not express any emotion.

The man nodded, but he didn't seem to agree with such an order, but he already knew it, but he hadn't decided exactly how to do it.

Just looking at the opposite side from a distance, the black and foggy sky, it seems that he doesn't care about the black and oppressive stockade opposite.

"My lord, the enemy's entire army is more than 300,000, and there are at least 120,000 of them, and our side has less than 10,000 mercenaries, and only about 1,000 regular large mercenary groups, which is impossible to hold."

"Yes, my lord, there is no way to fight at all, at least more than half of the troops on the other side are regular troops."

"Adult ......"

The miscellaneous voice behind him was fiercely suppressed by the swing of the man's hand in front of him.

This man's face is also very cramped, his teeth keep rubbing on his lips, and he is looking at the land in front of him with different muscle contractions.

He patted the wall under his hand again, as if thinking about something.

But as soon as he heard those voices just now, he said a sentence very slowly: "If you can't keep it, you can't keep it, and the elves can't point to it, and Alei City has already let that group of nobles lose to the damn beasts, and as soon as Farland City is finished, Terry City is also lonely, and as soon as Terry City is finished, there will be no big cities outside the entire barrier, and the countless fertile land outside the gate will change hands." ”

The man sighed softly, as if he had countless lamentations.

"There are so many of us, we really lost, who can say about us?" A figure who seemed to be a guard and a mercenary leader said this to the man.

"Yes, no one can say anything about us, but the people are going to suffer, although the eastern moat is good, but almost half of the land is yellow sand! Although it has the convenience of the East China Sea, it can't stand the entire population of the region from moving over, and even if the orcs can be resisted by the mountain for a while, can they be able to resist it for a lifetime? Let's think about how to retreat from the enemy, we don't have an advantage in numbers, and defending the city is definitely not the best policy. ”

"Ahem......" The man seemed to cough suddenly, but soon that look seemed to burst into flames again.

"Then my lord, why don't you send a few troops to cut off their supply lines, so that you may be able to stalemate, or you may wait for the victory of Terry City......

"yes...... Adult ......"

"Terry City victory, it's difficult!"

"Let's take the initiative......"

"It's not right......"

Perhaps, while several people were talking very nervously, the soldier suddenly added: "And I order you, before that, please send a team to escort the Knights Templar back to the trench." ”

"Can you tell me why the escort is going on, the soldiers are already nervous right now. ……”

"No comment......"

With that, the soldier turned and walked away, as if nothing was about him.

The man looked in the direction of the soldier and didn't say anything, just sighed softly, and the people next to him exploded.

"Really, these guys, what the hell are they talking about at this time."

"yes, it's all fucking on fire, at this time, that bullshit legend can give you immortality, you don't even have a fucking country and enjoy a fart!"

"It's ......"

"Okay, let's be quiet, let's not miss those people......" The man waved his hand, signaling not to say anything, maybe he understood that there was no use for these things.

"But ......"

The man shook his head and didn't say anything.