06 Man is always guilty
Losing the sense of swaying reality, looking at the feeling in front of me, the weight of the seems rubble, the crimson rain falling from the sky, what can I see, and what can I see?
The light and shadow disappeared, the bullets shuttled in the blood rain, and the collapsed world gradually peeled off little by little, leaving himself speechless to face the future. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
When did humanity begin to collapse, from the moment it began to possess weapons, or from weapons so powerful that it could make its own reason uncontrollable.
However, in the midst of these feelings, I felt a different kind of heaviness.
What is this heaviness? In the past, my parents were always beating me, thinking that I was always chasing Hitler, Lenin and Bolívar, but because I didn't go to school, I couldn't even catch up with their tails, thinking that because I was weak, I couldn't pick up the rags, and that I couldn't even eat without my parents.
They think that my existence is a shame to them, that I am mentally retarded and do not know what to do in the future, that I am selfish and only think about myself, so they complain to me all day long about their daily suffering, their outrageous behavior, and my wretched.
No...... It's just an excuse for them to appease their hearts and hide their own weakness, and it doesn't feel very good to be an adult trash can, but because of this, I've already become a fearless scumbag.
"yes...... What else can I be afraid of......" I gently pinched my own thigh with my hand, while looking at such a clear world, the huge heavenly curtain beast seemed to rush towards me as if crazy, and the huge cavalry like raindrops appeared in front of my eyes, and the bunches of torches were accompanied by shining firelight.
The noisy sound of the soldiers and horses as many as the stars made the patrol soldier who had just experienced a joy and was ready to hide in the bell tower and sleep for a long time open his hazy sleepy eyes, looking at the countless people and horses outside the wall, the patrol soldier thought that he was sleeping, but then he rubbed his eyes and looked at the vast sea of people and horses outside in surprise.
Immediately made him want to shout out the phrase "enemy attack", but it was already over, and the huge heavenly curtain beast tore the wall like a mad monster, as if it was tearing waste paper, so that the patrolman, who seemed to have no time to speak, stared at everything in front of him in disbelief with wide eyes, as if everything was so impossible.
Yesterday the day just finished the victory, and last night it was already decided to withdraw the troops, how could it be......
Such thoughts also stayed on the peasants who were still in the wall and had just fallen asleep, and froze at the moment when they saw the huge wall being torn down, most of them had just woken up from their sleep, and they had no thoughts of such an amazing world.
There was only a blank in their minds, just staring blankly at such a scene, maybe some people knew to draw their weapons and prepare to resist the situation that was about to come.
Maybe the words in his mouth haven't been shouted clearly at all.
Everything may be like some people are in despair, or it may be like some people are about to run away.
The slamming soot has long since enveloped the world.
However, no matter what they thought, the thunderous Heavenly Veil Beast would not give him another chance, and its huge body was like a wild bull entering the chicken pen, frantically impacting all the creatures in front of him.
"Boom!"
The huge wall crashed violently like a cluster of arrows of flying wood, and above the ground, those who had no time to escape, and those who had already escaped, burst out with bright red blood flowers.
Maybe it's because of the sharpness of the arrows, maybe it's because the huge pieces of wood smash people to the ground, or maybe it's because the huge heavenly beasts smash a person to the ground like ants.
The crowd that had just woken up from sleep may have just walked out of the tent because of the noise, asking what was going on, and the orc wolf cavalry who came from the gap in the wall of the wall cut off their heads as if they were crushing, and more dazed humans looked at the demons in front of them who seemed to come like hell, and they already didn't know where to throw all those guts.
The impact of the crazy cavalry was like a wolf entering the mouth of a tiger, and the majestic appearance of the huge heavenly curtain beast, which made the remnants of the army that had just gathered in front of the commander's eyes uncomfortable, after all, they were also human beings, and it was not that they would not be afraid, and the red bonfire shone on their faces and on their trembling hands.
The torches held by the wolf cavalry were thrown on top of the white canvas tent, and fierce flames erupted, and soon the whole camp began to shine as bright as day, and the fierce fire and the roaring soldiers were all terrifying.
"Roar!! The huge and terrible sound, as well as the tragic screams, made Du Feng, who was standing on the top of the mountain, unable to kneel on the ground and unable to say a word.
Maybe the soldiers were still resisting, but the screams proved that they had been cornered, and the bright light of the fire reflected in the village, revealing a completely different atmosphere from yesterday, but in fact, it was only a few hours later.
The words "how could it be ......" appeared not only in the mouths of those soldiers, but also in the mouths of Du Feng.
No matter how he thought, he couldn't understand why this group of orcs, who had obviously lost the battle, could use such a huge impact to crush the entire human camp on such a night, and what the hell was going on with that huge monster, what was going on.
Looking at the huge monster, it was like a Yama from hell.
The bloody slaughter and the slaughter that seemed to be crazy were no less tragic than in the daytime, and it seemed that human beings could only flee like flocks of sheep, and no one would feel resistant, and even if they felt resisted, they would be easily pressed down.
Such a war seems to have reversed Du Feng's worldview all of a sudden.
In his eyes, humans weren't supposed to be like this, really...... It's true...... It shouldn't be like this.
It shouldn't be like this......
"Surprised......" He gradually crouched beside him, although I could see that he was more than much older than me, and I am afraid that it was no longer appropriate for me to call him uncle, but he never seemed to care about such a thing, but always casually beside him.
I didn't know how to answer, I just felt that my hands and feet were cold, and I didn't know if it was because of the cold weather or whatever.
It's just that when I can feel the palm on my shoulder, I feel that this unflickering night sky, there is a trembling current as if there is there, I really don't know what else I can think, I don't know where to go when I am close to my shadow, the gap between hope and reality in my chest, terror will come to my heart.
The uneasiness that wells up in my heart creates new fears, wanting to escape from reality, but it seems to be ......
Shrouded in an even more wonderful breeze.
He looked at me, his bearded face looked directly at the big village in front of him, as if it was not his compatriots who were killed inside, but a group of complete strangers, and he didn't care too much, but he didn't seem to be indifferent, so he didn't know what the person in front of him was thinking.
"Children, don't be superstitious about the present, the reason why people are great is because they can jump out of the inertial scenery and look into the future."
His gaze was so deep, as if he had seen through everything.
Insight into the light of the future flickered before his eyes.
Under the night sky, it was as if the firelight had ceased to exist, and the light of the stars was reflected in the sound heard from the dawn as before the nightlight.
"As long as one does not give up the brilliance of one's conviction, the madness in front of you is only a sign of destruction."
"As long as you firmly believe that even if you are young, heroes will definitely come to you one day."
"That person is none other than yourself......"
He suddenly smiled at himself, his smile was not affected by anything, he just looked at himself blankly, his smile was very flat and did not say anything.
looked at his fragile face, but he seemed to see something.
His gaze seemed to gradually dim, but then he could still see the haggard hidden in his smile from the barely visible look on his face.
"Huh...... I know you must think I'm telling a lie. I want to agree, but I can't. ”
His face became haggard almost instantaneously......
It was as if he had seen something he didn't want to recall, so he just said it blankly.
"And yet...... It doesn't matter if that's the case......"
"Really, even if I say it, how many people understand?"
His gaze suddenly turned to me, and he smiled, and put a hand on my shoulder, and said nothing, as if he were watching the fire with his own children.
Such a scene makes me not know how to describe it.
Scum? If you are a scumbag, then I am afraid that you understand what a scumbag is.
That is, just like now, sitting here, looking at the slaughtered human beings, just like the ducks in the roast duck factory that are eating concentrate feed alive, looking at the roast ducks that are roasted into bags one by one, but they seem to be like their own Yaxing after tea and dinner.
But with such a spectator, what qualifications do you really have to say about others?
How many times have I done this?
Thinking of such a fact, I can't help but think of a sentence on a certain person's tombstone.
At first they came to the Communists, and I did not speak, because I was not a Communist; Then they came to the Jews, and I did not speak, because I was not a Jew; Later they came to the union members, and I didn't say anything because I wasn't a union member; After this they came to the Catholics, and I did not speak, because I was a Protestant; Finally they came to me, but no one stood up to speak for me.