07 I want to fly high
Maybe just when I was wondering if he was gay......
He held out his hand to me, and I don't know how I felt his kindness or where that trust came from. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
People always go with the flow because of trust, and because of trust, they learn to deceive and deceive, and it is difficult to learn to believe in a person, but it takes courage to take the initiative to believe in a stranger, because this kind of belief not only requires the courage to believe, but also needs to bear the harm of being betrayed.
"You...... Don't you come here......" I shouted at the first thing I saw him come by.
Such words made the white person in front of him who wanted to come over stunned for a moment, and then seemed to understand something, as if he was smiling evilly at such a time.
"Even if you sit on the ground, you can't solve the fact that you're at the end of your rope."
His lascivious laughter, coupled with the white mask and the two slitted eyes in the holes, suddenly made me fall into a bone-chilling cold, and suddenly made me go from the speculation that he was a terrorist to a pervert sitting under the tree.
Why, I just crawled out of that kind of corpse to meet this kind of person, is it really me who deserves to die?
"Something...... Say it......" I said as if I was trembling.
But what my heart is like, I'm afraid I don't even know myself anymore.
What that feels like.
It's like the cloudless blue in the sky gradually becoming darker, the gloomy sky as if it was about to cry, the kind of clouds tangled in the sky, when exactly gathered in my heart, but I don't know anymore, waiting for me to notice, but I am already salivating with anxiety.
It's an impulse waiting to destroy everything, not knowing where to go, not knowing where it came from, and even if you understand it, you can't turn back, as for what you want to do?
In such a world, it seems that there is nothing I should do, right?
But even in this world where you don't need to do anything, and no one forces you to do anything, there is still a kind of confusion that hides a kind of uneasiness, like the cold wind blowing the fallen leaves before the rain, lingering in the air, and finally falling under the tree that I don't know how long it has been growing.
I looked at him and wanted to say something, but it seemed as if my brain couldn't give my mouth any proper words, because my heart was already slowly rotting.
"Okay......"
He stood suddenly in front of him, through the only remaining sun, and then spoke to himself with a very impatient voice, and then looked at the skin of his face as if it were a mask, and said to himself with such a white cloth face.
"Isn't it funny, young man, to play like this?"
The tone seemed to be full of disdain for my own behavior, but it didn't seem to show any surprise at my behavior.
He waved his hand at me, white gloves over his body, as if there was really not a trace of exposed skin on his body.
Standing on such a conspicuous tree like this, I didn't realize that I was really in a trance, and suddenly I thought of it, but then the restless and restless mood seemed to come immediately.
"Wow......" There seemed to be only a white shadow flashing in front of my eyes, and I felt that my hands were directly buckled behind my back, and a big foot was directly kicked on my back, and the violent tearing coupled with the back that had been cut into a thousand holes and was once again pressed by the foot on the back, suddenly made my whole body seem to tremble violently.
However, such a fierce tremor was carried by me at that moment, and it was accompanied by something that was really heartbreaking.
"Ah!!h My voice finally shouted, it was really not a pain that people could bear, but at that moment I still fiercely suppressed the mouth that had just opened, and bit my upper and lower lipes fiercely, just like that, accompanied by a short sound, but my palm was fiercely interrupted by a greater force.
The dagger in his hand, which he didn't know when he picked up, was directly hit to the ground like this, making a crisp sound of "fighting cold".
I felt something, or what I could feel.
"Boy, don't you feel very powerless......" His words always seemed to be so provocative, even if the tone always seemed to be very kind, but the kind that seemed to come from the words always seemed to be a deep disdain.
I gritted my teeth with a huge and heavy pain, and just said this to the guy behind me who didn't know if he could kill me at any time.
"It's none of your business......"
My words were much colder than his, as if he hadn't had the notion that he had restrained me.
"It doesn't matter the moment you take out your dagger and you're about to kill me......"
He said this coldly, but one hand picked up the dagger, and it stuck on his throat, and I could even feel the stinging sensation of the blade.
"If you want to kill, you will kill, what so much nonsense ......"
I'm very stubborn to say this, but in fact, no matter what I say, in fact, I already feel disgusted with this kind of world, in fact, I am now vainly dragging a pair of walking corpses without any difference.
I don't know where I've gone, I've had countless wars, I've had countless hungers, and how long I've not eaten by now, and my eyes have turned red, and if his blade hadn't reached my neck, I'd have been able to rush up and nibble on him.
"yes...... But I don't blame you, even though you're hungry now, and you're thinking about cannibalism. ”
His words seemed to become solemn, like the thunder that had begun to roll in the sky, rumbling, making his heart a little stunned.
"It's melancholy, isn't it? Quite unwilling, huh? Hunger has cornered you, hasn't it? It doesn't matter what you do, does it? So you think killing ......"
"It doesn't matter...... Right? ”
I suddenly picked up such a sentence, and the voice in unison with him made him stunned for a moment, and the solemn air made him a little speechless.
I looked at the sky, but suddenly I laughed, and the smile seemed to mock something, and the dry raindrops fell on my face, but I didn't feel any wetness, as if such raindrops had already begun to slowly weathered with the wind.
"Huh...... Hehehe......"
"What are you laughing at?" His feet were not so tight on my body, but the cold language was like a knife cutting someone.
I looked at the sky, it seemed like it had been cut in half, it was like a cut wound, not healed by the wind, but deepened because of it, no one would cry for me with dry eyes, no one would grieve for me because of it, whether it was the future or the past, whether it was the past or the present, all I could do was look at the past with one eye and the future with the other.
Then choose, the person who seems to be very close to him makes himself less embarrassed.
I used to be like this, and I still am like this, always holding a feeling of resistance, wary of my surroundings, no friends, and no so-called relatives, and then answer in a casual tone to the eyes around me, and then respond to them as if I was very disdainful.
Have the blues? Can't? Desperate?
Do I really feel this way in such a swamp?
"If I could spread my wings, I would never want to look back, whether it was dancing in the wind or letting the trembling sound in the sky, but I didn't want to be in the middle of fate and go with the flow...... So ......"
My palm seemed to have already ignored the dagger that was already holding me, and then my palm backhanded grabbed another blade hidden in the sole of my shoe directly, and directly picked it up as if it was tearing the palm of my hand, and the left hand flipped violently, and the sharp blade suddenly made the foot that was already pressed against my back suddenly loosened.
My mouth bit down on the dagger that had been around my neck, and then I turned around and slashed at him.
The violent turn made my whole body ache, but my seemingly gapless movement made the white figure stunned, and my left hand threw the blade directly at him.
The right hand was quick to catch the dagger that came out of his mouth, "I can only get up and fight with all my might......"
"Die......" I muttered silently, the blade that seemed to be just a little short of making a big hole in this man's body approached him.
However......
"Click......" That was the sound of the dagger dropping the blade.
I was slammed into place with one finger, and the dagger was flipped over and over like a toy in his hand.
Then he looked at himself with a smile and said.
"The momentum is good, but it's a pity that your movements are too slow......"
He pinched the dagger like this, and looked at himself, and the smile that came from his eyes made him slightly surprised.
But soon, with that kind of trance that was only for a moment, that kind of realism, it quickly restored himself to reality.
"You...... It doesn't feel bad...... Haha......"
He said this under his white mask, and then he grabbed his neck and dragged him forward.
I wanted to resist, but I found that I didn't have the slightest strength in my body.
But the feeling as if he was about to fall asleep made me a little confused.
When the rain comes, the whole world begins to churn, is this kind of future really worth believing in?
It's all because of your beginning......
The world can be changed......