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The days of lying on the grass and looking up at the endless sky are long gone.

At that time, I longed for the future, as if I wanted to be a migratory bird flying in the air, and fly in the sky without any interference and without any troubles......

However, as the once incomparable enthusiasm became more and more like an adult's world, I gradually began to regret it......

What did I accept, or what I was forced to accept?

Blue sky, or like blue sky.

The sky seems to be getting farther and farther away as the future approaches.

I really don't want that vision to come to naught,

So......

"Huh...... I was holding my uncle with one hand, but my mouth was breathing desperately.

On the bumpy ground, along with the ground that had long been infected with blood, a cold corpse seemed to be a real inconspicuous inconspicuous insect, lying on the ground horizontally, blood mixed from the inside, and there were upside-down blades stuck in the top.

The scorching sun in the sky seemed to make the world white.

My eyes were already beginning to blur, and I was bleeding from blunt wounds to several weapons.

"Am I going to die?" I don't know when I think like this.

But in my heart, this doesn't seem to be the most uncomfortable thing, thinking about Zhang Jie's inexplicable departure, and the inexplicable language of that big man Harder at the end, the feeling that makes me very uncomfortable seems to linger in my heart again. Maybe it's a kind of uneasiness, maybe it's a faint boredom. No one bothers him, and there is no one who can stop his steps, but why does his body always seem to be missing something, is it the desire to survive? Or is it ......

"Maybe, he really shouldn't be lied to."

The dry mouth trembled twice at this moment, making his brows twitch fiercely, but then he was really stunned, was such a word really said by himself? I suddenly thought to myself. Shouldn't I be like this? Why do you think that kind of person who doesn't know anything, but always adds to the chaos?

However, with the severe pain of several blunt wounds in the back and chest, he once again violently strangled the clothes on his body several times.

"Hiss......" should have wanted to scold something, but when that kind of words came to his mouth, it seemed that he couldn't say anything, as if he was deeply blocked by a nameless substance. This feeling is very uncomfortable, neither the pain from the wound nor the pain from the disease, but more ordinary......

It's like a deep exertion that is even more difficult to refuse, making me feel like I want to lie down and sleep all the time......

Sleepy...... It's like a mother's hands.

Tire...... It's like being in the most comfortable place in the world.

Want...... It's like wanting to go back to the place you want to look forward to.

Go to bed...... It's like a pair of hands to bring yourself back to the hometown that once haunted you.

"No......"

I suddenly pumped my mouth hard, loudly, with a sharp pain that made my head suddenly sober a little, with a kind of heavy pain that seemed to have been unconcerned before, but now seemed to be so heavy, I gritted my teeth and stomped on the ground with one foot, with the residual wheezing sound of intense exercise.

"...... Start"

It seemed that at this moment, just standing up seemed as if I had exhausted all my strength, but even then I was desperately trying to stand up.

However, with the blood that seemed to have been oozing out of his body for a long time, his head was sweating fiercely, and his wheezing voice seemed to tremble a little at such a time.

"Can't sleep...... We can't stop there...... Otherwise you're going to die......"

I said this to myself over and over again, but the exhaustion that came from nowhere still made me empty.

"Dead ......," I said to myself through gritted teeth, but the feeling as if I had already exhausted all my strength seemed to be trying to exploit myself all the time, so that I simply did not have enough strength to stand up completely.

Even the spirit that never disappeared seemed to be impossible to mention at this time, but it was all because of that thought, and I didn't want to give up at all......

"yes...... Even though I was like this, I didn't want to lose to myself. As I said this, my mind was still completely recalling what the man had said when he saw him for the last time. Zhang Jie...... And those people.

"I can...... OK!!! I said harshly.

The fist slammed into the tree, causing the whole tree to shake.

"It's okay to be alone!!" I gritted my teeth and yelled!

But at this moment, his eyes were already completely red, and the scars on his body were bleeding out that never stopped.

"Yes !!" My mouth said.

But standing under that not very big tree, the sun shining brightly on the earth, and it was so vast in front of me, but why was I like that, but such thoughts seemed to be stopped at that moment, and I knew that if I did, I might be planted here this time.

However, the kind of thought that came from the inside still made me think about it.

"Say goodbye? You're just ...... again," I thought to myself, but I bit my lower lip hard at the thought of saying goodbye to what I had found.

Saying goodbye is of course very uncomfortable, maybe who knows if the next time will be goodbye, but whether it is or not, that kind of residual thought will still be in people's hearts, but......

I looked at the scorching sun that seemed to be still shining high in the sky, and the cloudless sky was so bright, but the more I felt that there must be something left under such a clear sky.

"You're taunting me, too, aren't you?"

I said this to the sun, but there was a chilling smile on my face.

……

However, that smile was so weak, like a Wang Ba who was already about to dry up, lying in the desert, knowing the loss of water, but could only quietly wait for the arrival of death.

What the desert looks like, I haven't seen it, but I'm facing the threat of death again and again, this is what I know best, this is not only your courage in the face of thousands of police rushing towards you, but also not the domineering desire to be a hero and want to rob a bank alone, it is a kind of real and not in fantasy, expecting you to wear stockings to make the bank staff panic, but if that kind of scene really occurs, I'm afraid you may face more than just the muzzle of the anti-terrorist force, but more than half a lifetime of mental illness.

I think it would be even more joyful if you faced thousands of psychosis with stockings, and if you could face thousands of psychos, shout: "Haha! I'm here to rob a mental hospital......"

What will happen after that?

"Of course, there will be no consequences...... Du Feng shook his head, but he answered this question like this, his footsteps were walking quietly on such a road, but his mouth was gnawing on a blue fruit that he didn't know what it was, although he had never eaten such a fruit, but at the moment he couldn't care about it so much, just like a crazy hungry wolf would never refuse anything, I'm afraid that if he waited for a while, all four legs would be gnawed off except for the table.

That's really crazy, the wild chrysanthemums on the side of the road don't know when they have already bloomed, the blue flowers accompanied by the green grass can always show a kind of exuberant look, if it is so delicate, should I suddenly have a glimmer of essence in my eyes, and then suddenly eat these flowers, and finally find that these flowers are poisonous, and then ......

"If I had that strength, I wouldn't have stayed in this place and couldn't get out......"

I read it silently, but I have no interest in those flowers, now you are afraid to give me an edible worm is stronger than these flowers, these flowers may be able to make you soak the princess, but not to fill your stomach, of course, if you really go to be a little girl who buys flowers, of course, then it should not be called a little girl, then what is it called? Sister-in-law?

Anyway, no matter what it's called, I guess if people like me sell flowers, I don't think there will be any market, and if they sell Y, maybe someone will come to buy it......

Of course, with my current situation, I don't think I can wait for that day.

I wanted to lift my eyes from the endless ground, to see if there was a little human shadow in the road ahead, after all, it was so aimless...... Walking, but the moment he suddenly raised it, he seemed to see a pair of eyes suddenly appear in front of his eyes, and he seemed to be able to feel the diligent heat from that face.

"I'm ......" I lay back almost instantly, after all, it was so scary.

No one will suddenly find that a pair of eyes suddenly appear in front of their eyes and can be nothing, in other words, although I want to see a little shadow of a person, but it's just a shadow, your reaction may not be too big, right, send people directly to my eyes? For the first time, I realized that my prayer was so fulfilled, could it be that I had done something good in my previous life for all mankind? And to the extent that you were grateful, and in the end even the gods were moved? Yes...... In that case, I'm just great.

I thought so, but the person who suddenly appeared in front of me had a kind of ...... Well...... First of all, let's describe his face, he is wrapped in a white cotton robe, just like an Arab, I don't think even Arabs will cover their faces, right? Then cut out two holes in it, slot, are you when you were originally a terrorist unit?

"Don't get me wrong...... I'm not a suspicious person......" he said.

I'm afraid I'll believe you if he says something else, but...... You're dressed like this, are you really embarrassed to say you're not some suspicious person? If you don't look suspicious, then I'm afraid that my whole body beggar suit plus the clothes torn from the dead body as bandages can already be called formal clothes (by the way, are you really embarrassed to say that others are dressed like this?). In short, if he said that he was an evangelion sent by Brother Lamp from the New Century, I would probably believe it, but is there really a very promising profession in this world besides the bandit dressed like this?

And it's still broad daylight?

Forget it, looking at me like this, what else do you want to rob? If I have the most valuable value in my body, I'm afraid that only my organs will be left, but I think that if the medicine of this world is exaggerated to such an extent, it will not be possible for even earth dogs to eat corpses like a banquet, right?

Thereupon...... I said it with dignity.

"Big brother...... I really don't have anything left of me......"

I said this, but it was clear that my physical condition didn't allow me to do too much.

As for advanced movements such as kneeling, for a body like mine, it is almost difficult.

But the truth is, I still don't want to be here.

In other words, there are not many people who choose to die if they can live......

Even the birds are the same, isn't there such a sentence? Dog ants are still reincarnated (doesn't the original work say so, right?) In short, it means that it is good to be alive. (I think if there was such a book, the author of the book would be amazing, anyway, where did you buy the book?) Is it a pirated copy of a five-cent book bought from a stall? ）

Looking at the masked man in front of him, he didn't move, and even looked at me with such an expression, he didn't move, just stared at himself with a pair of eyes,, is this what it means to wait for my purchase money?

If you don't bring this, you even have to rob the injured beggar, you have to have wood and humanity? This is simply a beast, a vampire, and a pervert with extremely remote personality and hobbies......

"Hey...... You ......"

The masked man said this to himself, and one hand was still stretched out, as if he wanted to reach out and ask for money.

"I don't have ...... money"

Almost subconsciously, I just said this.

"Money?"

He seemed confused.

Of course he was wearing a mask, I don't know how I could tell that he was very confused, just with his face with a mask like this, how could I see that he would not be suspicious, if it was suspicious, it was still ......

"Money, what money?"

Finally, at this last word, I was already devastated......