085 Diary (II)
This is the place where Pan An really stayed back then!
Chuxin Guardian and Pan An are looking for traces of the past together, and along the road they have walked, looking for the original self.
Time goes backwards, back to the beginning of everything.
The end of Pan An is unknown, and the beginning of everything has always existed.
Cutting off this ability in the past, Pan An only used it once on the enemy, stripping the opponent from this world and expelling him, but he did not use it on himself.
Pan An's past can always be traced, and after he became stronger, Pan An also went to some places and saw his past.
The original guardian has always been able to see the past, at the beginning, it was too long to see it, but these years have grown to the present, and it has been greatly improved, and the things in the past 1,000 years can be seen accurately.
Pan An's past is nothing to look at, there are no glorious moments, more than some moments that make people feel that they are brain-dead and mentally retarded.
Back in time to about 20 years, Pan An saw himself moving in the house.
Sleeping, watching TV, reading books, bathing, eating, listening to songs.
At first, there were many things in the house, but with the decline of time, computers and some superfluous devices disappeared.
The women who moved in the house also disappeared one day, and in this quiet and lonely house, there was only a trace of his life.
Every day is a repetitive monotonous life, eating and sleeping at a fixed time, getting up and washing at a fixed time, sitting at a desk at a fixed time, and writing about the day's events seriously.
Pan An hadn't written a diary for a long time, and after thinking of the diary, he remembered the thick diary back then.
I remember that because I felt that I had the original intention to guard, I felt that there was no need to continue to write a diary.
In fact, it is true that Pan An has reached the point where he does not need to keep a diary.
"My difficult memory back then should be related to the original protection of the original intention that had not yet come out of the body. ”
In the early years, Pan An would still be curious about why he was different, but after going through too many things, he gradually became indifferent and no longer tried to prove why he was different.
The final end point is when Pan An is not yet born, but Pan An will not look at that kind of life, the starting point of his life is not the moment of birth, nor the moment when he gets the system in a rough rented house, but the moment when he sits on the ground in the corner of the wall and cries with his legs, longing to become stronger.
The scene when he cried back then has been in Pan An's various dreams all these years, which is a starting point and the root of many worlds.
The crying boy gave rise to countless possibilities and countless worlds from his body.
Thousands of worlds will return here when they return to their origins, this is where everything began, and the beginning of countless worlds has gathered, and the complex power makes it impossible for anyone except Pan An to get close to here.
Whether it is a time spell or another space spell, if you are close to this point in time at this time, then you will suffer a terrifying backlash.
Even if Pan An himself wants to cut off the past, at most, he will cut off the past before or after this point in time, and he can't directly cut off this past.
The current Pan An is a fork in the tree, and it's okay to break it by himself, but he can't break off the roots of another world.
The time of crying, like the crystal nucleus of snowflakes, is not affected by Pan An's previous life path, it is a special time that will not be affected by the past and the future.
Pan An is free to continue the development of the rest of the worlds in the dream world, but if he passes through this point, he can travel between different worlds.
His life is not only forward, but also directly drifts to another world to continue forward, or even backwards!
Simply killing Pan An is at most a way to block Pan An, and Pan An itself has countless roads to walk, each road can develop countless roads, there is a world in the world, and branches are separated from tree branches.
Even if the current path is blocked, he can replicate an exact world, or bypass the dead end in front of him from another world, and bypass it and then turn back.
Just like in the online world, Pan An's life is full of all kinds of magical possibilities.
Pan An knew how strong he was, and after looking at the past, he felt something in his heart and directly made a thick diary.
"Anping, Pingping, let's go, I have something to give you, you look at it. ”
Pan An called An Ping and Pingping, who were looking at the introduction of the items and souvenirs, and walked directly outside with the two of them.
Pingping bought a teacup with Pan An's face printed on it, and the price was 99 yuan.
"What is it?" Pingping asked curiously, holding the teacup in her hand, feeling that since it was given to herself and her brother, it shouldn't be something interesting.
Pan An walked out of the memorial hall with his name on it, and took a large heavy book in his hand from a stone tablet at the door.
"This is a diary I wrote back then, and before I met your mother, it was also from the beginning of my study, which lasted for about a year. ”
Pan An handed over the eight-pound-thick book to An Ping, and said with emotion: "Actually, I should have given it to you earlier, but I forgot about it when I was busy with some things ten years ago." ”
When Pan An went to another world, the two children were still elementary school students, and Pan An had never advocated giving the two children a burden that they shouldn't bear too early, so he didn't mention it.
Later, the two children who can successfully enter the country's first-class universities do not need Pan An's learning experience from primary school to high school.
"Father's diary?" Pingping immediately became interested, and did not hesitate to regard this diary as her own thing, something that she would not share with others!
Pan An nodded, and said with a smile: "This records the real me, I was a little different from me now, whether it is thinking or habits, there are very different things, and many places seem naïve, but now I am indeed from that childish time." ”
At that time, Pan An felt that those celebrities should not be treated so well, and even expressed injustice for scientists.
But now Pan An feels that his thoughts at that time are a little ridiculous.
Pan An now has no jealousy of those stars who earn hundreds of millions of dollars, and he will not pay attention to this kind of thing.
Although it was very ridiculous in many places back then, the once passionate and indignant speeches have also become black history.
But that naïve self is the key to everything!
"Well, go back and see, the real me may be very different from what you know me. ”