Pan An's past is not unknown.

In the hotel, the teenagers and girls spent one night reading Pan An's past and learning about Pan An's life in the past year or two.

In the morning, Pingping couldn't wait to find Pan An.

"Father, is this really your diary?"

Pingping is very suspicious, if it is not written on purpose, then the owner of this diary should be a cynic, always feel that he is different from others, a working boy who wears a wry smile or a helpless smile all day long.

The kind that can't marry a wife in your life!

The diary is full of various mental activities, as well as the reading insights of learning elementary school knowledge, as well as the evaluation of food and prices, and the nonsense and sour remarks about seeing a beautiful woman with others on the street, which simply makes Pingping nauseous.

Pan An looked at Pingping and An Ping and said, "It seems that you don't believe it, but this is indeed the former me, and as for the me from a long time ago, it has no reference significance for you." ”

Pingping couldn't believe this kind of thing, and said with a frown: "However, there are many things in this, and it doesn't feel like something you can do at all, Father. ”

Pan An looked at the time, "Say it on the way, it's time to leave for Yanjing." ”

The three of them took a car to the airport, this time not to the international airport, but to take a special plane from a special route directly to Yanjing.

"The real me, in fact, many people know, but most people beautify me back then based on my current achievements. ”

Pan An and his children explained: "This diary is the diary I wrote back then, which recorded the big and small things in my life, I was immature in many aspects, but at that time I already had the foundation to grow and even surpass my current achievements, you only saw how naïve I was back then, but you didn't see the persistence and firmness hidden under that naivety." ”

An Ping and Pingping sat opposite Pan An, neither of them saw the persistence that Pan An said, only Pan An's naivety.

Pan An said softly: "You two can just look at this diary for yourself, those people outside are more willing to believe in the past they know about me, just like the stories you heard and saw from that place yesterday." ”

Pingping looked at Pan An, "Father, which one of me is more powerful than you in this diary?"

Pan An smiled, "This question is very funny, of course, I was more powerful when I wrote this diary, because I already had the belief to become stronger at that time." ”

Without telling any lies or comforting Pingping, Pan An said naturally: "At that time, I could memorize and record any thought and scene of my day, can you two now?"

Pingping thought about it for a moment, then shook her head.

Pingping can never forget, but she can't do it every time, what she can do is targeted memory, not continuous memory in a day.

An Ping also shook his head, he couldn't do this either.

Pingping thought for a while, then quickly looked at Pan An again, and asked: "Father, you told me that when you first met your mother, you were a high climber of your mother, and you are not married to your mother at this time, so you are not as good as your mother at this time, that is, it should not be as strong as me, right?"

It's really good to go around, Pan An looked at this daughter, a little speechless.

"Don't look down on me......" Pan An clasped his hands in front of him, glanced at the distinguished cabin of the pick-up and drop-off officer, and then looked at the two children with a faint smile, "At the beginning, Zhen Wen and the rest only saw the family history and property of both parties, so I was not wrong to say that." ”

"At first, Zhen Wen didn't pay much attention to money, seeing that I was handsome and strong, in good health, and seeing that my daughter liked it, I didn't ask for anything else. ”

Pan An said Zhen Wen's true thoughts back then, "Zhen Wen died of illness because her husband was young, and she has some family property, so the requirement for her son-in-law is to be in better health and look better, after all, appearance is also a kind of face, and I also hoped to find a son-in-law who can live with her, so I meet in all aspects, and that's it." ”

"According to most people's thoughts, and what I really thought at the time, it was true that I had climbed high. ”

"However, with Li Yan, Zhen Wen and the rest of the people slowly getting to know me, and I continued to improve at that time, more and more people agreed with the marriage between me and Li Yan, and before Anping was born, no relatives regarded me as the kind of son-in-law who only relied on appearance. ”

Pan An clenched his right hand, a clenched fist.

"I didn't have my current social status at that time, and I didn't make much contribution in the field of science, and before I got the admission letter from Yenching University, I already had the power to make ordinary people recognize me, not fists, but wisdom, and the ability to make money. ”

Pan An let go of his hand, leaned back on the chair, put one leg on the other, and said lightly: "I know that I have neglected my family in the past eleven years, you can now ask Li Yan and Zhen Wen whether the husband and son-in-law they hope for are the men who take care of their children at home, who are responsible for laundry, cooking, and housework, or this me now." ”

"Or what about you?" Pan An looked at Pingping and Anping, poking out all the problems that have arisen in the past ten years, "You two have also seen relatives on my side and your mother and grandmother, do you two think that I have failed whose expectations?"

Pingping and An Ping couldn't answer the question, both of them thought Pan An was irresponsible, but they couldn't say that.

Could it be that Pan An is accused of valuing other things more than himself?

To say that Pan An does not care about his family is to disagree with the current family that is richer and more luxurious than all his relatives, as well as his status and power.

Pan An looked at the expressions of the two of them, and said calmly: "I want you two to show me my past, I hope you two know my past, after all, it is my bloodline, I don't want this world to even know my true side." ”

Pingping raised her head and whispered, "Do you still have a diary after that?"

Pan An shook his head, smiled and said: "I haven't written a diary since I moved to Zhen Wen's house, you can understand this as a virgin diary, and then the rest of my life will be tied to Li Yan, Zhen Wen, and then the two of you, one is tied to ten years, so the next ten years are my own time, I did what I am interested in, and I need to do what I need to do." ”

Pingping and Anping no longer have a problem with the things of the previous ten years, Pan An before marriage and Pan An after marriage are fundamentally different, both of them think that Pan An has paid and changed a lot for this family.

The ten years that have disappeared are Pan An's own time, although Anping and Pingping both miss the loving father in their memory, they don't hate the father in front of them who is stronger than they remember.