"Some words are hard to say, and I hesitate because I am reluctant. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info thought for a long time, and found that I really don't know how to speak except sorry for the e-sports road over the years. I'm sorry I didn't bring more glory to IG when I was in IG, I'm sorry I didn't lead my teammates into the lpl when I was in YG, I'm sorry that the fans who supported me disappointed you again and again, I'm sorry for myself, there is no perfect end to my career.

It's been 5 years since I played professionally, and my first fans should have been from high school to college, and maybe I'm also a parent. It's quite warm to think about, obviously I haven't known each other, but because of e-sports, we've gone through 5 years together.

I'm actually a very strong person, over the years, I've been sprayed and praised, and I've thought about giving up many times, but I really enjoy playing games and liking this game, and I don't want to leave, so it's been until now.

Here, a big thank you to my first and only club, IG. There are also brothers and teammates who fought with me, who are still willing to believe in me and fight with me when I lose the game or some doubts from the outside world, and I am really grateful to these brothers, thank you.

Last year, I lost to RNG when our lineup was the most promising, and I was depressed for a long time after the end, and I didn't touch the game for a long time, so I wanted to give up at that time, and I really couldn't do it, but the departure of the team's foreign aid at that time, and it was even worse for me to go again, so I persevered again, and until now, I am not suitable to continue on the path of my career, both physically and energetically.

From an internet addict to a professional player, from Nobunaga to lol, esports has brought me so much, and I have never regretted choosing this path. Finally, I hope that everyone can go further and further on the road of chasing their dreams, and encourage each other. My quest for esports is complete, but my dream of esports continues. ”

"Whew!" The shadow leaned on the gaming chair and looked at the above sentence on his Weibo, and after hesitating repeatedly, he clicked the left mouse button and posted this passage to his Weibo.

What made him want to retire was not because of the conditions that PDD talked about that night. It's really tired. The shadow took it and left the YG base with the suitcase he had already packed, turning back one step at a time.

Coaching? The shadow sat on the taxi and looked out the window, recalling the bits and pieces of his past five years. After all, he still didn't fulfill his dream. The shadow is very lost and confused. Are you really willing to give up everything and become a coach?

The answer is no, he is not reconciled, he still wants to fight, but he does not have the ability to persevere. But the reality is extremely cruel, and he doesn't have the strength to hold on now. If he continues to stay at YG, he will become a child-like being. This is contrary to the shadow of the world.

Now people say that playing a career is to circle a wave of fans, and then retire as an anchor to sell meat muffins. But the shadow doesn't want to go to this, not to look down on it, but to not cross the threshold in his heart now.

What did he get in the past five years? Such a bunch of brothers? The shadow admits that they occupy a very important place in their hearts, but what have they paid for all the efforts they have persisted in the past five years?

The shadow is unwilling, even if he changes his identity and location, the shadow wants to stick to his championship dream. As PDD said that night: it is not because of dreams that I insist, but because I persisted for a long time to see my dreams!

So can you realize your dreams in a different way? The shadow wants to take a gamble.

The staffing of Team D, he knows very well that he and Curly are from the same period, and they can't be more familiar. The current curly hair is the head coach, and he can only be an assistant coach in the past, which PDD makes very clear.

What does it mean to be an assistant coach? It means that all the credit for his work will be given to Curly Hair, which means that he can't play when BP is on the field, and it means that he can't go on stage to receive the award when the team wins the championship. But even so, the shadow still wants to fight. Because he wants a championship.

......

The shadow got out of the taxi, looked at the not-so-tall D-Team Club, and walked in. Just when he was trying to find someone to ask for directions.

Curly, who had been sitting in the living room on the first floor, hurriedly ran over. Said with a smile: "Shadow, long time no see!" ”

"Well, long time no see!" The shadow smiled in response. Long time no see! It's not like they've been seen for a long time, but they've seen it in the LSPL backstage not long ago. This sentence of long time no see is a recognition of him. A recognition of his persistence in chasing his dreams. Isn't that why curly hair is coming back?

"Come, come, come. You do a good job, you just came here today, and I plan to let you rest first, but because the boss is coming over this afternoon, I have some things to explain to you. Curly warmly took the suitcase from Shadow's hand and asked the service staff on the side to take it and put it in the room specially prepared for Shadow.

"What's the matter, so anxious?" Shadow asked, sitting down with a blank expression.

"We are all knowledgeable people, and if the wise don't say dark things, I'll just say it. Our D-squad is actually quite a good combination right now. Now 957 has been introduced, which can completely impact the top few LPL rankings, but why also recruit assistant coaches, because our boss wants to play, and after he plays, he asks to play with him as the core, which is why he bought you. Because no one knows how to protect singles better than you. ”

"Huh?" The shadow looked confused, was he pitted by PDD? Is this the team that always wants to win the championship? The boss himself went into battle, oh my God. Fortunately, I didn't sign a contract.

"Don't be surprised, Boss Fang's personal strength is not much stronger than the current PDD, even in the peak period, the YM base is with us, you can wait to find PDD to confirm, the most important thing now is that you can formulate a set of tactics for this?" Curly looked at the shadow and said seriously.

"There's no problem with that." The shadow nodded, he didn't know what Fang Wen's strength was, but it was still possible to formulate tactics. Seeing that Curly Hair had moved out of PDD, Shadow could only choose to believe Fang Wen, hoping that he would not let himself down. My e-sports dream is all in this.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, Fang Wen came to Team D on time, and when he came to the training room, he saw the shadow of talking to PDD, and strode forward. "Hello, I'm Fang Wen! The first director of the national costume! (To be continued.) )