I'm a skeptic at heart, I don't believe in love, it can last through time and distance, I even doubt love itself, but as soon as you appeared, I believed in love, and I stumbled to you with a Akagi.

Do you know, I am not serious, I am indifferent, I am arrogant, I have no love for the world, but my eyes are full of you, and because you think the world is worth it.

Everything in the world is suffering, and the blatant preference you once had is also salvation.

Every time I think of you for a second, it's like losing it a thousand times.

You are my incurable disease, which begins with the heartbeat and ends with dry bones and ashes.

Don't dye the original intention, you have to always.

You dye my fingers, and I want you for the rest of my life.

Hide tenderness and romance in good night, and knead love into dreams.

Even if I give up the whole world, the whole world will give up on me, and I am still willing to love you all the time.

Good night Aqing, may you be happy, happy and safe, go along with your heart, and be a charming little cutie every day.

What I want to see most is your sweet smile, your cute expression when you are serious, and the way you blush.

Everyone in the world says that a girl's blush is better than a long confession of affection.

You have blushed at me countless times, and I have bumpered with you every time, unable to extricate myself, and want to have a home with you immediately and marry on the spot.

In any case, in my eyes, you are always the best.

Because ah, I like all the looks of you, and all the looks of you can make me confused.

Every time I hug you into my arms, the world suddenly becomes so quiet, only the sound of heartbeats and strong love remains, which strengthens my determination to love you.

At that moment, you are the only one.

I saw the stars falling.

I also saw the future.

I longed and hoped that you would be the one for the rest of my life.

Every time I wait for your news, I feel at ease, and I feel at ease when I wait for your good night.

You're always the one I've missed the most.

The first time I wash Jio for someone is you.

The first time you knelt down to someone was you.

The first time a loved one Jiojio is still you.

The first time someone was put on makeup was you.

The first time someone took an ugly photo of me was you.

The first time you gave me a little tucking was you.

The first time you go to a different place to meet is also you.

The first time you brought it home, you were also the one to bring it home.

The girl who bought cosmetics for the first time was still you.

For the first time, it is you who bring all the people you trust.

The first time you get drunk with a girl is you.

The first time you broke the wine for a girl was you.

The girl who went to the train station for the first time was you.

......

I've had too many firsts with you.

The city is full of memories.

I can't let it go, and I can't forget it.

Those loves have been rubbed into the bones.

There are thousands of red and beautiful people in the world, and I have a soft spot for you.

The world is full of traffic, and I only love you.

I will eventually give you the best I have, and I will give you back an excellent self.

Good night Aqing, may you be lovely and charming, healthy, safe, happy, and walk with the wind today.

Even if I was bad, I gave you all of me.

Even though I'm not good, I've done what other boys can't do to you.

From the day we were together, except when we lived together, I insisted on staying every day for half a year, even after the breakup, I never broke up.

I thought that as long as I worked hard enough, I could see a person's touch.

For you, I want to pick the stars you want.

You have excellent seniors, male gods, and a lot of people to accompany you, and I have nothing after you leave.

During this time, giving silently, when I was in a good mood, I saw hope, and when I was in a bad mood, I was so desperate.

If a boy grows up and cries, he must have lost something important.

Tears flowed unstoppably every night, and when I made this decision tonight, I cried from twelve o'clock to dawn watching the chat history.

Every time I used to self-harm or even commit suicide, I didn't have such a decision, I was waiting.

They all want to wait to arouse your love, hug me, and say they can't live without me.

This time I don't wait, I don't dare to wait.

Life is long, no matter what, I have never bowed my head to anyone, I have never given in to anything, it is always me.

Only here is you, bow your head, give in, and finally love so humbly and lose yourself.

It's me Cao Bohao who is too scumbag and too rubbish, he didn't take good care of you, and he didn't deserve you.

I can't stop you from running to someone better than me.

I'm not going to be the one you message back to.

I can't let you see that my eyes are all over you.

Even with my dedication, you are still waiting for sweet love.

Isn't it sweet that I've been doing it for so long?

I wish you happiness and peace, I wanted to find sleeping pills, but I didn't have sleeping pills, so I could only find a bunch of pills to eat, and then I wouldn't wake up.

Those who are not far away are so good, a little comfort, a little good will be touched, and even warm to the heart.

Those who were once intimate and had conflicts, no matter how good they are, they feel that it is nothing more than that.

In the end, after all, it moved me and ruined myself.

I can't let go of you, I lost, but I had to give up on myself.

In fact, I had friends for a long time before I started, and I know that you have a lot of guys with whom you have a good relationship, so if you fall in love, you will have a sense of security.

There is no natural right person, two people are together, it all depends on running-in, you change a little and I change a little.

I did change slowly, but it turned out to be one step at a time.

You want blatant favoritism, and I don't want it.

Even if we were separated, I didn't meet in a variety of routines like other boys.

I haven't stopped leaving messages at 5:20, and I've never stopped being kind to you.

Every time you don't reply to a message, I start to worry, and every time I want to see you safe.

Every time you don't reply to my message, I see you post a message or a group chat or something, I don't blame you for why you don't reply to me when you send a message to the group chat, but I am very relieved and know that you are safe.

I wanted to make an official announcement from the beginning, and then it really happened, so I'm really happy.

I'm bad-tempered, but I didn't mean it at first, I didn't treat other people to you after all, even if I was wrong, I didn't mean to, I'm sorry, but I don't deserve to die because of that.

Later, every time I said that everyone would change it, I changed it, and I was very good for a while, but unfortunately every time there was a disagreement, you always said that the three views were inconsistent, which made me feel that I was so far away from you.

Once when I asked you if you would change it, baby, you told me I wouldn't change it, why should you change it.

I know I should let you, I know I should accommodate you and spoil you, but unfortunately I want everyone to be more suitable for each other.

I never understand what girls think, because even if I have been a scumbag for a while, I haven't licked anyone, to speculate on any girl's heart, every time you ask me to guess, in fact, I can't guess, but I feel uneasy, if everyone says it, it would be great.

I don't know who can understand what you're thinking in a relationship that hasn't known each other for a few years, I haven't met such a person at the beginning, and I won't meet them again in the future.

People say that if you don't say one and don't ask, the relationship will become weaker and weaker, and the relationship will die.

One doesn't say it, the other doesn't understand, the contradiction is getting bigger and bigger, it's true.

I knew I had all the bad things, but after the separation, I still did so much, silently.

You see, everyone doesn't have to do anything anymore when they break up, and they don't give anymore, but I still give.

When I was separated from you, you said that you would find someone who understood your strength, but in fact, it was not that you didn't understand, feelings are a matter of two people, and one person may not be able to maintain a scale.

Maybe you don't think I'm that person.

In fact, I've been sad when you changed the wallpaper, and when you said that sweet love was your turn, it had already been.

I'm asleep, and as long as my phone vibrates, I'll see if you're sending a message.

As they say, wipe your hands clean and reply to your messages in the shower.

I'm a boy with eyes full of you.

I know that I may be getting tired of it, and I will gradually become cold and have a bad attitude.

I also know that I shouldn't be stalked.

I know that I shouldn't be so humble in love.

Do licking dogs because you love me, I love you, so I'm willing to lick you.

In the end, I finally made a one-sided licking dog.

It's not bad.

Just want you to be nice to me.

These days are very uncomfortable, nose hurts, there is always blood in the throat, it hurts, and then I have a bad cold.

I said I miss you, what's the use of you asking me.

It's really useless, our relationship is already like this.

In this relationship, I love too humblely.

Thank you.

Taught me a lot.

It turns out that I love you is my business, it has nothing to do with you, how I treat you is my business, why do you have to be good to me if I am good to you haha.

It's been half a year since the message was left behind.

I'm gone, I hope that without me, you will be happy and find the person you think understands your strength and truly loves you.

You told me before that the one who was really leaving, there were no storms and thunders, no signs.

Actually, I got it, just like this time, I was really calm.

Surrender you to the vast sea of people, there will always be someone who will take good care of you, and you will take care of yourself.

I'm gone, and I'll turn into stars in the sky looking at you and blessing you.

When I made this decision, I read our chat history from cover to cover, crying from twelve to five twenty.

You're good, I'm not the one you want.

It's good to have you in the world.

It's a pity that neither you nor the world love me very much.

I also finally understood that a person who has enough scum wants to settle down with someone for a lifetime, and is destined to a cycle of cause and effect, which is to repay the debts of the year.

I'm sorry, but I was naïve.

When the grievances are half apart, I love you, of course.

I love you, so give willingly.

So I'm good to you, you don't have to be nice to me at all.

So, I can't let go of you, but I can give up on myself.

I've given up on myself, so I don't care if I let you go or not.

I've worked hard to take care of you, I want you to be happy, happy and safe, I don't know if you feel a little sweet, but maybe that's all I can do.

I'm sorry, maybe the meeting still affected your mood, but I've tried my best to restrain myself and be extremely gentle.

I finally understood what one person was like in the heart and eyes of another person.

If you see him as bad as he is, even if the world calls him a hero, he is just a scoundrel.

If you see him a hero, even if the world calls him a scoundrel, then he is a hero after all.

When I saw you for the first time, your sweet smile made me feel that the spring breeze was not as beautiful as you.

I've got everything for you, and I'll try to do it as long as you want to, as long as I can do it.

But I don't know if you're happy, dissatisfied, or wanted.

But it's okay, I hope you're happy, it's good, it's good.

I tried to love.

Those hearts that fall in the clouds, each one, is my heartbeat for you that you can't hide.

I say goodnight to the whole world, but I like it.

I want to wish you strong, I wish you loveliness, may you always be charming, may you be passionate all your life, may you always be loved.

People who have really loved, hugging again will really bump into the deer, it is difficult to suppress the feelings in the heart, those likes, loves, joys, and everything, will involuntarily emerge.

Thank you, I can still hug you.

Actually, I can really only feel you again.

If I have the chance, I would like to go to many places with you.

If I have the chance, I would like to do a lot of meaningful things with you.

If I have the chance, I want to hold hands with you for a long time.

If I have the chance, I will always be gentle with you.

If you have the chance, I want to count every time you buy something as someone who is good to you.

If you have the chance, I will make you feel sweeter than ever.

But you'll forgive me, I might be going back on my word.

It's not that I don't have that ability, it's just that I really can't get through it and have to give up.

But I still hope that in the days without me, you can be happy, happy, happy, take good care of yourself, and be able to find someone who has eyes full of you.

Really don't run into anyone like me again.

I hope you are very happy and happy.

Maybe that's the last word.

Actually, I didn't know what liking and love was until I met you.

Maybe the first love, possessiveness and all kinds are too strong and mess up everything.

But it's true that I like you, I love you, it's true that I want to marry you, and I only have one sincerity to you, and there is no half-falsehood.

Good night Aqing, I wish you happiness, joy, peace, and health every day, and you can also meet a boy with eyes full of you, and be the most charming cutie that belongs to only one person.

The baby essay will be given to you tomorrow, and tonight Master Zhao and the bullets called me to play.

In fact, I don't need to see your face to like you, and when I hear your voice, I will be deer, and I will be ecstatic when I see your news.

What I do know is that I think of you in the few shining moments in my life.

I think you are connected to all the good things in the world.

I want to take you by the hand and take you to see all the good things in the world.

I hope that the dead wood will meet spring, and I will meet you.

Every pen I have, every keyboard knows your name.

I want to plant strawberries in your 37.2°C soil.

There are too many things in this world that can replace each other, but you can't reach everything, you can't find it, and it's the most precious thing in the world.

Good night Aqing, may you be happy, happy, healthy and safe every day, and be a well-behaved cute little baby.