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The memory of being surrounded by the shining starlight -- just like before, the dream of a girl who vows to be together forever......

"Lee, you're going to be with me all the time!"

This "agreement" ...... almost forgotten, obviously I don't even know what love is, why do I feel so painful, obviously I am about to forget this agreement, why do I have to appear in front of me again!

Li Lin had a dream—something that he had almost forgotten, and he recalled it again in the dream......

Obviously, I have almost forgotten the agreement countless times, but every time I will recall it when I am about to really forget it, that dream......

That dream ...... let me know what is really excessive in this world......; That dream ...... made me feel good to die for the first time in my life......; That dream ......, born on that distant day, is forever deep in the depths of my memory......

If there really is karma in this world, then when should a person who has made a mistake in the past suffer the retribution that he deserves ...... for that sin......? ……

Since I was a child, I was different, not that I stood out from the crowd, but that I was ...... Actually a flawed person.

I'm not physically handicapped, nor am I a mentally retarded child, on the contrary, I have a more ordinary talent, body and mind, generally speaking, a child like me with excellent grades and sports should be the favorite of parents, in fact, this is exactly the case, if I can be born in an ordinary working family, I should be the most powerful brother in the eyes of my sister, the son who can make them proud in the eyes of my parents, and the genius who is envied in the eyes of my neighbors......

Normally, if I had been born into an ordinary working family......

But my existence itself is not ordinary enough, so where can I find an ordinary parent, an ordinary family, and an ordinary life?

According to my incompetent parents, I have been different since I was born, and other children have come into this world with crying, but I am different, as if I didn't know what love was since the day I was born......

This is not to say that I am a cold-blooded, ruthless, non-crying and non-laughing monster, on the contrary, as I grow up, I am no different from ordinary children, I will cry when I fall, and I will laugh when I eat lollipops, but ...... The strange thing is that I know exactly why I cry and why I laugh......

I cry not because I feel pain, but because my brain judges that "normal people should cry" at this time, so my brain will secrete a little hormone to stimulate my tear glands to secrete a weakly acidic and transparent colorless saline solution containing a small amount of inorganic salts, proteins, lysozyme, immunoglobulin A, complement system and other substances, and this liquid is called tears by "normal people". In the same way, I laugh because my brain judges that "normal people should laugh" at this time, so my brain will secrete a little hormone to stimulate my facial muscles to start squirming slightly, and I can make this kind of action that "normal people" call laughing under the coordination control of a full 36 facial muscles.

To put it simply, I don't have feelings, and the appearance that I have always expressed that I have feelings and seem to be very rich in feelings has always been my disguise, a mask I put on to hide that I have no feelings. Unfortunately, although I have always been well disguised, and almost no one has shown this as I have gotten older, there are still people in this world who know that I am an emotionless "monster".

For example, the parents who raised me since I was a child, and the girl in my dream who made a promise with me............

Because I don't have feelings, or "it's more appropriate to love anymore", anyway, I have known these things since I was a child, and my parents didn't want to train me to realize their dreams, because I was not mature enough when I was a child, and now I learn to pretend that I was still full of flaws at that time. So in order to realize my distorted wish to take revenge on the agency that once looked down on them, my incompetent parents pinned all their expectations on Lujia, and as for my existence, I am afraid that it is simply dispensable for them......

For this reason, Lujia and I have lived in two worlds since we were children, and Lujia has had to receive various trainings since she was a child, such as dance classes, singing classes, and etiquette classes, but I basically live in a free-range situation. My incompetent parents, in addition to giving Lujia a day off every month so that Lujia could play with me, were so focused on Lujia that they didn't care about me at all, and often couldn't even see the two of them for a month.

Of course, this is actually not a bad thing for me, because it is not the most annoying parental discipline for children, and I can play with my sister Lujia every month, and that day of rudeness is the happiest day of the month for Lujia or for me. Looking back now, every Lujia couldn't wait to pounce on me after seeing me, and Lujia's overly enthusiastic feelings for me probably started at that time......

I remember one time, my incompetent parents seemed to be planning to take Lujia to Kyushu for some kind of training, and it would take a full three months to return, and they didn't even think about taking me with them to save money. Actually, it's nothing, because similar things happen all the time, it's just that three months wasn't as long before, but that day when the incompetent parents told me that they were going to leave, I was really confused.

But I was only 7 years old, and suddenly my parents told me that I was going to stay at home alone for three whole months, and even if I was very talented, I would feel lost, but before I could react, the two of them actually pulled Lujia into a taxi at the airport.

My incompetent parents didn't even ask me what I meant, and I still vaguely remember the expression on the taxi when Lujia cried and told me that she would come back to accompany me soon, and I was confused for a moment......

When the taxi faded away until it was about to disappear from my field of vision, I reacted, and then walked on my calf desperately chasing its shadow behind, how could a child catch up with the taxi, when I reacted, not only was the taxi long gone, I didn't even know where I was now.

At that time, ......, I realized that there was really such a cruel thing in this world, "I was abandoned by my own biological parents", but this was the only thought left in my mind.

I kept running, even though I didn't even know where I was going, but I really ...... I'm tired of this world!

I ran as hard as I could. I ran as hard as I could, completely ignoring the scenery around me, as if I had hit something in the process, but I didn't care about that at all...... (Jie Cao-kun: Believe me, what Li Lin hit and flew at that time was definitely not a debtor housekeeper, because Ayasaki Sa was not a housekeeper at that time...... Even the wicked said...... ）

At that time, I didn't look at the road signs or the road around me during the run, probably running to the bicycle lane, otherwise I was lucky not to be hit by a car. Anyway, I really didn't care about anything in the process of running, let alone any traffic lights and other things, and by the time I finally stopped, my lungs were so hot that I couldn't breathe at all, and even my heart felt like it was being beaten by a hammer, as if my heart was going to burst in the next second!