Chapter 479: The Man Who Won't Love Anymore (2)

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Still, for a moment I thought, "If you run away without thinking about anything, you might die!" ”

"But that's not bad......" I thought so, because I really didn't think it mattered, even if I was hit by a car or died of heart paralysis, it would be better to say that way, because no one would be sad if I died anyway!

"Perhaps...... Lujia will cry, crying for my unproductive brother, ...... it's not good to let the lovely Lujia cry because of people like me, because Lujia is not beautiful when she cries......"

"Regret", "sadness", "loneliness", "sadness", tears can't stop flowing, and these are not tears left by my own disguise, they are real tears, this is the first time I really tasted the taste of my own tears.

"It is clearly written in the book that tears are salty, but why do I feel so bitter?" I thought this when I put a tear in my mouth.

"If it's so painful to live, there's nothing wrong with dying......!" At that time, the thought flashed through my mind again.

However, the thoughts of wanting to end this painful life early because of the pain of life and continuing to live because I don't want Lujia to be sad kept alternating in my mind, and I didn't know what to do, so I actually started running aimlessly again.

Perhaps it was at that time that I realized the special features of my body, no matter what kind of scars, no matter how tired I was, the ability to immediately resurrect on the spot with full blood as long as I took a little rest, which is really a nasty ability.

But it is precisely because of this ability that I can live until now, subconsciously touching my smooth right wrist, I can't see that I have been slid by myself with a knife several times, hoping to end this painful life as soon as possible. It's a pity that because of this special physique, even if I accurately cut the major artery on my wrist every time, letting the blood gush out like a fountain in front of my eyes, it won't take a few seconds for the rude wound to heal immediately, and not even a trace will be left. If it weren't for the blood on the floor and the dizziness caused by anemia, I would have thought it was a dream.

Leaving that aside for the time being, I just kept running, as if I had crossed the barrier of time and space, and when I was exhausted, I fell to the ground, and then got up and continued to run.

"How long have you been running......?" When I came back to my senses, I subconsciously thought, but the strange scenery around me couldn't tell me this.

"Maybe this is the kingdom of heaven...... right?" Looking at the garden, which I don't know where it was, I thought for a moment when I was surrounded only by the gentle fragrance of flowers.

But I knew that I would never go to Heaven, so I knew it wasn't Heaven, but so what, I didn't care about anything anyway.

"It smells so good...... The taste ......"

Smelling the fragrance of the flowers, I gradually relaxed.

"Enough ......, enough is enough, I've had enough of this painful life......"

I don't want to go back to that home anymore, how could that kind of guy be my parents, although I want to say that, but in fact I am homeless. I don't have the strength to stand up anymore when my body and mind are relaxed, or my heart doesn't want to stand up anymore, how I want to just lie down and go straight to hell or something!

"yes...... I could just die like this! As I spoke, a crisp, pleasant voice came to my ears.

"No! Say something sad like this......"

"Although your heart has been hurt and you can't stand up, your body is not to the point where you can't move, so ...... Stand up quickly! ”

The girl's words were more commanding than comforting, but they were the most pleasant voice I had ever heard.

"What...... What! Who the hell are you? If you don't know anything about me, leave me alone! ”

I don't know why, I was obviously full of anticipation for the owner of this voice, but what I blurted out was the most vicious thing I could say at the time, but by the time I reacted, it was too late. Just when I was so nervous that I was worried that the girl would leave me so directly that I didn't even want my heart to beat, the girl's melodious voice like a lark appeared in my ears again.

"That's the case......, indeed, I really don't know anything, your business ......" The girl's voice seemed to be a little sad, and I don't know if it was because of what I just said, but when I heard the slightly sad tone in the girl's words, I felt even sadder than her, and a heart-wrenching pain appeared in my chest.

"But...... I heard it...... your heart kept crying 'help me'! "It seems that I also feel the change in my heart, the girl's words are not sad but with a hint of playful warmth, and the person who feels this change the most is still me, because this is the first time in my life that I feel the warmth of others to myself.

"So...... muster up the last of your courage and stand up again with your own feet!"

Listening to the girl's words that seemed to have magical powers, I subconsciously raised my head to look at her, and saw that I finally raised my head and the girl smiled happily.

"If you can't do it alone, if it's just the left hand, I can still reach out and pull you!"

The girl's smile always had a hint of playfulness, as if she was deliberately encouraging me, and finally I stretched out my trembling little hand and grabbed the girl's petite and tender little hand, and stood up with the girl's support.

The ...... of this left hand stretched out to me was so gentle and warm that it made me want to cry......

"Thank you......"

"You're welcome!"

I wanted to thank the girl, but the girl's open-mindedness made me speechless again, but this was the first time I had time to have a large number of the girl in front of me.

The long golden dress was draped behind him casually, leaving only two curls in a spiral shape on both sides, and the pale golden princess dress was so suitable for the girl's body, as if the girl in front of her was born to be a nobleman. The red crystal slipper, the red bow and the red tie, and then with the black and white parasol, this qiē incomparably sets off the girl's natural temperament, and I was stunned for a moment.

"What's the matter, don't keep staring at people!"

"Ahh That one...... Sorry ......"

"Hehe......"

The girl's silver bell-like laughter echoed in my ears, and I also knew that although the girl was blaming on the surface at that time, she was actually very happy in her heart, but my IQ at that time fell directly to zero like a stock during the financial tsunami, and my brain seemed to be blank for a while, and I couldn't think of anything, and finally I could only apologize. But fortunately, the girl didn't seem to be dissatisfied with my wooden appearance, on the contrary, she seemed to like my frank expression very much, and asked out loud, "So, ......what is your name?" ”

"Huh? That one...... Li Lin, Li Lin of Shuilian Temple! ”

I seemed to be startled to hear the girl take the initiative to talk to me, and I actually stood up first and then answered the girl's question, and when I saw my nervous cousin, the girl smiled again, I only remember that her smile was so beautiful at that time......

"Isn't that a good name?"

"Hey, hey, hey......, that...... What about you, what's your name, that...... Can you sue me? I was a little embarrassed to hear the girl's praise, but finally I had the courage to ask, and the expression on my face at that time was probably ...... It's similar to the brave man who is about to fight the demon king or the evil dragon.