After that, with the joint efforts of everyone, we successfully entered the stage of the NGO World Finals. The NGO Century Invitational Tournament, no matter how you say it, is a world competition. I was one step away from my dream, and after winning so many times, I thought I would be hungry for a championship, because that's the ultimate goal of every pro. However, I could barely lift my spirits on the field, so I began to reflect on what was causing me to lose my focus on championships.

Eventually, it dawned on me that my resentment and dissatisfaction with AS management had already outweighed my pursuit of a world title. I was shocked when I realized this, and when I saw that the rest of the team was training so hard to win the championship, I suddenly felt an indescribable feeling in my heart.

In my opinion, maybe that's the difference in values between me and them.

Although I don't really value the championship myself, I don't want to see the happy faces of those damn managers after the AS championship, what a spicy face!

But at the time, I still didn't know what I wanted. Is it going to keep going like this? Or something else?

JUST WHEN I WAS CONFUSED, SNAKE FOUND ME.

IN FACT, BACK IN THE CLL, SNAKE REPEATEDLY CONTACTED ME, ASKING ME TO COOPERATE WITH HIM AND RETALIATE AGAINST AS, BUT I WAS HESITANT BECAUSE I WAS STILL QUITE EAGER FOR A CHAMPIONSHIP AT THAT TIME. But now, I think I've seen myself. I found out that I didn't care about the so-called championship at all. AT THAT TIME, SNAKE ASKED ME OUT FOR AN INTERVIEW, AND IN ADDITION TO THE HUGE SUM OF MONEY, SNAKE ALSO ATTRACTED ME TO HIS GREAT PLAN THAT I HAD MENTIONED.

Strength, I need strength. That's what I've always needed. As long as you have the strength, whether it's recognition or a girl, you won't be worried about it anymore!

On top of that, I was really bored. SNAKE WANTS TO DO SOMETHING CRAZY. As soon as I heard about his plan, I agreed without even thinking about it. The reason is simple, it's really exciting, if it is done. Then there's everything. Compared to boring esports dreams. It's obviously 10,000 times more interesting.

I always thought that was what I wanted to pursue, and I had made the decision, recklessly.

Until that day. After one race, I met the girl again, the girl who haunted me. I never imagined that I would meet her again in Korea.

She is still so beautiful, suffocating, she doesn't seem to have changed much compared to back then, but she has become more beautiful, more than before.

I had a meal with her, and although she didn't tell me why she had left the city and cut ties with me completely, I didn't care. Because in my opinion, now I am already the scum of the scum, and there is no way to covet such a holy and beautiful her.

In my heart, she is the supreme being, as noble as an angel descending from earth, and I am willing to spend my life taking care of her and not allowing her to be defiled in any way.

But I also know that I can only think about it like this, and now she can't give me a chance to give a scum like me a chance.

What I didn't expect was that after a few years, she was also working in the e-sports circle, although it was a bit off-limiting, but it could be seen that she loved her current job. I talked to her a lot, and to my surprise, she kept an eye on my events. I even know about some of the nameless competitions I participated in in the early days. She was very optimistic about this NGO competition, and encouraged me many times to play hard, and she said that she would always sit in a corner of the audience, quietly watching me, silently supporting me.

I was deeply touched by these words.

I firmly believe that she is my goddess.

But her words didn't make me wake up at that time, although I didn't want her to be disappointed, but I naively thought that as long as I acted delicately and didn't get discovered, I would retire directly after losing the game, so that no one could do anything about me, and it was impossible to guess that it was because of me that AS would lose the game. After that, I moved on to another team, and I don't think she would mind the episode.

It's rare to compete for a World Title like this, and I've come this far, but I can't wait to see what the bastards at AS look like when they lose. I naively thought that as long as I got back on my feet and trained hard after transferring to another team, with my talent, although the opportunity to participate in such a major tournament was rare, it should not be a non-existent event, and I firmly believed that after getting that strength, as long as I worked hard in the future, I would still be able to lead the team to break into the world series stage again and win the top of the world again.

In short, for various reasons, of course, the main reason is that I want to take revenge on AS, and after I have experienced a fierce inner struggle, I agreed to SNAKE's request and betrayed AS. It's a pity that in the end, the matter was revealed, I didn't get the money, and I was expelled from AS, and I was eventually banned.

SNAKE WAS ALSO VERY DISAPPOINTED IN ME, AND WHAT HE HAD PROMISED BEFORE NATURALLY CAME TO NAUGHT AS THINGS WERE REVEALED.

It was the lowest point in my entire life.

I was very remorseful, but I couldn't pull myself together again.

The girls who used to have a good relationship with me were also quite disgusted by my behavior, and they were all trying to distance themselves from me, not wanting to have anything to do with me anymore.

However, I did not despair, although I have not seen her since, but I firmly believe that only she will never give up on me, even if I have done such an excessive thing, she will definitely encourage me, and silently support me in the corner where I can't see.

It was because of my belief that I finally picked myself up again after a period of adjustment. That's when SNAKE approached me again, saying that he had found a good investor and wanted to build a team, and asked if I would be interested in joining.

At that time, I never imagined that I would be forgiven by SNAKE for making such a low-level mistake, and even join the team he managed.

I was so impressed that I joined MM without even thinking about it.

In order not to disappoint her and SNAKE again, I returned to the middle lane and trained desperately every day, although I was stuck in the master rank, but at that time, I thought that I had found most of my form.

Especially in the first week of the game, when I played against IG and PE, which were still led by SAVE at the time, I was super god in 4 consecutive sets, which made me feel confident and feel good.

As a result, once when I was passing by the AS lounge, I overheard the voice of the AS discussing tactics on her side.

I was so surprised that I found a lot of connections to ask what was going on, to find out what was going on, and although I couldn't ask anything, I finally got her phone number, so I asked her out to meet me.

When she saw me again, she was very surprised, and when I asked what happened, she naturally said: I am now Liu Songnian's girlfriend, and people are much better than you! Not only is he an honest person, but he has always been holding on to his dreams. It's not like you, it's really blinding.

At that time, I was shocked, so I kindly reminded Liu Songnian that he already had a girlfriend, and she naturally said: Oh? Is it? He didn't sue me! But it doesn't matter, I'm already his person anyway, according to what you say, am I still deceived by him? Huh? It doesn't matter, he's nice to me right now anyway.

When I saw her laugh out loud at the last moment, that sweet smile was, in my opinion, so poignant.

I hate Liu Songnian to death.

How dare you deceive my goddess and defile her pure heart and body.

Originally, in my heart, Liu Songnian was just a stupid second-year young man, and it was only then that I suddenly woke up to how many fancy intestines this seemingly harmless guy had in his heart.

I made up my mind that I wanted to get revenge on him.

As a result, after being abused by AS on the field, I felt that I had been greatly humiliated, and I began to question myself if I was really that bad.

As a result, just when I was dull, another news came like bad news, MM's investors were extremely disappointed with the team and were preparing to withdraw their investment.

This means that the team is disbanding!

I didn't know how to vent my blows one after another, so I had to find her again and ask her to tell her about the bitterness in my stomach, but instead she told me what kind of treatment she had been treated in AS during this time, and suffered a lot of insults. And told me that Liu Songnian didn't want to care about her anymore and wanted her to fend for herself.

At that time, I really wanted to tell her immediately, I like you, come with me. But I know in my heart that I am actually no better than Liu Songnian, and I can see that she is very disdainful of me now.

I had no chance of being with her.

After losing a qiē again, the only existence in my heart that supported my sanity also collapsed, and my faith was gone. I had only one goal left in my mind: I was going to take out the bastards who dared to defile my goddess, and then go to the police station and turn myself in. Anyway, I've lost a qiē now, I have nothing to worry about, I'm not afraid of anything! (To be continued......)