So, I hate him so much. Even after learning that he had the highest RANK score of all of us and had won 7 or 8 major championships, I still hated him.

I just hate his arrogant attitude.

I ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT I WAS THE ONLY CARRY POINT IN THE TEAM, UNTIL THAT DAY, THE APPEARANCE OF PEASE, CHANGED THIS QIĒ.

PEASE JOINED AS WITH A PROUD RANK SCORE OF 3RD IN THE NATIONAL SERVER, AND WAS FAVORED BY THE BOSS, BUT AFTER A FEW TRAINING MATCHES WHERE HE SWAPPED PLACES, PEASE SHOWED HIS TERRIFYING DOMINANCE IN THE MID-UNIT.

When I started to notice that the coach and the boss weren't looking at me right, I felt that something was wrong.

That day, the coach talked to me, and he said, you are now a burden to the team, but we are not going to fire you for the time being, since you play a lot of small cannons in RANK, and the win rate is good, you can try to play ADC.

At that time, playing professionally was the only way out for me, and even though I was very unhappy because I hated being with HKSP, I had no choice but to give in.

Later, after a period of training, the final position was finally settled because I was still able to get by in the ADC position.

From time to time, I just look for an opportunity to scold HKSP, HKSP is not very good at justifying, often I am scolded by me and can't find the north, I use this to take revenge on him for replacing my previous buddy.

Gradually, HKSP was scolded by me. I didn't talk at all, and I thought it was because he had given in to me, which made me feel so happy. Now it seems that he may just be humbling me because he thinks I'm still a child, that's all.

Later, the cooperation between me and HKSP became more and more tacit, although I did not have a good impression of him as a person, but at least in the next road, the cooperation was quite pleasant.

Outcome. In this competition. In the first set, both we and PEASE suppressed the opposite side in the early stage, but as a result, the opposite side chose to target the middle lane infinitely, and PEASE collapsed. I'm doing well, and I'm on the top of the teamfight. The guide is all lost. Second set. PEASE once again suppressed the opposite side in the early stage, and our bottom lane was about the same as the opposite side, and as a result, the opposite side chose infinitely against us. Caught me up, but in the team battle, PEASE Death Song fought 1 and 3, and in the end we won.

As a result, the club decided to let me deliberately hide my strength and make the next road a little uncomfortable, so that the opposite side would choose to help the advantageous road, that is, to catch it, PEASE would be under less pressure, and if PEASE went well, our chances of winning would be greater. When I asked them why they didn't let PEASE hide his strength and let me go up, they said that because I couldn't play in a group, I was always on top, and I couldn't take on the responsibility of a C position, so they chose to let me be the one who was sacrificed.

So, for tactical reasons, I was forced to start hiding my strength, and every day I played very unpleasantly, and the club wanted to turn me into a hole card, so that I deliberately tried to hide my strength. This is what makes me the most unhappy, and I am not allowed to show a lot of times when I can show it. How humiliating this is! But in order to keep my position from being replaced by others, I have no way to complain. I could only slowly endure and look for a chance to take revenge.

At this point, I already hate AS very much.

Later, every time I lost a game, everyone would always accuse me, and I was really uncomfortable, so I wanted to slap the table and ask them: Why do you want me to take the blame when you don't let me fight well? But I don't dare! I'm afraid I'll anger my boss and be replaced by him. In order to keep my position, I had no choice but to continue to hold back.

AT THAT TIME, THERE WAS ONLY ONE PERSON ON THE TEAM WHO TREATED ME WELL AND HARDLY BLAMED ME, AND THAT WAS SNAKE.

So, I have a particularly good relationship with SNAKE.

Although everyone has been working hard, it may be because the overall strength is not very strong, and every time we have a big competition, we tend to be at the bottom of the results.

But even so, with the increase in the number of competitions we have participated in, the exposure of our team has been continuously improving, and gradually, we have our own fan base, although compared to old strong teams such as WE and IG, this number of fans is not worth mentioning at all, but I was still very excited at the time.

SUDDENLY, ONE DAY, SNAKE ASKED ME, DO YOU WANT GRASS POWDER?

I was stunned, grass powder? What's so good about that. Only scum would do such a thing, right?

So, SNAKE changed the question, do you want to have a girlfriend?

I didn't even think about it: yes.

Although the beautiful image still appeared in my mind again and again when answering this question, I knew in my heart that it was almost impossible for me to meet her again.

So, SNAKE kindly introduced me to one, which was a female fan of mine, named Xiaoting. The first time we met, Xiaoting left a good impression on me with politeness and elegance, when it was 4 people eating together, and there was a female fan, who was a female fan of SNAKE. At that time, SNAKE pretended to be excited and introduced to Xiaoting: This is the MAGIC you have always wanted to see!

AFTER EATING, SNAKE LEFT WITH ANOTHER GIRL, AND I HAD A VERY GOOD CHAT WITH XIAOTING. I found out that she really likes to ask about ADC and things in the esports world, so I told her everything I knew.

Later, we went to the Internet café to play LOL all night, and it was really a very happy time.

Later in the night, she said that she was sleepy, that there was no one at home, and that she wanted me to send her back, so I did, and after sending her to the door, I was about to leave, but she told me to go in with her and let me wait in the living room. I was very puzzled, and soon after, when she came back again, she was wearing a light-colored pajamas, the outline of which was looming, and the seductive eyes made my blood immediately swell.

She put it close to my ear, blew into my ear, and gently stroked my face with her slender hand, I have to say, she looks pretty good, this kind of action, very charming. I, who had never had such intimate contact with a woman since I was a child, was immediately overwhelmed by her actions.

Her little hands gently caressed my underside, her legs spread wide, sitting on my laps, she acted like this, I couldn't bear it anymore, and for a moment I stood up with a gun.

She whispered to me: Once, help me hit 1800 points, is it okay?

I didn't even think about it and said: OK!

After that, my whole worldview was subverted, and the love that I used to be very holy in my heart is now so dirty in my eyes.

After one time, my desire swelled infinitely, that is, I wanted more, more. I kept looking for opportunities to go to Xiaoting's house, I used her as my venting tool, and the price was that I helped her rush all the way to the top 50 in the national service.

When I once happened to see her bragging about her rank to her classmates, I felt even more disgusted with her.

Human desires are endless, and gradually, I am no longer satisfied with Xiao Ting, and I begin to look for various ways to find this kind of green tea. Fan base, post bar, mobile phone box, I have tried all kinds of methods, as long as I find a passable one, I am helping them with all kinds of points, they obviously know the "rules" very well, and they are very cooperative and willing to invite me to their house.

For example, when women invite you to their homes, it already means that they agree to give their own money for you, if you are still going around in circles with her when you walk into their door, then I really don't know who is stupid. So from the restraint at the beginning, to the straight to the point as soon as I entered the house or hotel room, I gradually indulged in this desire and gradually lost myself.

I don't know how long this promiscuous day lasted, and as I played more and more low-end games, my game level also kept dropping unconsciously. I gradually realized that when I was playing the game, I was struggling to match the line, and I almost got blown up by a diamond 1 ADC.

But my desire to be recognized and to win the championship has faded away, replaced by the constant conquest of different women. Slowly, I also became a bastard on the team. Looking back now, I think it was probably out of disappointment with the AS management, I thought they were too hateful, and at that time, I didn't have too much pursuit of life, I just wanted to eat and wait for death.

I know that my e-sports dream has long since cooled.

Until that day, SNAKE reflected on his own food and decided to voluntarily retire. We had just finished second in a national competition (although I knew it was more due to luck), but I was very complacent and felt that my team's results were improving very quickly.

I didn't know at the time that the reason for SNAKE's retirement was that he was going to fulfill his big plans, and I naively thought that SNAKE really just thought he was too good to retire. I was very sad at the time, so when I saw the new jungler, a beggar-like idiot named LIU, I couldn't tell the irritability in my heart, how good can he be like this? There's no comparison to SNAKE!

Out of displeasure with LIU, I often look for opportunities to hurt the two of them, although I don't want to admit it in my heart, but the truth is really very cruel, this LIU, although it looks a little dirty, but it is indeed powerful. Since he joined, our team has also won the first national championship, which has gradually changed my opinion of him, although I still look at him very unhappy, but in my heart, I still have a little admiration for him. At least, he's been sticking to his esports dreams, and that's a lot better than me. (To be continued......)