Chapter 511: MAGIC's Mental Journey
In order to be recognized by more people, I kept playing, playing non-stop.
That day, I played Han Zong for the first time, and I was really happy that day. On the day I went to Hanzong, at least half of my more than 100 friends sent me congratulatory messages, and for the first time, I felt as if there were really people in this world supporting me.
I'm falling behind more and more in my studies, but I don't care, no one likes me at school anyway, why do you have to continue studying, and you can anesthetize yourself in games all day, isn't it?
That day, I had a big fight with my parents at home because of academic problems, and in a fit of rage, I chose to drop out of school and move out on my own.
Even though I already think that I belong in the game rather than the boring real world, no matter how much I love the game world, I still have to face the most real problems - I need real-world food to keep me alive.
It's a little sad that you're a person who lives in a game world, but you still need real-world nutrition.
But I don't know anything, I don't have anything, how can I earn enough money to keep myself alive?
I thought about it for a long time, and finally realized that the biggest pride in my life is my game level. So, I decided to go and practice.
Because my level is relatively high, I just asked a few random questions in the friend group, and I found a master who often makes orders, he has an online studio, and I follow him all the time. In the beginning, I typed a very garbage number. It was actually quite easy to help him get gold, and he almost completed the list with a total victory record at that time. also successfully got his first pot of gold. At the time, I really couldn't say how excited I was, and it wasn't until then that I realized that I could survive in the real world just by relying on games.
Since then, I have been working frantically for 12 hours a day, spending almost every day in an Internet café and sleeping on a table when I am tired. Wake up and keep playing. When you're hungry, just eat some instant noodles and watch anime. Anyway, at that time, because of several consecutive perfect record submissions, he was favored by the boss, and he could often receive orders from high-end bureaus with high salaries. Although it is more difficult to fight. But the benefits are even higher. So I can stay in the internet café all the time without going out. Because I once renewed the fee for half a year.
I don't know how long that daily confusion lasted, but one day, I went home. Maybe it's because no one has lived in it for too long, as soon as I entered my rented room, there was a burst of disgusting dust sprayed in my face, I cleaned the room casually, and when I came to the bathroom, I was stunned to find that I was more emaciated than the last time I looked in the mirror, I don't know how many times I had to lose weight, and there was no half blood on my face, and my face was yellow and thin, and I was stunned at the time.
It was only then that I began to realize how much worse my body was now than it was before, and I was in terrible pain all over my body. It dawned on me that I couldn't go on like this, or I would die suddenly sooner or later.
Anyway, since I have been making crazy orders before, and now I still have a lot of savings, there should be no problem in the short term.
Gradually, I began to be confused, I didn't know what to do, I still kept making orders every day, but I wasn't as crazy as before, and when it was almost 12 o'clock in the evening, I would choose to go home to rest and recuperate.
I used to think that I never got tired of playing, but at that time, it seemed that it had lost its meaning, no matter how you played, no matter how weak or strong the opponent was, it seemed that there was no meaning.
I feel so bored.
For the first time, I began to question whether I had made the right decision, but I didn't have the face to go back to see my family.
In this way, this state of confusion lasted for several months.
That is until I met the girl in an internet café.
She was so beautiful, so breathtakingly beautiful, that as soon as I saw her, I was completely devastated. For me, who has hardly seen many beautiful women since I was a child, she is an angel.
Although she was in the same Internet café, she played a completely different game from mine, and I asked around later, and I found out that the game she played was called League of Legends.
In order to pursue her and win her heart, I began to play League of Legends, and I also stopped training for a while. In my opinion, the two games are actually similar in nature, and I'm pretty confident in my game. I found out that her region is Ionia, so I chose Ionia as well and started my LOL career. I vaguely remember that the first hero I chose was "Berserk Heart, Kennan" who was in full swing at the time.
Later, I realized that the difference between this game and Interstellar is too great, this game relies too much on teamwork, I am not very suitable for this kind of game rhythm, teammates often can't keep up with my fast-paced play, in order to be able to score faster, I began to look up some strategies on the Internet.
Then I found out about LOL's professional league, and I had heard before that there were some big and small professional competitions in the interstellar arena, but I didn't care about it at the time. But when I clicked on the live streaming page, I was greeted by the cheers and I suddenly realized that this was what I had always wanted! The atmosphere! That kind of applause!
That's what I've always wanted - recognition from others!
So I started watching all kinds of live broadcasts of LOL non-stop, learning the way to play the version of the strong hero, and because of my aggressive style, in that slow-paced version (S2), within 3 months, I had already scored a high score of 2100 points.
On that day, I waited until the people around her had left, and then sat down next to her, and she looked at me, but did not speak. I opened LOL,And clicked on the interface of personal information,When I heard the sound of LOL starting,She subconsciously leaned over and took a look,LOL was actually not very popular at that time,To be able to meet people in the same way,It also made her very happy。 But when she saw my 2,100 RANK, her rosy mouth had turned into an "o" shape, and I knew that I had achieved my goal.
I pretended to ask her, do you also play this game? She said yes. So I asked her again, so let's play together, okay? She looked at me with a look that I couldn't tell at the time, and said yes. Now, if I had to give that look an adjective, it would probably be a "flattered" look, which would be better.
Finally got the opportunity to LOL with the goddess, and I sacrificed my signature hero, Death Song, a terrifying number of 300 knives in 25 minutes, 11 kills and 1 death, so that she was completely conquered by my powerful technology.
After that, she often asked me to take her to score points and asked me to teach her some playing style and knowledge. At that time, I really couldn't tell how happy I was, really.
Later, she told me that her favorite hero was Xiao Cannon, but she couldn't play well, so I told her, it's okay, I'll teach you. But at that time, I was not very good at small cannons, in order to be able to teach her, I played more than 30 rounds of small cannons in a row, and then I thought that I had reached the proficient Cheng dù. At that time, I customized with her and taught her to play small cannons, and that time was the happiest time for me at that time.
That's why, until now, Xiao Cannon is still my most confident hero, and my favorite hero, there is no one.
That day, when she heard that I felt that my glasses were not enough, she took me to measure them, and then before I could think about whether to change to a new pair of glasses, she had already given me a new pair of local tyrant gold glasses. I cherish it as a treasure and wear it to this day.
Later, I don't know when she stopped coming to this Internet café, I don't know what happened, but I couldn't get through to her, and she never went online again.
I couldn't contact her, and I was very anxious, and later, I gradually relieved, and I was disheartened, and I continued to anesthetize myself in the game, and continued to play the list, but this time, it was replaced by a list of LOL.
Later, I was contacted by the owner of a self-proclaimed professional team, who thought I was very strong and wanted to invite me to join his team. I didn't know what to do, but I knew I still had to survive, so when I heard that the boss was able to offer me a monthly salary of 5,000 a month, I agreed to his request and went to the city without thinking.
That team is called AS.
When I first met my boss, I thought he was a very approachable boss, completely different from the image of a demon boss who was very rough with his players. This also made the heart hanging in my heart completely let go.
Everyone was very good to me, and in the first 5 people, there was DUCK, me, and the other 3 passers-by, and I was in the mid laner position. But with the continuous run-in and training matches, the jungler and bottom lane were replaced because of ability problems.
I had the best relationship with our team at the time, and when I saw the look of despair and infinite loss on his face when he was told that he had to leave the team tomorrow, I felt unspeakably uncomfortable. I also went to the boss to intercede for him, but unfortunately the boss was also in a recession at that time, and the expenses that could be saved were naturally to be saved, so the support player who had the best relationship with me had the only option of being forced to leave the team.
I was extremely uncomfortable, and when I first saw our new support player, HKSP, I made a very bad impression of him for two reasons. One is because he replaced my previous buddy, and the other is because as a Hong Kong native, although he doesn't talk much on weekdays, he is often aggressive in his words, showing disdain for mainlanders like us. In his daily training, he is also the most lax one. (To be continued......)