In the second year of high school, the year known as "heavy snowfall", time seemed to snap a finger, hurriedly crossing our fingers. Because of that night on Center Street, my relationship with Liang Sheng became so estranged.

Bei Xiaowu rented a hut near the school and moved out of the school dormitory. He said that the lights went out too early in the school dormitory, and he wanted to study hard and study a little more. I know he's not joking. I also know that he is for Xiao Jiu. In high school, we don't know how to embrace happiness. It's just that I've read a lot of stories, and they all educate us in this way, and all happiness will be fulfilled when you are admitted to university.

Bei Xiaowu wanted to give Xiao Jiu a more solid shoulder, so he had to make his foundation more solid. And for this solidity at present, the only thing he can do is to study hard. There doesn't seem to be any logical relationship, but I can't find a better explanation, so let's do it.

Many times, when Beixiao Wuwen was writing, he would suddenly burst out laughing. He threw the grass on my lap, with a piece of grass in his mouth, and he said, hey, Jiang Sheng, you say, if I am really admitted to the university, Xiao Jiu will know about it, what will he say?

I closed the book and looked at the empty playground, then at him and shook my head. What will Xiao Jiu say? It's been more than a year, and without news of her, I dare not forget this girl who walked through my life in a set of themed suits, I dare not forget the lonely appearance of her when she smoked, and I dare not forget the appearance of tears when she drank. However, I did not dare to remember the exaggerated appearance of her speech, for I was afraid that the vivid expression on her eyebrows would make my heart sad.

Bei Xiaowu squinted his eyes and fell on the grass, the sun swayed on his wheat-colored skin, and he smiled and said, Jiang Sheng, your grandmother's is really a pig. I think my Xiaojiu will say this: Damn, Bei Xiaowu, I'm illiterate, and I still have a college student like you! Damn, am I not poisoning creatures? After speaking, Bei Xiaowu laughed and looked very happy. He looked up at me and said, Jiang Sheng, I have never heard any girl say the word "I rely on" as pleasantly as Xiao Jiu, as if it was a flower blooming from her mouth.

Bei Xiaowu is a fool, he thought he was grinning at me, I couldn't see the redness of his eyes, and I couldn't see the scattered tears in the corners of his eyes.

I wanted to make him happy, so I patted him on the head with a book and said, Cut, I thought Xiao Jiu would say, grandma's Bei Xiaowu, is it China's 16-year compulsory education, it's your turn to go to college with a pig's head!

When Bei Xiaowu heard this, he grabbed my arm and pinched it hard, if it weren't for the little brothers standing on the basketball court not far away, I would have cried wolf howl. But for the sake of my huge handsome dream, I had to watch my arm being pinched and swollen by Bei Xiaowu, a despicable villain.

Bei Xiaowu seemed to be very satisfied with his work, and he said, hey, Jiang Sheng, you see, it's swollen. You said that in the future, those bodybuilders don't have to work hard all day long, they all come to me, I pinch a few handfuls one by one, and they all swelled out of the muscles.

I sneered, while blowing on my arm to reduce swelling, I glanced at the handsome guy on the basketball court, and I had to free my mouth to deal with Bei Xiaowu's fool problem, I said, I, with your great IQ, what kind of university are you going to go to, and you will get out of school this afternoon to develop a "pinching" muscle hall, this business is not popular all over the world? Then apply for a patent, and in the second half of your life, you will be the second Bill Gates. You don't have to worry about anything else, just sit on the kang with your mother and count the bills.

After saying this, I realized how much I was worried about Xiao Jiu. Even the way she speaks has her flavor. Although we have never been close friends, for so many years, Xiao Jiu is the only girl who can go to the depths of my heart. I also believe that for Xiao Jiu, I am also equally important.

However, Bei Xiaowu is really a villain, he listened to my praise, and did not show mercy to my subordinates because he was like Xiao Jiu, he stared at me with two eyes for a long time, smiled, and then stretched out his little paws, and pinched a lot on my other arm.

All day, I shrugged my arms around the campus like a big lobster, not to mention how embarrassing it was.

Sometimes, I think that if Liang Sheng was by my side, he would definitely rush to the north Xiaowu. It was because Liang Sheng was not by my side that Bei Xiaowu dared to bully me so arrogantly.

When I think of Liangsheng, the corners of my mouth will turn up, a faint arc, very ethereal; There were two deep wrinkles between my eyebrows, but I didn't know it.

On campus, you often see Liang Sheng, just watching from a distance. If it was before, I would always run to him with joy, call his brother in a bright voice, and then make trouble with him for a while. And now, if we meet, we also talk and laugh as if it's okay. But it's always the things that don't matter, don't hurt, don't itch.

It turns out that I am such a cautious person. I never walked out of that midnight, never out of that sad street. I have never been able to get out of the distrust that Liangsheng gave me and the harm that Weiyang gave me.

The Liangsheng of that day, the Weiyang of that day, and the sculpture of the little girl on the central street that day seem to be vivid. That night I went back to my dormitory and cried beside Jinling. I cursed Weiyang, blamed Liangsheng's distrust, blamed Bei Xiaowu's unrighteousness, cried and made a fuss, tears on my face, as if the whole world had failed me. Only I didn't apologize to Jinling, and it seemed that my throat was particularly stingy with the three words "I'm sorry". Or, I'm afraid these three words are too pretentious.

Jinling also followed me sadly, and gave me a wash water, she said, what others say, you believe it, Jiang Sheng, are you a pig? Then put a large towel over my face and wipe it gently.

Until now, I have never said "I'm sorry" to Jinling. But, I'm sure, anyone knows how guilty I am. I also believe that many people have been so willful; I've hurt my friends. I'm sorry or I'm sorry, but when I say it, does it make them sad? It's better to stay in your heart like this and let yourself slowly feel sad.

Jinling chose liberal arts, just like Liangsheng and Weiyang. I chose science, and since I was in politics in junior high school, I vowed to get rid of this subject that was so "awkward" that I was worse than dead. Later, I got my wish. Bei Xiaowu laughed at me, my brain grows on my rectum and won't turn.

This disgusting metaphor kept me in a state of nausea for a week.

When the life of the second year of high school passed by with a roar, I realized that it turned out that time is really like flowing water, and it will always go quietly. Many times, many people, can only exist in memory forever, gradually fading into an image, even if such a reality will make you painful. But, after all, the light is far away at any time.

For example, on the Weijiaping grassland, the little boy named Liang Sheng used to protect a little girl named Jiang Sheng like a hen.

This disgusting metaphor kept me in a state of nausea for a week.