Qi Min handed over something and said, "This is what Yuan Xi asked me to give you, and I don't know why." ”

When I saw it, it was a beeswax grate inlaid with gemstones, and I couldn't help but be stunned. Thinking of the "little disagreement" with these two children that day, he smiled with relief again, and after laughing, he felt bitter again, and took Qimin's hand and said: "Let's not quarrel in the future......, okay?

He was silent, and came over to take me in his arms, and for a while, he let go of me when I stopped crying. He lowered his head and said, "Auntie, let's have a good talk." Then he sat down next to me and began, "Ten years ago, did you think this would be what you are today?"

I was stunned, thought about it seriously, and said: "Ten years ago, I only thought about how to protect myself, how to give birth to a child of my own under his obstruction, and how could I think that today I am in the highest position in the harem, and even the decision-making of the court can get a piece of the pie!"

He said, "Yes, you didn't know what you were like ten years ago, just like you wouldn't know what you're like ten years from now." You can't predict your own future, so why worry about others?"

"You mean Yuan Xi?"

"Yes, isn't the problem between us now Yuan Xi?"

"Then do you know how important Yuan Xi is to me! You know that he refused to let me have a child, and I worked hard to give birth to 'Jade', but the child died! Later, with Yuan Xi, I was afraid that he would follow in the footsteps of 'Jade' and let him be your son. Your ambition is so big, you must win the throne, and then your harem will be like the harem of many emperors, queens, concubines, concubines...... There will only be more people in the harem, not less, and your son will only be more, not less. When the time comes, even if you are willing to let Yuan Xi go, will your other sons be willing to let go? Brothers are fighting! '' in the same room! You and I have experienced it personally! The beloved son of parents will have far-reaching plans for it. Although I can't predict what will happen in the future, I must stop some tribulations that can be stopped!" I was too 'excited', and I talked too much at once, my head was a little dizzy, and I was busy supporting myself with my hands.

He knelt down on one knee in front of me and grabbed my other hand, and said, "Auntie, I promise you, I won't have a child with someone else, okay?"

My heart was torn apart, and he kept whispering in front of me, but I said, "If our children have to fight, I'm afraid it will be even more sad......"

The disappointment in his eyes became more and more intense, and he said bitterly: "What else do you want from me?" I was speechless, he slowly stood up, turned his back to me, and said: "Do you remember the story in "Luo Shen Fu"? Cao Zhi admired his sister-in-law Zhen, and Zhen also had affection for him, but he was 'forced' by Emperor Wen to almost die, and finally had to stay away from the capital and drift around. Zhen saw that he was guilty of Emperor Wen and was snubbed to death by Emperor Wen, and Cao Zhi also died depressed. Do you know what I was thinking when I read this period of history? Others may be lamenting the relationship between Cao Zhi and Zhen, but what I think is: Cao Zhi is too useless, not only can he not protect himself, but he can't even protect his beloved 'woman'! So in the past, I was careful everywhere in order to let myself live; but since I saw you, I couldn't help but fall in love with you, and I have strengthened my heart to make myself strong! In this way, even if I encounter the same situation as Cao Zhi, I can protect the people I love. He turned around abruptly, pointed at me and said coldly: "Now the person I think I am strong enough but don't want to hurt me is actually the person I love the most! You don't kill me, but you punish my heart! It hurts me more than killing me with your own hands!"

He looked at me with such anger and disappointment, and I felt that my heart ached to the point that it became difficult to breathe. He said that my words were heart-wrenching, but his eyes were not a kind of Ling Chi to me!

I sobbed low to avoid his gaze, his fingers clamped my jaw like iron tongs, and I looked up at him, and said coldly: "You don't dare to look at me, I want you to watch! You don't want to give birth to a child for my pregnancy, I want you to get pregnant and give birth to a child for me!" Before I could react, he had already ripped open my collar with his other hand, and under the big sleeves of the placket, there was a long skirt with a "breast". I didn't have time to cover me before he lifted me off the stool and threw me to the ground. I landed on the ground with both palms, and Xue Xue screamed in pain, but he didn't care, peeled off my clothes, lifted the hem of my skirt from behind me, and took off the profane pants and pushed them in.

I screamed, and he sneered, "Just call them, let them all come in and see how we have turned the phoenix upside down!"

I gritted my teeth and endured it, my body hurt as much as my heart, and I didn't feel a trace of pleasure from beginning to end, only that it felt as if a curved file was going in and out of my body, and I was so frightened that I finally fainted.

I don't know how I got back to Changqing Palace, I just remember that it was the next morning when I woke up, and Baoyue and Yuan Xi stood by the 'bed' and looked at me worriedly, I was afraid that they would know something, and avoided them. 'Spring' asked the mother to take them away, and then told me: "Last night, the prince called the slave and maid in, saying that you had fainted, and the slave and maid were startled, and they carried you back in a soft sedan chair. ”

I grabbed her hand and hurriedly asked, "I...... I was ......"

"Chunfen comforted: "Don't worry, the prince entered the Agarwood Pavilion from the golden 'flower', so except for the slave maid, no one knew that there were others in the Agarwood Pavilion at that time." The foreign slave said that you had a cold, and no one doubted it. ”

I was a little relieved, and then said, "That...... Am I disheveled?"

'Chunfen' was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly said: "No, no, when the slave maid saw you, you were just dizzy, and there was nothing wrong with it, are you worried that the prince will be disrespectful to you?"

I didn't say anything, just waved my hand and said, "I'm very tired, you go down." ”

'Chun' sighed: "Yes, you have a good rest." ”

I kept my sour eyes open and looked at the hibiscus 'flowers' embroidered on the top of the curtain, and unconsciously wept and wet the pillow.

Since it was said to the public that I had a cold, I couldn't 'show up' my face in the past few days, and in order not to infect Baoyue and Yuan Xi with the "sickness", they could only ask for peace from afar, and couldn't come closer. And I just want to avoid enlightenment, but I don't want to avoid it, it's not that I can avoid it if I want to.

I lingered on the sickbed for almost half a month, and I couldn't stand the tears that ran every day to look at me, and finally got better before September to accompany him to the court. Face to face with Qi Min in the court, he seemed to have lost some weight, and I immediately ordered someone to put a screen in front of my seat, and his face became blurred. It was as if I could find comfort in my heart.

(PS: Relatives who have opinions about the 'female' master, the time for your revenge is coming! The old paper wants to abuse the 'female' master! Destroy hahaha~~)