Some things didn't happen to me, and I really don't know what kind of painful remorse it is, like a thousand swords piercing into the heart, straight into the depths of the internal organs. I see him every day, but there is a layer of screen, and the screen is clearly not a screen, but it seems to be a thousand ravines, thousands of mountains and rivers. On that day, I went to see the emperor, and I met Gao Shi giving Qi Min autumn clothes, Gao put a cloak on him, and he took it from her hand with a smile. I sat in the phoenix, my fingernails clenching tightly in my palms. They saluted me, and the smile on his lips was still there, but when he looked at me, there was no smile in his eyes, and some were just cold.

He didn't even want to hate me, he was left with indifference.

My guard of honor walked past him, and my heart seemed to be tormented in oil, and it was like rolling over the tip of a mountain of knives, and my heart was piercing. It's really better not to see, it's better not to see...... They are husband and wife, and they are happy with each other, and the husband should be them when he sings 'wife'...... What am I? Even if he comes to Yuji, his original wife is there, and I can't be anything because of my identity!

It wasn't until I walked through that I was shocked that my palm was tingling, and my eyes were already red.

This pain has been with me for another month, and during this month I have not been able to eat, I can't sleep, I have been 'refreshed' every day, and I have quickly lost weight. I was helpless, but I still had to force a smile in front of the children. But even so, once I heard Baoyue blaming Yuan Xi: "It's your father who makes your mother sad! I don't want to pay attention to you anymore!" Yuan Xi was sullen, but he didn't know what to do.

I can't think of them saying it, so I can just keep the status quo.

In October, the weather suddenly became cold, this day from the morning on the day of the 'yin' 'yin', after the morning I and Run back to the Changqing Hall had breakfast, and then personally sent Run back to the Nanxun Palace. When I turned back, snow was falling on the road, and it was even colder with the rain. I sat on the phoenix chariot and shivered. "Chunfen" hurriedly said: "It's windy, why don't you go to the Agarwood Pavilion to take shelter first, and the slave maid will let people carry a warm sedan chair over." ”

I only felt chills all over my body, so I went to sit in the Agarwood Pavilion as I said. But I didn't want to go in, only to find out that Qi Min was also there. I was in a dilemma, and I whispered, "Just sit down for a while." I walked in with my head down.

Qi Min bowed to me as usual, and I nodded slightly, and sat down silent.

I watched the sleet falling outside, biting my lip and not making a sound.

He was standing by the half-hidden window, but he closed the window and sat down across from me, without saying a word.

I tried my best to look outside, this man was clearly in front of me, only a few feet away from me, but I didn't dare to turn my head to look at him.

Suddenly there was a long sigh from the pavilion, and I thought I had heard it wrong, but he opened his mouth and said, "Are you punishing yourself, or are you punishing me?"

My heart was suffocated, I cried with 'desire', and the pain went straight to the bottom of my heart to calm down, and then calm......

He walked up to me, handed me a handkerchief, and whispered, "Are you the same in front of others? Or is this your way of dealing with me? Knowing that I can't bear to see you cry, you want to torture me like this." ”

I wiped away my tears with the back of my hand, looked up at him and said, "You don't want to see me cry, but I don't want to be weak and helpless in front of you!

He didn't say anything, put away his veil and sat down again, and none of us spoke again.

But I didn't want to sit back and wait, and got up to go to the 'door', but I don't know if I suddenly became dizzy, and my body staggered and almost fell, and I was dizzy in front of my eyes—but I fell in the crook of his arm. I struggled, but he tightened my ropes, and after a while, he whispered, "You just did it on purpose......"

I didn't know what was going on with me, so I let him hold it until I walked in at the equinox, and he let go of me. 'Spring' was slightly embarrassed, lowered his head and said, "The warm sedan has been raised." "I walked out of the pavilion, and when I walked to the 'door', I felt a gust of cold wind blowing in front of me, and I shivered all over, and the 'flowers' in front of me became more and more white, and I was paralyzed to the ground with the 'spring'.

Although I can't see, my consciousness is still awake, and I can hear the sound, but I can't react. I only felt that I was picked up and carried back to the pavilion, and then there was a voice calling the imperial doctor.

I slept for a while, and I woke up again after a short night, and Shen Qi was about to take my pulse.

Looking around, I saw that it was still the Agarwood Pavilion, and I was about lying on a chaise longue in the Agarwood Pavilion, and I didn't know when a screen was placed in front of me, blocking the view from the outside.

Shen Qi was diagnosing the pulse, and suddenly his face changed greatly, and he carefully diagnosed it as if he didn't believe it, and then he changed his hand. After having been diagnosed on both hands, I frowned and asked, "What's wrong with the mourning family?" Even if the time of death is approaching, you should give me a letter!"

Shen Qi hesitated, and even began to urge the 'spring' equinox, before he stammered and asked me: "Dare to ask...... Dare to ask the Empress Dowager this month's monthly letter...... Have you ever been here?"

I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, and said: "My monthly letter has never been accurate, isn't this still taking your 'medicine' to recuperate!"

He suddenly knelt on the ground and said repeatedly: "Weichen is a capital crime, Weichen is a capital crime!"

My complexion also changed, and I said in a deep voice: "You get up and speak!" He got up tremblingly, bowed and stood, I thought for a moment, and ordered the 'spring' to come in with a bowl of tea, dipped my fingers in the tea, and wrote the word "pregnant" on the 'medicine' pillow, "But this?"

Shen Qi hesitated slightly, then nodded, knelt down and said, "Weichen is guilty of capital crimes!

I sneered, "The mourning family doesn't want to die yet!

Qi Min waited impatiently, walked in around the screen and asked, "What is the disease?" Naturally, no one answered him, but he had already noticed the handwriting on the pillow of 'medicine', and looked at me in surprise: "You...... Are you pregnant?"

'Chun' hurriedly knelt down and said, "Lord Wang, please keep quiet about this matter." ”

Qi's eyes immediately became sharp, and he quickly swept over the few people present, and said in a deep voice: "Only a few of you know about this, this king will naturally not make a noise, if there are others who know...... Immediately dragged out with a cane to kill! Shen Yizhi ordered that the Empress Dowager would 'hand' over the fetus to you, if there was a slight mistake, the reputation of the Shen family's 'door' might not be saved. ”

Shen Qi and 'Chunfen' secretly glanced at each other, vaguely knowing something. I sighed, and said again, "Go down, all of you!"

The palace people all retreated, Qi Min sat down beside me, and said softly: "I'm afraid that I have a little cold today, but I have to take care of it in the future, and don't run around anymore." Naturally, I can't go to the court again, wait for you to give birth to a child safely, do you know?" Seeing that I didn't react, he frowned, pinched my jaw and said: "Did you hear that?

I turned my head and said angrily, "Got it!"