"Save it, if it weren't for Sister Liu, it is estimated that no one would recognize you who is going to be beaten." Bai Xiaoqing rolled her eyes: "Use your head more in the future, don't do this." It can get you in trouble, and as for such jokes, I don't know how many times I've heard them. ”

"Feelings are here, and you are also a popular figure?" Bai Fei was silent and smiled and spoke.

"That's, you can go and inquire, the thousand-year-old white fox Bai Xiaoqing, that's a character with countless infamy." Bai Xiaoqing replied with a smile: "You will hear all kinds of versions of me seducing men. Online game version, fantasy version, female ghost version, fantasy version, Xianxia version, monster version. You can hear anything you can think of. ”

"You can't have written it yourself, right?" Bai Fei looked at her suspiciously.

"Of course I didn't write it. I don't have that level. Bai Xiaoqing shook her head and denied: "It was written by a classmate in the dormitory, and the royalty is half of me, or where do you think my tuition comes from?" Not only did I have to earn my own tuition, but I also had to save a dowry for myself, and not only that, but I also had to save a dowry for a man I didn't know where to pay home. Zuihou still has to feed himself. Then I have time to think about what others say and think. So you don't have to do that. I've done more bitter and difficult things, and I've seen even more obscene and shameless things. ”

"I'm not your Miss Long who has been dressed and fed since childhood, nor is it a man like you who has a family who has always insisted on helping, I'm just a goblin......"

"The wind and the wild dew will only make me more charming, the rain and frost will only make me more delicate, walking barefoot through the thorns everywhere is my practice, and it is my life to see the red dust flowers bloom and fall, I am such a goblin, I don't have time to pay attention to what others say, and I don't have time to care what others think. The life of a goblin does not need to be explained to anyone. Bai Fei took her words, this was Bai Xiaoqing's self-philosophy in high school, but absolutely no one could have imagined that she would go so far and be able to continue.

"It's hard for you to remember, but I really thank you for it, if you hadn't given me a fever at the time. Otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to get into college. I won't come to Beijing, so I can only accept my family's arrangements there. I will definitely get my husband's family to pay a lot of dowry, and I am now a married woman. Bai Xiaoqing looked at Bai Fei and patted him on the shoulder: "What about you?" It looks like you've changed a lot, too. ”

"I got into the game and was lucky enough to find a strong teammate. But as you know, I don't know how to do it. The study is not very good, there is nothing special, even you, I guess I only remembered me after burning your hair. Chosen by a strong candidate to be a teammate. That's a blessing, but it's also a pressure. I had to follow in their footsteps, not to be able to help, at least not to hold back, right? I kept chasing, chasing, chasing, chasing and chasing in the footsteps of others. Although the distance is getting farther and farther away. Bai Fei shrugged his shoulders and thought I had a lot to say, but I didn't say that much. Except for the opening and the end, it always feels like there's not much to say in the middle. ”

"Hypocrisy!"

"It's hypocritical because I usually don't talk too much." Bai Fei sighed in silence: "You don't know." I'm talking less and less now. The better the people around me became, the more difficult it was to say something. I don't know what they think, but I can only go down, go down, I don't know what to say, I don't know what to say. I don't know what to say. It seems to have really become hypocritical. ”

"Out of breath! A big man complains to a girl, has he lived in vain? Is it a shame to be ashamed, do you still have to hug you and cry for a while? Bai Xiaoqing looked at Bai Fei's appearance with an uncomfortable face: "You are still wronged like you, no matter how many people ask for a good thing that can't be begged, do you want to speak, I don't know how many people are rushing to live your current life." ”

"It's not that I don't want to, I don't know how I feel, I know I'm going to hold on, and I can keep going, but in my heart it's another fire, not fire, it's a stone, it's not a stone, it's like a gloomy sky. I can see it, I can say something and not say something, but whether it's finished or not, whether it's laughing or crying, no matter what I'm doing, that feeling is so dead that I can't get rid of it. Bai Fei looked at Bai Xiaoqing and suddenly spread his hands and sighed: "Okay, I know you don't understand, in fact, I don't know what I'm talking about." That thing is there, and the real question is, I know I like it and am willing to take it......"

"Is it like a beauty? A beautiful woman like Ryuichi, you know that you can't get close, but when you have the opportunity, you still want to pounce like a moth to a fire. Enjoy the thrill of burning yourself. Vanity, ambition, violence. Power, freedom. Aiqing, beauty. Arrogance, jealousy, anger, laziness, greed, gluttony, and lust. Imagine yourself as a flame and wait endlessly...... How's that going? Bai Xiaoqing looked at Bai Fei's tone and suddenly became relaxed: "Child, have you read too many novels?" ”

"Huh?"

"How can there be so many things, do you think we are the same as those rich second generations? A life just to live a meaningful point? The meaningful point of shit, that is the boring life of rich people, for us, whether we rely on or rely on ourselves, whether we owe others or don't owe others, we can live on this shijie, and we can live freely in some aspects, that is a meaningful thing. How can there be so much time to think about what is available and what is not? Bai Xiaoqing shook her head, touched her short hair and sneered: "We, how can there be so many and some that we don't have, we have a bad life, we will fight for what we want, and refuse what we don't want." Who can do anything to us? Your father is the person most admired by all the children within a radius of 800 miles. A lifetime of spittle, a tripod. I have never violated half of what I said, and I am very comfortable in life. If he wants to know what you are like now, he will scruple to whip you directly. ”

"I'm like my dad, but I still don't think I'm strong enough......"

"Bullshit. Strong is made, not spoken! Bai Xiaoqing picked up the gun that Bai Fei put down, put the bullets on it, and shot all of them out directly: "I'm not afraid to tell you that when I finish the college entrance examination, my father will let me go." University Entrance Certificate? Hehe, that's my dad's capital for a dowry. As soon as I received it, I sent it to the man's house to show off, do you know how I got it back? I walked around the village to spread rumors that he Abba had raped me and I broke my own **. Do you know how I got my first semester tuition? I went to work as an underwear model. I've handed out flyers on the streets, helped people write big-character posters, and worked on construction sites. Students who pretended to have no money to go home, stole money, and robbed. In addition to being fed, I have done everything I can. Shameful? What a thing. The old lady lives the old lady, cares about other people's birds, where is the crooked person when the old lady squats alone and counts the money for five dollars and five dollars? Want to an old lady? See if you're qualified! ”

"What's so distressing. The old lady is not you, maybe without your candle, the old lady is just a woman who unbuttons her corset and feeds her children in a rural village. Is there anything better than it is now? What kind of bitterness, tiredness, and tiredness, it's all shit. Bai Xiaoqing looked at Bai Fei and smiled: "A good woman should be radiant!" A good goblin should turn all beings upside down! As for the dirty things behind all this, I live freely, what's not haode? ”