"You know what? I know how you feel, I worked in Beijing during the holiday last winter, I couldn't sleep all night, on my birthday, I asked for leave, and I stayed alone in the square, and my nose was numb from the cold. Then it snowed. My whole body stiffened from the cold. I couldn't even wipe the snow off my face when I stayed there, and the sky was getting brighter little by little. Little by little, I watched as the sky grew brighter. I want to go back, resigned to my fate, but I can't go back. I could only stand. Looking at the people dressed in red, green, and green, I suddenly knew weishenme. I'm not reconciled, not those who don't, just unwilling. The gun bullets in Bai Xiaoqing's hand shot out one by one, but her tone was unusually calm: "I'm just unwilling." It's unwilling, it's unwilling, there's no reason to be unreasonable, it's unwilling! ”

"My family is better than me, I admit it, my life is better than mine, I recognize it, I recognize it if I am richer, I recognize it than I am more beautiful than me. I admit that I am smarter, I admit that I am better than me, and I recognize that nothing is inferior to others, but I am just unwilling. I'm just inferior to others, but I'm just unwilling. Nothing else, just unwilling! Bai Xiaoqing looked at Bai Fei slowly: "You are nothing else, you are just unwilling." ”

"It's like five meters above your head, there's a piece of gold, you jump up to reach it, but you just can't reach it, there's no other way, you have to jump again and again. Jump to your own exhaustion, jump to your own despair, but you still can't sleep, just unwilling! Bai Xiaoqing suddenly asked: "Then Bai Fei, will you continue to jump the next day?" ”

"Yes. Even if I am tricked by a monkey, I can jump too. Bai Fei didn't need to think.

"What about the third day? What about the third year? Will you still jump? ”

Bai Fei opened his mouth, but he didn't answer, he thought he would say yes, but he really didn't know if he would.

"What about the thirtieth year? Will you still jump? Bai Xiaoqing continued to ask.

"I don't know." Bai Fei turned his head and replied.

Sometimes the answer of the refusal to answer is yes, and sometimes the answer of the refusal is no.

"In other words, we are sure that we will continue to dance, only the next day. That's all. Bai Xiaoqing smiled: "When I was in high school, I remember that you liked one of your favorite books "The Legend of Wukong", and I like one of them now. Do you know which paragraph? ”

"I don't know." Bai Fei watched Bai Xiaoqing change the magazine again.

A god general walked up with a girl, but it was A-Yao.

"Emperor Yuyu, when I was inspecting Huaguo Mountain, I found her alone on the mountain, and I didn't know what to look for."

"Isn't this A-Yao?" The Jade Emperor said, with a smile on his lips, "You are a little girl, weishenme is going to be a goblin?" If you tell me where the remnants of the goblins have fled, I'll give you back to the heavenly realm. ”

A-Yao was surprisingly calm, and that panic disappeared from her face, "I was with a group of goblins just now. "They say all kinds of dirty words, I've never heard them, and there's a word I haven't heard before...... They asked me, what do I want to do in the future? For the first time, I heard someone ask me what I wanted to do...... It was then that I realized that the goblins of Weishenme were willing to starve on the earth, because no one said the word 'give' to them, and they did not live by 'giving'......"

"Hey, hey, one day on earth, the heavenly realm is just a moment, what did Sun Wukong use to lure a pure and immaculate fairy into the land of sin? Ah Yao, how simple and lovely you used to be, and now I am so sad that you have become like this......" The Jade Emperor made a sad expression.

"What is that sentence they are talking about......" Ah Yao held her chin with her fingers and thought for a long time, "Oh, 'please close your bird's beak', no, no, no, without the word 'please', I don't know how to ......"

"You know my favorite quote?" After Bai Xiaoqing finished saying that paragraph, she looked at Bai Fei and asked with a smile.

"What do you want to do in the future?"

"No, it's zuihou. Without the word 'please', I don't know what to learn. Bai Xiaoqing's eyes curled up with a smile......

"The life of the demon must be fought for, and it can only be fought for." Bai Xiaoqing ran out of bullets from the gun and continued to speak: "When a goblin is in his life." When you are not unwilling, you will become someone else's mount, pet, and thug. Men, cannon fodder. And all the nice-to-haves. This is a goblin, born and raised, with no relatives or friends, and no one cares except himself. When you are willing and accept your fate, everything will be over. ”

Bai Fei looked at Bai Xiaoqing and couldn't believe that she said these words.

"A good story is what you tell to others. Ugly words are what others say to you. What others say about you has nothing to do with what you think. Staying with Long Yi is enjoying it, but it is also suffering. To put it mildly, who doesn't treat you like a little white face? It's just that you think of yourself like that, right? With a group of people who are stronger than you, you admit it, right? I insisted on catching up, but the unwillingness in my heart made you uncomfortable every day as long as you were sober, and it became more and more uncomfortable every day. ”

"You're right, I'm not reconciled. Really unwilling, indeed unwilling. So I want to be stronger than them, to be as strong as them......"

"No, you'll never catch up with them. You'll never live like someone else. Some people are smarter than us, they are more beautiful than us, they are more talented than us, we are just not as good as others, and the worst places are not as good as others. is not as good as others in all aspects, no matter how hard you try, you can only catch up with others, and there will never be a day when you can catch up. That's the truth. Bai Xiaoqing directly broke all Bai Fei's illusions: "You will never become like others." ”

"That's not very sure, maybe I have a chance to yujian some plot in the novel......" Bai Fei said silently: "Then what should I do?" ”

"To fight, to grab, to grab, to spend all your thoughts, to think hard, to use all means, dirty, despicable, what is useful and what is useful. Like that monkey. Jump to the five-meter-high gold, and be a fool in the eyes of others, a madman, and grab it. Life is snatched up, and if you just work hard, it is not enough. No one will give your life to you in vain, and no one will watch you get stronger and stronger! You have to use everything you can to fight for what you want and protect what you want to protect. Bai Xiaoqing sneered: "Demons and monsters, weishenme demons are at the forefront?" Because demons don't compromise means! ”

"If you are not reconciled, then do it, the reason is very simple, because we are all the most ordinary people, that is, no matter how unwilling we are, we can probably only be unwilling to be willing today and tomorrow, after tomorrow, we will probably have to accept our fate." Bai Xiaoqing smiled very charmingly: "So I only be a goblin for two days, today, and tomorrow!" ”