Chapter 18 – Once the sea was difficult to water
It's late at night, no one can see the undercurrent flowing in my eyes, the undercurrent is like a spirit wandering around in the dark night, loneliness and cold have nowhere to go, I am like a child, I have no sense of security, seeking the source of warmth in the night.
I was lonely, and when I saw her lonely back, I realized that all the sins I carved on her were the causes I planted, and in the end I came to taste the bitter fruit.
I looked back at the deep sadness on the side of his face, and I knew that maybe I really blamed him, but I couldn't forgive him for the betrayal he left behind, I was cold-blooded, and since when did I know that cold-bloodedness was my special symbol.
He is complex, simple, and unapproachable, and because I know him well, I can only stay away from him.
I wasn't ruthless, as if he didn't mean to leave me, so I used the simplest and most direct way to end our past, to end our beautiful past.
I think she loved me deeply, but the moment I betrayed her, I knew that I had no way out, and I lost the qualification to love her, so I deserved it, I broke her heart, since I was a child, she was proud, her strong and sensitive heart, not something I could conquer at all, that desire was only from beginning to end.
The silence all the way, I didn't know how to break the deadlock, the faint beauty on her face gave me the illusion that she was so close to me.
"Twilight, did I tell you that you shouldn't have that distressing color in your eyes?" He suddenly came out with such a sentence, I was a little uncomfortable, his words, there was a trace of ambiguity in his heart, but in my ears, there was a trace of irony, no matter who it was, the ex-boyfriend cheated and came back, and then came to praise you, and it was not easy to change anyone's heart.
I stared into his eyes, and in his eyes, I read his sincerity, but are they useful to me now? None of them!
"Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud." I was muttering in a low voice, three parts drunk, seven parts hazy. My eyebrows were like silk, and I saw the hint of amazement flashing in his eyes, and I knew that he was already a loser, and he was tempted, wasn't he? It's a pity that I don't have a heart for you anymore.
He quickly regained his composure, and replied unexpectedly: "Night and night are less clear, and day and day are king's sorrow." ”
He? is still so amorous, so that the girl is deeply immersed in his deep affection and can't extricate himself.
"The night is deeper, Twilight, I'll send you home, okay? Please, walk with me, we've been together countless times. "His cute and pretended aggrieved look is really......
I'm not the nymphomaniac girl I used to be, I still can't refuse him, he didn't do anything wrong, it's just that you loved me all those years, and to me, he just accidentally lost it.
I was defeated on this expression many years ago, and I still lose on this expression, my head is not funny. I...... God, take this goblin-like character away, if not, I really don't know how many unknown girls are defeated under this goblin-like trousers, God has its own virtue of good life, then destroy this demon-like person.
"Twilight, are you fascinated by me again, why, is it so difficult to walk with me?" Or that pitiful voice, I surrendered, in front of him, not heartbroken, but distressed, after all, he was also hurt by another, wasn't he?
"Alright! Go, get in the car. A beautiful turn, snapping his fingers, calmed down the disordered heartbeat by the way.
You must know that Miss Ben's heart is made of ice, and the heart of a goddess cannot be moved.
Suddenly my hand was grabbed by him, and his smile thickened with a malicious smile, and my heart slipped through a trace of fear, what the hell he had in his heart, and for the first time I found that there was an inexplicable panic about what I couldn't predict, no, I don't mess with myself, whoever persists until the end is the winner, so I must not lose.
Seeing the name of the achievement list, I felt a sense of threat for the first time, did this boy meet in the twilight? Why are they equal in strength, and who is he?
I was in a fake sleep, I thought that I could use this to arouse a trace of love and pity from him, but I could clearly feel that the anger exuded from his body, every breath exuded from his body could be felt by me, he was angry, and there was also a kind of overwhelmed element in it, he was playing the game behind my back, Lin Minghao, beauty At present, you are actually fascinated by the game, you, what can I say?
I narrowed my eyes to the last thing I wanted to see, "Twilight!! "It's her again, as long as there is a place where she exists, there is a trace of her, and Hao's emotional turmoil index will be particularly obvious.
"No, I really won't let her snatch Hao, there must be no one who can snatch him away? Twilight, I'm going to make you disappear from the internet. Hao is mine, he can only belong to me alone, and no one can snatch him away. ”
There was a murderous aura from behind, I looked back, I glanced at the temperature of the palm in the middle of the sleep, the smile on the corner of her lips, a little sweet, and a little uneasy, her quietly frowned, let me have a trace of confusion, was that a delusion just now?
My fingertips gently slid across her eyebrows, her eyes opened, that sweet smile, I seemed to be confused, her lips opened lightly, the corners of her pink lips hooked a hint of a charming smile, my eyes closed, I could feel her lips gently fall on the corners of my mouth with a thirty-five degree smile, I am a normal man, such a temptation, I can still resist it, then I am not a man.
There was a cold fragrance on her lips, and I couldn't stand her seductive lips, and I kissed her......
But the sense of guilt in my heart is getting stronger and stronger, there is a kind of little dragon girl being trampled by hooligans, I can't help but pray to God in my heart, all this is not my willingness, she is tempting me to sin, and finally in the end, I still got out of the car, I think I have to calm down, after all, when the virtual network continues to reality, it will have to be filtered for a while, just like a pool of turbid water, to become pure water, it must also go through a certain precipitation and filtration, before it can be clarified.
I entered the world of the game, maybe there would be the peace and peace I wanted, and I started to look up everything about that boy, but, for some reason, I had a feeling that this boy must have some connection with Twilight, saying that unlike me and SKY, they knew each other, and they must have a good relationship.
But I've been looking up for a long time, and I really haven't found out what the relationship is between them?
On the contrary, I have a feeling of unhappiness, no matter how I look at it, I feel that his name and Twilight's name are put together, I am very unhappy to see it, if I change the boy's name to mine, instantly, I feel that I am in a much better mood.
What the hell am I doing, do I have my name next to Twilight and look comfortable? Oh, my God! Am I crazy to play a game and make people crazy?
I looked back at Ye Wei, I don't know why, I actually have a trace of pity, maybe one day I will really let him be my sword soul, but will I be able to do it? But more importantly, he might become my assistant a little more! After all, his ability is not to be underestimated, or he will be abducted to our city, but his temper is really not very good, and he is not like a person who can be willing to be subordinate.
"I'm home, thank you for sending me back." I thanked him.
He smiled "No, I should thank you, I was really touched that you could accompany me this way, I thought you would kick me out of your world, fortunately, you gave me a month, I was really satisfied." The smile on his face told me he meant it.
"Hey, don't talk like you're going to die in the next second. I don't believe the bloody plot on TV. He burst out laughing.
At that moment I saw his smile, I can't deny that he is really more attractive than before, I'm sorry, I won't fall in love with you anymore, because my heart, has been occupied by another one.
I turned away, I couldn't be tempted by anyone anymore, I was hurt enough, I loved enough, all I wanted was that little bit of peace.