Chapter 19—Not the Same Them
It's late at night, and there is that lonely soul floating in that bustling city, no one will see my scarred heart, it's dark, no one tells me, what's wrong with me, only that restless heart beating, maybe because of his world, I never entered, so my world, did he participate in it? He understands mine, but I don't necessarily understand him, what kind of mood his heart is, and who can blame him for all this? It's all gone! Isn't it? I thought that in the past, we wouldn't be entangled with each other until now, we just couldn't get by.
Hao, I can feel the uneasiness in his heart, and I can also see the murderous aura in his eyes, I really don't know how to catch him at this time, is it using my beauty? Is it impossible? In that case, will he look down on me? At that moment I was lost in thought......
I looked at him, and there was a hint of playfulness in my eyes, what did he want when he appeared in my eyes?
I'm starting to get a little confused, what is his mood at the moment? The corners of my mouth curled, and a good idea was quickly formed in my heart, isn't it just a boy, as long as it's a boy, I should have a way to deal with him? Isn't it?
A trace of sadness began to appear in his eyes, "What are you thinking?" He inadvertently showed a hint of confusion, and this trace of emotion flashed quickly, and I still caught it.
"Twilight, when will you become more innocent? Now this you really make people love and hate you. I smiled indifferently, that I no longer exist in this world, now I have no love, no hate, no joy, no sorrow, I can live my life how I want, no one can hinder my life anymore.
There is no love and pain, no hate and hatred, and we live a quiet life that belongs to one person, so what does all this mean for us now? Tormenting each other? Appreciating each other? Hurt each other?
Everyone has his own choice, whether his choice is regretted or unhesitating, what does all this mean? Whether it is unwilling or willing, this is a very serious question, when everything is at peace, when everything ends without beginning, then it is all empty, I am not a fool, but a wise man, I have been addicted, so I will not let myself go into that game again,
Maybe it's all just the beginning, but the same can be the end.
When everything is hopeless, when everything is a foregone conclusion, then the useless game will also be an end, when everything is said goodbye to the past, then what is all this?
The weather is gray, it looks like it's going to rain, is it for me? Or is it because of that emotion that has passed? I looked up at the sky and slowly darkened, never to return to the original sunshine, he was him, I was me, everything went to the edge of the city, swam to the edge of the cliff, we were just this dusty passerby.
In the game, he is an amorous and ruthless prince, and I am in the game, a cold-blooded and cold killer, so we have to draw a line between us, but nevertheless, he is close to my world, hell is his destination, if one day, will I be able to do it? I don't know, at least I understand that once I embark on this road of no return, I never thought that I would be soft on him, from the words he said: "Give me another chance!" "He is destined to be a loser, a loser, why bother with the result, isn't the result out? Why should I have trouble with myself?
"I want to drift away, will I one day become the soul of your sword, will I one day become a springboard for your growth?" I turned around and looked at him with a little surprise, he was more difficult to deal with than I had imagined, but he was not my enemy, and I knew that very well, and if he used it, he would surely become my very good assistant.
So the corners of my lips smiled like summer flowers, and I kept smiling at him, laughing until he was a little inexplicable, and I still kept laughing, "What are you laughing at?" Is my words that funny? There was confusion in his eyes, but I still smiled......
"Don't laugh, I'm almost laughing in my heart!" I stared at him with a smile on my face, my eyes sparkling.
"Ye Wei, in fact, you are a good man." Well, I'm telling the truth, the past has long passed, at this time, I really can't look at him with the eyes of the past, but unfortunately, I can't be affectionate anymore, and when he should come to my side, shouldn't I push away the reborn him? I used to love him, and now I don't love him, but I give him a chance.
With a one-month deadline, can I still maintain this cold-blooded heart as I do now? Difficult to answer, how should I answer, maybe? Maybe not, but anyway, I'll give him an answer, a yes.
"Twilight, will you be tempted by anyone again?" He was inexplicably questioned, but it stumped me, maybe? Maybe not? No matter what the answer is, it doesn't seem to have anything to do with him, and I should give him an answer? I stared at him, with a hint of pity, a hint of helplessness, and more of a wordlessness in my eyes.
If I want to get a man's heart, I have to do that, no matter how much I like him, and I don't have a clue in my eyes.
So, I turned around and walked away, not wanting to speak more words to him, which is not only the dignity of a girl, but also a good way to hold a man's heart.
The temperature of the palm, she is really beautiful, so beautiful that I don't want to hurt her, maybe it's just her surface mask, but I don't understand that she obviously has a beautiful mask, why does she use this method to get me, I do have a good skin, but a girl like her, there is no need to give up the whole forest for my grass, I should be among her suitors, not inconspicuous, but not the ugliest, but she is ......
What is her purpose? I looked at her in her sleep, still holding my arms tightly, smiling like a child's sweetness, I was really a little helpless, for this girl who suddenly appeared.
I entered the twilight space, and for some reason her words always had such a magic, that is, everyone would be healed by her words, and often after reading them, they would suddenly be enlightened.
Sunset Like Fire
At the top of the tall building, the evening breeze stirred my hair, the fragrance that came with the wind, my restless heart gradually settled down, I lay on the railing, staring at the vast sky, I squinted, counting the white clouds that drifted by, the blue sky, pure as the blue blue of the jewel, behind the white of that piece, if I couldn't tell the secret, I couldn't find a place in my heart.
Some people always can't find their own position, some people can't find their goals, and some people can't find their dreams, God gives everyone a fair chance, He gives you, and you don't cherish it, God will take it away.
If you know how to grasp your opportunity, then you will get something unexpected for you, and God gives you what you don't want, but takes away what you need, so we don't have to be sad, it belongs to you, and it will still come back.
I saw that the chrysanthemums on the path were shrouded in a light mist, and it seemed that the veins were sad, and the leaves were still stained with the crystal raindrops, which were dazzling in the sunset, but it seemed to have come to the end of its life, and it exuded the last of its peerless fragrance, and a raindrop could live like this, so what about us? And what reason not to live a little more chic for yourself? Aren't you bound by the world?
The sunset is so beautiful, so beautiful that it is not close to reality, it is obviously distant, and it seems to be the time flowing between the fingers, the sunset is approaching me step by step with the heat wave, I feel that my temperature has risen a little bit, my cold one has begun to have a little temperature, the temperature of my palm is a little bit back, the palm slowly oozes sweat, the pale and colorless face begins to have a blood-like bright red, I have added a different wonderful thing in the sunset.
Ruthless is not as affectionate as annoyance, an inch is still tens of millions of wisps, when there is poverty at the end of the world, there is only endless lovesickness. I sighed, these days I really can't tell how much hatred there is still for him, how much hatred there is, how much resentment, more of it seems that I understand him.
I looked at the dream-like words, a little melancholy, a little confused, as if I was for her at this time, I couldn't tell how much pity I had for her? Or do you like it a little? Still a little reluctant?
She's right, ruthless will always be annoyed by affection, but am I ruthless? Or do I not believe in feelings? Or do I can't believe in love?
My heart was touched, and I typed this sentence on the keyboard: "Although the sunset is beautiful, even if it will be sad, although it is cold-blooded, it will eventually hurt itself, ruthless although ruthless, and finally lonely."
I got off the net, went to the ruthless city, stood on the peak, the night wind blew my clothes, fluttering, in the game, my role is Xiao Shou, I am in such an ethereal note, I have been obsessed with the original beautiful self, looking for the original self!
I'm waiting for someone, and if I'm guessing correctly, she's not coming.
I was invisible, and seeing the comments he left for me, I knew he would definitely go to that place, and if my guess was correct, he must be in trouble now, and his text told me the answer, and I used invisibility behind him, and he lost his mind while the game was there, and I didn't call him, so I stayed with him quietly.
Suddenly, I felt a murderous aura coming from the front, he didn't seem to react, it was still that posture, it was still that expression, motionless, the figure was getting closer and closer, it was him!! Wasn't he destroyed by me? Under the cherry blossoms on the lingering city, how could I forget that look? But how could he kill Lin Minghao?
The sword was held high, Hao did not move, I was about to move, but his sword fell to the ground at that moment, I was surprised, I looked at the person behind him, and I made my glasses leap, the person who came was SKY, he ...... I didn't see him online! Is he, like me, invisible? I stood next to him, his face was expressionless, as if he was just passing by, what surprised me even more, Hao, was still the expression of the underbeaten, or that posture, I looked at them curiously, only to see SKY shaking his head, smiling helplessly, sitting down next to Hao, SKY did not speak, and sat quietly, he took Lin Minghao's Xiao to his mouth, and slowly blew up, the Internet is "Sky City".
I was silent, and suddenly I heard him say, "Come out!" He fell asleep. I was slightly taken aback, and looked around, but there was no one! Did he call me?
"Don't look around, Twilight, I know you've been here for a long time." There was something playful in the tone
"Blood beads, with my orders, listen to my orders, stealth magic." Little by little, the body showed a pale purple in the morning light, smiling like a flower, without any city.
"How did you know I was here, I was invisible, how did you find out?"
He smiled and patted me on the shoulder: "You're blind, the achievement list, the reward list, the points stand...... It's all your name, I just wanted to come up and check the origin of the person named Ye Wei, but I found that it seems that Ye Wei and yours have almost the same points, and more importantly, the city you go to is almost the same, so I think you must know the answer to these, so I came up to you. ”
"You're so sure I know the answer?" I asked a little curiously.
"I know you, your way of doing things is weird."
"Strange?" I looked at him a little confused............